Diary....

when u find out that u''re wasting of time. wat will u do ?
if u''re slow, u will run faster. and if u have goals, u should push urself hard. right ?
let music heal ur soul ...
ơ/s : to be honest, i think a pain only can be healed a bigger pain.

it seems that they really want to join dancing class. Let see if they will keep their interest in it. It''''s likely that they will ask me to go with them. Hehe, 3 girls dance together. How funny
Chẹp, I started to stay up late again . Have to change it.
Được mtt_2503 sửa chữa / chuyển vào 01:20 ngày 02/06/2008

it rained and it stoped.so i think i own u a favor ...thanks !

I have to win "that game" at any cost ...

There are so many people who are living near us, who have nothing from early life but now they got a huge property. What makes they get over their destinies and to become the successive bosses is the opportunity that money can bring to....
1. Know exactly what they are heading for.
Focusing on your own overview. Before making a decisive people, let''s be a thinker first. A billionaire is different from a normal people because he or she is dare to dream big, they have their own strengths. Please bear in mind that, everything has it own starting point. Take Warren Buffet for example, he started his great life with only US$25 before getting US$ 25 billion. The long long journey starts with small steps.. please remember that.
2. Self learning
Let''s read books and magazines. If you don''t know exactly what you are going to to, therefore you need to find out your own solution. A billionaire says that he does not know that the business skills books could bring more and more benefits to him. Remember: Knowledge is power
3. Doing what you love is the key.
Love what you do. When you have your real love with your work then you will take care more about how to get it done. According to a research of Thomas J. Stanley, the author " The Millionaire Mind", there are over 80% of the billionaires said they could not success if they did not love their job.
4. Save money
Your big plans for the future could be damaged as you are trying to get some money to live and you are not rich at the moment. But please remember: " dai phu do thien, tieu phu do can", please remember the Western idiom: " pay yourself first", then saving is much more easier for you. Always preparing amount of money for retiring time or a development plan in the future.
5. Success comes after working hard
Be a decisive man. Accept the risks and jump into the fire if it worth and have a good consideration about it. Don''t you know the most success people is the people who got so many failures. Maybe their business down, become bankrupt... but at the end of the day, failures bring them some lessons

people say " tell me what kind of music u like, i will know what kind of character u are" . Music reflects ur soul . if u tell me u like "Metallica" , i means u''re alittle bit crazy and u still listen to pop songs . if u like nirvana, u have a pain what cant be healed. you want to cry but tears cant come out ... if u like MLTR , u''re a romantic guy who always dream about sweet things ... but i dont know why people say " music can heal ur soul"

She started to feel bad again and wanted to talk to me. Love...love...love...breakup...breakup...breakup...sadness...hurt...tears... Don''t think I can resist its effect to me when we talk as I am vulnerable at the moment but I can''t leave her alone .
Exams...it''s killing me but I have to...and must survive

Haizz finally the day that am longing for has come. People say "all good things come to an end" but its hard for me to accept this fact, esp when everything is going smoothly and easily w/ me better than ever.
Haizz 1 month was enuf for me to acquaint everybody in my office. They were all lovable, humorous and frendly which totally reversed to wat I expected. Well, I could not say anything now but wish them happiness and health and success in their work. Though I know maybe they do not give an eye on my departure. So Raven!
Next week, I move to a new workplace, much higher physically I have no idea what''s waiting 4me ahead, I just know to try my best in every work and improve myself day by day.
Life sometimes does not indulge us with feasible dreams, just like me. Ironically, my dream of a faraway land, to study, to work, to live, is fading. I dont know wats going on with my "determination" area in my brain. Probably its out of order or somehow its not working now.
These days, am exhausted. Partly bcos I have worked wholeheartedly , the other is I was shocked at wat is happening to me even though all is in my plan. Who can raise me up? No one but myself.
Oh I need some fresh air, I need to cheer up my mind with travelling. Once again, I intend to visit Lao&Cam this July. Anyone here wanna join, just buzzzzzzzzzzz. We will be a team in one week I suppose
Bookworm

i think i''m getting a little bit crazy !
I have to do many things because of a promise.
i have to smile and act as warmly as i can.
if u are in someone''s debt, u have to pay it
that guy did a favor to me and in return, i must push myselff hard to win "that game" .
to be honest, i''m willing to play "that game". if i win, i will take back many things i i did throw away .
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so what up to me ? i''m in a good mood one minute ago. and now when i writing this stupid senences, i just want to get rid of my heart . ha ha ha ... it hurts

It was not because the rain was heavy. It was not because the night was late. And it was not because I had nothing more to say, either. If you were not another demi fantasy, then what I said would be fool, what I thought would be paranoid and what I had done would be useless! Today I changed my desktop wallpaper, because I just recognized you didnõ?Tt seemed like another demi fantasy I am looking for. Today in the middle of the walls, suddenly I wanted to shout, wanted to cry aloud. Just like I used to do when I went camping, stood on a dry field and shouted a long Aaaa, and I was at my ease! I missed that felling. If you were not another demi fantasy, then how could you understand those of my feelings! If you were not another demi fantasy, then you didnõ?Tt have to know how I lived, what I thought and the feelings I had been through. Half full, not a half empty! And I am looking for the missing part! Where can I find it on the way I am going on? Or I have to go find it backward? Or I have to stand still to wait for its passing by? Or, the half empty will never be fulfilled ? Perhapsõ?Ư