Ahhhhhhhhhhh........................

Just wanna sream really loud but I can't. I screwed everthing up, now what can I do????? Why is it so bad??? I told myself I had to get over it but it's not easy as I thought, I just can't forget....
Is there something that can make me feel better? I don't need a word from anyone else but you, can't u see and don't u know? Just a note or a call from u, it's enough to make me happy, i don't need anything else in the world rather than that, I hope u will remember...
Love you so much and don't wanna let you go for any reason....
Your dear..... XOXO