Boring Diary

Every single time I see you, I start to feel this way
It makes me wonder if I am ever gonna feel this way again.
There''s a picture that''s hanging in the back of my head
I see it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "You''ve got to hold it in" this time tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way,
If only you''d look at me and want to stay,
If only I could take you in my arms and say,
I won''t go cuz I need you, cuz i need you
I sit here waiting, wondering, hoping that I''ll make this right
Cuz all I think about is your hands, your face and all these lonely nights
There''s a feeling that''s screaming in the back of my head
Saying it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "She''ll never let you in" this time tonight
I wanna hear you say it''ll always be this way
And we''ll be hand in hand for everynight and everyday
I wanna scream and shout cuz I''m losing any doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now
If only I had the guts to feel this way,
If only you''d look at me and wanna stay,
If only I could take you in my arms and say,
I won''t go cuz I need you
Please don''t go cause I need you now

Listening to Beethoven''s Last Night.... for so long I haven''t touched my beloved Rockie albums...
Noob is still takin'' his examination. When will he finish it? I don''t have anyone else to comment on my pictures :''(
Ill today. Wish I could get better tomorrow.
When will the time have come???
Tomorrow I will see KC again : )
I miss you so...

Last night I met HT again. He was thinner, get more suntan... At first I couldn''t recognise him.
But his warm voice...
These days I dreamt more about colleges and friends, whoever they are - classmates or schoolmates. In one of the latest dreams I could still remember, I saw HT give me a bunch of rose, a heart-shape one. When the morning fell out of the window, I turned on the player and the first song caught my ear was ''Heart-shape box'' by Nirvana...
Sometimes, such frequently unexpected appearance of Ht makes me think whether Fate does exist -- and if it has been destined for us to meet each other --
4 years has gone by, and no matter how hard I''ve tried, I just cannot get rid of your image. So weird aint I ?
You look so differently this time around. Anyway now you''re old enough to be a man. But to me, you are now and always the cute schoolboy I used to know, and I used to love --

Ha, born again.
Say g''bye to romance, say g''bye to all that has been bothering my mind lately.
No, dear Mr. Brian, You''re just a crush that belonged all to the past
No, Mr. who-do-you-think-you-are, I still live well without your existance in my life
When the years have gone by and when everything has flown into memory, only one person is left unchanged.
KC, I wonder why we all just met...just in the knot of life
No, I do not like you, KC
No, I do not love you, I mean it
The feeling for you is either not enough to be called love, or too high a conception for love to be named
After all the storms and serenity, you''re still the one who stay
You''ve been haunting my mind...
Được oceanborn sửa chữa / chuyển vào 08:40 ngày 28/12/2006

not boring . That''s so attractive and interesting too

Now staying out of the fence and watching people falling in and out of love.
Once, I was in the same situation
Was crying over the lost love, was so depressed and hurt because of someone.
But when that someone has totally slipped away, found the real serenity deep inside me. The serenity that never want to let go of
Eventually, what is love for? And what is love? A bunch of nonsense

Finish the exam today. Not really, but those common subjects tire me
Listening to some music. Wonder what the heck this weather is like, not really winter, and not enough for summer
Pah...
Được oceanborn sửa chữa / chuyển vào 10:15 ngày 29/12/2006

Curently working on coding HTML home page

Life and all its livings, in all sudden come to nothingness.
Dont even bother reminding me of the one I have lost. Im just a piece of the person I used to be
When should I depart? And where should I go?
Im leaving in a train without destination, but always leaves on time...

KC already got gf?
I feel....strange
Thought that he...
Oh well, life still goes on
Just think that I could only keep his image when he was still the schoolboy I shared my most memorable time....
Is it what I know today?