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Great great thing you will never bother to click on a topic like this, so I''m relieved to use my beloved username. No, actually it''s not a beloved one, but I''m too lazy to log out, type another nickname and after posting sth ridiculous, I have to type britneybritney again It takes at least a few minutes since TTVN''s always been Busy these days, and yet a few minutes is precious to me. That''s it, I appreciate every minute of my life, but I can''t make out how can I spend that much time talking to a guy? It would be something quite normal if you like him, but in my case, no special feelings, nothing important so why I have to talk to him? It''s just something out of my control, something extraordinary. Hmmmmmmz anyway, I think this''s gonna come to an end soon for some objective and subjective reasons He''s gonna be sick of taling too much to me; and somebody''s coming home. What a bright future to look forward to
My plan failed through today, but there was a kind of emergency, so let''s not worry about it. Tommorrow, I will make it. I WILL. Oh well, I can remember vividly that day, when both of us almost went crazy, I think so, but who knows if it''s just a product of my imagination My dear, i can say it''s all because of you, but whether this sentence hold itself a negative or positive meaning, I''m unsure. Undeniably, you make my day, you give me pleasure, but how can I forget how painful I was? I''m too vulnerable yet you can''t see it. What do you know about me? Almost nothing, oh ironical, isn''t it? You think you know, but you just have NO idea...
Again, it will flow and I will be alright... I''m used to this kind of pain and someday, it can hurt me no more Anyway, my silly self, why don''t you think it''s gonna be different this time?

Great great thing you will never bother to click on a topic like this, so I''m relieved to use my beloved username. No, actually it''s not a beloved one, but I''m too lazy to log out, type another nickname and after posting sth ridiculous, I have to type britneybritney again It takes at least a few minutes since TTVN''s always been Busy these days, and yet a few minutes is precious to me. That''s it, I appreciate every minute of my life, but I can''t make out how can I spend that much time talking to a guy? It would be something quite normal if you like him, but in my case, no special feelings, nothing important so why I have to talk to him? It''s just something out of my control, something extraordinary. Hmmmmmmz anyway, I think this''s gonna come to an end soon for some objective and subjective reasons He''s gonna be sick of taling too much to me; and somebody''s coming home. What a bright future to look forward to
My plan failed through today, but there was a kind of emergency, so let''s not worry about it. Tommorrow, I will make it. I WILL. Oh well, I can remember vividly that day, when both of us almost went crazy, I think so, but who knows if it''s just a product of my imagination My dear, i can say it''s all because of you, but whether this sentence hold itself a negative or positive meaning, I''m unsure. Undeniably, you make my day, you give me pleasure, but how can I forget how painful I was? I''m too vulnerable yet you can''t see it. What do you know about me? Almost nothing, oh ironical, isn''t it? You think you know, but you just have NO idea...
Again, it will flow and I will be alright... I''m used to this kind of pain and someday, it can hurt me no more Anyway, my silly self, why don''t you think it''s gonna be different this time?

Hmmõ?Ư This corner been a little too quiet lately. Gotta step in and clean off the cobweb now. Whoaõ?Ư so dusty in here, ah ahhõ?Ưchoo! õ?~xcuse me!
I havenõ?Tt had time to write much lately. Sort of suffered from a writerõ?Ts block, didnõ?Tt run out of ideas but just wasnõ?Tt in the right mood. Never seem to have the time to fix up my writing. Itõ?Ts always messy and fragmented, with bits and pieces flying everywhere and no string to pull them back together. Ah well, maybe itõ?Ts just near impossible to be an engineer slash writer. What Iõ?Td do is Iõ?Tm gonna try and earn heaps of money (as if I can!! hic), then retire at 40 and open a craft shop õ?" my long live dream! (hmm sounds like that AmEx ad ), write a book about my family, become an interior designer, etc. etc., practically fool around with whatever I want to do. Umõ?Ư wake up wake up!!!
life is beautiful but difficult. Life is a long journey filled with hard work, sacrifices and lessons learned. Finding true love or making a relationship work can be one of the toughest things to manage õ?" it is another long journey without a map. We canõ?Tt live without love, everybody wants to be cared for and loved - for that reason it is natural that people become scared of being betrayed, they are scared that a relationship or love may not last forever. It is irrelevant whether it is a man or woman; both people share that same feeling.
Được axlrose_guy sửa chữa / chuyển vào 20:41 ngày 21/04/2005

Hmmõ?Ư This corner been a little too quiet lately. Gotta step in and clean off the cobweb now. Whoaõ?Ư so dusty in here, ah ahhõ?Ưchoo! õ?~xcuse me!
I havenõ?Tt had time to write much lately. Sort of suffered from a writerõ?Ts block, didnõ?Tt run out of ideas but just wasnõ?Tt in the right mood. Never seem to have the time to fix up my writing. Itõ?Ts always messy and fragmented, with bits and pieces flying everywhere and no string to pull them back together. Ah well, maybe itõ?Ts just near impossible to be an engineer slash writer. What Iõ?Td do is Iõ?Tm gonna try and earn heaps of money (as if I can!! hic), then retire at 40 and open a craft shop õ?" my long live dream! (hmm sounds like that AmEx ad ), write a book about my family, become an interior designer, etc. etc., practically fool around with whatever I want to do. Umõ?Ư wake up wake up!!!
life is beautiful but difficult. Life is a long journey filled with hard work, sacrifices and lessons learned. Finding true love or making a relationship work can be one of the toughest things to manage õ?" it is another long journey without a map. We canõ?Tt live without love, everybody wants to be cared for and loved - for that reason it is natural that people become scared of being betrayed, they are scared that a relationship or love may not last forever. It is irrelevant whether it is a man or woman; both people share that same feeling.
Được axlrose_guy sửa chữa / chuyển vào 20:41 ngày 21/04/2005

I wanted to stop everything. I thought I was almost there. But you held me back. And now, wê?Tre still stuck with each other. For nothing at all.
You said that I?Tm heartless. You said that I didn?Tt care ?~bout you. You said that I didn?Tt consider you my friend. You said that I?Td changed a lot. You said that you wished we hadn?Tt become friends, then you wouldn?Tt have to be so sad and disappointed like this. You said...So many cruel things, can?Tt remember all those stupid stuff. To tell the truth, I felt kinda surprised to read those things. But I wasn?Tt angry or kinda. Cuz I got used to those stuff a long time ago, when I was just a little seven-year-old gal. And...I think it?Ts funny, when you expected us to be friends again, after I had read almost everything you thought ?~bout me.
But I even got more surprised to know that CH hated me that much. I didn?Tt think that I did something wrong to make him angry like that. But I don?Tt care ?~bout it anymore. Hê?Ts nothing to me, after all, not even a friend.
I told you that I?Tm dishonest and selfish. Why didn?Tt you believe me? I told you the truth, but you didn?Tt give a damn ?~bout it. So, next time, don?Tt get mad at me like that, if I lie to you, my dear.
I wanted to be honest, at least, to myself. But you didn?Tt give me a chance. You forced me to be dishonest. Guess I?Tll have to continue to lie to you, cuz that?Ts what you asked for.
I?Tve told you so many times, that never in my life did I like that f**king guy. But you didn?Tt believe me. I didn?Tt think you had such stupid thoughts. It?Ts a hopeless case this time...
Được Whitecoffee sửa chữa / chuyển vào 19:23 ngày 26/04/2005

I wanted to stop everything. I thought I was almost there. But you held me back. And now, wê?Tre still stuck with each other. For nothing at all.
You said that I?Tm heartless. You said that I didn?Tt care ?~bout you. You said that I didn?Tt consider you my friend. You said that I?Td changed a lot. You said that you wished we hadn?Tt become friends, then you wouldn?Tt have to be so sad and disappointed like this. You said...So many cruel things, can?Tt remember all those stupid stuff. To tell the truth, I felt kinda surprised to read those things. But I wasn?Tt angry or kinda. Cuz I got used to those stuff a long time ago, when I was just a little seven-year-old gal. And...I think it?Ts funny, when you expected us to be friends again, after I had read almost everything you thought ?~bout me.
But I even got more surprised to know that CH hated me that much. I didn?Tt think that I did something wrong to make him angry like that. But I don?Tt care ?~bout it anymore. Hê?Ts nothing to me, after all, not even a friend.
I told you that I?Tm dishonest and selfish. Why didn?Tt you believe me? I told you the truth, but you didn?Tt give a damn ?~bout it. So, next time, don?Tt get mad at me like that, if I lie to you, my dear.
I wanted to be honest, at least, to myself. But you didn?Tt give me a chance. You forced me to be dishonest. Guess I?Tll have to continue to lie to you, cuz that?Ts what you asked for.
I?Tve told you so many times, that never in my life did I like that f**king guy. But you didn?Tt believe me. I didn?Tt think you had such stupid thoughts. It?Ts a hopeless case this time...
Được Whitecoffee sửa chữa / chuyển vào 19:23 ngày 26/04/2005

I am trying to forget a person who I like so much. The reason I want him to get out of my mind because I know i cannot keep him for myself. He has a girl who has waited for him at hometown.
Today is a bad day when I heard that he will come back within serveral days. I wanna meet him so much but can not decide if I should go or not. I am just afraid I cannot control my emotion in front of him.
I do not dare call him to give him some best wishes for his new life. I just know to write here.
I wanna wish you many happiness and success, my dear.

I am trying to forget a person who I like so much. The reason I want him to get out of my mind because I know i cannot keep him for myself. He has a girl who has waited for him at hometown.
Today is a bad day when I heard that he will come back within serveral days. I wanna meet him so much but can not decide if I should go or not. I am just afraid I cannot control my emotion in front of him.
I do not dare call him to give him some best wishes for his new life. I just know to write here.
I wanna wish you many happiness and success, my dear.

What a lovely day!
No need to hurry home, I can spent my time in doing what I like.
Invitation->No, I don''t want. I only like a cup of tea right now, listening to a Latin Music, I''m sure that I will dance or relax my mind.
Go home Now, and...

What a lovely day!
No need to hurry home, I can spent my time in doing what I like.
Invitation->No, I don''t want. I only like a cup of tea right now, listening to a Latin Music, I''m sure that I will dance or relax my mind.
Go home Now, and...