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I don''t know why i''m so sad now, when we said gôdbye, i thought that i can ...But now, i''m so lonely , thinking of him, think of everything we''ve had. I''ve never known that i would miss him a lot, i want to say sorry but i know nothing can be the same !He made me happy and he brock my heart . I don''t know what to do,.............< I don''t know why u said goodbye, just let me know u didn''t go, forever my love.........Never knew that it could go so far, when u lèt me on that boulevard, come again, u wuold release my pain, and we could be lovers again........>
Linh anh

To Rockyl: It''s never easy to say goodbye, hope you''ll soon get over this heart-broken moment.
....I don''t know why u said goodbye, just let me know u didn''t go forever my love. Never knew that it could go so far, when u let me on that boulevard, come again, you would release my pain, and we could be lovers again...
I love this song so so much... oh it reminds me of those old good days... whenever I listen to this song, a strange feeling always come to me, I really miss yaaaaa!
14/7/2003
It was so nice to meet a lot of my friends at Ly''s birthday party! Just laugh and laugh, shouting at each other like we have never had a chance to laugh and shout before....
Tomorrow is my class''s b-day. I will meet all of them again! Oh.... I''m so excited!
õ?ƯIs it good or bad news??? If you had told me 4 months earlier, there couldn''t be any better news for me... but now... it''s terrible... I really don''t want to have you around any longer!
H is right, why do I have to care that much? Does it deserve?
As we go on, we remember all the times we had together
As our lives change, come whatever
We will still be FRIENDS FOREVER

To Rockyl: It''s never easy to say goodbye, hope you''ll soon get over this heart-broken moment.
....I don''t know why u said goodbye, just let me know u didn''t go forever my love. Never knew that it could go so far, when u let me on that boulevard, come again, you would release my pain, and we could be lovers again...
I love this song so so much... oh it reminds me of those old good days... whenever I listen to this song, a strange feeling always come to me, I really miss yaaaaa!
14/7/2003
It was so nice to meet a lot of my friends at Ly''s birthday party! Just laugh and laugh, shouting at each other like we have never had a chance to laugh and shout before....
Tomorrow is my class''s b-day. I will meet all of them again! Oh.... I''m so excited!
õ?ƯIs it good or bad news??? If you had told me 4 months earlier, there couldn''t be any better news for me... but now... it''s terrible... I really don''t want to have you around any longer!
H is right, why do I have to care that much? Does it deserve?
As we go on, we remember all the times we had together
As our lives change, come whatever
We will still be FRIENDS FOREVER

This is my story, any advise is good advise.
I feel really bad for having to write this as,eh, as it''s something i should be able to sort out myself but i just cant... Basically, i luv 2 gurs, dearly and i cant choose between the 2. I met a gur( appeared to be A) 10 months ago... n we had some great times at the beginning but sometimes, i found myself wanting more.(****, for god sake, i didnt mean it, but ya know, it is about like: sometime you will never know wat may happens. ) but never did anything ''bout it n worked hard at our relationship. She is a lovely but always needs someone in her life. She is very dependent on ppl. I found myself resenting her occasionally as i too need attention n found myself always having to give it. She''s such a sweet gur, but sometimes, too sweet that frustrated me as she got walked over from time 2 time. We end up movin'' in 2gether n everything seemed ok. Well, she was over the moon n found myself feeling more n more trapped. Having to convince her i loved her and cared 4 her. This took it''s toll on me!!! Do i sound bad saying that, ya guy??? We got on really well but were never on that same lever you want out of that relationship. I could explain things about life, music....etc n it went straight over her head. I''d just get the : ahh, hmm, well, really...as if it was never being taken it. I never get over the fact that i could explain to her with no advice back.lol. on the other hand i always had to be a pool of information 4 her.
Then one day, at skool, a gur came (appeared to be the B), she was the newer and we got on so well from the start. I promised myself nothing would come of it as it was so evident that we really, really liked each other. And ya know, to cut a long story, something was happened. We ended up kissing on a nite out n that was it. She''s beautiful gur, smart and listens on everything i say and understands... Always has good advice to give me....We usually hang out 2gether, watch movies 2gether, n sometime went for lunch n dinner., etc...
I ended up going out wit A , no phone calls, n i tried to avoid her as much as i can. She was asking me like: what the hell is going on? Blah blah... but i just didnt give a care.And ofcoz she has no idea wat was going on. I never told her that i was seeing someone else, i just didnt want to hurt her more than i already had.
Now 3 months down the line, i dont know which one i want to really be wit, to be perfectly honest!!! A wants me back to the guy i used to be. And me n B are still 2gether. I love A so much but i also love B wit the same passion.It''s like B gives me wat A doesnt and vice-versa. To be honest, part of me want to go back to A and the rest want me to be wit B.
I am so confused and i love both of them so much!!! I guess one the main reason that i just cant control my feeling.
A is so sweet, the same sweet sweet gur who wouldnt hurm anyone... But at the same time she frustrated me as being so innocent or in other words: She is so soft. But B is complete opposite. She is , from my point of view, is strong gur, strong character and thought i love her for that.
At the moment, i feel so lonely, i meant my mind and depressed. and desperate at times, but how can i as i have B??? But there is a fact that i missing A badly. I am in the" Midle of nowhere" situation. I want to find the easies option. I love them and i feel so **** about that. I never saw my love life ending up like this.
I wish i could turn the clock back.
ANY ADVICE IS GOOD ADVICE.
Regard
mazzie
They call me Super man
I''''ll never let another chick bring me down in
relationship
Save u b****? babe s***, u make me sick!!!
Super man aint savin'''' s***

This is my story, any advise is good advise.
I feel really bad for having to write this as,eh, as it''s something i should be able to sort out myself but i just cant... Basically, i luv 2 gurs, dearly and i cant choose between the 2. I met a gur( appeared to be A) 10 months ago... n we had some great times at the beginning but sometimes, i found myself wanting more.(****, for god sake, i didnt mean it, but ya know, it is about like: sometime you will never know wat may happens. ) but never did anything ''bout it n worked hard at our relationship. She is a lovely but always needs someone in her life. She is very dependent on ppl. I found myself resenting her occasionally as i too need attention n found myself always having to give it. She''s such a sweet gur, but sometimes, too sweet that frustrated me as she got walked over from time 2 time. We end up movin'' in 2gether n everything seemed ok. Well, she was over the moon n found myself feeling more n more trapped. Having to convince her i loved her and cared 4 her. This took it''s toll on me!!! Do i sound bad saying that, ya guy??? We got on really well but were never on that same lever you want out of that relationship. I could explain things about life, music....etc n it went straight over her head. I''d just get the : ahh, hmm, well, really...as if it was never being taken it. I never get over the fact that i could explain to her with no advice back.lol. on the other hand i always had to be a pool of information 4 her.
Then one day, at skool, a gur came (appeared to be the B), she was the newer and we got on so well from the start. I promised myself nothing would come of it as it was so evident that we really, really liked each other. And ya know, to cut a long story, something was happened. We ended up kissing on a nite out n that was it. She''s beautiful gur, smart and listens on everything i say and understands... Always has good advice to give me....We usually hang out 2gether, watch movies 2gether, n sometime went for lunch n dinner., etc...
I ended up going out wit A , no phone calls, n i tried to avoid her as much as i can. She was asking me like: what the hell is going on? Blah blah... but i just didnt give a care.And ofcoz she has no idea wat was going on. I never told her that i was seeing someone else, i just didnt want to hurt her more than i already had.
Now 3 months down the line, i dont know which one i want to really be wit, to be perfectly honest!!! A wants me back to the guy i used to be. And me n B are still 2gether. I love A so much but i also love B wit the same passion.It''s like B gives me wat A doesnt and vice-versa. To be honest, part of me want to go back to A and the rest want me to be wit B.
I am so confused and i love both of them so much!!! I guess one the main reason that i just cant control my feeling.
A is so sweet, the same sweet sweet gur who wouldnt hurm anyone... But at the same time she frustrated me as being so innocent or in other words: She is so soft. But B is complete opposite. She is , from my point of view, is strong gur, strong character and thought i love her for that.
At the moment, i feel so lonely, i meant my mind and depressed. and desperate at times, but how can i as i have B??? But there is a fact that i missing A badly. I am in the" Midle of nowhere" situation. I want to find the easies option. I love them and i feel so **** about that. I never saw my love life ending up like this.
I wish i could turn the clock back.
ANY ADVICE IS GOOD ADVICE.
Regard
mazzie
They call me Super man
I''''ll never let another chick bring me down in
relationship
Save u b****? babe s***, u make me sick!!!
Super man aint savin'''' s***

mazzie ( not a kind of sauce rite ), know what i read ur post twice n feel like bein a consultant thou givin advice iz not my forte, esp when it comes to luv
2 gals fall for you n in return u love them equally, hmmz. time is the best measurement of all, I think, take more time to get to know the 2 gals more n to get hold of yr feelings n then pick up one gal only . as can be seen frm what u say, ur now being w/ a ''smart, strong'' gal, but not really leaving the ''sweet, naive'' gal behind coz u think u might regret rite, God, dont be sitting on the fence like that, u must decide somehow. In the meantine try to act n behave sothat neither gal feels that ur cheating on her, and HOW TO?? well, the best thing is that dont go further than friends with either gal b4 u can make up ur mind who is Miss Right, n ur better off stop going out w/ the current gal ( still u can buddy w/ them, fool around w/ them but not in a serious guy n gal way, u get it eh). Otherwise, If u dont make it clear, u might be accused of being a two-timer one day, u will hurt them badly n may lose both of them.
well what else should i tell
..note No1: all the gals, their hearts r fragile, easy to be smash, n so soft inside even if they appear to be strong.
..note No2: dont let pity interfere in luv, it would be wrong if u choose a gal cuz u feel sorry 4 her.
just speak what i think n no sure if it helps coz im not an old hand in luv n i myself cannot deal w/ my own stuffs too but i know that the insider often gets confused n need some words frm outsiders no matter what it is, rite.
i ve stopped my preaching , now which way to go is up to u, gud luck w/ ur love life n tell ppl in here how ur love story goes later eh.
- kat -
YouTurnAwayWhenICaptureYourGlance

mazzie ( not a kind of sauce rite ), know what i read ur post twice n feel like bein a consultant thou givin advice iz not my forte, esp when it comes to luv
2 gals fall for you n in return u love them equally, hmmz. time is the best measurement of all, I think, take more time to get to know the 2 gals more n to get hold of yr feelings n then pick up one gal only . as can be seen frm what u say, ur now being w/ a ''smart, strong'' gal, but not really leaving the ''sweet, naive'' gal behind coz u think u might regret rite, God, dont be sitting on the fence like that, u must decide somehow. In the meantine try to act n behave sothat neither gal feels that ur cheating on her, and HOW TO?? well, the best thing is that dont go further than friends with either gal b4 u can make up ur mind who is Miss Right, n ur better off stop going out w/ the current gal ( still u can buddy w/ them, fool around w/ them but not in a serious guy n gal way, u get it eh). Otherwise, If u dont make it clear, u might be accused of being a two-timer one day, u will hurt them badly n may lose both of them.
well what else should i tell
..note No1: all the gals, their hearts r fragile, easy to be smash, n so soft inside even if they appear to be strong.
..note No2: dont let pity interfere in luv, it would be wrong if u choose a gal cuz u feel sorry 4 her.
just speak what i think n no sure if it helps coz im not an old hand in luv n i myself cannot deal w/ my own stuffs too but i know that the insider often gets confused n need some words frm outsiders no matter what it is, rite.
i ve stopped my preaching , now which way to go is up to u, gud luck w/ ur love life n tell ppl in here how ur love story goes later eh.
- kat -
YouTurnAwayWhenICaptureYourGlance

To day I visit your page ! Wow, I see paragraph poems of you , hehe, I presume translate it in to VNs
Anh thử viết tên em lên bờ cát,
Nhưng đến chiều sóng dập nát nó ngay.
Anh liền thử viết nó ra tay,
Không chịu nổi nước xà phòng rửa bát.
Anh lại cố viết tên em lên cát,
Chưa đến chiều sóng lại dập nát ngay.
Bực mình anh viết đầy ra tay,
Vẫn không lại nổi nước rửa bát.
Cay cú quá, anh lao ra bờ cát,
Chợt thấy rằng xuống tắm mát thích hơn.
Sóng cũng dịu dàng mà chẳng biết lên cơn,
Kệ em đó và cả tên em nữa?

To day I visit your page ! Wow, I see paragraph poems of you , hehe, I presume translate it in to VNs
Anh thử viết tên em lên bờ cát,
Nhưng đến chiều sóng dập nát nó ngay.
Anh liền thử viết nó ra tay,
Không chịu nổi nước xà phòng rửa bát.
Anh lại cố viết tên em lên cát,
Chưa đến chiều sóng lại dập nát ngay.
Bực mình anh viết đầy ra tay,
Vẫn không lại nổi nước rửa bát.
Cay cú quá, anh lao ra bờ cát,
Chợt thấy rằng xuống tắm mát thích hơn.
Sóng cũng dịu dàng mà chẳng biết lên cơn,
Kệ em đó và cả tên em nữa?

hi mazzie, hic, i wrote so much for u but that damn internet service made me got disc and everything blew with the wind ... huhuhu ... anyway, i''''m just a little gurl so maybe i can''''t understand what u feel, what u think ... but if i were you, i''''ll try to escape for both 2 gurls until i feel that who i really miss, who i really want, who i really wish to be there with me. If u still contact with B like now, you can''''t make any decision. Just my idea ... hì. So ... good luck !
Sun, 20/7
Poor my sister, she''''s so sad, but I can''''t do anything for her. Poor me too. Tae foned and said: "Sorry, can''''t meet u tonite, i have a show. Later, okay, babe??". Yah, okay. But u know I can''''t resist it anymore. I know how u love me, and I''''ll wait until you change your job although it made a deep impression on me. Anyway, i can''''t resist, Tae...
My English still bad although i try hard to enrich it. I can''''t reach to my dreams if it still bad like this. Lazy, bore, sad ... so I don''''t want to read any books, listen to anything, just write out some lines in my diary books at midnight. It makes me feel better cuz I can''''t confide... at least... with myself!
Now, dis, go to church with my family, watch A knight''''s tale again (nearly a hundred times), do exercises and sleep. Hope Tae will call me soon and wish he won''''t go to Diamond play game with his friends ... can''''t deny that I miss him so much!!!
It''''s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday !!
Được xi_xon_chanh_che sửa chữa / chuyển vào 17:07 ngày 20/07/2003