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I donõ?Tt know what you are thinkingõ?Ư
I really donõ?Tt knowõ?Ư
But Iõ?Tm really afraidõ?Ư
You learn like going crazy.When I asked you to go with me..then you said that:õ? I donõ?Tt wantõ?õ?ƯNow what?You want to learn?
Iõ?Tm really worriedõ?Ưbecause of you.You learn and learnõ?ƯYou seemed to be so tired and you donõ?Tt care to anything.Even the thing you used to like so much.You said that uõ?Tre not fond of.But I know youõ?Tre unhappy.Then why you have to be like that?Why canõ?Tt you be happy?Why canõ?Tt you smile?
U remember?I told you that I dreamt of youõ?ƯIn my dream,you smiled so happilyõ?Ưwith the boys.In my dream,I got jealous because Iõ?Tm not the one who can make you happy like that.But when I woke up,I just hope someone can make you happy like that.
You remember?
I used to think that Kuro can make you happy.Butõ?Ưthen you said that you donõ?Tt like Kuro anymoreõ?ƯI felt sad,really sadõ?ƯLan said that youõ?Tre even unhappier than before..and Lan said that the beginning of the year,you are really happy andõ?Ưgreat.And I canõ?Tt understand why u changed like that.
You said that you hate Ume because she always tries to pretend to be a girl who isnõ?Tt her.But I think uõ?Tre the one who pretendõ?Ư
At last,I want you to know somethingõ?ƯI changed for you.
Beside...I want u to be honest...So don''''t care ''''bout me.Just be honest.I just want to know the truth...
Được MaskofLead sửa chữa / chuyển vào 00:32 ngày 15/05/2005

I donõ?Tt know what you are thinkingõ?Ư
I really donõ?Tt knowõ?Ư
But Iõ?Tm really afraidõ?Ư
You learn like going crazy.When I asked you to go with me..then you said that:õ? I donõ?Tt wantõ?õ?ƯNow what?You want to learn?
Iõ?Tm really worriedõ?Ưbecause of you.You learn and learnõ?ƯYou seemed to be so tired and you donõ?Tt care to anything.Even the thing you used to like so much.You said that uõ?Tre not fond of.But I know youõ?Tre unhappy.Then why you have to be like that?Why canõ?Tt you be happy?Why canõ?Tt you smile?
U remember?I told you that I dreamt of youõ?ƯIn my dream,you smiled so happilyõ?Ưwith the boys.In my dream,I got jealous because Iõ?Tm not the one who can make you happy like that.But when I woke up,I just hope someone can make you happy like that.
You remember?
I used to think that Kuro can make you happy.Butõ?Ưthen you said that you donõ?Tt like Kuro anymoreõ?ƯI felt sad,really sadõ?ƯLan said that youõ?Tre even unhappier than before..and Lan said that the beginning of the year,you are really happy andõ?Ưgreat.And I canõ?Tt understand why u changed like that.
You said that you hate Ume because she always tries to pretend to be a girl who isnõ?Tt her.But I think uõ?Tre the one who pretendõ?Ư
At last,I want you to know somethingõ?ƯI changed for you.
Beside...I want u to be honest...So don''''t care ''''bout me.Just be honest.I just want to know the truth...
Được MaskofLead sửa chữa / chuyển vào 00:32 ngày 15/05/2005

''I''m sorry for making u cry''
Why?
We can do it better....
So why?
Ever Alone
Again, wish u all the best
Slaap lekker
Feel like emptiness . How long will it take to erase all of these rubbish things??? How long will it take till my heart stops crying when I think of u?
And how long will it take to forget this evening, forget your eyes, your smile.....and what u''ve said to me???
Why??????
Again...why????
Plz....back to where u come from..........
But until that time....I still love you, still miss you, and wanna meet u so much.........
If only u knew.....

''I''m sorry for making u cry''
Why?
We can do it better....
So why?
Ever Alone
Again, wish u all the best
Slaap lekker
Feel like emptiness . How long will it take to erase all of these rubbish things??? How long will it take till my heart stops crying when I think of u?
And how long will it take to forget this evening, forget your eyes, your smile.....and what u''ve said to me???
Why??????
Again...why????
Plz....back to where u come from..........
But until that time....I still love you, still miss you, and wanna meet u so much.........
If only u knew.....

To Someone...
Today I met a guy with a Lee-T-shirt...And he played basketball with us.Now...I played basketball with some friends of Lan (I''m not sure if you considered them friends)almost every afternoon.They are surely lovely and honest,I bet.And they are all so warm to me.I think I found a new place to dwell...
Lan told me that Hiep is a very "fragile" boy...And so that,I can understand why he treated me like that.But I like his voice.And I want to help him.
Hey!I got jealous with you!You had a cool school and cool friends.And i think...I want to know you more...and little by little,I hope I can understand you.Wish me luck,my girl..
Besides...Hiep said that Mol always show off...Is that true?

To Someone...
Today I met a guy with a Lee-T-shirt...And he played basketball with us.Now...I played basketball with some friends of Lan (I''m not sure if you considered them friends)almost every afternoon.They are surely lovely and honest,I bet.And they are all so warm to me.I think I found a new place to dwell...
Lan told me that Hiep is a very "fragile" boy...And so that,I can understand why he treated me like that.But I like his voice.And I want to help him.
Hey!I got jealous with you!You had a cool school and cool friends.And i think...I want to know you more...and little by little,I hope I can understand you.Wish me luck,my girl..
Besides...Hiep said that Mol always show off...Is that true?

Ya wanna understand me? That?Ts impossible, my dear. How can you understand me when I don?Tt even understand myself? Nonsensê?
I?Tm not learning as if I?Tm going crazy. I just want to spend my time alone. I want to be alone. To tell the truth, I was quite surprised, when I realized how heartless I am. When I heard people talk behind my back, I wasn?Tt angry. In fact, I didn?Tt give a damn about it, which is quite a surprise to me. If it were one year ago, I would turn back and shout to them: ?oWhat the hell are you guys talkin?T about??. But everything has changed. I myself changed a lot. And you have changed, too.
You said that you changed for me. But I can?Tt figure out why you had to do that. In fact, I don?Tt like your changing. I can?Tt tell you clearly how you changed, but I can feel it, and I don?Tt like it.
A lot of things happened to me. Maybe that?Ts the cause for my changing. But I like the way I am now, no matter what others say. I?Tm not the kind of hot-tempered girl I used to be anymore, which made me feel much better. But, to feel much better doesn?Tt mean to be happy. I?Tm not happy. I can?Tt be happy. Therê?Ts nothing to be happy about. Ya wanna know the reason? So sorry, I can?Tt tell ya. It?Ts something I want to keep deep in my heart. It?Ts something I?Tm so afraid of, that I don?Tt want to share with anyone. It?Ts something I hate so much that I try to run away from it, all the time. Yes, I guess you?Tll say: ?oSuch a coward!?. But that?Ts the way I am. I don?Tt want to face the reality. I just want to live without having to concern so much ?~bout those things.
Yes, I hate Ume. And, just as I thought, you don?Tt seem to understand the reason. You got it all wrong, my dear. You see, shê?Ts always pretending to be someone who is not herself, in order to be loved. But I?Tm not like her. I don?Tt pretend to be someone else for such a stupid reason. I?Tm pretending, yes, to help myself forget ?~bout those awful moments. I?Tm not like Ume, not by any means.
Yes, LA?Ts right. I was so happy at the beginning of the year. That was because I didn?Tt find out the truth. But now?I can?Tt be as happy as before. My friends aren?Tt my friends anymore. And, those friends of LA you talked about?You?Tre right. I don?Tt consider them my friends. In fact, I hate those guys most of all. That?Ts why, I was taken aback when you said that those guys are so lovely and honest, and that you?Tre jealous of me to have been in the same class as them. They are so warm to you, eh? You?Tll soon get to know the reason, my dear.

Ya wanna understand me? That?Ts impossible, my dear. How can you understand me when I don?Tt even understand myself? Nonsensê?
I?Tm not learning as if I?Tm going crazy. I just want to spend my time alone. I want to be alone. To tell the truth, I was quite surprised, when I realized how heartless I am. When I heard people talk behind my back, I wasn?Tt angry. In fact, I didn?Tt give a damn about it, which is quite a surprise to me. If it were one year ago, I would turn back and shout to them: ?oWhat the hell are you guys talkin?T about??. But everything has changed. I myself changed a lot. And you have changed, too.
You said that you changed for me. But I can?Tt figure out why you had to do that. In fact, I don?Tt like your changing. I can?Tt tell you clearly how you changed, but I can feel it, and I don?Tt like it.
A lot of things happened to me. Maybe that?Ts the cause for my changing. But I like the way I am now, no matter what others say. I?Tm not the kind of hot-tempered girl I used to be anymore, which made me feel much better. But, to feel much better doesn?Tt mean to be happy. I?Tm not happy. I can?Tt be happy. Therê?Ts nothing to be happy about. Ya wanna know the reason? So sorry, I can?Tt tell ya. It?Ts something I want to keep deep in my heart. It?Ts something I?Tm so afraid of, that I don?Tt want to share with anyone. It?Ts something I hate so much that I try to run away from it, all the time. Yes, I guess you?Tll say: ?oSuch a coward!?. But that?Ts the way I am. I don?Tt want to face the reality. I just want to live without having to concern so much ?~bout those things.
Yes, I hate Ume. And, just as I thought, you don?Tt seem to understand the reason. You got it all wrong, my dear. You see, shê?Ts always pretending to be someone who is not herself, in order to be loved. But I?Tm not like her. I don?Tt pretend to be someone else for such a stupid reason. I?Tm pretending, yes, to help myself forget ?~bout those awful moments. I?Tm not like Ume, not by any means.
Yes, LA?Ts right. I was so happy at the beginning of the year. That was because I didn?Tt find out the truth. But now?I can?Tt be as happy as before. My friends aren?Tt my friends anymore. And, those friends of LA you talked about?You?Tre right. I don?Tt consider them my friends. In fact, I hate those guys most of all. That?Ts why, I was taken aback when you said that those guys are so lovely and honest, and that you?Tre jealous of me to have been in the same class as them. They are so warm to you, eh? You?Tll soon get to know the reason, my dear.

i hav a lot of nothing, feel so empty inside, thats good or not? sometimes i want to quit, want to go far from here and want to forget everything, now, standing in the darkness and thinking about the future,`well, i dont know what will happen? i dont care about that and i am going to sleep, life still goes on
Được tranglx sửa chữa / chuyển vào 00:40 ngày 16/05/2005

i hav a lot of nothing, feel so empty inside, thats good or not? sometimes i want to quit, want to go far from here and want to forget everything, now, standing in the darkness and thinking about the future,`well, i dont know what will happen? i dont care about that and i am going to sleep, life still goes on
Được tranglx sửa chữa / chuyển vào 00:40 ngày 16/05/2005