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hi mazzie, hic, i wrote so much for u but that damn internet service made me got disc and everything blew with the wind ... huhuhu ... anyway, i''''m just a little gurl so maybe i can''''t understand what u feel, what u think ... but if i were you, i''''ll try to escape for both 2 gurls until i feel that who i really miss, who i really want, who i really wish to be there with me. If u still contact with B like now, you can''''t make any decision. Just my idea ... hì. So ... good luck !
Sun, 20/7
Poor my sister, she''''s so sad, but I can''''t do anything for her. Poor me too. Tae foned and said: "Sorry, can''''t meet u tonite, i have a show. Later, okay, babe??". Yah, okay. But u know I can''''t resist it anymore. I know how u love me, and I''''ll wait until you change your job although it made a deep impression on me. Anyway, i can''''t resist, Tae...
My English still bad although i try hard to enrich it. I can''''t reach to my dreams if it still bad like this. Lazy, bore, sad ... so I don''''t want to read any books, listen to anything, just write out some lines in my diary books at midnight. It makes me feel better cuz I can''''t confide... at least... with myself!
Now, dis, go to church with my family, watch A knight''''s tale again (nearly a hundred times), do exercises and sleep. Hope Tae will call me soon and wish he won''''t go to Diamond play game with his friends ... can''''t deny that I miss him so much!!!
It''''s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday !!
Được xi_xon_chanh_che sửa chữa / chuyển vào 17:07 ngày 20/07/2003

Dear Mazzie, you''re seriously wrong to act this way and completely blamable to think youõ?Tre not hurting her than what you did before. What if one day, A finds out everything, that you''ve been dating with another girl for a long time and then, you want to come back to her? She will never forgive you, I can tell for sure. Oh, truth maybe bitter sometimes but it''s a good idea to tell her everything if you still wanna go out with B. From you post, I can obviously see A is sweet and easily vulnerable. Do you know what you''re doing *****ch a weak and piteous girl? You''re playing on her emotions, which is unacceptable. Donõ?Tt you ruin her fragile heart huh?! I''m sorry to say this but you really should''t do it. I totally agree with kat and xi_xon_chanh_che, please stop dating with B and let time show you the answer. If you still act this way, not only will you hurt A but B as well, they both have no idea what''s going on inside you. And when they find out the truth, both of them will be hurt badly and all they feel is that they''ve been cheated by you... and I can say without hesitation you will lose them... no friendship remains... isn''t it too bad? Iõ?Tm sure you wonõ?Tt want it to happen at all, right?
Mazzie, the final decision is up to you. You''re the one and only who can decide what to do but let me remind you every girl is weak, especially in emotion aspect, even when they prove to be strong. Remember...
Good luck and hopefully, you will soon find out which girl is more suitable for you
PS: jugding from your post, I can feel you like B better since everything you said about A is not so high, except for "She is sweet", you seemed to complain much much more than compliment her while everything about B shows me she is an independent, strong, humourous and sympathetic girlõ?Ư. perfect in short
Let us know when you finally make up your mind
As we go on, we remember all the times we had together
As our lives change, come whatever
We will still be FRIENDS FOREVER

Great! A nice topic! Let me join in!
Fri, July 25th, 2003
A new day has started and it doesn''''''''t seem to be a good day. It is rainning, and lots of homework of all kinds are needed to do by me. A day like everyday that I''''''''ve had in this boring summer. Can my life be spiced up?
Dad has been in Japan for 10 months to research sth of literature. And he''''''''ll come back next Saturday (2/8). I don''''''''t know why but it seems that I don''''''''t expect his return. May be because I get used to living without him and I can''''''''t accept this change immediately.... Oh, what should I do now
Oh no! Anyway, the day has just come and let''''''''s think about sth better. Im too stupid to think anything on an empty stomach. So, let the music relax me. May be it can make a boring day becomes a great ones.I''''''''ll have breakfeast and listen to music and look at the rain (forget all bad things, time can''t be used to think about that, right?). Oh, i like it. Finally, I have found an interesting breakfast to have. Everything isn''t so bad and it is becoming better, little by little...
(to be continuous ...)
Keep the smile going by sending this on to a friend. Everyone needs a smile...

Được oldparrot256 sửa chữa / chuyển vào 08:30 ngày 25/07/2003

Great! A nice topic! Let me join in!
Fri, July 25th, 2003
A new day has started and it doesn''''''''t seem to be a good day. It is rainning, and lots of homework of all kinds are needed to do by me. A day like everyday that I''''''''ve had in this boring summer. Can my life be spiced up?
Dad has been in Japan for 10 months to research sth of literature. And he''''''''ll come back next Saturday (2/8). I don''''''''t know why but it seems that I don''''''''t expect his return. May be because I get used to living without him and I can''''''''t accept this change immediately.... Oh, what should I do now
Oh no! Anyway, the day has just come and let''''''''s think about sth better. Im too stupid to think anything on an empty stomach. So, let the music relax me. May be it can make a boring day becomes a great ones.I''''''''ll have breakfeast and listen to music and look at the rain (forget all bad things, time can''t be used to think about that, right?). Oh, i like it. Finally, I have found an interesting breakfast to have. Everything isn''t so bad and it is becoming better, little by little...
(to be continuous ...)
Keep the smile going by sending this on to a friend. Everyone needs a smile...

Được oldparrot256 sửa chữa / chuyển vào 08:30 ngày 25/07/2003

Mom will be back from vacation later today.... Oh I didn''t do any housework for days, just sleeping, cooking and eating There''s loads of cleaning waiting for me... and it''s not a simple work to clean 3 stories for only a few hours, is it? I want everything to be perfect when she returns but.... how I will make it is really a big problem I''m getting lazier and lazier. Maybe the phone bill is the only thing that can stimulate me to be a good daughter hehe. Ironically, it''s now at the end of the month, there''s no bill coming this time around.
I have to say that I''m getting bored with this English club, really.... well, it''s kind of ambivalent. I like this EC a lot, it definitely helps me improve my English skills and provides me with loads loads of information in all respects... but it also takes me a lot of time. I have to study hard in the school year, thus I will no longer be able to spend most of my time sitting in front of the computer reading and searching like this Anyone wants to be a moderator of EC and help me improve EC? It''s much better now than a couple of months ago, huh
õ?Ư..Everything is exactly the same, I can''t find any difference. Nope, there is definitely some, but... Letõ?Ts see, it starts the same way, and it ends up exactly the same way, too. I thought it was so crazy to ask you such a silly question, yet it turned out not to be silly at all. You see? I didn''t do anything wrong, you didn''t either but it had to come to an end. End of what? End of a friendship... one of few things that hurts me badly. I know, I know it will come this day... it''s alright.... I''m still having fun, life still goes on, right. You may take it for granted, but if you just pay a little attention, you''ll notice sth strange happening right before your eyes. I guess you never think about it, huh. Well... you''re just a stranger, that''s all. So sad it ends up this way but there''s nothing I can do. It''s all up to you and I have to say, itõ?Ts nobody else other than you that make our relationship this bad.... Goodbye my friend...I know you''re gone, you''re gone forever in my mind. This is the end. Gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear. Time will erase all the memories. You know it''s time to say goodbye. The time when we would play about, the way we used to scream and shout... never dreamt you''d go your own sweet way. I''m looking for a rainbow after the storm, find out a certain, never put your absolute trust in sth....
As we go on, we remember all the times we had together
As our lives change, come whatever
We will still be FRIENDS FOREVER

Mom will be back from vacation later today.... Oh I didn''t do any housework for days, just sleeping, cooking and eating There''s loads of cleaning waiting for me... and it''s not a simple work to clean 3 stories for only a few hours, is it? I want everything to be perfect when she returns but.... how I will make it is really a big problem I''m getting lazier and lazier. Maybe the phone bill is the only thing that can stimulate me to be a good daughter hehe. Ironically, it''s now at the end of the month, there''s no bill coming this time around.
I have to say that I''m getting bored with this English club, really.... well, it''s kind of ambivalent. I like this EC a lot, it definitely helps me improve my English skills and provides me with loads loads of information in all respects... but it also takes me a lot of time. I have to study hard in the school year, thus I will no longer be able to spend most of my time sitting in front of the computer reading and searching like this Anyone wants to be a moderator of EC and help me improve EC? It''s much better now than a couple of months ago, huh
õ?Ư..Everything is exactly the same, I can''t find any difference. Nope, there is definitely some, but... Letõ?Ts see, it starts the same way, and it ends up exactly the same way, too. I thought it was so crazy to ask you such a silly question, yet it turned out not to be silly at all. You see? I didn''t do anything wrong, you didn''t either but it had to come to an end. End of what? End of a friendship... one of few things that hurts me badly. I know, I know it will come this day... it''s alright.... I''m still having fun, life still goes on, right. You may take it for granted, but if you just pay a little attention, you''ll notice sth strange happening right before your eyes. I guess you never think about it, huh. Well... you''re just a stranger, that''s all. So sad it ends up this way but there''s nothing I can do. It''s all up to you and I have to say, itõ?Ts nobody else other than you that make our relationship this bad.... Goodbye my friend...I know you''re gone, you''re gone forever in my mind. This is the end. Gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear. Time will erase all the memories. You know it''s time to say goodbye. The time when we would play about, the way we used to scream and shout... never dreamt you''d go your own sweet way. I''m looking for a rainbow after the storm, find out a certain, never put your absolute trust in sth....
As we go on, we remember all the times we had together
As our lives change, come whatever
We will still be FRIENDS FOREVER

I love you ,London.It''ll take me months to stop thinking about you day and night like this.

I love you ,London.It''ll take me months to stop thinking about you day and night like this.

things r always tht fcked up
i just crashed into a neighbor cat n it DIED, i was kinda hurryin for a stupid business but not really in that rush, i dont know what the heck im feeling at the moment, guilty irresponsible, not really, why things always go down n im always the cause of all that sh!t, i was being able to feel the lil creature under the wheel of my bike, how horrible, i could feel it, i dont remember if i saw it runnin across or not, the fact is just that im the one who crashed into it and it died, i saw how miserable it was because of the pain, it must have been so painful, so much it was. I could just stop n stand a few meters away coz i didnt dare to come up thou just a lil closer to look at it, i woz scared,,what a shame,the kids, the neighbors, they starin at me, must be cursing and cursing, that gal the owner ò the caat i guessed gave a bloody angry eyes " whhy ur just standin there n not even come up, yoou are------!!!'' what i had to say--------
disgusted abt my self, not home, not running away,,, know that i should be home n have some words w/ the neighbor gal, say kinda apology n may go burry the lil creature but all that is just so fake, goddamned me
where all the needed people
there would never be light at the end of the tunnel, dont ask me to follow the light at the end of the tunnel\ waht for whatzzzfer

- kat -
YouTurnAwayWhenICaptureYourGlance

things r always tht fcked up
i just crashed into a neighbor cat n it DIED, i was kinda hurryin for a stupid business but not really in that rush, i dont know what the heck im feeling at the moment, guilty irresponsible, not really, why things always go down n im always the cause of all that sh!t, i was being able to feel the lil creature under the wheel of my bike, how horrible, i could feel it, i dont remember if i saw it runnin across or not, the fact is just that im the one who crashed into it and it died, i saw how miserable it was because of the pain, it must have been so painful, so much it was. I could just stop n stand a few meters away coz i didnt dare to come up thou just a lil closer to look at it, i woz scared,,what a shame,the kids, the neighbors, they starin at me, must be cursing and cursing, that gal the owner ò the caat i guessed gave a bloody angry eyes " whhy ur just standin there n not even come up, yoou are------!!!'' what i had to say--------
disgusted abt my self, not home, not running away,,, know that i should be home n have some words w/ the neighbor gal, say kinda apology n may go burry the lil creature but all that is just so fake, goddamned me
where all the needed people
there would never be light at the end of the tunnel, dont ask me to follow the light at the end of the tunnel\ waht for whatzzzfer

- kat -
YouTurnAwayWhenICaptureYourGlance