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"What would you do when another peson suddenly appears before your eyes and says: " I love you"? ". This is a question in English Speaking Club. "Do you think it is a difficult question?", T ask me. I said " Yes". And almost of time in the English speaking Club I thought of it. I wonder when this case will come with me. If it really happen to me, how can I tell to her??????????????

"I want to give it up"
....
"Give up,get what I mean?"
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"I can''t,plz,it''s so dangerous to me,now or later,the result is still the same,so...Ok,let''s do that"
"Sit down,and calm down...What happened to you?Is that because I didn''t call you or send u SMS?"
"No,because I know what I''m doing!"
"We just start and we can''t stop...."
"What do you think about it?Are u sure that we are still able to achieve that stupid contract???No dear,you can but I can''t."
"Tell me,look at my eyes and show me that you really want to give it up,and I will let you go,I swear.H,come here,and look at my eyes then say that"
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I hate myself.Why I said it''s ok for doing that?Everytime when I close my eyes and u appear,I wish for our future,for a long long time relationship,not a short term like 3 months as u want to.And now,as everything goes smoothly,who r we?and who am I in ur eyes?Am I too stupid?Do you still want to last it?What the heck is going on L?And now I dare not meet you again,I''m afraid that my little heart beating hardly...I have you then I push you away from me....
Too tired as chasing you around like this.Exhausted!
''Cos I still want to know that you are ok,at least you are ok when I''m not by ur side.

Yesterday was a bad day... if there is time when i felt down and just wanted to let go of everything, it should be yesterday... Sometime i lose patience to all the ambitions i am chasing after... What am i chasing for... trying to reach for the stars on the sky, trying to fly higher than i could... my wings are exhausted, and sometime... somewhere, the smile went off in my face... Right at this time, i dreamed of a normal life... so ordinary that i will wake up in the morning, smile to myself in the mirror, begin my new working ady... and after that when i get home after work, i will have a whole evening to relax... But it seems normal life never comes...

I think that today has been the worst day of my life. I''ve lost all my spirits
Sad but true
Được becks_au sửa chữa / chuyển vào 16:48 ngày 14/09/2005

all gone. there''s nothing more to be said

TRANG !!! I haven''t been able to sleep alot, but I love you, truly love you. Thinking of you....
One day, I will tell you how much I love you and need you! Poo!!!!!!!

bellyache, oops no, period pains are maltreating me. have to log on to forget it somehow but doesnt help much. i hate this time around.
there is a saying "happiness is when you have someone to love, something to do and something to hope for", am i having happiness or am i just in the state of ''" love is blind as far as the eyes can see"?
so strange im feeling like listening to ronan keating now, so long a time i do not have mood for his music which i was crazily felt for, yeah absolutely the song "addicted"... " i wont write, i wont call you no more and i swear that i'' ll be strong... cause letting go is harder than you knew, im tearing out my heart to give my heart to you as you walk right out of view...". If only there were someone playing this song for me, now.
uhmm can i sleep well tonight. what will i do tomorrow. hope that i wont give up what im striving for now, yeah i have been working hard on this target, i dont know if it is hard enough but at least, i have made my effort, no matter how the result is.
it is you yourself who can add happiness into your life, isnt it. what can i add into my life? perhaps, I will create an online photo album where i can keep my photos in order, convenient anytime anywhere, share it with my beloved ones. I will take up tennis, i like to imagine myself in tennis dress and cap, so nice and sporty. I will try to live strong and responsible. a friend of mine promised to give me a "live strong" band, an original one not the phony ones that youngers r wearing, im looking forward to it. okay, that s fine enough, at least for now.
need to rest now or try to to save up energy to start another day.
love and peace to all you.

another day, i still don''t know anybody. It''s just difficult, even when we want to. I don''t know if it''s better if you were here, but i miss you. Hope these 3 years will be short, will be plenty of souvernirs as the time we''ve had. Wish that we''ll be always together when we are both independent.
Tomorrow: sport at 8am. Many things to do........
ps: english - i don"t feel good at anymore

Time runs so quickly, long long time I didn''t use this nickname logging into forum. I don''t care what is going on of that. I just log and put some words of my mood for myself even I know a broad number of websites that I can blog.
The time runs like an arrow so that if a person looks back then everything changes so much. Hopefully, this topic will be written everyday not only me also many friends even never meet before.
Today is the busy day, lots of useless work done with no results. I am getting stuck in work although huge time gone. By the time being so far I relise that the work I am doing is so difficutl than I though before. I have to do without any help. Nobody can support. The key issue I figure out of that circumstance is that we need to evaluate our ability. Although some said "nothing is impossible", lots and lots of problem we have to pass over before we are able to touch the consequence.
I want to talk about a word "destiny" that is a very very important in easten-oriented philosophy. I don''t undertant so much that word but I think everyone has a individual life. The question is how can we know this word. Some people argue that it is belongs to the Mother Nature while some are conviencing that human being can improve or change their destiny, and some belive that the destiny has been depended on what poeple did in the past. For me, I am in the point of the last view. Everyone has to be responsilbe for their life. Each life had been specified in the past. I heard few complain that they are not rich people or unsucess in business because of their family origin. They think that their parent are not rich, poor power, etc... As that results they don''t have opputunity to get money, promotion or some thing like that. It was absolutely stupid thinking.

 Maybe you made some mistakes when you presented your argument. As you said, you are in the point of the last view ( some belive that the destiny has been depended on what poeple did in the past ), but you approved of the second one. Pls, correct them and present more clearly.
Yeah, I agree with your point of view. Everyone has to be responsible for their life. That''''''''s sure. And man can change or improve their life. However, each person has a fade, and destiny makes a great contribute to man''''''''s life. No one can know what''''''''s going on, and sometimes unexpected things happen, people call destiny. I think that''''''''s right. So I suppose: destiny : 40 %, and the rest belongs to human beings. If people don''''''''t know the way to control destiny, destiny will dominate their life. That''''''''s all.
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LIFE IS FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS, DON"T LET THE FEELING TAKE U DOWN !!!
Được ThuHien83 sửa chữa / chuyển vào 11:04 ngày 22/10/2005