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Well well well, hi all, i''m newcomer. My English skill is so bad, and how can i discribe my feeling now.
Yum, first thing i want to share is about the Final High School Test has just finished, it''s mean that i cannot be a pupil anymore. It''s make me think about my future, am i old enough to decide my way, decide how to live, and may be not. "To be a sudent is the only way i can choose"?? It''s a big question and i can''t answer it easily, so anybody the same age as me, the same thought, the same feeling can tell me what i can do now?
I just want to share my feeling so if don''t like it, you can del it whenever you want, no problem!

it never rains but it pours
it hurts, physically and mentally
love was laughing at me, i will laugh back, i will, i have to

i mis u so much!!!

It was so funny I accept to continue the relationship with him although I well now, our affairs will go nowhere. I dont know why how I always caught in such a vicious circle. Be more determined and stronger to say goodbye to him, lily.

I heard your soft voice at dawn
Three twenty seven A.M
I heard you whispering
Even the twitter in your early morning
How i wonder if i can ever receive your voice when the sun is still so clear, as fresh as a face of the baby
How i wonder why i always stay awake at night, and wait till the dawn come to convince me not to remember what i used to believe
Maybe i shouldn''t have recalled how the wind blew me away or recalled how the river erased diamonds from my memorial case
Rain came again at dawn, i heard her dropping and singing if i still could remember the last time she caught us together
Star still shined when night''s gone, i saw him sparking and reminding if i could still remember the day i promised to show you the milkyriver
Maybe they shouldn''t have appeared, as well as i shouldn''t have remembered
I let myself float on the river of memories and didn''t even know when would i keep me slow
I let my body stay at home, and free my mind to hang around, over those big trees, over the big sea, let my soul sail to God''s place and ask him why such things ever happened
But i got no answer, even my soul was so pure, they had me fall down back to my reality
And there i was, still so small among this circle of life, still so weak among this God''s fool...
We''re just hanging around in the picture Mother Nature painted, where has no life, no voice, but just colour and many abstract face...
Believe me, i want you to tell me
...again...that reason how we could be....
...

Sometimes I dont understand how I always make things difficult for myself on trifles. Too many things happen at the same time. So stressful! Coming home late and was complained. Uneasy. Last night, my most favorite football team -Holland lost the match. Sad. Messages sent without replies. Bored.
I am not good at controlling my feelings. Show me the way to do it best, God.

Hi lily_nguyen!
I''ve read yours. I guess you''re still so young and you''re quite romantic. Sometimes we should let ourselves flow with our feelings. But I am not. I don''t know why i always do everything with my brain, not my heart so I see life quite boring. Even, I have never let me to love anyone because I know there is no good end.
I admire you somehow, can you show me how to live with our feelings ??? May be i can''t find the way for me, but i hope some one can help me!!!
Have a good day!!!

Hi,
U only can control your feeling not anyone . U should find your way that suits for u . Nobody can help u but yourself.
I have never let me to love anyone because I know there is no good end.
Why do u say that ? i guess u are very young , let try all your best to study well , in my opinion " study is first , love is second"
Enjoy and happy!

I had to do exercise at the gym in the morning and then i had to train interviewing with classmates in the afternoon...After trainning i started to study English at ACET central...so i am so tired...

will have job interview at McDonald''s in an hour, wont be so tough but dont know why i feel uneasy
i need a big hug for encouragement