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First time I write diary in English, for an engineer like me, it is not easy.
Today is so bored. All the morning, I try to fight falling into sleep. Documents have so many words, the office is so cool, my seat is so soft ... It is very good to sleep.
It''s 11''18 oclock. I will finish a day next few minutes. All I want for tomorrow is effective work day

to day i meet some new friend . In 6 pm i wil go to english school . I hope i can go soon beacause i am monitor ^^ . Maybe i will listen music in this if i go early ^^ .
so sad , there are no beautiful gril who is same my age .

Today so boring coz Saturday and I''''m ill...hihi... It makes me to write diary for the first time... So funny
Được cobber sửa chữa / chuyển vào 19:57 ngày 05/08/2006

Terrible morning! I get up at 10. Yesterday, I won lotto and I''''m having a plan to go out with girl friend. She just call. Do you think what happen???
Được cobber sửa chữa / chuyển vào 11:16 ngày 06/08/2006

Tomorrow is new day. Sometime, I want to talk with me "Come, hurry up, hurry up. If you ''re slow, i''ll hit you". But now, I ''m still slow and I can''t hit me.

miss you so bad honey

Today is such a boring day. Get up, eat, watch movies, sleep. period. I love summer holiday but there''s nothing to do and there''s nowhere to go. It''s raining. It''s been raining all the weeks.

gonna totally change, change to find myself and to find the meaning of f*cking life, and enjoy every single bit of life,no more tears and no more regret, no more sad, nothing, no plan, no exact destination, stop looking back, just grab my destiny and go, just let it explores, self like explore, open the door and run
i truly know that the weakness doesnt help much and it does destroy my life, life is suck enough when the f*cking weakness reigns inside. I hate myself for being so weak, every morning i wake up promising myself that i will be a stronger man,,, what''s my problem? where''re my smile and trust? have they gone so far?,,, i will f*ck up the weakness before it f*ck me, I''m the one that has this silent agony killing my spirit more and more everyday, now it''s the time to eliminate it and to bury it to occupy the independent, take up the strength of my spirits, a protracted ressistance war against the ****ing weakness is just begining and i do, let''s f*ck it up

I''m kinda worried about what''s gonna happen tomorrow at work. Big boss just came back from a 2 week out-of-the- country business trip and what''s in store for him? His key staff one after another have told him that they wanna quit to work for our rivals. As if that aint bad enough, my boyfriend is one of those that are seemingly "rebelling" (we''re coworkers). Actually I understand that he''''s making a choice for his career which he thinks is best and his choice is totally unrelated to what''s happening with others but as a whole it doesn''t matter , hes still leaving. And although noone seems to notice, I''m gonna be affected by his decision cause i''m the one who''s staying. I could care less though whether the boss"s gonna feel sour toward him and take it out on me cuz I luv my baby! You''d better appreciate it honey;P
Anyway, since I just had 2 weeks of total laziness thanks to my boss''''s trip, I''''m not sure if i can get back into normal working mode. My 2 week-without-a-boss consists of playing games nonstop and reading online news. I mean i''m behind on pretty much every deadline and some are just unforgiveably late which i doubt that my boss and my clients care anymore. Jeez i''m gonna get in trouble sooner or later if i''m keeping this up. I really need to stop slacking and start to get work done. So tomorrow I know that our office''s gonna get some serious fits from the boss so the best thing for me to do is probably to make up some reasons and hide out at one of my clients''. When there''''s a hurricane coming, naturally you''''ll have to find a shelter right?
Sounds like i can''t win the Employee-of-the-year award huh? But for real it''s not totally my fault and i''''m not even trying to make up excuses for myself. Part of my and my colleagues'' behaviors can be factored to my boss''s intolerable strictness and quick temper. He has this unreal desire for perfection and he expects all of us - youngsters in their 20s - to devote all our time and effort into work like him. basically only by having no life besides work can we *somewhat* satisfy him. I''''m only 26 for god''s sake, gimme a break. On a more serious note, with the oldies leaving and the presence of the newcomers, I know our office will be affected considerably. Who knows if it''s for the better or worse.
I''m blabbing so i will stop. Besides, how can i give myself a makeover at work if i''''m staying up until 2 in the morning to babble and surf the web? I know tomorrow a constantly yawning face will be what i''''ll show to the world. And the afternoon will be hell until work''''s over. I''''ve always known that but somehow I always try to fool myself into thinking just another 5 minutes on the web and thats it i"m done, the bad thing is I''''m always successful at fooling myself! Go figure! So anyway, good night and sweet dreams everyone. Enjoy your week and take good care of yourself.
Được anhbecuaem sửa chữa / chuyển vào 02:44 ngày 14/08/2006

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