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Im thinking alot about my lifestyle. sometimes I try to simplize everthing happen to me. That''s sounds good. But in the event, it sometimes... in the opposite, confused! ''coz im a rather hot_tempered person. but not always, sometimes i feel im a really good girl im willing 2 forgive my friend''s mistakes. But that sometimes is....rarely happened. So bad!
But these days, i feel i get a better steps, when i get angry with so or sth, i listen 2 some of my favorite rocks, dont hear anything except the screaming in the songs, open the dictionary and find sth new and that''s effective! Yeahhhhhh
Im finding some foreigner to practice Eng, but.... so miserabe, im a little ashamed! my God! help me!

Hi All,
This is my first time in this forum. I am not really sure what I am going to write. In fact, there is nothing much to say. Looking out to the dull sky from my window, I am reminded myself that, yes, another day is cruising by. And hey, it''''s Friday today, I am going to have 2days break for the weekend. Cheers.
Được tnminh sửa chữa / chuyển vào 12:11 ngày 13/10/2006

Hi.I ''ve visit this topic today. Nice fun.
Today is boring Saturday.Nothing,no friend,no message make me tired.
I don''t know to do anything besides sleeping.
I wonder what happen if tommorrow is still like that.

Life''s been busy. In retrospect, I realize that I''ve always subconsciously wanted to leave my life an unknown jumbled mess. Why? Because ignorance is bliss (whoever says that is a wise man), I don''t need to sort out or feel burdened about the mess that''s my life. I''ll just let it go with the flow, which any 26 year old girl should know that that''s not how one should handle one''s life. I have friends who are quite successful (in a relative way) because they know what they want and they have a clearly defined path to achieve their goals in life.
Anyway, here are a few things that''ve been going on in my life
- About my love life:
* A., my Viet Kieu friend, on whom I had a huge crush when we first met during a business event (I had a boyf. then and still do - how bad am i?) has been in regular contacts with me via email and online chatting. Hê?Ts 2 yrs older than me, so smart, funny, cute, adorable and quite successful, and can you believe it, still single (some might even read between the lines and say he''s gay because he just seems so perfect). Not long ago we made a transition into a new phase of chatting every other night. Of course there was some flirting going on but nothing else. I can detect some loss of interest from his side. Besides, we have never crossed the line, it?Ts a harmless little fling so it''s ok.
* B., my colleague in HCMC branch, and I started to talk frequently same time I got to know A. because he said my Hanoi accent is cute. We talked about mostly work and some personal subjects. I felt some attraction there but this quickly lost its momentum. It''s now a one-sided attempt from his side to keep in touch and I predict it won''t go on for much longer.
* My boyfriend and I have had some ups and downs but all in all since he moved to another company and we don?Tt see each other as much, the emotional connection between us seems to have a few cracks. Most dangerously, I can clearly see that I''m growing more independent (read: I don''t need him as much). But who knows, maybe that''s better for our relationship because we won''t smother each other anymore. Come to think of it, I think this is better because i seem to be back to who I really am.
* So I went over to his house today for dinner and out of nowhere his mom casually mentioned us getting married this year ( I should note here that my boyf and I haven''t even gone anywhere near this subject ever) which caught me totally off guard and I think I blabbed some nonsense about how we weren''t ready and that I wanted to focus on my career for now, maybe in a year or so we would think about it. She didn''t seem too happy with what I said, i think mainly because I accidentally joked about how I didn''t need to worry about getting married but her son (my boyf) might since hê?Ts getting old (he''s only 3 yrs older than me). I need to bite my tongue hard and put my foot in my mouth! Anyways this talk actually did some good. It acted as a reason for my boyf to bring up this subject afterward and he asked if I wanted to marry him and that he wanted to marry me next year. I haven''t said anything yet, need to think it out carefully. Lots to ponder upon. Here''s a good chance for me to sort out what I want to do with my life and what my priorities are.
- About my job:
* It''s been ok. My manager is not the best, he has many shortcomings but you can''t have a perfect boss now can you. I''m learning to live with it. Besides I?Tm still trusted by the big boss so it''s ok.
* Right now my top priority should be to improve my expertise but sadly this can''t be achieved due to several reasons: 1. i''m lazy 2. I don''t have a good tutor or proper documents to study. 3. i''m quite busy making money instead. This is one thing that I need to be concerned and urgently do something about.
More later ... need to go sleep now.

as usually, i wake up at 12h30 am and start doing something, i love spending my time at the late of the night, just simply because of the silence it offers. it''s much easier for me to focus on the issues which are being reorganized.
over the past few years, i have been looking at my controversial abilities and i realized that i should use every capability to get the job done even i dont have that confidence and enough motivation but things need to filled up.
in a way, i''m no longer involved to the love which i was very interested in and now i''m feeling pretty well, it''s likely to continue, and without the love i could easier turn back to look at me at another angle with another point of view, whatever it takes, should think positive and stay strong

hi. It''s 12.00pm.So late.I don''t know to do any thing at this time.
there is not much to do . chatting someone or listening music..So I wrote some lines for fun....So crazy!
good nightmare to everybody!!!

Love is all Around​

written by Reg Presley
I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
The love that''s all around me
And so the feeling grows
It''s written on the wind
It''s everywhere I go
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show
You know I love you, I always will
My mind''s made up by the way that I feel
There''s no beginning, there''ll be no end
''Cause on my love you can depend
I see your face before me
As I lay on my bed
I cannot get to thinking
Of all the things you said
You gave your promise to me and I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me in everything I do
You know I love you, I always will
My mind''s made up by the way that I feel
There''s no beginning, there''ll be no end
''Cause on my love you can depend
I got to keep it moving
It''s written in the wind
Oh everywhere I go
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show
Come on and let it,
Come on and let it,
Come on and let it,
Come on and let it showas featured in the soundtrack of ''Four Weddings And A Funeral''
performed by Wet Wet Wet
Love this song, it is so beautiful and the rythm is so pure...

well, i''ve just watching NBC and just cant stop dropping some lines.
They showed a crazy idea from an Yale university guy. What made he appear on NCB? well, when looking for a job, instead of writting a resume'' letter, he used video clip
In his vedeo clip, he captured so many activities from dancing, skiing, breaking breeks with his own arms...he hoped that with this clip he would have the advantage to get the job that he was looking for...
and the result? he was not hired , the he decided posting on Youtube

so in the next few hours, we will have a chance to see the big match between chelsea and barcelona. this is one of the matches in this season that fooball fans in all over the world have been waiting for so long, yes, it''''s absolutely a great battle, and it''''s coming.
chelsea - a representative of anglo style with the strategy which is relied heavily on physical strength of players
barcelona - a repesentative of latin style with the beautiful attacking strategy, they always playing a beautiful footaball that make many fans in all the world fallin in love.
both teams own so many good quality players, they''''re all on the top of the world like ronandinho, ballack, lampard etc...those players could change the complexion of the match at any time, both clubs also have great coaches, they''re staying on the top of the tables in thier national leagues, good manners
this match makes me feel like i''m gonna crazy
go for barcelona , go for beautiful football
Được allurehn sửa chữa / chuyển vào 00:08 ngày 19/10/2006

today,I''m very sad.i don''t remember what must I do?
everything is nothing.lose my mind.i''m cazy.can i help you?