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I wanna hear your voice
I wanna see your face
I wanna touch your hand
But now I''''m so far away from you
May be another time...another life...
Cause life is fading so fast, for me, for you and for everyone
Sometimes, the feelings is just too luxury in this cruel, senseless world
I just want to throw it all away cause the world seems to boycotted me
When I''''m besides you, not that the time stops but for me its flows so slow
Some says "Let''''s smile when you sad" or " Try to hide your feelings"
I''''ve been always trying hiding my it all the time. Just when I near you, I''''d throw away my mask of life.
Don''''t know what is your feelings. But for me, to have someone for someone to no just relax but for rest his troubled soul its'''' so wonderful. So what would you call that feeling???
You think you want to play with others feelings or just not take responsibility for your feelings. Or love is just a game. I my self thought so but now after years trying hiding my feelings, I think now is the time to open it all...
May be I''''ve got drunk or sumthin, oh man what else???
just some piece of feeling..
My best friend...
...he as hollow as I alone!

I wanna hear your voice
I wanna see your face
I wanna touch your hand
But now I''''m so far away from you
May be another time...another life...
Cause life is fading so fast, for me, for you and for everyone
Sometimes, the feelings is just too luxury in this cruel, senseless world
I just want to throw it all away cause the world seems to boycotted me
When I''''m besides you, not that the time stops but for me its flows so slow
Some says "Let''''s smile when you sad" or " Try to hide your feelings"
I''''ve been always trying hiding my it all the time. Just when I near you, I''''d throw away my mask of life.
Don''''t know what is your feelings. But for me, to have someone for someone to no just relax but for rest his troubled soul its'''' so wonderful. So what would you call that feeling???
You think you want to play with others feelings or just not take responsibility for your feelings. Or love is just a game. I my self thought so but now after years trying hiding my feelings, I think now is the time to open it all...
May be I''''ve got drunk or sumthin, oh man what else???
just some piece of feeling..
My best friend...
...he as hollow as I alone!

First of all, wanna send a message to sis 6sense: Good luck to you, sis. May all the best come to you You know what, you''re such a beautiful and sweet girl, I like your picutre posted in United States box a lot!
10/9/2003
It''s has been raining for a couple of days... Actually, I love rain a lot, I love the sound of falling rain yet it hurts me badly this time. I really wonder why I like sad things... I am supposed to be a happy-go-lucky person, just don''t know why I''m on my own, I''m quite different. Isnõ?Tt it weird? 2 persons in 1 body??? Hey folks, have you ever tried sitting by the window, listening to the rhythm of the falling rain and watching people go by in the rain? You''ll like that feeling for sure, an absolutely special feeling...
I woke up quite early this morning, simply because I couldn''t sleep. It was so cold outside and I''m having a flu, hence I just can''t put up with the strong wind. I''m totally tired from the tedious military lessons. What a stupid thing to learn! It''s incredible we have to sit under the sun for hours for nothing! A waste of time!!! Honestly, I don''t know if I''m lucky to have a bad cold at the moment, yes, I''m exhausted, I have a terrible headache, I can''t speak as clearly as usual but I may stay at home, doing things I love to do. I feel a little bit upset, though. What''s going on at school? Will the teacher get angry at my absence? Will she allow us to organize a show later this year? We''ve been working hard on this plans for days but things aren''t easy at all. Many other classes have exactly the same intention and we''ll have to cope with plenty of other obstables. How I wish we''ll be able to make it! Working with my classmates is absolutely fun, we get on perfectly well together Our last VACC was such a great success that we are all looking forward to living those unforgettale moments again and again. Gotta call my friend immediately after writing sth here in English club to know how things are going on.
õ?ƯHey NA, I''m so glad to see you this way. Every smile on your face always gives me strength to carry on. Still remember how happy you were when you called me a few days ago and announced you''d passed the exam! I was quite glad, too. It was the first time I saw you in such a perfect mood! But right now, at this very moment, I really don''t know how I should feel. It''s raining interminably outside, I''m watching the raindrops on my balcony and thinking of you... I just can''t imagine what I''m gonna do when you''re no longer by my side. We''re always caught together, whenever, wherever. Now there''re only 2 left. Tell me what I''m gonna do? I know I must be strong but I won''t promise not to cry. Since I''m totally sure I''ll do... just too hard to let you go.... My friend, do you ever know I love you so much? Do you know how much your angelic smile means to me? You know how sad I am when seeing tears falling from your eyes? All of our memories suddenly come back and I just can''t help crying Ok, I''d better wipe away all my tears and smile since I have nothing to worry about, we''ll be best friends, forever and always.. right? I won''t have to tell you how much I love you and you won''t, either cause we all know it! Whenever you''re down, remember you can always lean on me, I''ll be your shoulder to cry on...
So close no matter how far... I have you in my heart and nothing else matters...

First of all, wanna send a message to sis 6sense: Good luck to you, sis. May all the best come to you You know what, you''re such a beautiful and sweet girl, I like your picutre posted in United States box a lot!
10/9/2003
It''s has been raining for a couple of days... Actually, I love rain a lot, I love the sound of falling rain yet it hurts me badly this time. I really wonder why I like sad things... I am supposed to be a happy-go-lucky person, just don''t know why I''m on my own, I''m quite different. Isnõ?Tt it weird? 2 persons in 1 body??? Hey folks, have you ever tried sitting by the window, listening to the rhythm of the falling rain and watching people go by in the rain? You''ll like that feeling for sure, an absolutely special feeling...
I woke up quite early this morning, simply because I couldn''t sleep. It was so cold outside and I''m having a flu, hence I just can''t put up with the strong wind. I''m totally tired from the tedious military lessons. What a stupid thing to learn! It''s incredible we have to sit under the sun for hours for nothing! A waste of time!!! Honestly, I don''t know if I''m lucky to have a bad cold at the moment, yes, I''m exhausted, I have a terrible headache, I can''t speak as clearly as usual but I may stay at home, doing things I love to do. I feel a little bit upset, though. What''s going on at school? Will the teacher get angry at my absence? Will she allow us to organize a show later this year? We''ve been working hard on this plans for days but things aren''t easy at all. Many other classes have exactly the same intention and we''ll have to cope with plenty of other obstables. How I wish we''ll be able to make it! Working with my classmates is absolutely fun, we get on perfectly well together Our last VACC was such a great success that we are all looking forward to living those unforgettale moments again and again. Gotta call my friend immediately after writing sth here in English club to know how things are going on.
õ?ƯHey NA, I''m so glad to see you this way. Every smile on your face always gives me strength to carry on. Still remember how happy you were when you called me a few days ago and announced you''d passed the exam! I was quite glad, too. It was the first time I saw you in such a perfect mood! But right now, at this very moment, I really don''t know how I should feel. It''s raining interminably outside, I''m watching the raindrops on my balcony and thinking of you... I just can''t imagine what I''m gonna do when you''re no longer by my side. We''re always caught together, whenever, wherever. Now there''re only 2 left. Tell me what I''m gonna do? I know I must be strong but I won''t promise not to cry. Since I''m totally sure I''ll do... just too hard to let you go.... My friend, do you ever know I love you so much? Do you know how much your angelic smile means to me? You know how sad I am when seeing tears falling from your eyes? All of our memories suddenly come back and I just can''t help crying Ok, I''d better wipe away all my tears and smile since I have nothing to worry about, we''ll be best friends, forever and always.. right? I won''t have to tell you how much I love you and you won''t, either cause we all know it! Whenever you''re down, remember you can always lean on me, I''ll be your shoulder to cry on...
So close no matter how far... I have you in my heart and nothing else matters...

Insomnia proved the only enemy of the night . It robbed me of the few hours left before dawn and ripped my brain into fragmented dreams of anxiety and horror . I dreamed I was late for an important appointment and got stuck in the snow and was unable to dial the phone . In my twilight state I could not find answers in studies anymore and felt my life was over , and suddenly I drove up on the terrible car accident with bleeding bodies inside , and I could not make a move to help .... and the man''s head exploded . blood and brain flying into the air .... You hugged me tightly and quickly turned away , my lower lip quivering as tears flowed down my cheeks ... feeling the fear creeping back .

Insomnia proved the only enemy of the night . It robbed me of the few hours left before dawn and ripped my brain into fragmented dreams of anxiety and horror . I dreamed I was late for an important appointment and got stuck in the snow and was unable to dial the phone . In my twilight state I could not find answers in studies anymore and felt my life was over , and suddenly I drove up on the terrible car accident with bleeding bodies inside , and I could not make a move to help .... and the man''s head exploded . blood and brain flying into the air .... You hugged me tightly and quickly turned away , my lower lip quivering as tears flowed down my cheeks ... feeling the fear creeping back .

Danny Danny Danny Danny...I''m in London now and will start my college on 15th, just want and hope to see u again, on Saturday or Sunday, not sure ---> this makes me so sad ....I''m sick of London, sick of people here really...
One Step Closer

Danny Danny Danny Danny...I''m in London now and will start my college on 15th, just want and hope to see u again, on Saturday or Sunday, not sure ---> this makes me so sad ....I''m sick of London, sick of people here really...
One Step Closer

One Step Closer

One Step Closer