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Hello every one!
This''s the first time i post message to the forum!
I haven''t ever posted one before although I wanted to do this!
Because i''m very shy, I haven''t wanted to be criticised!
To day, i had met a friend, his english ability was nomal, but he had said a lot, i reconigned he got a lot of mistake in grammar, but he wasn?Tt shy.
I think I have to do like him, I must to speak english a lot, I don?Tt have to be shy, I have to bravê?. I must to do that, my english ability could improve
But I haven?Tt a thing to tell now!
I hope I have some thing to tell with you on next day!
I think I get a lot of mistake in my letter.. I hope you correct it for me!
Thanks!

Hello every one!
This''s the first time i post message to the forum!
I haven''t ever posted one before although I wanted to do this!
Because i''m very shy, I haven''t wanted to be criticised!
To day, i had met a friend, his english ability was nomal, but he had said a lot, i reconigned he got a lot of mistake in grammar, but he wasn?Tt shy.
I think I have to do like him, I must to speak english a lot, I don?Tt have to be shy, I have to bravê?. I must to do that, my english ability could improve
But I haven?Tt a thing to tell now!
I hope I have some thing to tell with you on next day!
I think I get a lot of mistake in my letter.. I hope you correct it for me!
Thanks!

It''s been half a month since we met. I haven''t replied your mail, and I want to wait till your birthday to say "Happy Birthday".
I''ve been thinking about us, about what happened. And I think two months is not enough for you to understand me, and also for me to understand you.
I really want to understand more about you. You respect me, and I think that''s one thing I found attractive in you.
Since I knew you, I realized that one never knew what would happen in the future. So while I''m still living here, I should try the best in everything I do.

It''s been half a month since we met. I haven''t replied your mail, and I want to wait till your birthday to say "Happy Birthday".
I''ve been thinking about us, about what happened. And I think two months is not enough for you to understand me, and also for me to understand you.
I really want to understand more about you. You respect me, and I think that''s one thing I found attractive in you.
Since I knew you, I realized that one never knew what would happen in the future. So while I''m still living here, I should try the best in everything I do.

Yesterday was my niece''s birthday. We had a small party at home, and invited families and friends over. Most of them were married with children, so there were lots of kids. All over the place. The house was small, so there were lots of noise. I had a great time yesterday. My friends stayed after everybody else had left, and we talked, joked and laughed. It felt so good to have friends around. While I was enjoying myself last night, sometimes suddenly I stopped and thought about you.....
I went to bed rather late last night. I cleaned up, then joined with my family to open the presents. Then I went to my room. I listend to the radio while reading some articles online. But I couldn''t stop thinking about you the whole time.
I finally went to bed. This morning, I woke up. And while lying in bed, I thought about you. About everything.....
I remember once I got mad at you, and didn''t want to talk to you. So I kept silent for two days. After that, you called me and asked me why I kept silent. I said, "because em giận anh". At that time, you laughed, and then you said, "Why. If you got angry, you have to call me up and say "Damn it. You made me mad! ..... instead of keeping silent!""
I remember another time when my brother-in-law''s father died, and I felt so sad. That night when you called me, I said, "Why don''t you call me earlier. You know, I''ve been so sad the whole afternoon, and after I heard the news, I just wanted to hear your voice".
Then you said, "I''m sorry, I''m sorry... But why didn''t you pick up the phone and call me? "
I remember the first time we met outside, and went to the movie together. After that, while you were driving me home, I asked you what you were thinking. You said, "I don''t know, Hương. I don''t know. But I have to say this. Right now, and also the time when we talked on phone. Sometimes, you drew into this silence, and I didn''t understand why. That made me feel so irritated!"
............................
I have to say that I really appreciate anh, Châu, for never keeping me guessing or wondering.
I had intended to wait till your birthday to reply your mail, but as I was lying in bed, and thinking this morning, I decided to send you a mail telling you what I was thinking. I said I wanted us to keep in touch so we''ll have a chance to understand each other better.
I hope you feel okey about that.
It''s still early to say this is love. But I know I have feelings for you..

Yesterday was my niece''s birthday. We had a small party at home, and invited families and friends over. Most of them were married with children, so there were lots of kids. All over the place. The house was small, so there were lots of noise. I had a great time yesterday. My friends stayed after everybody else had left, and we talked, joked and laughed. It felt so good to have friends around. While I was enjoying myself last night, sometimes suddenly I stopped and thought about you.....
I went to bed rather late last night. I cleaned up, then joined with my family to open the presents. Then I went to my room. I listend to the radio while reading some articles online. But I couldn''t stop thinking about you the whole time.
I finally went to bed. This morning, I woke up. And while lying in bed, I thought about you. About everything.....
I remember once I got mad at you, and didn''t want to talk to you. So I kept silent for two days. After that, you called me and asked me why I kept silent. I said, "because em giận anh". At that time, you laughed, and then you said, "Why. If you got angry, you have to call me up and say "Damn it. You made me mad! ..... instead of keeping silent!""
I remember another time when my brother-in-law''s father died, and I felt so sad. That night when you called me, I said, "Why don''t you call me earlier. You know, I''ve been so sad the whole afternoon, and after I heard the news, I just wanted to hear your voice".
Then you said, "I''m sorry, I''m sorry... But why didn''t you pick up the phone and call me? "
I remember the first time we met outside, and went to the movie together. After that, while you were driving me home, I asked you what you were thinking. You said, "I don''t know, Hương. I don''t know. But I have to say this. Right now, and also the time when we talked on phone. Sometimes, you drew into this silence, and I didn''t understand why. That made me feel so irritated!"
............................
I have to say that I really appreciate anh, Châu, for never keeping me guessing or wondering.
I had intended to wait till your birthday to reply your mail, but as I was lying in bed, and thinking this morning, I decided to send you a mail telling you what I was thinking. I said I wanted us to keep in touch so we''ll have a chance to understand each other better.
I hope you feel okey about that.
It''s still early to say this is love. But I know I have feelings for you..

You are the light of my life, do you know that.. I was scarred from the previous relationship, and you give me back my trust into love. You used to laugh and told me that I was being silly whenever I say "I''''d trade .." Do you know that I would do that with no hesitation? It''''s amazing isnt it, with all the "special" circumstances of our relationship, and yet I could give such a commitment to you. But I dont care what other people say, I just "feel" that we are belonged to each other. And no matter how far we are apart, I believe that we will find our way to each other in the end.
You are gone to work now. How many times have we said goodbye before going to school or going to work? But I cant never get used to the cold click of the phone. After that, it''s an empty feeling of something being take away from me. What can I say, I guess I am a sentimental person.
Oh well, lets talk about something else. Do you know, they have a topic in "Friendship and love" box and they talk about about "do couples talk about whether they would not end up together?" It''s so funny, remember about what we talked about this topic. Somehow, I immagine that if we cant be together, then it only makes our love for each other grow stronger and stronger. Remember what I promised you in the case we cant be together? Even if you dont seek me out for it, I will find you, no matter where you are baby.
I love you
<P><FONT color=red size=5><STRONG><EM>Together, Forever, Always</em></strong></font></p>
Được Damark sửa chữa / chuyển vào 12:12 ngày 20/10/2003

You are the light of my life, do you know that.. I was scarred from the previous relationship, and you give me back my trust into love. You used to laugh and told me that I was being silly whenever I say "I''''d trade .." Do you know that I would do that with no hesitation? It''''s amazing isnt it, with all the "special" circumstances of our relationship, and yet I could give such a commitment to you. But I dont care what other people say, I just "feel" that we are belonged to each other. And no matter how far we are apart, I believe that we will find our way to each other in the end.
You are gone to work now. How many times have we said goodbye before going to school or going to work? But I cant never get used to the cold click of the phone. After that, it''s an empty feeling of something being take away from me. What can I say, I guess I am a sentimental person.
Oh well, lets talk about something else. Do you know, they have a topic in "Friendship and love" box and they talk about about "do couples talk about whether they would not end up together?" It''s so funny, remember about what we talked about this topic. Somehow, I immagine that if we cant be together, then it only makes our love for each other grow stronger and stronger. Remember what I promised you in the case we cant be together? Even if you dont seek me out for it, I will find you, no matter where you are baby.
I love you
<P><FONT color=red size=5><STRONG><EM>Together, Forever, Always</em></strong></font></p>
Được Damark sửa chữa / chuyển vào 12:12 ngày 20/10/2003

You know little sis, we''re the same in that way...trying to self-hypnotized that "I''m a strong person, and nothing you do can let me down", It''s easy to be a strong man when you go out, smiling and kick others asses, but when you come back home, sitting there, doing nothing, you can feel things(good things and bad things) you suffered all day long inside. Some can say "Holysh**, can''t believe that guy has that feelings, I bet he makes it up everything" It''s nothing like some story-like person I am, but to tolerate it plus stresses I get when I come back home (F***ing family), it''s hard. Since I havent found a true friend like yours, I have *****ffer it all alone. Smoking and drinking is just a outside solution, got drunk to forget it all? I did it many times, luckily I havent tried any drug so far...
Sometimes suicide is the best way for me to get rid of all that feelings, why man have feelings??? why I AM have that too complicate feelings about everythings...why I can''t be a "normal" person like most of people around me???
Guess I have to stop now...
You know I'm a dreamerMy heart's like an open bookFor the whole world to readAnd when things went rightIt doesn't mean they were always wrong...
Somtimes nothing--keeps me togetherAt the seams...

You know little sis, we''re the same in that way...trying to self-hypnotized that "I''m a strong person, and nothing you do can let me down", It''s easy to be a strong man when you go out, smiling and kick others asses, but when you come back home, sitting there, doing nothing, you can feel things(good things and bad things) you suffered all day long inside. Some can say "Holysh**, can''t believe that guy has that feelings, I bet he makes it up everything" It''s nothing like some story-like person I am, but to tolerate it plus stresses I get when I come back home (F***ing family), it''s hard. Since I havent found a true friend like yours, I have *****ffer it all alone. Smoking and drinking is just a outside solution, got drunk to forget it all? I did it many times, luckily I havent tried any drug so far...
Sometimes suicide is the best way for me to get rid of all that feelings, why man have feelings??? why I AM have that too complicate feelings about everythings...why I can''t be a "normal" person like most of people around me???
Guess I have to stop now...
You know I'm a dreamerMy heart's like an open bookFor the whole world to readAnd when things went rightIt doesn't mean they were always wrong...
Somtimes nothing--keeps me togetherAt the seams...