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Today I woke up in the morning, I looked in the mirror, and suddenly I thought that ... maybe I have never thought long-term with all relationship I had in the past.
I mean I just went with the flow, but now I think relationship and especially, settling down with someone requires more than just a feeling. It takes time to understand, and test the relationship.
My relationship with Q was a lesson I should learn. I mean I just fell in and fell out so quick.
When I met anh Châu, sometimes he asked me questions about what I expect out of a relationship, and what I think I should contribute, and I was tounge-tied. I have to say conversations with him are thought-provoking.
I just hope that later when I choose someone and decide to spend my life with him, I''ll try to make it work. First thing is I should go slowly in everything I do.

Today I woke up in the morning, I looked in the mirror, and suddenly I thought that ... maybe I have never thought long-term with all relationship I had in the past.
I mean I just went with the flow, but now I think relationship and especially, settling down with someone requires more than just a feeling. It takes time to understand, and test the relationship.
My relationship with Q was a lesson I should learn. I mean I just fell in and fell out so quick.
When I met anh Châu, sometimes he asked me questions about what I expect out of a relationship, and what I think I should contribute, and I was tounge-tied. I have to say conversations with him are thought-provoking.
I just hope that later when I choose someone and decide to spend my life with him, I''ll try to make it work. First thing is I should go slowly in everything I do.

Since I knew a. Châu, I''ve cried a lot. I felt so vulnerable beside him. I felt like he saw through me, and knew what I was thinking. He expected a lot from me. He knew my ability, and he knew what I could achieve if I tried. And he didn''t tolerate when I didn''t try in my studies. He was like a brother, gentle but firm. I know he was right. I see his weaknesses and his faults. But I also see he''s right in many things.
Whatever reason I gave him to justify my indifference towards my studies, and people around me, he proved me wrong. I felt so weak. That''s why the time when I was with him, I cried so much. But I know he''s right. I haven''t tried hard enough.
I feel so "tự ái". Noone in my life has made me feel that "tự aí". I mean my parents, my sister and my old boyfriend Q. They told me that I must try. They even got angry with me. But I didn''t change. Now I met this man. He made me feel so "tự ái". I really don''t know what to say. There are many men in my life who acted "cold" with me, but I just didn''t care. But this guy he just knew when to act cold and when to greet me with a warm welcome. He just knew how to.
It''s hard to find a man like that.

Since I knew a. Châu, I''ve cried a lot. I felt so vulnerable beside him. I felt like he saw through me, and knew what I was thinking. He expected a lot from me. He knew my ability, and he knew what I could achieve if I tried. And he didn''t tolerate when I didn''t try in my studies. He was like a brother, gentle but firm. I know he was right. I see his weaknesses and his faults. But I also see he''s right in many things.
Whatever reason I gave him to justify my indifference towards my studies, and people around me, he proved me wrong. I felt so weak. That''s why the time when I was with him, I cried so much. But I know he''s right. I haven''t tried hard enough.
I feel so "tự ái". Noone in my life has made me feel that "tự aí". I mean my parents, my sister and my old boyfriend Q. They told me that I must try. They even got angry with me. But I didn''t change. Now I met this man. He made me feel so "tự ái". I really don''t know what to say. There are many men in my life who acted "cold" with me, but I just didn''t care. But this guy he just knew when to act cold and when to greet me with a warm welcome. He just knew how to.
It''s hard to find a man like that.

I don''t know. Now I want to send you a birthday card through the overnight express mail, but I don''t have your home add I deleted it. I asked dì Dung but she couldn''t find for me.
Now I have to send you an e-card instead.
Châu, I don''t know. But I want you to be happy on your birthday.

I don''t know. Now I want to send you a birthday card through the overnight express mail, but I don''t have your home add I deleted it. I asked dì Dung but she couldn''t find for me.
Now I have to send you an e-card instead.
Châu, I don''t know. But I want you to be happy on your birthday.

.... Where is your mail??? What''s going on with you? It''s nearly 2 weeks without any reply to either me or D. Are you so busy with your stuff at school or are you ill? You know how much I''m worried bout it? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmz, reply to me soon, my friend. Every single time I open my mail box and wish your email is alreay there waiting for me to read, there is nothing.... What''s wrong with you, dear? I know you''ve read them all but why there is no reply??? ...
And YOU, too. Where is your mail??? Honestly, this is the first time I want to read sth from you that much, don''t know why.... got a crazy dream last night.... so crazy...
So close no matter how far... I have you in my heart and nothing else matters...

.... Where is your mail??? What''s going on with you? It''s nearly 2 weeks without any reply to either me or D. Are you so busy with your stuff at school or are you ill? You know how much I''m worried bout it? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmz, reply to me soon, my friend. Every single time I open my mail box and wish your email is alreay there waiting for me to read, there is nothing.... What''s wrong with you, dear? I know you''ve read them all but why there is no reply??? ...
And YOU, too. Where is your mail??? Honestly, this is the first time I want to read sth from you that much, don''t know why.... got a crazy dream last night.... so crazy...
So close no matter how far... I have you in my heart and nothing else matters...

went to the 10th anniversary of my uni this morning (HOU)
played football in the afternoon, then we had some drinks
it''s been a long time since I felt that good
cheers everybody!
...Paranoid...Insane...Mad...Schizophrenic...

went to the 10th anniversary of my uni this morning (HOU)
played football in the afternoon, then we had some drinks
it''s been a long time since I felt that good
cheers everybody!
...Paranoid...Insane...Mad...Schizophrenic...