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Hi sis 6sense, thanks for asking after my Dad. Hê?Ts OK now but I?Tm still a bit worried. He just works too hard and never pays any attention to his health. Shame on me therê?Ts nothing I can do but praying everything will be alright.
Yes, sis, my previous post in this topic was a song I probably sang for myself. At that time I was so discouraged and listening to that beautiful song somehow helps me get over that dreadful moment. I just wanted to run away at times, I wanna be left alone since everything around me was spinning, I was so lost that I totally have no idea what to do. Everything seemed so cursory? don?Tt know what is real? Actually, I even don?Tt see me, I don?Tt know who I am?. Oh it sounds so stupid Usually, when I?Tm in the middle of nowhere, just turn the music on and fortunately, this song by Christina Aguilera gives me strength to carry on. ?oYoung girl, don''t hide. You''ll never change if you just run away.?Yeah, I will not run away, I won?Tt let go of my chances, I know we all have to face scores of difficulties in our life and who those are courageous and persistent enough will be the winner. I have my dreams and I?Tm not going to give up, I will not lose my star of hope for it is a treasure beyond measure. I?Tll keep on going since my friends and family are watching me, how dare I let them down. I want my mom and dad to be proud of me, as they were of my brother. I hate being compared with him and I hate the way people always think I?Tll never be better than him. Finally, I will have my friends there when my world starts to fall, they?Tre my everything? Earlier today, when we were having some snacks at the canteen, my friend suddenly told me ?o? You know what, M, you?Tre very special and I?Tm blessed to be your best friend.? It wasn?Tt the first time she said that but still, I was at a loss for words? just wanted to cry? and if I did, they?Td be the tears of happiness. I know that was sth from the bottom of her heart since she was looking into my eyes. Friends, they are so wonderful, I just can?Tt fancy how I?Tm gonna live without them
So close no matter how far... I have you in my heart and nothing else matters...

Hi sis 6sense, thanks for asking after my Dad. Hê?Ts OK now but I?Tm still a bit worried. He just works too hard and never pays any attention to his health. Shame on me therê?Ts nothing I can do but praying everything will be alright.
Yes, sis, my previous post in this topic was a song I probably sang for myself. At that time I was so discouraged and listening to that beautiful song somehow helps me get over that dreadful moment. I just wanted to run away at times, I wanna be left alone since everything around me was spinning, I was so lost that I totally have no idea what to do. Everything seemed so cursory? don?Tt know what is real? Actually, I even don?Tt see me, I don?Tt know who I am?. Oh it sounds so stupid Usually, when I?Tm in the middle of nowhere, just turn the music on and fortunately, this song by Christina Aguilera gives me strength to carry on. ?oYoung girl, don''t hide. You''ll never change if you just run away.?Yeah, I will not run away, I won?Tt let go of my chances, I know we all have to face scores of difficulties in our life and who those are courageous and persistent enough will be the winner. I have my dreams and I?Tm not going to give up, I will not lose my star of hope for it is a treasure beyond measure. I?Tll keep on going since my friends and family are watching me, how dare I let them down. I want my mom and dad to be proud of me, as they were of my brother. I hate being compared with him and I hate the way people always think I?Tll never be better than him. Finally, I will have my friends there when my world starts to fall, they?Tre my everything? Earlier today, when we were having some snacks at the canteen, my friend suddenly told me ?o? You know what, M, you?Tre very special and I?Tm blessed to be your best friend.? It wasn?Tt the first time she said that but still, I was at a loss for words? just wanted to cry? and if I did, they?Td be the tears of happiness. I know that was sth from the bottom of her heart since she was looking into my eyes. Friends, they are so wonderful, I just can?Tt fancy how I?Tm gonna live without them
So close no matter how far... I have you in my heart and nothing else matters...

Chiều hôm qua đi học về đã thấy trong người mệt lắm rồi. Suốt đêm ho, đến sáng dậy thì không thể lê ra khỏi giường được. Vậy là mình nằm ngủ li bì đến chiều, dậy ăn cơm, uống thuốc rồi lại ngủ tiếp. Mình chỉ có một ngày để bịnh thôi, mai có cái midterm rồi. Giờ đã cảm thấy khá hơn, hy vọng mai sẽ better.
Không hiểu sao hôm nay bịnh, mình nghĩ về Hải nhiều. Nghĩ hồi xưa Hải bịnh, Hải kể, tự nhiên thấy thương. Trải qua bao chuyện trong cuộc sống, mới biết Hải có ý nghĩa với mình thế nào. Không biết sau này có gặp được người mà mình dành tình cảm như với Hải không.
Tg này tự nhiên thấy feel in touch more with myself. Hopefully I can listen to my heart in everything I do.

Chiều hôm qua đi học về đã thấy trong người mệt lắm rồi. Suốt đêm ho, đến sáng dậy thì không thể lê ra khỏi giường được. Vậy là mình nằm ngủ li bì đến chiều, dậy ăn cơm, uống thuốc rồi lại ngủ tiếp. Mình chỉ có một ngày để bịnh thôi, mai có cái midterm rồi. Giờ đã cảm thấy khá hơn, hy vọng mai sẽ better.
Không hiểu sao hôm nay bịnh, mình nghĩ về Hải nhiều. Nghĩ hồi xưa Hải bịnh, Hải kể, tự nhiên thấy thương. Trải qua bao chuyện trong cuộc sống, mới biết Hải có ý nghĩa với mình thế nào. Không biết sau này có gặp được người mà mình dành tình cảm như với Hải không.
Tg này tự nhiên thấy feel in touch more with myself. Hopefully I can listen to my heart in everything I do.

This morning I woke up, and feel much better. Yesterday, when I got really sick, I felt scared. I don''t know why that''s the first time I felt so scared like that. I was scared it''s not a normal flu, and I was scared I am not able to go to class today. I drank lots of water yesterday, thanks God, it helped. If any of you here got flu, try to drink lots of hot water.
I remember when I was in Vietnam, everytime I got sick, I felt happy. Because I had good reason to stay in bed, and not do anything. But my parents were always worried. My Dad always asked if I coughed or not, because coughing is a symtom of a normal flu, not serious. Actually when I came here, I didn''t change much. I didn''t feel overworried everytime I got sick.
Don''t know why yesterday, I felt worried and conscious about my health like that.

This morning I woke up, and feel much better. Yesterday, when I got really sick, I felt scared. I don''t know why that''s the first time I felt so scared like that. I was scared it''s not a normal flu, and I was scared I am not able to go to class today. I drank lots of water yesterday, thanks God, it helped. If any of you here got flu, try to drink lots of hot water.
I remember when I was in Vietnam, everytime I got sick, I felt happy. Because I had good reason to stay in bed, and not do anything. But my parents were always worried. My Dad always asked if I coughed or not, because coughing is a symtom of a normal flu, not serious. Actually when I came here, I didn''t change much. I didn''t feel overworried everytime I got sick.
Don''t know why yesterday, I felt worried and conscious about my health like that.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA......................My God! !!!!
I passed the driving test. Finally, I passed. I''m so happy. I want to dance around. You know, when the examiner said, "U pass", I immediately thought of you, anh Châu. I''m so much grateful to you, anh.
Thank you, anh! Thank you so much. How I want to call and tell you the news. I''m so happy. So happy that I want to cry with you right now.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA......................My God! !!!!
I passed the driving test. Finally, I passed. I''m so happy. I want to dance around. You know, when the examiner said, "U pass", I immediately thought of you, anh Châu. I''m so much grateful to you, anh.
Thank you, anh! Thank you so much. How I want to call and tell you the news. I''m so happy. So happy that I want to cry with you right now.

I was sleeping when my sister woke me up to talk to mommy. Now I don''t want to go back to sleep yet. I checked my mail, and I saw a new mail from Hải. He started out by calling me "Bé Hương", which made me laugh. He hasn''t called me that way for a long time. I guessed because the other day when I was sick, I got so emotional that I sent him an email and apologized to him for everything. And I said I hoped we gonna be good friends for the rest of our lives. Hải sounded happy in his mail. He just got back from a 2-month holiday in Vietnam.
Oh, today I suddenly realize that I have a lot of trust in others, especially those I love. And I think it''s good. I remember once a. Chau said, "I always trust you until you give me a reason not to trust you", and I''m like that. I always start out trusting a lot. But if someone gives me a reason to doubt, it''s gonna be really hard to win that trust back.

I was sleeping when my sister woke me up to talk to mommy. Now I don''t want to go back to sleep yet. I checked my mail, and I saw a new mail from Hải. He started out by calling me "Bé Hương", which made me laugh. He hasn''t called me that way for a long time. I guessed because the other day when I was sick, I got so emotional that I sent him an email and apologized to him for everything. And I said I hoped we gonna be good friends for the rest of our lives. Hải sounded happy in his mail. He just got back from a 2-month holiday in Vietnam.
Oh, today I suddenly realize that I have a lot of trust in others, especially those I love. And I think it''s good. I remember once a. Chau said, "I always trust you until you give me a reason not to trust you", and I''m like that. I always start out trusting a lot. But if someone gives me a reason to doubt, it''s gonna be really hard to win that trust back.