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Nov 22,2003
You know, I can?Tt stand it anymore.I began to get very tired of thinking about our story. After many troubles, now I really find that we are 2 parallel lines , we will never meet each other at any point.
After you returned from my home about 10 minutes, I picked my HP to call you, listening your voice, suddently I did not know what I thought at that time. May be you knew, so you asked ?o What?Ts matter? How are you? What do you want to talk with me, pleasê?. I said that we should not meet each other in a time, so that we could think carefully about all our troubles. I didn?Tt want this situation continue and at last we will get the unhappy end. I felt that you also had the same idea in your mind so long. So you asked me to give you time of about 1-2 months. Recently you have been so busy with your own company.And you had to save all your time for it.
I felt so bored and tired, you know.So I really didn?Tt want to limit an certain time for our matter. What does it means for the limitation of time? For me, it?Ts no worth now. You didn?Tt understand me, do you? You said it was not an active solution for both. You were right. But you know, at that time I don?Tt want to care about it, I want to forget it. I want let it be.That?Ts all. We kept silence for some minutes, then you said ?o Tomorrow I will come and we talk it again?.

Nov 22,2003
You know, I can?Tt stand it anymore.I began to get very tired of thinking about our story. After many troubles, now I really find that we are 2 parallel lines , we will never meet each other at any point.
After you returned from my home about 10 minutes, I picked my HP to call you, listening your voice, suddently I did not know what I thought at that time. May be you knew, so you asked ?o What?Ts matter? How are you? What do you want to talk with me, pleasê?. I said that we should not meet each other in a time, so that we could think carefully about all our troubles. I didn?Tt want this situation continue and at last we will get the unhappy end. I felt that you also had the same idea in your mind so long. So you asked me to give you time of about 1-2 months. Recently you have been so busy with your own company.And you had to save all your time for it.
I felt so bored and tired, you know.So I really didn?Tt want to limit an certain time for our matter. What does it means for the limitation of time? For me, it?Ts no worth now. You didn?Tt understand me, do you? You said it was not an active solution for both. You were right. But you know, at that time I don?Tt want to care about it, I want to forget it. I want let it be.That?Ts all. We kept silence for some minutes, then you said ?o Tomorrow I will come and we talk it again?.

Nov 23,2003
At 14h you came. You read a newspaper, I read an English book.Nothing we both got from it, but nobody could begin the conversation. I felt so stuffy in my room. Then suddently you said so long and so much about your feeling in our story, your difficulties in works, your anxiety in your familyõ?ƯI were so surprised that I could not say anything.It was the first time I found you like this, you expressed all your thought, you opened your heart so widely. I discoved that is very matter between us, we have never lived & loved with the other by all our heart.I wondered if now it was so late for both to star from the beginning.
You beged me to give you a time. Both we need time now. If I refused you also didnõ?Tt know how to do. I was sock when you said sometimes you were doubful my love. Really, darling? I never think that you have such thought in your mind. Because you always seemed that you didnõ?Tt care much about this, you are a man and if your darling love the other, you will never hold her responsible.
I was so booby, so I have told you about the others who take care me much, pay special attention to me. I didnõ?Tt think these effect badly to you. I told you simple I thought they are my friends, when you meet them you can know well about our relationship. You didnõ?Tt undestand me, Iõ?Tm never a person like this. I love you only.

Nov 23,2003
At 14h you came. You read a newspaper, I read an English book.Nothing we both got from it, but nobody could begin the conversation. I felt so stuffy in my room. Then suddently you said so long and so much about your feeling in our story, your difficulties in works, your anxiety in your familyõ?ƯI were so surprised that I could not say anything.It was the first time I found you like this, you expressed all your thought, you opened your heart so widely. I discoved that is very matter between us, we have never lived & loved with the other by all our heart.I wondered if now it was so late for both to star from the beginning.
You beged me to give you a time. Both we need time now. If I refused you also didnõ?Tt know how to do. I was sock when you said sometimes you were doubful my love. Really, darling? I never think that you have such thought in your mind. Because you always seemed that you didnõ?Tt care much about this, you are a man and if your darling love the other, you will never hold her responsible.
I was so booby, so I have told you about the others who take care me much, pay special attention to me. I didnõ?Tt think these effect badly to you. I told you simple I thought they are my friends, when you meet them you can know well about our relationship. You didnõ?Tt undestand me, Iõ?Tm never a person like this. I love you only.

I like you. I don''t deny it. You win, yes you win. You impressed me, and I hated it. Now I am trying to impress you back. But I don''t love you, not yet. I don''t fall that easily. And when I do fall, it''s because I choose to, not because of what you do, or what you say.
And don''t think I fall for "sweet" words. Yes, sweet words are sweet, but I read between the lines. I read not what on the surface, but what lies beneath.

I like you. I don''t deny it. You win, yes you win. You impressed me, and I hated it. Now I am trying to impress you back. But I don''t love you, not yet. I don''t fall that easily. And when I do fall, it''s because I choose to, not because of what you do, or what you say.
And don''t think I fall for "sweet" words. Yes, sweet words are sweet, but I read between the lines. I read not what on the surface, but what lies beneath.

Today is Thanksgiving. And it''s the first Thanksgiving I feel like at home. I''ve been living here for 3 and a half yrs, and the first time I appreciate what life has given me. I don''t know finally where I will settle down, but I''ll try my best in everything I do. Que sera...
I always thanks God for giving me a chance to know a. Châu. He may not know it, but he has showed me a lot of things. He showed me to live in the present, and to appreciate what I have.
He may not have feelings for me, but I respect it. He knows what he wants, and he trusts his feelings. He''s the kind of man I like to keep as friends, and to seek advice in my life.
Oh, and I hope I can get that internship. Seems that I will, but I have to wait for the final decision. God, it''s just an internship, but it''s a step I take in life. I need these small steps to walk a distance.

Today is Thanksgiving. And it''s the first Thanksgiving I feel like at home. I''ve been living here for 3 and a half yrs, and the first time I appreciate what life has given me. I don''t know finally where I will settle down, but I''ll try my best in everything I do. Que sera...
I always thanks God for giving me a chance to know a. Châu. He may not know it, but he has showed me a lot of things. He showed me to live in the present, and to appreciate what I have.
He may not have feelings for me, but I respect it. He knows what he wants, and he trusts his feelings. He''s the kind of man I like to keep as friends, and to seek advice in my life.
Oh, and I hope I can get that internship. Seems that I will, but I have to wait for the final decision. God, it''s just an internship, but it''s a step I take in life. I need these small steps to walk a distance.

I know it''''s kinda weird to write Vietnamese in here but sometimes I''''m just too lazy to write in English. And I don''''t want to write in other boxes, partly because I love this box, and I feel like this is home. So I hope you guys will understand
Mấy ngày nay thật là khỏe. Ngày này tôi cũng ngủ đến trưa mới dậy. Tha hồ ngủ nướng. I feel so relaxed...
Nhưng mà thứ hai đi học lại rồi, tôi cũng phải bắt đầu học thôi. Tuần sau tôi có 1 cái midterm and presentation. I have to start working on that.
Được 5plus1sense sửa chữa / chuyển vào 10:57 ngày 30/11/2003

I know it''''s kinda weird to write Vietnamese in here but sometimes I''''m just too lazy to write in English. And I don''''t want to write in other boxes, partly because I love this box, and I feel like this is home. So I hope you guys will understand
Mấy ngày nay thật là khỏe. Ngày này tôi cũng ngủ đến trưa mới dậy. Tha hồ ngủ nướng. I feel so relaxed...
Nhưng mà thứ hai đi học lại rồi, tôi cũng phải bắt đầu học thôi. Tuần sau tôi có 1 cái midterm and presentation. I have to start working on that.
Được 5plus1sense sửa chữa / chuyển vào 10:57 ngày 30/11/2003