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Is it a good thing to have lots of friends?
I think it''s fun. But sometimes it''s exhausting. If you go out with this group of friends, you can''t go out with the others.
I don''t know why I feel so empty now. Guess I''m just too tired. I''d better go to sleep early tonight.

Is it a good thing to have lots of friends?
I think it''s fun. But sometimes it''s exhausting. If you go out with this group of friends, you can''t go out with the others.
I don''t know why I feel so empty now. Guess I''m just too tired. I''d better go to sleep early tonight.

27/12/2003
I?Tm done with Physics and Chemistry today. Oh can?Tt believe that I spent the whole evening yesterday studying Chemistry but I still did it badly. It wasn?Tt a tough test but a very long one and hardly anyone could mangage to finish it within 60 minutes. How unlucky I am, why do I have to be sick at this very important time? I thought my head was going to explode and I just couldn?Tt think of anything! Ahhhhh.Why didn?Tt I wake my brother up this morning and ?otorturê? him by thousands of questions???? Hmmmmmmmmmz
So close no matter how far... I have you in my heart and nothing else matters...

27/12/2003
I?Tm done with Physics and Chemistry today. Oh can?Tt believe that I spent the whole evening yesterday studying Chemistry but I still did it badly. It wasn?Tt a tough test but a very long one and hardly anyone could mangage to finish it within 60 minutes. How unlucky I am, why do I have to be sick at this very important time? I thought my head was going to explode and I just couldn?Tt think of anything! Ahhhhh.Why didn?Tt I wake my brother up this morning and ?otorturê? him by thousands of questions???? Hmmmmmmmmmz
So close no matter how far... I have you in my heart and nothing else matters...

Nothing to do! Just surfing on the internet. This is the 1st time I''ve posted something here. Well, did anybody do anything fun for New Year''s Eve. I had no fun though, hehheh...

Nothing to do! Just surfing on the internet. This is the 1st time I''ve posted something here. Well, did anybody do anything fun for New Year''s Eve. I had no fun though, hehheh...

Just need some advice in both writing and living.
Yesterday was an unlucky day of mine. I had some arguments with friends on the last day of year 2003! And unfortunately, it lasted till this afternoon when we finally decided to phone and say sorry to one another. Sometimes I feel it is ridiculous when it''''s all about boys, which causes we girls'''' quarrels.

I have already had a boyfriend who is studying in Russia at the moment, so it doesnt really matter to me if there is any caring about me or not. But my two good friends, they are still looking. I dont know what is to blame, perhaps it is somewhat because of the very young age of ours, the need for a guy who cares all about some stuff happening in their lives or some special reasons I cannot figure out. Whatever, all I know is that it was a bad New Year''''s Eve indeed.

One of my two friends (temporarily named A) has had a crush on a guy who doesnt care much about her. The funny thing here is that he cares more about my other friend (temp. named B). It''''s just like a circle which never has an ending point and I am in the middle and dont know what to do. Last night hanging out with one another, that guy and B had a little talk, which made A deeply sad. She cried all the way home when being with me. To tell the truth, I must say B is not to blame in this situation because firstly, she doesnt like this guy, her chatting with him was just like that of normal friends; secondly, it is never her fault to be beautiful, charming and lovely. It is also understandable if you were in my position last night with the common feeling of deep symphathy with A, of a little bit dissatisfaction towards B. For those unfair (for B) feelings, I was nearly mad at B, which now I totally regret.

Sometimes I feel having a group of friends of three is rather difficult. Jealousy and disappointment are unavoidable. Mostly if you dont have some same hobbies with those two others, you''''ll certainly feel being left lonely at times. And if those two others love each other more than they love you, it''''ll surely be a pain in your heart. We dont know how to solve this problem, just letting the nature take its course.

And it outburst last night. And it was really bad a memory of ours. We were all left with uncomfortable and mixed feelings.

If you have some ideas for this, please tell me. I would be very glad.

PS: My E is not really good, so if you also find some mistakes in my writing, please feel free to tell me. Many thanks to you in advance.
<P><FONT color=mediumpurple face="Courier New" size=1><EM>...Người yêu ơi dù bây giờ cách xa</EM></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=mediumpurple face="Courier New" size=1><EM>Mãi mãi diệu kỳ là tình yêu chúng ta</EM></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=mediumpurple face="Courier New" size=1><EM>Và em biết một điều thật giản dị</EM></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=mediumpurple face="Courier New" size=1><EM>Càng xa anh em càng thấy yêu anh...</EM></FONT></P>
Được pittypat sửa chữa / chuyển vào 19:33 ngày 01/01/2004

Just need some advice in both writing and living.
Yesterday was an unlucky day of mine. I had some arguments with friends on the last day of year 2003! And unfortunately, it lasted till this afternoon when we finally decided to phone and say sorry to one another. Sometimes I feel it is ridiculous when it''''s all about boys, which causes we girls'''' quarrels.

I have already had a boyfriend who is studying in Russia at the moment, so it doesnt really matter to me if there is any caring about me or not. But my two good friends, they are still looking. I dont know what is to blame, perhaps it is somewhat because of the very young age of ours, the need for a guy who cares all about some stuff happening in their lives or some special reasons I cannot figure out. Whatever, all I know is that it was a bad New Year''''s Eve indeed.

One of my two friends (temporarily named A) has had a crush on a guy who doesnt care much about her. The funny thing here is that he cares more about my other friend (temp. named B). It''''s just like a circle which never has an ending point and I am in the middle and dont know what to do. Last night hanging out with one another, that guy and B had a little talk, which made A deeply sad. She cried all the way home when being with me. To tell the truth, I must say B is not to blame in this situation because firstly, she doesnt like this guy, her chatting with him was just like that of normal friends; secondly, it is never her fault to be beautiful, charming and lovely. It is also understandable if you were in my position last night with the common feeling of deep symphathy with A, of a little bit dissatisfaction towards B. For those unfair (for B) feelings, I was nearly mad at B, which now I totally regret.

Sometimes I feel having a group of friends of three is rather difficult. Jealousy and disappointment are unavoidable. Mostly if you dont have some same hobbies with those two others, you''''ll certainly feel being left lonely at times. And if those two others love each other more than they love you, it''''ll surely be a pain in your heart. We dont know how to solve this problem, just letting the nature take its course.

And it outburst last night. And it was really bad a memory of ours. We were all left with uncomfortable and mixed feelings.

If you have some ideas for this, please tell me. I would be very glad.

PS: My E is not really good, so if you also find some mistakes in my writing, please feel free to tell me. Many thanks to you in advance.
<P><FONT color=mediumpurple face="Courier New" size=1><EM>...Người yêu ơi dù bây giờ cách xa</EM></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=mediumpurple face="Courier New" size=1><EM>Mãi mãi diệu kỳ là tình yêu chúng ta</EM></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=mediumpurple face="Courier New" size=1><EM>Và em biết một điều thật giản dị</EM></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=mediumpurple face="Courier New" size=1><EM>Càng xa anh em càng thấy yêu anh...</EM></FONT></P>
Được pittypat sửa chữa / chuyển vào 19:33 ngày 01/01/2004

seems that i cannot put up with this any longer
i am goin to explode, why should i have to be this way at the very start of the new year.
why do i dance into the new year this way with such bad mood. i caught a chill but i wont take pills, sick physically and mentally
i want to get rid of this but why do i still expect, why do i sill wait and hope, in vain. why am i always occupied with this. i hate this feeling, it s worse than hurt. i will have to find way to get out of this goddamn.
I am easy, how ridiculous that idea is, i am not that easy to take on and to give up, only i know what is worth a try.
i am childish, i am not old enough to think, i have no sympathy for u, yeah rite. and you fake, words are fake, and i do hate fake words, absolutely. get out of my mind, get out of my way, get out. god knows how much i wanted, how much i needed to be soothed, to be comforted, to hear it but no longer now or at least i will try to tell myself that it is over.
u will not know what u ve got until u lose it, too bad u didnt treasure it.
how sad it is, one person is so so down, so hard to move on and the other person is likely to be behaving as if nothing matters. I was trying to view things from both sides, trying to think it over if i made a fuss about trifles but the fact is not that, the truth is you just dont give enough care which does touch my pride, so simple but true and i have no right to ask for more, this is what i will have to accept.
too bad i didnt know i would be so upset like this. How long will it take me to be able to get out of a vulnerable shell.
-kat-
UTurnAwayWhenICaptureUrGlance

seems that i cannot put up with this any longer
i am goin to explode, why should i have to be this way at the very start of the new year.
why do i dance into the new year this way with such bad mood. i caught a chill but i wont take pills, sick physically and mentally
i want to get rid of this but why do i still expect, why do i sill wait and hope, in vain. why am i always occupied with this. i hate this feeling, it s worse than hurt. i will have to find way to get out of this goddamn.
I am easy, how ridiculous that idea is, i am not that easy to take on and to give up, only i know what is worth a try.
i am childish, i am not old enough to think, i have no sympathy for u, yeah rite. and you fake, words are fake, and i do hate fake words, absolutely. get out of my mind, get out of my way, get out. god knows how much i wanted, how much i needed to be soothed, to be comforted, to hear it but no longer now or at least i will try to tell myself that it is over.
u will not know what u ve got until u lose it, too bad u didnt treasure it.
how sad it is, one person is so so down, so hard to move on and the other person is likely to be behaving as if nothing matters. I was trying to view things from both sides, trying to think it over if i made a fuss about trifles but the fact is not that, the truth is you just dont give enough care which does touch my pride, so simple but true and i have no right to ask for more, this is what i will have to accept.
too bad i didnt know i would be so upset like this. How long will it take me to be able to get out of a vulnerable shell.
-kat-
UTurnAwayWhenICaptureUrGlance