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12/3/04
I want to break sth, but Iõ?Tm so scared of mom, she might well punish me to clean the 2nd and the 3rd floor again (which I should have done today but I finally succeeded in persuading her to leave it till tomorrow) Two days off couldnõ?Tt be more boring! Sitting all day in front of the computer hurts my eyes badly but I couldnõ?Tt find anything interesting to do. Piles of exercises are still there waiting for me but Iõ?Tm not gonna do them, so tired from putting those damn things into my head. Chatting with strangers drives me insane, how they appear to be fools, what stupid things they are all talking about!!! Ah how I wish Iõ?Tm rude enough to shout at them to stop speaking non-sensical things! This weather sucks, too. My legs are so hurtful that I canõ?Tt even stand on my own, this reminds me of an old funny memory, me and my brother got into a big fight cause it was the only thing that could help to ease our pains. Those who have problems with joint, I totally simpathize with you.
Wanna pick up the phone and call someone but donõ?Tt know which number to dial. Ppl are all busy with their work, I had better not disturb them with my stupid and crazy thoughtsõ?Ư. My friends look to me when they need someone to talk to, yeah, Iõ?Tm always willing to spend hours with them, but when I need someone, they canõ?Tt help, they do not see me at all, same age but entirely different thoughts õ?Ư exhaustedõ?Ư lost õ?Ư. wish that I could fly away, leaving all of this rubbish behind


There can be miracles when you believeThough hope is frail, it's hard to killWho knows what miracle you can achieveWhen you believe... somehow you willYou will when you believe....

12/3/04
I want to break sth, but Iõ?Tm so scared of mom, she might well punish me to clean the 2nd and the 3rd floor again (which I should have done today but I finally succeeded in persuading her to leave it till tomorrow) Two days off couldnõ?Tt be more boring! Sitting all day in front of the computer hurts my eyes badly but I couldnõ?Tt find anything interesting to do. Piles of exercises are still there waiting for me but Iõ?Tm not gonna do them, so tired from putting those damn things into my head. Chatting with strangers drives me insane, how they appear to be fools, what stupid things they are all talking about!!! Ah how I wish Iõ?Tm rude enough to shout at them to stop speaking non-sensical things! This weather sucks, too. My legs are so hurtful that I canõ?Tt even stand on my own, this reminds me of an old funny memory, me and my brother got into a big fight cause it was the only thing that could help to ease our pains. Those who have problems with joint, I totally simpathize with you.
Wanna pick up the phone and call someone but donõ?Tt know which number to dial. Ppl are all busy with their work, I had better not disturb them with my stupid and crazy thoughtsõ?Ư. My friends look to me when they need someone to talk to, yeah, Iõ?Tm always willing to spend hours with them, but when I need someone, they canõ?Tt help, they do not see me at all, same age but entirely different thoughts õ?Ư exhaustedõ?Ư lost õ?Ư. wish that I could fly away, leaving all of this rubbish behind


There can be miracles when you believeThough hope is frail, it's hard to killWho knows what miracle you can achieveWhen you believe... somehow you willYou will when you believe....

Diary, diary again...There are many kinds of diaries. One is in order to show off, the other is the diary with its original meaning.
Should I write my own words, should I expose my personality here?It''s ages since I revealed all my thinkings in an online ( i.e public) diary.
Today, the weather reminds me of the thought that there is a spring in this world.Oxford is always the same, the same face with quite streets, with red hop-on, hop-off buses for tourists going around and around. The peech flowers here and there are still in bloom.The sun shines today, not like usual.Its gonna be spring.My birthmonth.I''m lucky to be born in this month.My granddad used to say that. A glance looking back to my memory, my hometown.
Missing the spring green leaves in PĐP Str, in ĐBP Str.Oh, the roads used to have my face, my silhouette, my trace.The place, the room contain my soul...
....
Today, I met principle Jane 4 my report. Actually I think I have been lazy this term.I thought that I do not need to try hard to achieve my score.I can both relax and get high results.So stupid I am.Jane recommended about the report '''' very nice report''''. Certainly, it is.Math A, Accounting 91%, Psy A, Econ B
But ( but again) I am not satisfied.Damn all my ambition, damn my Economics. It sounds funny that I want to drop Economics while I have to( or I try my best) apply to study Econ in LSE or Oxford.It''s my dream , my dream only if this situation of Econ lasts one more term. Cannot be confident about myself any longer. Suddenly feel that I am nothing, nothing in this world, what I had achieve in the past is meaningless.
Who will care , who will look fordward to seeing me? Silence is the poisonous medicine , killing me and you as well..But I think you dont care...
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Người ra đi đầu không ngoảnh lại
Sau lưng thềm nắng lá rơi đầy

Diary, diary again...There are many kinds of diaries. One is in order to show off, the other is the diary with its original meaning.
Should I write my own words, should I expose my personality here?It''s ages since I revealed all my thinkings in an online ( i.e public) diary.
Today, the weather reminds me of the thought that there is a spring in this world.Oxford is always the same, the same face with quite streets, with red hop-on, hop-off buses for tourists going around and around. The peech flowers here and there are still in bloom.The sun shines today, not like usual.Its gonna be spring.My birthmonth.I''m lucky to be born in this month.My granddad used to say that. A glance looking back to my memory, my hometown.
Missing the spring green leaves in PĐP Str, in ĐBP Str.Oh, the roads used to have my face, my silhouette, my trace.The place, the room contain my soul...
....
Today, I met principle Jane 4 my report. Actually I think I have been lazy this term.I thought that I do not need to try hard to achieve my score.I can both relax and get high results.So stupid I am.Jane recommended about the report '''' very nice report''''. Certainly, it is.Math A, Accounting 91%, Psy A, Econ B
But ( but again) I am not satisfied.Damn all my ambition, damn my Economics. It sounds funny that I want to drop Economics while I have to( or I try my best) apply to study Econ in LSE or Oxford.It''s my dream , my dream only if this situation of Econ lasts one more term. Cannot be confident about myself any longer. Suddenly feel that I am nothing, nothing in this world, what I had achieve in the past is meaningless.
Who will care , who will look fordward to seeing me? Silence is the poisonous medicine , killing me and you as well..But I think you dont care...
__________________________________
Người ra đi đầu không ngoảnh lại
Sau lưng thềm nắng lá rơi đầy

Feeling sososso tired today, All i want is to have a break but i can`t stop doing anything.What can i do now? The whole week at school with lots lots of excersicesss and weekend at work.
My friends say that it is my fault to have a job at this moment ,sometimes i think i won`t go to work but i did try ny best to go there never allow myself to quit it so easily .Just promise to try harder and harder then oneday hope when i look back i could satisfy with myself.
I don`t have time for my love,we haven`t seen each other for one week .He must soon fed up with me because i know him quite well,the only child........
SARANG

Feeling sososso tired today, All i want is to have a break but i can`t stop doing anything.What can i do now? The whole week at school with lots lots of excersicesss and weekend at work.
My friends say that it is my fault to have a job at this moment ,sometimes i think i won`t go to work but i did try ny best to go there never allow myself to quit it so easily .Just promise to try harder and harder then oneday hope when i look back i could satisfy with myself.
I don`t have time for my love,we haven`t seen each other for one week .He must soon fed up with me because i know him quite well,the only child........
SARANG

A rather beautiful day. The weather is so bad. It is rainy n rainy, but so lucky, my work is not. It is goin on well. Anyways, thank God i have one contras in the month. The meeting with that Director is so interesting, he is as old as father but he looks so young. His friendliness and flexibility make me feel comfortable. Hope that tomorow will be better.
Cô nàng đa tình, luôn rung động trước nhiều chàng trai.

A rather beautiful day. The weather is so bad. It is rainy n rainy, but so lucky, my work is not. It is goin on well. Anyways, thank God i have one contras in the month. The meeting with that Director is so interesting, he is as old as father but he looks so young. His friendliness and flexibility make me feel comfortable. Hope that tomorow will be better.
Cô nàng đa tình, luôn rung động trước nhiều chàng trai.

I''m sorry.
Take me home country road, to the place that i belong....
You cant be happy while your heart is on the roam. You cant be happy until you bring it home. Home...? Where...?
Am i homeless? Haha
Btw, i''m new here>>>My Eng sucks badly! I find this diary very interesting that it helps me improving my ill Eng as well as reading other''s inner thought! When you cant tell, or you cant find anyone to tell, you write it down>>>it comes and stays here. Ppl read it, i read it >>> i''m reading you? Rite? In my stupid mind, somehow we become friend. Haha.
Who can get me out of this ficking life, mommy ground? Haha. LOL

I''m sorry.
Take me home country road, to the place that i belong....
You cant be happy while your heart is on the roam. You cant be happy until you bring it home. Home...? Where...?
Am i homeless? Haha
Btw, i''m new here>>>My Eng sucks badly! I find this diary very interesting that it helps me improving my ill Eng as well as reading other''s inner thought! When you cant tell, or you cant find anyone to tell, you write it down>>>it comes and stays here. Ppl read it, i read it >>> i''m reading you? Rite? In my stupid mind, somehow we become friend. Haha.
Who can get me out of this ficking life, mommy ground? Haha. LOL