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down, what really matters? anyway, u r truely happiness

June 17, 2004
I''m coming back home tomorrow... I don''t know how I should feel, really. Half I''m eager to see my dad, my friends and lots of other lovely things at home, half I want to stay with my brother. I know I''m gonna miss him much, I will miss the way we tease each other, the way we watch football and the way we sing together... Those are probably the happiest moments in my life up to now. Times goes by so fast, it''s almost one month since I first arrived in Lausanne and now it''s time to wave goodbye... No, I won''t shed a tear, I hate letting others see me cry...
How will my brother live when my mom and I are no longer here? I can see it clearly. Returning home after a day of hard work, he will cook some kind of uneatable food and then play some guitar for fun? Or will he think of his ex girlfriend? God, even to me, it still hurts so bad... I can''t help wondering why they said goodbye. It is absolutely palpable to see they''re still in love, the way they talk, the way their eyes meet, the way they hold each other when we parted in France... Why? You two both know a love like that is not easy to find at all, why do you have to conceal it?...
Poor my brother, one year ago, my friends told me he looks like an 11-grade kid, yes, he was deeply in love then. Now he looks like a 30-year-old man. Everytime he smiles, I just see sadness in his eyes
... Anyway, let''s cheer up, M. You know there''re many people waiting for you back home. You have 12 days left to enjoy your summer, then concentrate on your study. Bear it in mind, this is the most important year in your school life, there''s no time for fun. You obviously know what it''s like to fail your university entrance exam, don''t you?
Được britneybritney sửa chữa / chuyển vào 21:08 ngày 17/06/2004

June 17, 2004
I''m coming back home tomorrow... I don''t know how I should feel, really. Half I''m eager to see my dad, my friends and lots of other lovely things at home, half I want to stay with my brother. I know I''m gonna miss him much, I will miss the way we tease each other, the way we watch football and the way we sing together... Those are probably the happiest moments in my life up to now. Times goes by so fast, it''s almost one month since I first arrived in Lausanne and now it''s time to wave goodbye... No, I won''t shed a tear, I hate letting others see me cry...
How will my brother live when my mom and I are no longer here? I can see it clearly. Returning home after a day of hard work, he will cook some kind of uneatable food and then play some guitar for fun? Or will he think of his ex girlfriend? God, even to me, it still hurts so bad... I can''t help wondering why they said goodbye. It is absolutely palpable to see they''re still in love, the way they talk, the way their eyes meet, the way they hold each other when we parted in France... Why? You two both know a love like that is not easy to find at all, why do you have to conceal it?...
Poor my brother, one year ago, my friends told me he looks like an 11-grade kid, yes, he was deeply in love then. Now he looks like a 30-year-old man. Everytime he smiles, I just see sadness in his eyes
... Anyway, let''s cheer up, M. You know there''re many people waiting for you back home. You have 12 days left to enjoy your summer, then concentrate on your study. Bear it in mind, this is the most important year in your school life, there''s no time for fun. You obviously know what it''s like to fail your university entrance exam, don''t you?
Được britneybritney sửa chữa / chuyển vào 21:08 ngày 17/06/2004

I''m leaving in an hour, gotta miss you much, bro. Take care and remember the end of sth might be an openning for sth much better. Love you
It''s gonna be a long flight. I will take a train to Geneva, then from Geneva I''ll fly to Vienna, then from Vienna to Bangkok, and finally, from Bangkok to Noibai. I''ll be home around 9 P.M. Oh, there''s no place like home... only now do I realise I love it so much...

I''m leaving in an hour, gotta miss you much, bro. Take care and remember the end of sth might be an openning for sth much better. Love you
It''s gonna be a long flight. I will take a train to Geneva, then from Geneva I''ll fly to Vienna, then from Vienna to Bangkok, and finally, from Bangkok to Noibai. I''ll be home around 9 P.M. Oh, there''s no place like home... only now do I realise I love it so much...

06/24th/04
I am listening to music. Hihi, it''s quite good although the music is rock. A new boy-band, and theirs music suits me with a vengeance. Hehe, i really don''t remember the title of this song. Hmm... It took me a lot of time to download this song yesterday night. To be fair, it''s worth downloading this song
These days, i have no specially happy things except some sad stories. Oh... the summer time - i think it must be very interesting and useful, but because the weather in HN these days is really really hot so i can''t go out, can''t do anything i want to do. I like to play basket ball, go swimming, go out for something stupid such as: learning cookery, library, working to earn some extra money for my poor pocket But now i am doing nothing. I am fed up with myself.
Yesterday night, the 1st i?Tve chatted with Britney. Hihi, she does really resemble me, from being bad at Maths, Physics and Chemistry to the intention to hunt some scholarship to study abroad. Maybe, we''ll learn Sat together. Wow, it''ll be very great if she helps me. I don''t think my English is good enough to take the test TOEFL and SAT. Hihi, I hope we will become good friends.
I am missing someone that i don''t know. Hmm, in fact, i know him. But I daren''t to accept this thought. I don''t believe that I am missing him. He''s nothing to me. Oh no... the less i believe that, the more i miss him. I know. But i want to know what i should do now? I always tell myself that i needn''t to love until i graduate and find a good job. Well, in reality ... the love can''t be banned from coming. Why did he tell me me love me and then he did nothing to show me his love? Just some sweet words and does he think i believe? I dont know. I seem to believe him, because he was very kind. Hê?Ts often caring me, each time we talk together - the time i?Tll remember ?" is always the happy moments. I only hate him because he knows nothing to comfort me except tell me: Don?Tt be sad! Oh, stop thinking about this problem. I dont think it?Ts necessary to miss someone.
I am still teaching Vietnamese for an American people ?" who used to be a soldier in the war between Vietnam ?" and his country USA. I understand that the war already passed. Now we are living for the present and future so I shouldn?Tt take care of what the American bought out in my country when the war broke out. I just asked him some questions about the aim he must accomplish at that time. He tells me I am a bright girl. Oh thanx. I think so too In fact, he did have to learn about the Vietnamese culture, people (such as Ho Chi Minh President, General Vo Nguyen Giap...) tra***ion and some other things. And he used to learn Vietnamese too (he was taught by the Vietnamese people who lived together with him in the hamlet). When he ever lived in a village named Thuy Phu in the south, he was liked by many Vietnamese people. I understand why, because of his smile, his caring and what he did for them. Oh, how lucky I am. I have such a intelligent pupil and kind too. He send me his pics, he looks benevolent. That?Ts also the things I think of him. Hihi. Next Feb he will visit Hanoi and revisit the hamlet he ever lived, and he will make a documentary too. He told me he and his family are very curious to know my face ?" such a bright girl. Okie, oneday I will send him my pic.
Well, I am about to stop writing right now. It?Ts quite long. I have nothing to do this day except going out to take some 3x4 photos. I need them for a test to enter Aptech Center next month. I think I must finish this work by tomorrow. And tomorrow I have more things to do such as: go to the movie to see the film named: The long-feet girls ?" a new interesting film; and then I have do the shopping for CDs (music and studying GMAT and SAT), sandals, clothes and make my head better... My brithday is coming, next Monday. I want I look great on that day hehe.

06/24th/04
I am listening to music. Hihi, it''s quite good although the music is rock. A new boy-band, and theirs music suits me with a vengeance. Hehe, i really don''t remember the title of this song. Hmm... It took me a lot of time to download this song yesterday night. To be fair, it''s worth downloading this song
These days, i have no specially happy things except some sad stories. Oh... the summer time - i think it must be very interesting and useful, but because the weather in HN these days is really really hot so i can''t go out, can''t do anything i want to do. I like to play basket ball, go swimming, go out for something stupid such as: learning cookery, library, working to earn some extra money for my poor pocket But now i am doing nothing. I am fed up with myself.
Yesterday night, the 1st i?Tve chatted with Britney. Hihi, she does really resemble me, from being bad at Maths, Physics and Chemistry to the intention to hunt some scholarship to study abroad. Maybe, we''ll learn Sat together. Wow, it''ll be very great if she helps me. I don''t think my English is good enough to take the test TOEFL and SAT. Hihi, I hope we will become good friends.
I am missing someone that i don''t know. Hmm, in fact, i know him. But I daren''t to accept this thought. I don''t believe that I am missing him. He''s nothing to me. Oh no... the less i believe that, the more i miss him. I know. But i want to know what i should do now? I always tell myself that i needn''t to love until i graduate and find a good job. Well, in reality ... the love can''t be banned from coming. Why did he tell me me love me and then he did nothing to show me his love? Just some sweet words and does he think i believe? I dont know. I seem to believe him, because he was very kind. Hê?Ts often caring me, each time we talk together - the time i?Tll remember ?" is always the happy moments. I only hate him because he knows nothing to comfort me except tell me: Don?Tt be sad! Oh, stop thinking about this problem. I dont think it?Ts necessary to miss someone.
I am still teaching Vietnamese for an American people ?" who used to be a soldier in the war between Vietnam ?" and his country USA. I understand that the war already passed. Now we are living for the present and future so I shouldn?Tt take care of what the American bought out in my country when the war broke out. I just asked him some questions about the aim he must accomplish at that time. He tells me I am a bright girl. Oh thanx. I think so too In fact, he did have to learn about the Vietnamese culture, people (such as Ho Chi Minh President, General Vo Nguyen Giap...) tra***ion and some other things. And he used to learn Vietnamese too (he was taught by the Vietnamese people who lived together with him in the hamlet). When he ever lived in a village named Thuy Phu in the south, he was liked by many Vietnamese people. I understand why, because of his smile, his caring and what he did for them. Oh, how lucky I am. I have such a intelligent pupil and kind too. He send me his pics, he looks benevolent. That?Ts also the things I think of him. Hihi. Next Feb he will visit Hanoi and revisit the hamlet he ever lived, and he will make a documentary too. He told me he and his family are very curious to know my face ?" such a bright girl. Okie, oneday I will send him my pic.
Well, I am about to stop writing right now. It?Ts quite long. I have nothing to do this day except going out to take some 3x4 photos. I need them for a test to enter Aptech Center next month. I think I must finish this work by tomorrow. And tomorrow I have more things to do such as: go to the movie to see the film named: The long-feet girls ?" a new interesting film; and then I have do the shopping for CDs (music and studying GMAT and SAT), sandals, clothes and make my head better... My brithday is coming, next Monday. I want I look great on that day hehe.

Why do u say nothing? You know what I feel but u do nothing to change it. I hate u doing like that. Why do I wait for u? I want to go somewhere, to do something but your image is still in my mind. How long do I have to wait? Everything has its own limit. I donõ?Tt know what will come, good things or bad things but õ?Ưlet me know your feeling.
You said you would go for 3 years??? I didn''t know what to say? If I have enough .....

Why do u say nothing? You know what I feel but u do nothing to change it. I hate u doing like that. Why do I wait for u? I want to go somewhere, to do something but your image is still in my mind. How long do I have to wait? Everything has its own limit. I donõ?Tt know what will come, good things or bad things but õ?Ưlet me know your feeling.
You said you would go for 3 years??? I didn''t know what to say? If I have enough .....