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hard day workin, managing an event, PR agency, followin manager''s changing ideas, wish i could do things on my own decision and judgement.
didnt attend a wedding this noon, the gift is still here, the task of handling it to the bride is still here, if only i got an assistant. oh Mr manager is singing so beautifully to the music I can hear, this is sth very nice abt him.
cannot say in words wot im feeling now, part of it is upsetting, but i am used to it, rite, im used to it and it cannot harm me more, please. I hate it the most when i feel im annoying someone, and today u give me that feeling again. I think that i am trying my best to heal sth, to make it good, but I cannot do it if ur not willing to too, dear. And i fear i cannot make further efforts. I wonder why we encounter such silly obstacles, is it because we arenot destined?
Im tired too, do u know, after a day, i waz tryin to think of sth brighter and tried to call and sms u, but wot i ve got? sth cold or the nothing. i d better know i shouldnt be involved rite.
Im feeling like a fool, I feel like Im not worth a thing and im tired of thinkin of a shoulder to cry on, I ve lost trust.
and all I know of love is how to live without it,,
okay hang on kat, do ur stuffs today, u still hav tasks to do.
im done!

hard day workin, managing an event, PR agency, followin manager''s changing ideas, wish i could do things on my own decision and judgement.
didnt attend a wedding this noon, the gift is still here, the task of handling it to the bride is still here, if only i got an assistant. oh Mr manager is singing so beautifully to the music I can hear, this is sth very nice abt him.
cannot say in words wot im feeling now, part of it is upsetting, but i am used to it, rite, im used to it and it cannot harm me more, please. I hate it the most when i feel im annoying someone, and today u give me that feeling again. I think that i am trying my best to heal sth, to make it good, but I cannot do it if ur not willing to too, dear. And i fear i cannot make further efforts. I wonder why we encounter such silly obstacles, is it because we arenot destined?
Im tired too, do u know, after a day, i waz tryin to think of sth brighter and tried to call and sms u, but wot i ve got? sth cold or the nothing. i d better know i shouldnt be involved rite.
Im feeling like a fool, I feel like Im not worth a thing and im tired of thinkin of a shoulder to cry on, I ve lost trust.
and all I know of love is how to live without it,,
okay hang on kat, do ur stuffs today, u still hav tasks to do.
im done!

Many things happened, manythíng pased.
I ''ve just had a time and internet today to continue my diary.
( a fews diary days mised, I won''t post it up, but still keep in my file.)
I will start with today and so far.
01 October 2004,
Getting up so early, had breakfast and we went to school. Today, we had an induction for our new course, which is very important.
But our induction started later than what we knew, so we had a time space. We went to Student Union to pick the Transport forms. I had to go back home and did it later because I didn?Tt keep any photographs at that moment.
After picking that form, I called Huong and went to see her and Phuong at Post Office to send those form to get a discount for transport in London, which is well-known of an expensive object.
Got lunch in a Chinese restaurant located behind our school, then went to the room for Induction. Huong told me switch off my mobile phone before teacher start talking. Unfortunately, my mobile was no long in my bag. It was lost. My ears would like there was windy, I couldn?Tt concentrate on what teacher said. I really worried about international calls which the theft may make.
Forget everything what I intended to do, I used all day from that for solve this problem. I went to local Police Station to inform, then went to Vodaphone shop to ask for a new one. I got lost when I tried to find Vodaphone shop. I had to queue to deal with one of staffs there. A lot, a lot of bad things happened.
However, I am still lucky. I met one handsome young man at the shop by a chance. I wore as going out, definitely different a staff working there. He asked me for see my problem when he saw me tired stand there for waiting for a long time. In the beginning, I didn?Tt give him my contract and reference of police because I thought he just stood there for waiting his friends working here. That?Ts funny, he showed me his ID card to prove that he?~s working here is true. I gave him my document. He then did everything needs for me to get a new mobile.
At 1:35 now, I still feel I am lucky always.
Tomorrow, I am going with some my friends to Green Wnich as school day trip.
Sleep now unless I won?Tt get up at 6.00am tomorrow morning.
./.
The_moon

Many things happened, manythíng pased.
I ''ve just had a time and internet today to continue my diary.
( a fews diary days mised, I won''t post it up, but still keep in my file.)
I will start with today and so far.
01 October 2004,
Getting up so early, had breakfast and we went to school. Today, we had an induction for our new course, which is very important.
But our induction started later than what we knew, so we had a time space. We went to Student Union to pick the Transport forms. I had to go back home and did it later because I didn?Tt keep any photographs at that moment.
After picking that form, I called Huong and went to see her and Phuong at Post Office to send those form to get a discount for transport in London, which is well-known of an expensive object.
Got lunch in a Chinese restaurant located behind our school, then went to the room for Induction. Huong told me switch off my mobile phone before teacher start talking. Unfortunately, my mobile was no long in my bag. It was lost. My ears would like there was windy, I couldn?Tt concentrate on what teacher said. I really worried about international calls which the theft may make.
Forget everything what I intended to do, I used all day from that for solve this problem. I went to local Police Station to inform, then went to Vodaphone shop to ask for a new one. I got lost when I tried to find Vodaphone shop. I had to queue to deal with one of staffs there. A lot, a lot of bad things happened.
However, I am still lucky. I met one handsome young man at the shop by a chance. I wore as going out, definitely different a staff working there. He asked me for see my problem when he saw me tired stand there for waiting for a long time. In the beginning, I didn?Tt give him my contract and reference of police because I thought he just stood there for waiting his friends working here. That?Ts funny, he showed me his ID card to prove that he?~s working here is true. I gave him my document. He then did everything needs for me to get a new mobile.
At 1:35 now, I still feel I am lucky always.
Tomorrow, I am going with some my friends to Green Wnich as school day trip.
Sleep now unless I won?Tt get up at 6.00am tomorrow morning.
./.
The_moon

A lovely Sunday, I haven''t been off for a long time. So today I woke up late and listened to music on the radio. I felt happy whenever I listiened to music. But I realized that many things have to be done. Oh, my god. At first I wuold have to wash my clothes all week. I revealed it quickly to do others.

A lovely Sunday, I haven''t been off for a long time. So today I woke up late and listened to music on the radio. I felt happy whenever I listiened to music. But I realized that many things have to be done. Oh, my god. At first I wuold have to wash my clothes all week. I revealed it quickly to do others.

03 October 2004
Got up so early, at about 3:30 am, preparing something and went to pick Thu* up at Heathrow Airport.
While I was waiting Thu* outside, I was calling my friends. Just chatting some and continue waiting her. This morning Thu* checked out so long.
At 7:14, Thu* went out, we hug her and happy very much.
We took her to tube and went back home. On the way to go back, at Manor House station, I have felt down and got pain my left leg, and I had to walk lame to go back home.
Sleeping all this afternoon, did nothing because of paining in my leg.
Tonight, we had a party with some friends. Whatõ?~s a happy night with spring rolls and full moon cakes. We chatted a lot, but I didnõ?Tt join in so much because that was always some stores I didnõ?Tt like to talk about. That was idle chatting about the stories between women and men, or something liked that. So, that was why Le and Dinh told me like choosy or picky. Although I felt a bit unhappy, I can put it over. I didnõ?Tt care for it too much. I understand what I need and what I should do. Actually, I can understand everything but I didnõ?Tt speak about it. I think it is better, let everybody think that I donõ?Tt know and I õ?~m innocent.
Tonight, I will sleep now with a painful leg.
Tomorrow, I will come with doing enrolment of my friend because I wonõ?Tt had class.
Sleep now õ?Ưõ?Ư
./.
The_moon

03 October 2004
Got up so early, at about 3:30 am, preparing something and went to pick Thu* up at Heathrow Airport.
While I was waiting Thu* outside, I was calling my friends. Just chatting some and continue waiting her. This morning Thu* checked out so long.
At 7:14, Thu* went out, we hug her and happy very much.
We took her to tube and went back home. On the way to go back, at Manor House station, I have felt down and got pain my left leg, and I had to walk lame to go back home.
Sleeping all this afternoon, did nothing because of paining in my leg.
Tonight, we had a party with some friends. Whatõ?~s a happy night with spring rolls and full moon cakes. We chatted a lot, but I didnõ?Tt join in so much because that was always some stores I didnõ?Tt like to talk about. That was idle chatting about the stories between women and men, or something liked that. So, that was why Le and Dinh told me like choosy or picky. Although I felt a bit unhappy, I can put it over. I didnõ?Tt care for it too much. I understand what I need and what I should do. Actually, I can understand everything but I didnõ?Tt speak about it. I think it is better, let everybody think that I donõ?Tt know and I õ?~m innocent.
Tonight, I will sleep now with a painful leg.
Tomorrow, I will come with doing enrolment of my friend because I wonõ?Tt had class.
Sleep now õ?Ưõ?Ư
./.
The_moon

Cannot believe that we are not friend anymore. I''m so upset and sad. Just because u''ve said that u love me and u''ll wait for me doesn''t mean that u r guilty having a gf. I''m very happy for ya, it''s true! But u have upset me by not talking to me, not telling me the truth, When i''m in hot water, i sent u an email, U just relpied that u had to go out with sm men . Instead, u was going out with her. I never hate u because of that, but i hate u for not considering me ur friend. uhm, it;s true. Only me who always call u best friend and with u, i''m just a normal friend. This is my fault !!!
yeah, its true" no one can hurt u without ur consent,"
Just wish all the best for ya

Cannot believe that we are not friend anymore. I''m so upset and sad. Just because u''ve said that u love me and u''ll wait for me doesn''t mean that u r guilty having a gf. I''m very happy for ya, it''s true! But u have upset me by not talking to me, not telling me the truth, When i''m in hot water, i sent u an email, U just relpied that u had to go out with sm men . Instead, u was going out with her. I never hate u because of that, but i hate u for not considering me ur friend. uhm, it;s true. Only me who always call u best friend and with u, i''m just a normal friend. This is my fault !!!
yeah, its true" no one can hurt u without ur consent,"
Just wish all the best for ya