Diary....

this moment is really di to write diary. But it''s really good for me now, I feel something changing in my mind, it''s so difference; maybe, another person is growing up inside, a person that I haven''t known before.
What should I do? Keep it up or make it back.
A mixture of 2 side is a better choice.
Calm down

Long time no write on this topic...
These days ppl are talking about the bad situations that may accur ... i don''t have enough information to comment on that but i feel that, ppl are trying to know something behind...
I''m still trying to fight with my hardest time... maybe i''m not a lucky guy but i swear that, i will never make mistake twice, i will never give up what i believe in.. life should be bad, should be good, but at the end of the day, we are still human being, and accept the fact that life is so weird...

Still 3 days i vll leave here to start new job, 1 year spent this company also good and ppl too but i need to leave to get more experience and knowledge.
Have a nice day to everyone !

Hix, feeling depressed and tired of this terrible headache. Wat an awful weather ! Anyway, nice day to all

I''m happy today
I havent ever met my old friends for a long time
and now they''re here
i drank so much
i smiled so much
when i saw them, many things suddenly came back
my childhood ... my sweet memories...
i love u, guys
i love u ...
if time turns back
i will cry in happy tears
i wish...
i hope...
thanks for all, my firends !

today i have received 2 meaningfull offmessages.
You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains. You say that you love sun, but you find a shadow spot to hide when the sun shines. You say that you love wind, but you close your window when the wind blows. That''s the reason why I am afraid: You say that you love me!!!
and
I love rain, but I''ll use my umbrella when it rains cuz I afraid that raindrops?Tll be hurt when they touch my rough skin. I love sun, but I''ll find a shadow spot to hide when the sun shines coz I fell shy when I stand before ?oher?. I love wind, but I''ll close your window when the wind blows coz I want ?oshê? don?Tt pass me coldly and rapidly. And I ask myself that why you afraid the true love of an honest man as ?me
// I want to say " i love u so much" but, as this man, I''m also afraid ...! seeing ur face is all what i can do.I''m happy when u smile ... although, i know ,u smile to everyone u meet, my angel !

wat''s up to me ? some one kicks my ass, pls ! i want to laugh at my self, any how.

such a sad day has gone so slowly. I want to cry to myself, but never do that for no reason. Sometimes sad for no reason, or for so many reasons that they can''t be called by name. A working day is always boring though there is much idle time in office. So tired, just wish to lie down forever. How terrible....

Today, I am stay at home because it is heavy rain ! Hic hic..... I am not good at English But I want to say, today is bored ! Hope tomorow is better !

a better day to all!