Diary....

Well well well I''ve just got my Bulats result. Not too bad but obviously not up to my satisfaction. Maybe I need to work it out much more. Who knows some day I will be the one with the highest mark in every Eng test. Dream on...
These days I neglect my health, ignore my fitness n quit playing badminton. I know that wouldnt do me good but I''ve got no choice. I have my piggy "thesis", my dignity and my job, all at the same time pulling weight on me. No excuse is better than one word BUSY. I noticed!
I am one year older now and it''s obviously my responsibility to make the rest of my life more colorful. Oh probably its time to have someone else beside me, to be by my side whenever I need encouraging words. My frens say that "Get a boyfren. U''ll never feel depressed or lonely anymore." Well, I''ve got no idea. At the moment I am still living good. At the other moment, when I can find the other half of mine, it could be BEST
Just drop some lines to cheer up our diary. To be honest, am so lazy at typing and sharing thoughts but it''s those who have long lines that attract me most. hehe
Bye n Gnite! Gotta come back to my stupid thesis now.
Bookworm

I know well that having boy/girl friend is so great. But everything has two sides like a coin. If we are too busy, strongly not recommend a boy/girl friend, but if you have time in hand, go on, enjoy one of the most beautiful time in one''slife. After all, love is good, when you can share almost your trouble and get encouraged becoming powered up thinking you can do anything you want.
Now i am in "dead time", have nothing to do except wating for something that need to be cleared. I envy all people who could say "man, I''m so busy". Because now, the only thing I could say is" i''m billionare of time"

Haizz life is sooooooooooooo complicated. Now when I join the the team of "state-owned companies", I find it boring. Now I want to have lots of money to travel everywhere but Now I dont wanna work. Heheh what a me!
Anyway time flies and it is time who can solve for me this stupid math. These days, when I am riding in streets, in a crowded and stuffy atmosphere, a strange feeling come to me. I wanna shout out "Where r u my half? Why arent u here to help me get out of this irritating crowd? Why u still keep hiding somewhere while U could be by my side earlier? Why?". Oh hooh, what the heck am I thinking of? Never before did this kind of feeling come to my mind. Do u think its natural or just a moving moment of me? I have no idea.
I dont know whether its becos of me or smt else but I realize that it is getting a bigger n bigger task for me to seek for a boyfren? Is it bcos am becoming more n more demanding? Or is it bcos am getting older n older? Haizz so depressing.
When U guys r running thru my lines, U may think am addicted to love . Haha am not that bad but close to that
Ok just another "some lines" to refresh myself after a "not so enjoyable" working day. Another routined day is coming n am going to be assigned the task of a carrier, the task of a pea-brain person. Where''s my mouth? Where''s my confidence? Where''s my pride? They''ve gone to leave space for a period we call "apprenticeship". Yuh being an apprentice is not so nice but no one deny the essence of it when VN education is deteriorating day by day. Poor us!
Haizz...
Bookworm

Even you said that everything happens for a reason. So why do you need a boyfriend now? Have you ever think about that? In my opinion, ''coz now you feel boring with your life, you adapt yourself to be fitted in that "boring" eviroment, but deep in your thought, you still dissapointed not only for your eviroment, but also for your weakness.
Maybe my opinion''s wrong (I kinda hope so), but find a new thing to do, go to a new place, or whatever new, it''s the only way to get through something run like a round routine.
Don''t be depress and try your best, ''coz everyone is trying their best too. Just join them

Hehe You make me wanna gooooooooo
Anyway thax so much for ur suggestion. After presenting my thesis, I''ll think abt making a trip to Laos. A new place huh
Yep, gotta go back to my big assignment now. This weekend of mine is dedicated to thesis. Boring
Oh by the way, anyone here wish to travel to Laos this summer, buzz me. Who knows we will be a good team
Bookworm

Going to Laos is pretty good idea, along with a tour around VN, because of the fact that I never go to Southern VN. So maybe before I leave this country, I want to know more about it. Make me feel that I still a VNese.
By the way, are you girls need your boy be cold with you? Sometimes I couldn''t understand what is happening in girls'' mind? they want the caring but at the same time, they want the cold treatment. It''s so complicated, right?
@inthebetween: hey, wanna add my nick? maybe we could be a little team, I am a bit curious about Laos, even though I knew nothing about it
my yahooID: minotaurwindy. Just buzz me and tell you are inthebteween

Haizz, i dont wanna start my diary with this depressing word but...haizz. These days, am truly busy, exhausted if not to say. Sometimes I think its good, the other I suppose am such an idiot when being told what to do like a puppet in that job. But its no longer girl...
These days the climate is soooooooooooo hot and so is my mind. My mind is hot as it has to run for searching a so-called "well paid job" in which I could satisfy both my dream n my pocket. Oh another vicious circle. Stay out of it man.
These days am soooooo disappointed w/ one of my fren. He sucks. His memory sucks. And I hav not idea of what kind of people he is. So irritating!
These days I let myself go with the Laos wind hehe. Let it be? Nope I hate it! I would rather die than place my destiny in anyone''s hand. That''s so RAvEn
Ok the countdown timer is running, everything will be ok girl. Stay focused and go ahead! Be positive!
Well, am I turning myself into my own lecturer? Hix
Nice day n nite guys!
Bookworm
@scorpionk: already add ur nick but I suppose we r both so bz to say anything . By the way, I think ur not the 1st to raise such question. Do think it twice! And u''ll hav ur own answer See ya

what a day!... i know what life could bring me even when it hates me alot... i am trying to prevent me from getting hurt... i know something today

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The unforgiven II - Metallica
Lay beside me, tell me what they''ve done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it''s open if you''re true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you
Lay beside me, under wicked sky
The black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open, but there''s no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there''s no sun shining through
No, there''s no sun shining through
No, there''s no sun shining...
What I''ve felt, what I''ve known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....
What I''ve felt, what I''ve known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, ''cause I''m the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?
Come lay beside me, this won''t hurt I swear.
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she''ll never love again
She lay beside me, But she''ll be there when I''m gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes she''ll be there when I''m gone
Yes, she''ll be there when I''m gone
Dead sure she''ll be there...
What I''ve felt, what I''ve known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....
What I''ve felt, what I''ve known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, ''cause I''m the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?
Lay beside me, tell me what I''ve done
The door is closed, so are you''re eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes now I see it
What I''ve felt, what I''ve known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....
What I''ve felt, what I''ve known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, ''cause I''m the one who waits,
The one who waits for you....
Oh what I''ve felt, what I''ve known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you....
(So I dub thee unforgiven....)
Oh, what I''ve felt....
Oh, what I''ve known....
I take this key (never free...)
And I bury it (never me...) in you
Because you''re unforgiven too....
Never free....
Never me....
''Cause you''re unforgiven too....
// i have lived full of regret for a long time.i thought that i couldnt smile freely...untill the day i met u six month ago. my heart ran wildly, i knew that i fell into love again. thank to u, i can smile, feel happy or get close to the other persons. I know u doesnt love me but i cant stay far away from u....seeing ur smile is happy but it''s pain, too. i just want to laugh at myself....what a weakling !

So hot the weather is. Streets are dirty, less people riding and roaring when it''''s shining hard but it''''s too crowded at rush hours.
At such moments, I really wished to be staying in Tam Dao or SaPa, escaping from dusty and dirty streets, noisy and harmful sounds of crazy, roaring motorbikes, cars, and buses ...
Today is such a not-so-special day, . Routines come out as usual, but not boring at all, as enhancing, accumulating and future-heading are offered. Effectiveness always stay away from boredom. Try on, Katty, try on ,my mates: Hard work doesnt kill, Laziness kills.
Ah, one thing to remark for the day: I came out with an idea to set up my own business: Product -> defined, Market -> Defined,
Budget -> Briefly estimated. Things seem to be feasible. Hopefully I can get the idea into play after finishing my current messy project.
Được CharmedKatty sửa chữa / chuyển vào 18:43 ngày 29/05/2008