Diary....

I tried to go on a diet.But now,i''ve just given up.Hic,hic.

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knife
cut like a knife
I''m so deeply wounded....

Haizz its been such a long time since I visited here and let my thoughts running all over this diary. I love this diary since I can be true to myself, to you guys my unknown audience.
June is not a month for me, I must say. I could not do any thing to an end, everything seemed so gloomy if not I am getting optimistic w. my life. Hmm what I could, say complete, in this month is my graduate thesis. Hope it goes well and so does my defense which will come 1 month later.
This June, I had some trouble w. close frens. Almost tend to be so hard on me, who the hell I am that they think they can play w/? Am just a kid, getting to know ''em through talking, sharing, hanging out and so on. What they''ve got for me? Hard thinking? Unwillingness? Sorry, am not that perfect if that''s what you guys r searching for.
Nowadays, am working as a freelance, it tastes somehow ukie cos at least it earned myself sufficiently. Well I like it.
Next July I am going on a vacation w/ my family, in about 1 week. Many many hopes and interest are placed on this time. wish I can make some "masterpiece" poses this time hehe.
Fine, Am done w/ sharing job. Wish u guys have memorable summertime this July!
Bookworm

My roommates came back to their hometown this morning.Since now,i must live alone.A litle borìng, i feel lonely.HIc,when can i come back my home?I miss my parent so much.

I''m taking speaking IELTS test tommorow and the rest skils on next day, this is almost the most important step on the way studying abroad of any people who want to get an internationally certified degree. I''m nervous a bit, however I stil believe that sooner or later I can.

i miss u although i saw u yesterday ...

I must go to school all day today
Have a nice day to everyone

It is raining cats and dogs outside. How can I get out of the rain? What is my feelings now? I have no idea. Just let the rain fall inside.
But anyway, I have just helped a friend with her work, so why don''t I try to think that it the best thing I have done today? Smile! Share to be shared. Hope that some day.....................

u won, god ! life is beautifull but u get what u deserve ... i will do as that guy in this song . i hope i can take my heart back from u wait for me ''coz i never give up....

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Damn it!
Life is not a lie but a series of lies.
People lie you, that''s so sweet. You lie yourself, that''s too hurt.
Look at yourself, man, what the hell are you doing????????????