Diary....

Sometimes it''s hard to keep calm when you r in irritating situation. It is even worse when you start to blame yourself for all these frustrations... Then lose confidence, then become confused, then blame yourself again!
Damn it!

I have gone to bed late these days.I tried to make it earlier,but because of some reasons.....it is still the same.Last night,i went to bed at 10.30pm and hoped i would have a nice dream.However,my sister had some problems with her boyoyffriend,she wanted to share with me.She started tell and need me to give her some advice......0.15,i went to my sleep.Oh.......

phù...Now i can let myself relax a little.i ran against time for a few week. My craziest dream is becoming true but why can i feel happy ?because you''re far away from me ?because flying with u becomes imposible ?i will sing a happy song for today

it seems I''m lazy now ^^. i kept myself far away the girl i love. i just asked myself how do i live without her smiles. and then i did it. I got a painful feeling. i even couldnt smile , i even cant focus on my job ... I''m empty ! Now, when i know that i cant live without her. i''m about to race against myself to become better. here i go ^^ ...

oh my god! THe electric ran out,and i cant connect to the internet................................................Bored!

Mình đã đọc nhiều bài viết nhật ký nơi đây. Chưa xuất sắc và còn nhiều lỗi sai văn phong nhưng mình thấy dường như các bạn đã cố gắng thể hiện hết mình, để ngôn ngữ làm công cụ biểu đạt cảm xúc. Các bạn thả hồn mình vào ngôn ngữ, cố gắng sống trong đó, biến nó thành một thế giới riêng. Mình có cảm giác dường như các bạn đã và đang cố gắng hướng tiếng Anh đến một mức đỉnh cao thượng thừa nào đó. Điều đó thật đáng trân trọng
Mình nhớ thầy Nguyễn Quốc Hùng M.A từng nói rằng khi leo lên một cái tháp, càng leo lên đỉnh sẽ càng mệt, nhưng chỉ còn một chút nữa thôi là ta đến đỉnh rồi, nếu từ bỏ thì sẽ lại tuột về chân tháp, như thế đáng tiếc biết bao nhiêu. Hãy cố gắng không ngừng nghỉ, để đến một ngày các bạn có thể thanh thản uống cafe trên đỉnh tháp và nghĩ lại quãng đường đã đi qua, thật đáng tự hào
Mình muốn nói với các bạn một điều, rằng muốn viết hay thì phải đọc nhiều, vì ngoại ngữ vốn là bắt chước. Hãy đọc nhiều vào nhé! Chúc các bạn càng ngày càng tiến bộ, sớm đến được thành công

(http://www.simpletoremember.com/growth/Time.htm)
Learn How to Die; Learn How to Live
Are you ready to die today?
"''Everybody knows they''re going to die, but nobody believes it. If we did, we would do things differently,'' Morrie said. ''So we kid ourselves about death,'' I (Mitch) said. ''Yes, but there''s a better approach. To know you''re going to die and be prepared for it at any time. That''s better. That way you can be actually be more involved in your life while you''re living. . . Every day, have a little bird on your shoulder that asks, ''Is today the day? Am I ready? Am I doing all I need to do? Am I being the person I want to be?... The truth is, Mitch, once you learn how to die, you learn how to live... Most of us walk around as if we''re sleepwalking. We really don''t experience the world fully because we''re half asleep, doing things we automatically think we have to do... Learn how to die, and you learn how to live.''" -- Tuesdays with Morrie
Have you ever experienced something so memorable that it is impossible to forget it? Most of us forget a large percentage of the people we meet, the places we go, the events we experience. But certain things stick out in our minds and are never forgotten. Why? What''s special about those memorable times?
In the Hebrew language, the word for remember is zachor. There is a principle in Hebrew that phonetic sounds and letters are inter-related regarding their meaning. Consequently, although the word sagar means ''to close,'' sagar and zachor are connected in the depth of their connotations (the ''s'' and ''z'' are phonetically close, as are the ''g'' and ''ch''). When we remember an event, it is because we originally closed off that occurrence in our minds and locked it in as supremely meaningful.
When we are experiencing our wedding day or our graduation, we connect so powerfully to the celebration that it is as if our psyche is taking a continuous photo session. We store these numerous memories in the ''picture album'' of our mind, locking them in and never forgetting them.
There don''t seem to be too many days or happenings that we lock in like this. How can we produce more experiences and days to be lived as powerfully? Morrie tells us: Learn how to die, and you learn how to live.
If we truly lived with that little bird on our shoulder asking us if we are ready to die today, we would bond so strongly with every event in our lives. We would appreciate every sunset, every walk around the block, every phone call from our parents, every conversation with our friends, every culinary delight, and so on. Each instant of life would be laced with urgency and passion. We would remind ourselves of the significance that every human experience can yield. We would pinch ourselves regularly as a reminder to appreciate the moment. We would make all days and events meaningful and memorable -- even the so called monotonous ones.
By living each day as if it could be our last, we relate to each life experience passionately, powerfully, and memorably.
This is what is meant by a Talmudic statement that has perplexed many throughout the ages: "Whoever wants to live, must make himself dead" (Tamid 32a).
What does this mean? Judaism teaches that we must embrace life, seize the world and conquer it. How can it be advantageous to make ourselves like we are dead?
The explanation is: Learn how to die, and you learn how to live. By living each day as if it could be our last, we relate to each life experience passionately, powerfully, and memorably.
On the last Shabbat of every Jewish month, we recite a beautiful prayer expressing our hopes and dreams for the coming month. In this prayer, we say, ''God, please grant us a long life.'' The question should be obvious: How is it possible to live a long life in one month''s time? A month lasts for 30 days. It would make sense for us to request to live out the month, the complete 30 days, but what do we mean when we ask for long life for a month''s time?
It is possible to live many years and yet live a short life. It is feasible to live few years and yet live a long life. As a wise man once said, "Life is not measured by the amount of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away." A month could be one full of long life or it can be a short-lived month. Both months last 30 days. The difference between them lies in how many meaningful moments were created during those 30 days. Thus, we ask God every month to help us experience our lives fully lived.
Whether we imagine the little bird on our shoulder or not, let''s keep this in our consciousness: when we learn how to die, we will learn how to live.

Saigon, July 21st night....
It''s raining softly outside the windows..."Kiss the rain" of Yiruma is flowing in my headphone.....I miss you...the small road is faded under the rainfall...the light from the computer can''t break the lonely surround me...It keeps raining...

i love her that much but i cant show it to her... i just dont know why...

I have found this topic today, I like it...
It''''s been the fifth day, I have not slept enough time...Only 5 or 6 hours for a day...
awwww, sleepy... I wish a deep sleep in my work place
Được KIENSGH sửa chữa / chuyển vào 07:58 ngày 22/07/2008