Diary....

Have u ever made spaghetti by urself?
Today,i''ve just cook spâghetti for the lunch.I wonder to know why ii tastes strangely............
Oh,god!

It keeps raining to night, and maybe tomorrow...I''m tormented with the memories ''bout you...If I could, I want to turn back the time, I want to make you smile, I want.......but how can I do any thing if you''re far, far away from here...how can I tell you when you''re with someone else...it keeps raining...saigon, a lonely night...

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I''m burning my soul ...pls give ur wonderfull smiles to me, and i can do many things...

Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end? Noone feels like those words, but it has somewhat happened to me.

people say that after the rain, the rainbow apppears....i saw the rainbow but ...ha ha i even cant wear a smiley mask...oh, forget it. i just want to lie down now and hope that anyone will wake me up ...never say goodbye...

phù... i know something is wrong ... just forget it...next week, i will act like a good kid, smile - stay at home . i hope that it can heal my wound

I was unhappy at tonight,
Hum, Just my work.

(Today I feel a little sad, I''ve just arranged my book shelves and realized that I didn''t learn half of the materials I collected. However, I have no time to do/read all of them, I am arriving in England next month. So I wished that I could share them for sb interesting in them , yet I found that some one posted all the books I have

Wow its been such a long long time since I stepped in this Diary. I dont know but maybe these days I didnt feel good, August is not my month and I became totally stressed w/ things around me.
Began w/ a disappointing mark in thesis defense and then comes my "inthebetween" GPA. Can you believe its 7.99. OMG, I wanna kill myself for all the stupid mistakes and inthebetween thinking in my very self. What can I do w/ this ranking?
I would not go further w/ this question since it probably leads me to the bottleneck. The only thing I could say now is blaming myself for having lived without targets and dreams during that time. Now my dream comes back to me and its a little too late. This afternoon, to release this stress, I cycled in the crowded streets, the songs from my mp3 did not cheer me up even.
I am jobless at the moment. My energy, my determination is running out for each passing day. I wonder whether I can stay optimistic and lively for the coming times. I have no idea.
Thing is marks count nothing to me not until my dream of pursuing further study returns. Now I am stuck in this situation. Again life is challenging me.
Will it come to the end in Sept? Surely I dont wanna be a character in this sad long movie any longer.
Yet life is always unfair and I hate this fact.
Well such a discontent n stressful posting

phew...this time is too hard for me...maybe typing some sentence will help me a little ...all i need now is a high-speed motor so that i can drive and enjoy the strong fresh winds hitting my face ...but u know, it''s just a dream
everytime when i think that i can take off that stupid mask, i (^#%*(
everytime when i think that i can smile freely, i &(@^%(%
everytime when i think that i can get close to u, u just fade away ...
and u know it hurt me a lot....
it''s even more painful when i cant stop thinking about u ...