Diary....

today is a day like yesterday, like the day before yesterday and 2 days before yesterday... I have been sick for more than 3 weeks, 3 f*cking weeks. The illness have been killing me is f*cking strange for mature guy like me. That illness is just appear on children, just 10% only on adult. That is so f*cked up.
Poor my sweetheart, she has been deep sh*t for all that long. She has devotedly taken care of me. I would send her thousand roses for all what she has done for me.
Love you more than whatever could be
one day is passing.

One more ****ty interview to come, truth be told i hate it, I found that some interviewers were talking **** all the time when i met them.. they acted like they know every ****ing thing, goddamn thing...so funny, they''re trying to let the people see the fast ass... i give it a ****tt...
some companies are leaded by some goddamn people and i feel sorry for them
suck

Well so much discontentment here. These days are "interviewing" days I have to say. And I did fail alot but what I''ve gained after those times are not too small. I think interviewers are most of the time not as stupid and crazy as we suppose. They give us "foolish-to-be" questions but that doesnt mean they are fool. Remember we are being tested, and if we are not cautious enuf to figure out their traps, we are out.
Maybe I had to say thank you to many of them. They taught me a lot more than I had imagined. Anyway, too many failures will let me down and obviously am gonna be the winner in a harsh competition coming. Believe in urself and good luck!
Bookworm

i feel like a jerk, i did bad in the midterm
hu hu T_T
to in the between: nice eyes

My EYEs
Thxxxxxxxxx
Bookworm

I need to revise everything on thís week...

Well today was an exhausted day. I''ve got to ride alot and play alot also. Now I realize one thing: treasure your health as much as possible or U will die soon. Yeah, it sounds crazy but it''s eternally an undeniable truth. So that''s the reason why today I played sport just like I will never have a second chance to do so. And it worked really. I had a chance to level w/ top ones in my class. They helped me so so so much in improving my "hand". Thank u all but my instructor hix.
My bday is coming and right now am still unemployed. What a life! I tried my best to turn smt around, hoping that its a gift for my own. But...oh u shouldnt blame me for not doing things to my utmost. Am trying, u know. Bless for me.
Hope in the next few days, smt miracle would come to me. Mamen

T_T
last night, i felt sad a little so i heard a rock song to relax. it was "november rain", one of my most favourite song. everytimes i hear a rock song when i''m sad. i will be sunk in a strong feeling what make me crazy-like ( not sure it correct). damn i like that feelings but i dont want to be out of control. that''s why i prevent myselff from hearing them.what a shame ...
do u think rock songs make u outt of control, guys ?is it good or bad ?

I have to say that, today is a very hot day but, monsoon is coming in the next few days so i have something to hope for...
I have a plan for this summer and hope it works out okay...:

+ Try to lose weight by the healthy way that means i don''t have to give up my fav food and drinks.
+ Enjoy more outdoor activities
+ Learn something new
+ Earn a lil bit extra money
Summer comes and I recall my memory...turn back to the time when i was 18, the day we were together with my high school friends.. It was really a tough time for any of us... I still remember how my friends cried when we said goodbye...and it was... they say friends never say goodbye but time can change everything..
Summer comes with its non-stop raining, i love the fact that when it stop raining, then cool fresh move in, and i can enjoy the breeze on the streets, i love driving my scooter on the street in the late of evenings with my earphones...

I want to ask for for some information about Ielts practice books, so I decide to make a new topic on this forum to ask for help. Oh la la, what''s happening? It says I can''t post that new topic cos I''m a new comer and that at least I have to post a comment or reply or sth like that in a whatever topic. Hummmm, ...so I''m looking around to see if there are any places in this forum where I can drop a line to satisfy that crazy demand. That''s why I''m here ...
Anyway, it''s cool to read your thoughts in this so-called online diary.