Hey J., am I stupid?

I think I am Still I don't know why I like him that much. I'm not sure it's "like" or not, but I have to admit that I miss him a lot, and I just think of him day and night, just can't get him out of my mind. Probably because I'm so lonely and bored, do you know the feeling when you like somebody and it bugs you when you can't get him? J, I want him so bad but it's júst so hard for me to go on, I do try, but sometimes it's so frustrating. I know I need time, confidence and also faith. You are the only one who can understand me in this world. I promise that I will try and believe and wait... Hey J., wish me luck and happiness, love ya......

Well, he's not the only one who can understand you. Why don't you forget me?
You know, never been kissed - an interesting movie, the girl in Never Been Kissed is something like you...
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I can see your smiles
shining down on me
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So let it be what it'll be.. Maybe he's not the one for you..
Let the feeling be something to remember....
You'll get what you give..^_^ **