JUST FOR U, MY STRONGEST PASSION!!!

To Hanoi - boxer,
It is so good that at last, we can have a temporary peace. And i want to emphasize one thing, this is my story, opensesame is only one of those who are interested in my story, maybe she can understand and sympathize with my situation, so she has some words to protect me. I truly want you not to use rude words with her, cuz it is my story, and all of you are readers only. Thank u one more time.
To opensesame,
I am very sorry cuz it is my story that disturb your minds so much, and the worse things is it is me who is the cause for your argument with Hanoi - boxer. I think he has some different ideas, or, simply he isn't familiar with that way of expressing feelings. And as u said, it is a public forum, so let he write what he thinks. I don't have a great expectation that everyone who reads my topic will understand and share with me. I don't know how to express my feelings for you but a very sincere thanks for your support and sharing, my dearest friend!
My passion,
The last day of this working week has ended. Oh, poor me, i don't know how to bear the feelings of missing you. I miss your eyes, and the way you look at me... That feelings is so terrible that it makes me think that if one day i can never hear your voice, all the things left in the world will become unmeaningful.
Today, we have talked much, we have talked about my dreams, about your feelings, about the reason why we quicky belong to each other, about the destiny, about the life, about the pressure of work... you are really a good shoulder to cry on...and i find that how lucky i am to have you in my life as my friend, as my passion.
Now, i have to go out, so let me kiss you thousands, thousands, and thousands of time...

[red]when i first saw you i saw love
And the first time you touched me, I felt love
I KNOW IT IS BEAUTIFUL LOOKING AT YOU, IN THE WORLD OF LIES YOU ARE THE TRUTH...

Hey, friends & sis, just forget him, just think that he wasn't alive and did'nt come to this topic, OK? If we keep telling him what he is & how we feel about him, we just get hotter & waste our time.
So, just forget him. He's not deserved to be a man, no, even a boy.

Always keep smiling !!!

Ah, I forget this thing, where is the webmaster? I think Hanoi_boxer should be thrown away with what he said. Right?

Always keep smiling !!!

To my dear Cassiechit,
How lucky i am to have you in my life as my younger sister!!!
When i post my topic here, i never think that i can find people who understand me even more than my close friends. Thank u for your beautiful words, thank u for your listening, and thank you for your supporting. I love all of you here, my friends.
I KNOW IT IS BEAUTIFUL LOOKING AT YOU, IN THE WORLD OF LIES YOU ARE THE TRUTH...
Được verycutehoney sửa chữa / chuyển vào 08:54 ngày 27/07/2002

My passion,
A new day has come. I should have not waken up too early, cuz today we will have no chance to meet each other. Since i met you, i have a new habit of driving along all the streets with a hope that i could see you... But now, i understand that if we meet each other, what u can give me now is not only a smile but also your passion. You and I, no longer we can hide the passion that we give for each other. I think i should go to bed and sunk in my dreams all the day, cuz when i sleep, it seems that i can control my mind, let it think about you, and we will meet each other, burn the passion... I long for your kisses, I long to meet you, I long to hear your so warm and sweet voice... Oh, my God, whenever i think about you, i can't keep myself from praying God, i wish he could turn back the time, let us meet each other earlier when you were single, and i was free, or at least, he can help us forget the present, we will come to each other...
I am waiting for your phone, and honey, even when u don't call me, from the deepest part of my heart, i have a strong belief that you miss me, too
i am drifting on your passionate eyes...
I KNOW IT IS BEAUTIFUL LOOKING AT YOU, IN THE WORLD OF LIES YOU ARE THE TRUTH...

Toi da theo doi nhung bai viet cua ban, ke tu bai dau tien den bai gan day nhat. Ban that su rat dung cam khi tho lo nhung tam su cua minh, mot van de ma se dua ra nhieu tranh luan va y kien khac nhau, che trach co, cam thong co, dong tinh co, tham chi ca chui boi cung co. Tinh yeu tu truoc den nay van la mot de tai het suc nan giai, no co nhung quy luat cua rieng no, con suc manh cua no thi manh hon tat ca vi no co kha nang chien thang duoc y chi cua con nguoi. Toi tin rang van de ma ban dang duong dau khong phai chi rieng mot minh ban moi gap phai dau, thuc te cung co rat nhieu nguoi dang muon giai bai toan nan y nay. Khong co mot nguoi con gai nao la khong ap u trong minh mot man of my dreams ca, nhung khong phai nguoi nao cung co cai may man duoc mot nguoi dan ong dung nhu man of my dreams o ben canh ben minh suot doi ca, co the ban se chang bao gio co co hoi gap duoc nguoi dan ong ly tuong do ca, du chi mot lan, co the la nguoi dan ong do lai xuat hien trong mot hoan canh het suc ngang trai, nhu truong hop cua ban day, toi khong phan xet viec lam cua ban la phan boi hay thieu thuy chung voi nguoi minh yeu, do co hai le, thu nhat toi khong phai nguoi trong cuoc, thu hai toi cung khong dam khang dinh minh co the kiem soat duoc tinh cam kha hon trong mot hoan canh giong cua ban, boi co mot ai co the dam khang dinh hay tu xung minh co the 100% khong dong long truoc mot nguoi dan ong dung nhu man of your dream chu, cho du ban dang o trong bat cu mot hoan canh nao, ke ca khi ban da co gia dinh yen am, mot nguoi chong tot. Theo nhu ban viet, ban moi gap nguoi dan ong do, nhung hinh anh tot dep ban dau da de lai cho ban nhung an tuong rat dac biet va da khien cho ban cung tu do roi vao tinh huong kho xu kia, theo toi ban van con rat nhieu thoi gian de xac dinh tinh cam cua minh co that manh me nhu ban nghi khong boi theo thoi gian ban cung se co co hoi de danh gia nhin nhan thau dao hon lai con nguoi cua nguoi dan ong do, co that su giong voi man of your dream khong, hay chi la mot ban copy chat luong tot nhung van con thieu sot rat nhieu chi tiet quan trong, nhu vay ban se xac dinh duoc tinh cam cua ban danh cho nguoi do co that su dang hay khong, co dang vi nguoi do ma risk your love with the other man khong ma theo ban viet cung la mot nguoi dan ong rat tot, boi tinh cam khong giong nhu nhung thu khac, da sut me roi rat kho han gan cho no nguyen ven giong nhu luc ban dau, nhung gi tot dep o nguoi yeu cua ban, ban da co 4 nam de khang dinh, con nguoi kia moi chi la mot thoi gian het suc han thoi, dung de tinh cam dua tren an tuong tot ban dau cua ban danh lua y chi va su chu quan trong su phan biet thuc gia, tinh cam ma ban co duoc trong 4 nam rat dang quy, phai biet tran trong no nhe, dung de mat roi moi thay quy. Hon nua, nguoi dan ong ban moi quen da co gia dinh roi lai co con nua, xin phep duoc noi thang, cho du nguoi dan ong do cung co tinh cam voi ban di chang nua, toi cung khong dam chac nguoi do co that su duoc trao tang danh hieu manly khong, va lai su can thiep cua ban vao mot gia dinh yen am la khong nen, ket qua se khien rat nhieu nguoi dau long, con neu anh ta van con la free man, toi nghi neu qua that anh ta xung dang danh hieu manly thi ban cung co the risk mot phen, neu la toi, toi cung se thu. Chac ban cung biet cai cau qua xua nay, yeu mot nguoi khong nhat thiet la phai chiem huu no, da la tinh hieu that su thi la uncon***ionaly do ma, chi can biet ho cung co tinh cam voi minh va neu nhu co the dao lon thoi gian, ban la nguoi den truoc thi chac chan hai nguoi cung se end up mot cach tot dep cung la mot su man nguyen roi. Xin tam dung o day, chuc ban se tim cho minh mot quyet dinh thich hop, khong lam ton thuong toi minh, khong lam ton thuong toi ai va quan trong nhat la don''''t make a big mess, khong phai giac mo nao cung come true dau, toi nghi neu dem ra tham do dan y thi so luong nguoi chiem huu duoc man of their dream hiem hoi lam, nhung khong phai tat ca nhung nguoi con lai deu khong hanh phuc dau boi cung co nhung nguoi dan ong khac co dem lai hanh phuc cho ho, ma cung co ai chac chan duoc la man of our dream se dem lai hanh phuc hoan my cho chung ta, ho manly the thi cung se bi dom ngo nhieu lam day va chung ta von khong biet an ot nhung cung biet ghen do ma, ghen roi thi .....ai cha lam chuyen lam, thoi bay gio toi xin ngung han o day . Mot lan nua xin chuc ban hanh phuc, vui ve va xac dinh duoc tinh yeu dich thuc cua minh.
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Bạn opensesame thân mến của tôi,
Tôi rất cảm ơn vì tất cả những lời lẽ rất đỗi thông cảm mà bạn đã dành cho tôi. Tôi cần phải thú thực một điều, do cái tính phức tạp và khó thông cảm của câu chuyện này nên tôi rất ngại ngùng khi tâm sự với mọi người. Không phải là tôi không hiểu nổi những điều mà mọi người phê phán, tôi biết sự xuất hiện của tôi đối với anh ấy lúc này không hoàn toàn tốt, nó dù ít dù nhiều, cũng khiến tình yêu hoặc ít ra là niềm đam mê trong anh ấy phải chia xẻ. Và cũng bởi đã đặt mình vào vị trí của vợ anh ấy, nên mặc dù thousands of times i want to be his woman, nhưng tôi luôn dừng lại, tôi không cho phép việc đấy xảy ra, bởi mặc dù " my passion" của tôi được cấu thành bởi những tố chất cực kỳ mãnh liệt ,nhưng anh ấy luôn biết dừng lại ở những limit nhất định, cả tôi và anh ấy vẫn chưa cho phép bản thân trở thành người không chung thuỷ, ít ra là về mặt thể xác. Một số người nói rằng, tôi thật may mắn bởi cái anh ấy dành cho tôi không chỉ là ***. Tôi cũng nhận thấy như thế, nhưng tôi cũng xin được lật lại vấn đề là nếu anh ấy chỉ dừng lại ở ***, thì tôi đã không rất đỗi thương yêu mà gọi anh ấy là "my passion" và hơn nữa là " my spiritual passion". Tôi không phải là kẻ đạo đức giả, tôi thú thật rằng chúng tôi có khao khát nhau, nhưng do *** không phải là lý do duy nhất khiến chúng tôi belong to each other nên đến nay thậm chí một cái cầm tay cũng chưa xảy ra. Chính bởi vì thế, tôi tự hào vì anh ấy, tự hào vì những gì chúng tôi dành cho nhau, chúng tôi ở bên nhau là những con người thực, biết thương yêu, biết đam mê và điều quan trọng là biết nghĩ cho nhau và biết dừng lại ở những cái limit mình không nên bước qua.
Bạn của tôi, tôi hiểu bạn muốn nói gì khi xét đến vấn đề tình yêu đích thực và man of dreams. Trong cuộc sống có cái cần và sau đó là cái đủ, tôi hiểu my official boyfriend chính là cái cần, và " my passion" chính là cái đủ. Có lẽ tôi sẽ tập bằng lòng với cái mình có, nhưng các bạn thân yêu của tôi, tôi không thể vùi dập tố chất đam mê trong mình... và cũng chưa biết làm thế nào để thổi chất đam mê vào cái cần của mình...
Một lần nữa xin được cám ơn bạn. Tôi đã may mắn xiết bao khi có bạn... và cả những người khác nữa, bởi xét đến cùng các bạn cũng chỉ muốn đánh thức tôi, để kéo tôi về cái cần thôi...
I KNOW IT IS BEAUTIFUL LOOKING AT YOU, IN THE WORLD OF LIES YOU ARE THE TRUTH...

My passion,
You have just called me to let me hear your loving words, to make me remember that even when we don't have chance to meet each other, i am still your passion. Every time you call me, the happiest minutes is when you say " Em à, anh đây" cuz at such moments, you bring me the feelings that we have been of each other as default. I still remember the first time u called me, u said " T à, anh K đây ", so at that time, i am not yours, and you are not mine, and now... so much happy, my honey. I consider it as the biggest difference of time.
Sometimes, i am afraid that one day, when we go to the end of the road, so at such time, which type will your feelings change into? That is why i want us to wait, wait and wait... cuz the passion when coming to its peak, will change into what we expect... I will be waiting for you all the minutes of the day, hope that u will call me again, again and again...
How do i breath without you??? If you ever go....
I KNOW IT IS BEAUTIFUL LOOKING AT YOU, IN THE WORLD OF LIES YOU ARE THE TRUTH...

My passion,
It is 7 p.m now and i am gonna go out with my boyfriend. Actually saying, i don't know how to restart the passion that i used to give him. Until now, it seems that he hasn't known a pitiful fact that the passion has fade away, and everytime he comes, he can't bring me the sunshine like before, everytime he kisses me, he couldn't wake up the desire in my heart. Now, i am not either happy or unhappy when receiving his loving behaviours. I have a feelings that all the things happened between him like a routine. Oh my God, if it is a sin, so why don't u show me how to do, what to do, or at least can u show me the way to forget " my passion"?
Every romantic things is set as scheduled, never have i received any surprised thing from him, all things are done as what i say, and i have to say very clearly what i want then he will give me. Is there any love story that is more boring than mine?
Am I a woman that is too difficult to meet my demand? Frankly speaking, he can ensure a very good life for me, many luxirious meals, many expensive clothes... but what are for when we can't relive our passion? Forgive me, if i can't love you as much as I should have...
I feel so good when i can tell you all the things above, maybe it is not the reason that you can burn the passion in my hearts, the only reason is we are born for each other, even when we can't stay side by side every minutes of the day...
I KNOW IT IS BEAUTIFUL LOOKING AT YOU, IN THE WORLD OF LIES YOU ARE THE TRUTH...