Lovelorn or emotions or...whatever.....

I do not know why Iam feeling so lonely at this moment ?
I decided to accept this loneliness a week ago but still why ?
Do I like him that much so that I can not get him out of my mind ?
I haven't got this feeling before...
There are guys saying that they love me...who can trust them ?
I have decided that I will not fall in love till the day I finish my studying
But why do i like a person who is totally not in love with me ?
Why is that ?
Perhaps there is no answer to that question
I heard a song, it said: " When you love someone, you deny the truth, believe in lies..."
Am i denying the truth that he does not completely love me ?
Am I that bad ?
Iam a girl, who also has a heart to feel and receive what i give away...
But still now, I do not understand why I am love that much...
"Hey girl, you have just said to yourself that there is no answer. Why do you keep asking that ?"
May be, Iam to much in love with him
Have you ever heard the word " lovelorn" yet ?
Am I a looser???
Anyway, I will never forget the feeling Iam having right now
He may be the one for me
But iam not the one for him
" So keep on dreaming girl, you might catch him in your sweet dreams"
From now on, whenever I miss you, I will sit down and write for you
I will restore those written-feelings in a box so that you will know there is a girl in this world who falls for you deeply and truely with all her heart.
Am I a silly girl ?
May be..YES.....may be...NOT AT ALL...

Đấy là cảm giác của một cô gái yêu đương phương một anh chàng nhỏ hơn cô ấy một tuổi.....Chuyện ấy có thể xảy ra chứ nhỉ????

đề nghị bạn dịch tiếng việt cho dễ đọc
chứ cứ ngồi dịch trên mạng chỉ tổ tốn tiền của tui thui
mà tui thì muốn biết lắm
BẦU TRỜI TƯ CÁCH
you should always leave loved ones with loving words.it may be the last time you see them

Đọc nguyên bản tiếng Anh mới cảm nhận được cái hay của nó, dù không phải ai cũng đọc được.
Dịch ra tiếng Việt nhiều khi nghe vừa chuối vừa sến, mà không phải ai cũng dịch được.
Nhưng nếu bạn post một bài dài như vậy mà toàn tiếng Anh thì nên để trong box English.
Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it.
I just want you back for good

Why not? It can happen to anyone of us you know. We can't always control our heart and tell it how to feel. I do not know who you are as well as who he is, so I'm not able to give you any valuable advice, I'm really sorry, but please be courageous! ?oThere can be miracles when you believe. Though hope is frail it's hard to kill. Who knows what miracles, you can achieve when you believe... Somehow you will, you will when you believe?... that's all I wanna say to you.
PS: If you want to share sth in English, you're welcome to English club, everybody there is willing to help you. Hope that things will be fine soon.
Best regards,
Britney.
As we go on, we remember all the times we had together
As our lives change, come whatever
We will still be FRIENDS FOREVER

Thanks a lot Brit.... I know Iam kind of lost here when I posted my topic in a wrong place. I've just found out English club the other day but I keep thinking that in English club, there are no spaces for those "stupid" feelings like mine to be there so I hesitate to join in....but sooner or later, I will rush myself to be a member of EC......after all my exams are done.....hi`hi`hi`..bb
PS: Again, thank Brit so much for encouraging me....you are a "girl" !!!!!!!