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My confidence......my diary.......my love........

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    21/04/2002
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    My dearest,

    Never think that Iâ?Td have to sit here someday, writing you such an email. All my mails to you so far have always worn a happy air with much love and delight inside, as I know theyâ?Tre real fun to you, where you can find a sympathy as well as my ever feelings for you... Just this thought makes me unable to write you any words of reproach. Anyway, I donâ?Tt want such a feeling to burden in my mind and make me feel ill at ease, facing you. I never expect any distance between us, which Iâ?Tve been trying to do ever since I decided on a long-term relationship with you... I know you share the same thought in your mind but there still seems to be some obstacles, which I could sense but not figure it out.....

    Whenever I think of you, I find a steady shoulder to cry on and a spiritual comfort. Iâ?Tve never thought Iâ?Td expect any support from you, if you know what I mean.... Maybe you donâ?Tt know what problem is hidden deep inside my heart as I just donâ?Tt want to bring you any more trouble as of the mental and physical painstaking things youâ?Tve got in your job.

    I certainly know that you worry about me, but my dear, if only you had known that I would have felt so happy and encouraged to hear a gently comfort or a loving care from you instead of such a reproach from you.... I couldnâ?Tt help comparing with my female colleagues, who often get calls from their husbands or lovers while working late in the evening and some show proud to have their beloved pick them up without any bother..... I tried to put those thoughts aside as I know you care for me in a different way, but I still cannot figure it out what itâ?Ts like....
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    Today I really had *****ffer lots of trouble and tiresomeness in the office and I just looked forward to seeing you to nestle into the protection of your shoulders while driving on the way back. Whereas, instead of my wishes, you got angry with me. I know the anger came from your worries about me, about my health, but... I felt so self-pity, did you know that? Iõ?Tve been loved and cared and worried about before but why is it so difficult with you, dear? I cried in silence as I felt isolated.... I thought you would come to me when you heard me crying but I mistook! You did not come over but went back home and made it as a punishment upon me. Was it what you would do to comfort me?
    õ?Ưõ?ƯThen when I was sure that you did not come, I felt something missing and empty and I called you many times, which I knew for sure you ignored to answer as you wanted me to be tormented by the fact that I spent too much time on work.... But tell me, have I ever treated you in the same way? Did I ever not try to comfort and encourage you when you are tired of work and feel disappointed? Why couldnõ?Tt you do that to me? You did it as a punishment to me. I explained to you that I never expected such a thing nor asked for trouble from work.
    You did not know that in order to meet you on Sat evening, I left my work behind as well as let others work on themselves just to have time walking around with you. I always give you a priority but you didnõ?Tt seem to know that.... Did I deserve that ill of you? You can sit, looking back on the moments weõ?Tve been together and see if Iõ?Tve ever considered you less important than anything? Should I be worth being treated in the same way? I donõ?Tt ask for that but please, I know whatõ?Ts important to my life!.....

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