Hi everyone! I open this topic for loveing peole who want to share their feeling with everyone, how happiness is when we love someone and be loved by someone. how sadness is when we have to live far from our lover or even saying good bye or being left alone. I will tell you about my love story. I am a little sad now, and I actually don''t know how to do now. Someone cares about me, please give me your advice and I hope outsider can think it better than me. I will tell you about the first time how I met my boyfriend later. But now, I will tell you what is happening daily.
Fa of mine I just came back home from evening class. I had a dinner very quick because I want to write to you dear. I miss you a lot. On the way back home from class, I was in the bus and I missed you a lot dear. Fa, I missed the first time we hugged each other. I was embarrassed very much when you said to me that You liked me a lot. "Va, you know, I like you a lot", is it right dear? I hope I remember exactly . At that time, I felt alone very much dear, and I expected you to hug me, but you didn''t. After some minutes, I tried to be more confident, you know, I liked you before you came to me, do you remember I told you on chat? I said to you that If I did not have boyfriend, I would love you. And you cried and You said to me that You felt pity something happened in the past and why didn''t you meet me before my boyfriend met me? Do you remember dear? At that time you said to me that, I felt loving you although I had never seen you in direct. That''s why when you said to me "I like you a lot" and I felt alone because you did not hug me. Then I had to move near you, and put my head on your thigh, then your shoulder. And I wanted to kiss you but you seemed not want to kiss me, maybe you were suprised very much because I had that action. And maybe everything was too early at that time. But I love you dear, I love you so much. So I wanted to be closer you very much. I love you dear. My Fa, I missed the time we were together a lot dear. I know I love you very much and I can not live without you anymore. I love you forever. It''s 10:06p.m now, I am waiting for you, I hope you will be online even just some seconds to say hi, how are you and .. good night! FaVa forever!
How are you sweet love of mine? Thanks a lot for your mails and for your messages dear, thanks a lot for the nice words you sent me, you make me feel so good dear, so nice of you, you know, you are so sweet dear. Please don''t worry to much if you think your test wasn''t that good, you don''t need to worry before you get the results, maybe it will be better than you could think, just be positive dear. Anyways I think it will be good. Cause I know you, you are good in everything you do dear. I just hope you weren''t too nervous for the test, cause that could make that you didn''t do it as well as you are able to. But just relax dear, wait and see ok? Oh, so you love me more than yesterday???? Wowwww, so it means that yesterday you didn''t love me so much??? Ohhhhhh, ..... ( just kidd''n dear...) Well it''s the same you know, I always love you more and more, it''s so wonderfull you know, I love you so much, want to be with you and have a life with you. Imagine for example now, you have to go to do a test , well, if we were together, then we could go together, I would go with you and support you on the way, then I would wait for you while you are doing the test, and then when you finishe, I will be waiting for you outside, and as soon as you come back to me I would ask you how was it? I would ask you the details, listen to you and care for you, then we would go back home and talking and talking on the way back. You would never feel lonely, and I would always be there as first to know the details and results. I would just love that dear. Va, I really want to live with you you know, from all my heart, I want to have a life with you. In my head I am thinking so much about it, how we will do, how it will be etc etc.... many ideas, ideas that I want to discuss with you, but it''s so difficult to discuss in mails, I want to do it in real, so we really can discuss about it, I need to do that, because everything takes time, and I want a good preparation about it (don''t know if you understand what I mean, I just mean I want to prepare everything carefully before doing it for real). Va, my love, I love you so much, and same as you, I can''t tell you enough that I love you, and how much I do love you, same as you also, I have never had such a feeling before, never dear, I have never felt so good and so happy with someone else, it''s such a wonderfull feeling, and I don''t want to give this up, I believe in us, I have always believed in us, and I will fight for it till the end, I want you dear, as long as you will want me too, as long as your love will exist, I will fight to get what I want. I want you, I want to live with you, I want a life with you, a future with you. I love you Van, so much.... Va, about tomorrow (or today when you read this) , I will arrive home around 10.15 pm as usual, but highly probably I won''t have privacy. But i will try to come online anyways as soon as I can, so I guess probably around 10.30 pm . But it will just for few minutes and hiding, so sorry for this dear, but I need to see you, even just few min. I hope everything will be ok, and we will see each other a little while. This week will be hard it seems to meet each other, Tuesday and Wednesday you will be out, Thursday is holiday here, so it means I will have no privacy, but anyways I will try to manage time and give you a ring if it''s necessary. Friday will be the same, I have to take holiday on Friday because the company is closed. So same thing for Friday. But anyways, we will see each other dear, I promise. Will be hard for me, but I will because I need you. So Va, I will let you free now, I will see you tomorrow night, maybe I will check my mails at work, but I don''t know yet if it will be posible. I will see ok? Oh, I''m drinking tea now, in the cups I bought with you, remember? I always feel closer to you when i drink tea, I always remember that place and that time we were together .... Ok dear, I wish you a nice day today, take good care of you dear, think of me a lot. I do think of you a lot too. I love you Va, from all my heart, you are all I need in this world. Bye my love, send you lots of kisses and a strong hug. Bye Va, your faithfull man, Fa Fa & Va are one, FaVa for ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hic..hic.. I miss you too, my darling! Do you know I miss you very much? Hu .. Hu .. when will we meet each other, darling? I need to meet you .. hu ... hu .. I love you
Dear Va Here I am, it''s late already here, 11 pm. How are you dear? I hope you went to bed early after our short chat, I want you to rest. Thanks a lot dear for your mails, you are so sweet. I love you so much dear. Me too I miss the time when we just met you know, and I''m sorry if I didn''t act the way you were expecting me to act. But you know, my feelings were as strong as yours dear. But I was just a bit shy, uncomfortable, but it didn''t mean I didn''t feel the same feeling as you did. Of course I felt loveing you since the beginning, but I just didn''t dare to say it, I was affraid to say something wrong, to fast, or too rude, so I just said something very carefully, to see how you would react. Don''t worry about it dear, I loved you since the very beginning, same as you, but you were just less shy than me.... (smille). Va, my love, I really love you you know, I want to start living with you as soon as posible dear. Really, I beg you dear, try your best to free yourself as soon as posible, so we can get together. I really want you, a life with you, I want you dear, you are so wonderfull to me, I love you Va..... Va, please be strong always ok? I need you to be strong, VERY strong dear, cause I will need also to be strong, and therefore I will need to see you strongly, I need you to help me to be strong too dear. Please, I hope you understand what I mean dear. We will both have hard time soon dear, yes both, for sure dear, we will need *****pport each other dear, please Van, understand me, we HAVE *****pport each other in hard time coming. It will be very hard and painful for both of us dear, each time we will have to say something or ask something about .... ''the other person'', will be hard. But we have to be able to face that dear. We can not just hide and not talk about it all the time, soon or late we will have the need to ask or talk about it, so, then we will have to be strong and support each other dear, trust each other, and keep believing in what we both want. Believe in FaVa, because FaVa is only one dear, you and me, whatever the circumstances around us, we love each other Va, that is clear, and no one, nothing will be able to destroy that, no one will sabotage that dear, cause we are strong, we love, we believe each other, and we will fight, all for our future. Do you understand dear? Do you agree with what I say ??? I don''t say anything bad you know, I just want to make something clear for the near future, I just want you to be ready for hard time, to be ready to face hard time, I want you to be strong and keep believing in us dear, because you are my future, and I can not exist without you, and I know you can not exist without me, you told me that dear. So whatever happens, whatever is good or bad happens in our life, we have to be strong and be patient, then, when the time will be right, we will get together, for life dear. And then, after all the hard time, will come relief, will come real happiness, you and me, forever together, starting our new life dear, a wonderfull life, a pasionate life Va.... Va, I love you dear, only with you I will be able *****rvive after those difficulties, only for you I am willing to fight so hard to obtain what I want. Va, I love you so much dear, and I feel your love so good, I love your love that you give to me, I love you Van, God I love you.... I will never leave you alone dear, never. I am happy now you know, so happy, thanks to you, I want you to be happy too dear. You have to be happy all the time, just think of me and be happy. When you feel unhappy for any reason, then think of me and smile, think of me and be happy , because that is also the way I do it, when i feel bad, I think of you, then i can''t do anything else than starting smilling, and then I remember the time we met, then i am happy. Va, my love, I love you so much, please write me soon too, tell me all nice things you want to tell me, I need you dear, I love you, love you so much, from all my heart. You are wonderfull Va, a wonderful woman, really, I adore you, I admire you, I respect you, I care for you, I love you dear, I love you, I love you, sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. God, I need to stop writing now, it''s late, I need to go to sleep, I still have to tell you something I did for our future in my mind today, but will tell you later dear. Everything is good dear, everything is positive, for us, for our future. I love you Va, so so much. I will see you tomorrow after work, I''m so happy you can come tomorrow, thanks dear, hope your computer will be ok by then. I will be there around 10.15 pm, depending on traffic. I will be free till 11 pm. Van, I''m so happy you know, I hope I can check my mails at work, but I almost don''t think so, so don''t worry if you don''t get anything during day tomorrow ok? Ok, I really have to stop now dear, be happy dear, have a nice day tomorrow, enjoy it, take good care of you, eat well, rest well, think of me well.... (smille). I love you from all my heart, I want to kiss you so pasionately right now dear, I love you sooooooooooooooooo much, need to feel your hands on my body, caressing me.... I would caress you too dear..... I love you Va, my Va, my wife, my lovely wife, my life ... for ever.... Bye honey, kisses your faithfull loving and caring man, yours dear, your Fa, Byeeeeeeee see you very soon Va. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Darling! I miss you a lot, do you know? I can''t sleep because I can''t stop thinking of you. I miss you a lot, darling! What are you doing now? are you in sleep? or also thinking of me??? I love you foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr[]
Va of mine Here I am in a hurry, just to say hi, and good night.... I don''t know if you will still read this today, I don''t think so, I hope not cause you should be sleeping now, but anyways dear..... ''Good night my love'', wish you a good night, a good rest, dream sweet honey. I love you Va, can''t be without you dear. I really need you Van, do you understand that? I NEED YOU, day and night, everyday, the whole year long, for the rest of my life..... I love and want you Va, only you. Don''t worry anything from my side dear, don''t compare me with actors from a movie, this is no movie dear, this is real, and I won''t go back, I want to look forwards, into the future, and that future, my future, will be (at least if you always keep believing in it) your future, our future dear, the future of you and me, Fa and Va, FaVa forever. We will have a good life dear, full of love and happiness. I will work on that, and you too dear. I believe in you Va, I trust you dear, we will make it! Va, I love you so much, from all my heart, and i will never leave you alone dear, You will never be alone, never, I promise. Don''t ever doubt about my love for you dear, it will never stop, not even fade, never dear, whatever happens, love will never dissapear between us. Ok Va, I let you free now, you told me we won''t meet each other tomorrow, cause you have to teach, anyways, I will come online as much as I can, as much as posible, just in case something would change from your side, then I will be here, maybe, I will try. If something changes from your side please let me know somehow ok dear.? Then we will meet on Thursday ok? I will be home Thursday, but without privacy, but same as always, I will try to meet you anyways, cause I need you dear. I will let you know with a ring ok? Oh, the guy that would come on Saturday for my old car, will come on Thursday instead, Thursday my morning, so lets hope he is interested in buying. I will let you know the results. So now I must go dear, please be happy tomorrow, give a good teaching..... I know you are good dear, good in everything you do. I love you Va, love you always, always more and more. Bye dear Va of mine, Va is Fa''s girl.... I am Va''s man.... me, Fa Kisses FaVa for ever, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
