My mistake !

When My first love left me, let me alone among the sea of life . My spirit launch into eternity. And just have one target , one question to strike me : How to overtake ?o my first lovê? in profession . How to get so much money than ?othe first lovê? . And become happily than him during my life ? I known I can?Tt because He go away and bring all brilliant in my eyesight , all my joy?I always think that I?Tm a rose flower with some perfume and some thorn . Maybe the thorns of my character made him injure , maybe he start to feel that I?Tm not fascinating for his attention . Thus He don?Tt want waste time on me . So He go far away and let me down with a dark sky .

A long time from that separation ,He came back to me - maybe he wanted to retire after all indulge in pleasure he done or some girl gave him a tit for tat so he recognize that I?Tm the most good girl for him or he think I love him much more than anyone ? I don?Tt know , my soul is spleeping quitely in a dark tunnel, in a dark **** or in a sea bed . When I seat opposite him in a snack bar . I think nothing , just is empty in my soul . No sorrow , no mourn , no stimulate. I came back home alone and bought some flower in Nguyen Khuyen street . It is very expensive but I don?Tt care because now I?Tm freedom . Freedom like a butter flying can go anywhere it like and suck honey ? from now on , I ?~ve get rid of love . I feel I?Tm a pretty girl again , although I?Tm not .

But Now , I need to find out someone , who become my lover in a drama . A few months ago I met him on chat line . With a nickname quite ***y I absorb in his attention . I called him Chi Pheo , and he called back me is Thi No ...and all my mistake is beginning ....
He is 1.77m in height but me is 1.52m in height . Iõ?Tm so lovely with a fair complexion but he is tan . When I seat by him , some people think that is so ridiculous . Because he is attractive with way of gentle but high-mighty. And me , in the public eye and in my close-friends eye õ?" Iõ?Tm a little girl with a face no impressive. Thus , my personerlity is dry and inflexible . I do everything by my head not by my heart or anything like that . At this time , He is the most appropriate for my plan which no without of revenge õ?Ư

I made me feel that I''m alive. And I learnt that I like him .
I run away , run out of his eyesights , run out of his hand , run out of his warm, and his tender .
I don''t think I fell in love so easy like that . With a man who is strange for me . I scare all thing , and become lack self -confident . I dont understand all my emotion ....
And you know, I stuck with a miserable mistake . I have a ***ual intercourse with him !!!
Now I''m a slug contraction into it''s shell. He send to my cellphone a music on each night and say nothing .It made me feel embrassing ...
Now , I live without him . I want to become a adult without him . And I don''t need anyone like as usual .

Without her, men is nothing.
Without him, women is more alive.
Best wishes for U!

I happen to read the text to see what it is about. But I can''t help going to the end. I am in great troubles sometimes and find out that my secret key to be happy is to forget. Best.

Cái vụ ngữ pháp này là by chance hay on purpose 'ây?

Nothing is absolutely right or wrong, kiku_hana, wakarima****a ka!!!

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Sai tiếng Anh hay nihongo.
Sai ngữ pháp hay sai về tinh thần, hè hè...mà sai hết cỡ cơ àh
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