My romantic love story

When I was a child, I used to join with gang of boy. Never I heard that: ?oyou are girl, you should look after doll baby, wear dress and learn to cook.? I liked became brave militant in combat with enemy and command-in-chief. I usually have chuckle and out laughing burst when my grand mother shout at mê? you?Tre very noisy, naughty. Go to taking a bath and wash your hair, hurry up, now?
Up to when I was 14 years old, my close friend-Tam invited me to his birthday party. My mother compelled me wear a rosy dress and tied hair with pink ribbon. In the party, I felt uncomfortable and wanted to cry. All of people looked at me, I thought I look like ugly puppet and my face was sorrowful. Tam talked with mê? To day you?Tre very beautiful, you under go a complete change.? I felt better and smiled with him, but I could not talk anything because it was a first time a boy thinks I am good-looking. This evening, Tam called for me to said:? Good night and have a nice dream! I want to talk with you that: you are lovely girl. ?o I didn?Tt know to talk what, I said? Happy birthday! Good night Tam. Byê?Byê?. Then, I couldn?Tt sleep all night because I thought I said silly things.
The next day morning, I saw him in the way to go to school. Tam greeted me and took me by his bicycle. From that time, we tried to meet each other to talk and do something together. In that year?Ts Xmas, Tam, some friends and me came to see work- fire celebration, we have walk on foot and tried to move through the crowded streets. Tam kept my hand for avoiding loosing me. His hands were warm and liability. I felt my heart thumbing and tightly keep his hand. That night, Tam took me home. At my front door, he gave me lovely 2 dolls kissing each other. Tam looked into my eyes, touched my hair, and kissed my cheek. Then he ran into the dark.
Next two weeks, I avoided meet him, but my soul met him. In class, he tried to look to my eyes, but I looked away. In one physical training lesson, I twisted my leg, and Tam took me home. On the way, he said to me that I hurt his heart. And he added: ? When your leg is pain, I got more double pain, I want to be next to you every time and protect you?. His word made me feel warm. I said to him: ?o I like you much. I think a lot of you and I don?Tt know what to dô?. We laugh all that afternoon, inspire of my painful leg.
Tam reminded us about our childhood memory. That was our pretended wedding, when we were at second class. I didn?Tt remember but he said at that time I like him and want him to be my husband. He was so shy and tried to avoid it. I and some other girls arranged a party and invited our classmate come to celebrate my wedding. I didn?Tt tell him but let my best friend Hong told him. As a little and innocent boy, he was so shy and angry. He thought that he would be a fool for others. His face became red. He said no and ran back to his home directly. A day before wedding, some boys teased him. They shouted at Tam and show him the invitation papers that I wrote. With the red face, he tried to run follow them to takeover the papers and tear them apart. Sometime, he fought with them and was beaten black and blue, because he was not strong. Tam felt terrible. In the class, he avoided the ridiculous eyes and wanted the lesson finished quickly. He swore under his breath I was crazy girl and brought trouble to him. When the class finished, he flowed out of the class and run as fast as possible to home. Some boys ran follow him laughing and show the invitation. Put fuel into fire, some neighbors asked him about the wedding. All that evening, his stayed in his bed and try to ignore his mother?Ts call him to join this party. He felt disappointed and thought in the earth, there is no place for him anymore. Tam slept without diner. Several months later, he were still suffered that disaster. And now maybe, everyone were forgotten it?Then I and him divided into two different classed and didn?Tt see each other until we were at 6th class. He and I saw each other as nothing happened before, no one reminded again about this. He said with mê? You gave me a big impression. you always bulled me. I was used to afraid of you, but now I want you do it again?
We found we had a lot of common things. We liked listening music when it was raining, eating a lot of sweat candies and playing video game.
Two years passed so quickly with a lot of memories. One day, he came to my house with a red rose and one box. I was very surprise to see him; because it was the first time he gave rose to me. Young but old enough, I knew that rose mean love. I stayed for a moment, I didn?Tt know what to do. I came back reality when he say me if he could come into my house. After 15 minute silent, he broke by words: ?o I must go to United State with my family?. Then he said he wished I would stay healthily, happily in Vietnam. I wanted to say a lot but words I only could say to him ?o Good bye and Good luck to you and your family? when we were at the doorway.
I back home and slowly open the box. There is his diary. Tam wrote in it our entire childhood story.
In the last row, I still remember:? I will miss you forever?. Today when writing about this story, I ask myself? Tam! Are you still missing me???


LOVE MEANS YOU NEVER HAVE TO SAY SAY SORRY