New DIARY ( part 3 ).......

Ngày hôm qua..
Một ngày kì lạ.Có rất nhiều thứ cảm xúc.Có quá nhiều thay đổi trong cùng 1 lúc..Chuyên vui nhất có lẽ là câu chuyện sợ ma.Còn... chậc,có lẽ chẳng dám nói với các bà.Ý trí không thể trôi theo tình cảm và cuộc đời là 1 dòng chảy mang tên cố gắng.Vượt qua thôi.
et c'est facile d'accuser le soleil
Facile de dire que le monde est cruel
il n'y a pas que des chansons d'amour ... sur le soleil de tout les jours....

Càng xa càng cảm thấy dễ dàng hơn...
Mình đôi khi thấy mình viển vông...nhưng ai cấm đoán các ước mơ nhỉ?
Cuộc sống bắt ng ta phải làm những gì ng ta không muốn...quả thật,bây giờ mình không muốn quen với bất cứ ai,cũng như không muốn giữ mối quan hệ nào ngoài cùng tuổi,cũng không hiểu nổi mình,nhưng mình muốn như thế,để tập trung hơn....
Hôm nay nghe thằng bạn nói bị đúp,mình không ngờ được...
I'm like a bird...
...and I'm gonna fly away!!!
 

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Ma ma said

Chắc không còn mấy dịp được thế này....coi như tạm thời chia tay...
Trong lòng mang cái gì đó buồn buồn...tự nhiên mình cảm thấy khoái ngoại giao...cũng có thể tại nghe một ng bạn nói..cũng có thể do tính ngông cuồng của tuổi trẻ...mình không biết do cái nào hơn nữa...suy cho cùng,mọi ng bao giờ cũng thích con gái làm cái gì nhẹ nhàng,có thể nói,cái gì mà về sau có thể chăm lo được cho gia đình nữa,nhưng mình không muốn bó chân trong cái thông thường luật lệ sẵn có,và mình cảm thấy,từ trước đến nay,nhiều lần mình đã hành động theo cái mà mọi ng muốn,không nhất thiết là cái mình muốn...cái gì mình đã quyết định,chấp nhận nó!
Thanh thản hơn nào,hôm nay mình đã nói với mẹ:Con không thích vừa tốt nghiệp đã học đh tiếp,con muốn đi làm,đi đâu đó để mở rộng tầm mắt,lúc đó con mới hiểu được con thích cái gì và mới phấn đấu được hết mình cho cái đó!Mẹ dường như không hiểu ý,đã khuyên mình là về sau bận chồng con không học được,nhưng mẹ có hiểu là con không thiết tha gì lập gia đình cả,con cũng biết đời con sau sẽ khổ lắm,nhưng con cũng không hiểu nữa,con chỉ cảm thấy nếu ng ta chấp nhận con với cách sống tự do của con ,mà khó lắm...Nói chung là ổn định sự nghiệp,lấy chồng sau,mình thấy mình viển vông,nhưng đâu ai bắt ng ta không ngừng ước mơ cơ chứ,có lẽ chuyện chọn trường nên gác lại,trước mắt là hãy học đi đã...
Lôi mấy cái mail ra đọc,thấy...hay hay,chuyện quan trọng là gửi msg,1 cái là xong,gọi điện thoại.xem chừng khó khăn quá,nhưng mà....đằng nào cũng khó,mà này,chuyện sự nghiệp cả đời quan trọng hơn,hay là chuyện vướng bận mấy cái vớ vẩn đó quan trọng hơn,phu`,thấy mình bị ảnh hưởng chí làm trai ghê quá....
Phù,đao to búa lớn vừa thôi nhóc con ạ,để xem mày làm được đến đâu?hãy chứng tỏ bằng hành động.đừng nói suông mà chúng nó chửi cho thì nhục không biết đâu mà kể,nhỉ?Chấm hết1 cái!
I'm like a bird...
...and I'm gonna fly away!!!
 

Posted 1023
Gold 1023

"Khi em bên anh
Sao trên trời là hoa ,hoa dưới đất là sao
Khi em xa anh
Sao trên trời là nước mắt, hoa dưới đất là sao rơi..."

Hơi thất vọng, không ngờ con gái bây giờ lại như thế, ai đời tóc ép, ăn mặc sành điệu mà móc túi ngay giữa lúc giao thừa!?
Mit Gott Für Koenig und Vaterland

Lại giở cái giọng vơ đũa cả nắm ra đấy !
vnv

hôm nay ra ngoài...lần đầu tiên kể từ nghỉ Tết..nắng đập vào mắt cay cay...đi cùng con bạn..gió lùa vào mặt,vào tóc...buốt và rát...bất giác lùa hai tay ra ôm chặt lấy con bé...kết quả là nhận lời phán con pêđê...chẳng có cảm giác gì cả...một cái gối cũng như thế...muốn bật khóc lên cho thoả...nhưng không thể..chỉ nghe thấy mình đang cười và đùa...giả tạo thật...cũng có thể thế,mà cũng có thể không phải là thế,có lẽ nó song song với nhau...2 người giống nhau như 2 đường thẳng trùng nhau,gặp nhau ở mọi điểm,nhưng không nhận ra nhau,và cũng không bao giờ tìm thấy nơi giao hoà,thế đấy,mất 1 đường,đường kia vẫn thế,cuối cùng dù là 2 hay 1,thì nhìn vào,vẫn thấy 1 đường thẳng cô đơn mà thôi...
Mai đi học rồi....mong là mai sẽ đi được Văn Miếu..chỉ muốn tìm 1 nơi tĩnh lặng,để suy nghĩ cho kĩ...cũng có thể ,để trốn tránh,mà cũng trốn hơn tuần rồi,nếu trốn tiếp...chắc ngộ độc sầu mà chết
I'm like a bird...
...and I'm gonna fly away!!!
 

đứa na?o gọi chị tao thế
Juliette, when we made love you used to cry You said "I love you like the stars above, gonna love you till I die"

Ờ thì nói thế thôi, chứ làm gì được cơ chứ, giá trị đạo đức đảo lộn hết cả, chả biết thế nào mà lần!
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