It's 3:30 a.m now, it's pretty cold outside, about 24 below zero, I feel so cold, so lonely, and I miss you so much. I miss you eyes, I miss your smile, and I remember all the things you said to me:" You're suck, you're ****in' short and your ****in's mouth looks very funny...", do you know you hurt me with the way you talk to me and you kill me by letting me know that you hate me. I know that you were born not for me, you're so cool, you're beautiful, you're intelligent,... you have everything, and i'm just a ****in' stupid guy. I try to tell myself that you're not for me but no matter how I try I can't forget you, I still miss you, I still remember what you said to me, I still love you. But why ? why you hurt me, I can give you everything, I can do everything for you, so why you hurt me? I know I can't be your boyfriend, but I can be your true friend, and when you feel lonely, nobody around you, I'll be with you, may be I can't make you happy but at least you'll never be alone. I MISS YOU... tu
