Em a`, lau lam roi moi gap em day nhi. I've been waiting for this moment for a long time and I couldn't wait to see you again. But everything doesn't work out the way I thought it would. U still remember last year?, this time, we were spending christmas together, just the 2 of us. We always complain about that time, but u know wat? i always miss it. It was boring, it was hard, it was terrible for both of us, but we went through it together and i thank god that I found a wonderful sis like you. But it isn't the same way now, because of the presence of your bf. It may sonud ridiculous to say that, but it's exactly what i feel. I tried really hard and i thought a lot about coming to see you, 'cause u know, it ain't easy at all. I thought we could have fun, doing things together like we used to do, but i realize that's imposible with your bf being there too. I am really happy to see you happy, but at the same time i feel so lonely. You never know that i'm sure, and i dont want to spoil your good time. I don't regret coming here, just feel sad!!!!! I don't blame anyone or anything, it's not just the rite time maybe.
Everybody has the same feelings in that situation and as a matter of fact, I used to have that feelings too. It's hardly to believe that I'm replying a msg from a person who is sitting very close to me. I must confess that I also feel lonely, but maybe not in the way you feel. let's think in a possitive way where we could meet each other. That must be a worse case if you think you or me came here alone then how lonely it would be. You are not to blame for your sadness so just feel happy with the decision you made. I've known your sis for a long time and I bet that she still has many spaces in her heart using for friend Somehow it's just a sad moment but why dont we look forward to seeing a much better scene? There are obstacles on the long and winding road and I believe you can overcome them. Anyway, in my perspective, I just think that optimism,the tendency to be hopeful and to emphasize or think of the good part of a situation rather than the bad part; the belief that good things will happen in the future is the best solution in any case. Work for the best and hope for the best! be very still, honey! What I Want is What I've got