SEC diary.

This morning I got 2 emails, so sad...
Without you....

My presence belongs to this wonderful life. Dont worry! Im strong enough to get over. Thanks friends.

July 30,
it''s raining all day.. i''m bored with a mountain of work ! huhu.. a terrible weekend ! I hate my boss !
raining outside, working and crying inside !
Listening to If u r not the one, my favourite song now !

Such a bad day!

Hi,
"Life is full of ups and downs"You all seem to have such a bad day! I am so sorry to hear that.
I do not know how to bring the light back to you. But whatever you think that I can do to help you become better, do not hesitate to call me. Be with friends and you will feel life is wonderful.
P/s: You may know me more clearly if you see my signature

A silly heart is a silly heart, you can never change that fact even though you had a brillian brain working in your head.

He called me cold-hearted two weeks AFTER he dumped me. I was confused. What the h.e.c.k! Shouldnt I be the one who said so? Anyway, I guessed I ccould understand what he meant. Maybe he expected me to be "hurt" longer than I was. For me, two weeks were the longest time I''''d ever spent crying for a guy.
It''''s not that I didnt love him when I could forget him so soon. It''''s just my instinct to face the pains. One of the best ways to face them was to forget about them. So I did!
As soon as I did, I found new feeling for new guy.
He just came here for work. Quite naive and honest. I didnt have much impression for him the first time we talked. But then everytime we made a conversation, I found him more interesting.
Too bad, he had an ex back home. And even though she''''s just his ex, he''''s still very much in love with her. I could read it through his words.
So it left me with a dilemma: should i ignore everything and just try to get to his heart, or should I just forget about him? I knew he had some feeling for me too, not too strong, but it''''s there.
People said: "take risk! the higher the risk, the higher the profit". Those people had no idea what a risk was! Well, the higher the profit, the deeper the hell. And most of the time, the chance for both alternatives was 50:50.
Được silly_heart sửa chữa / chuyển vào 23:31 ngày 03/08/2006

@silly_heart: take your chance and take time .
Someone said "Is it because I still love u, I can''t love anyone else. Or is it because I haven''t loved anyone else so I still love u". I think most of the time is 2nd one. Although it may take more time when he''ve been so much in love with his ex.
There''s no beginning, there will be no end. It''s good not to have a sad ending. However sometime I feel that it''s better to have a beginning no matter how the ending will be.
I used to let the head controls the heart, but now I can''t take it anymore.
I try the opposite and the first stupid thing I do is using her pic - the obsession of my life - as wallpaper of my PC at work .

Down

Đêm nay trời lạnh, đêm khuya yên tĩnh, tiếng đàn piano du dương bên tai......... tự nhiên thèm điếu thuốc quá chừng

The terribly tiring time is over. I can close my eyes and have a sweet dream now.