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Lady - Kenny Rogers

Lady, Im your knight in shining armor and I love you
You have made me what I am and I am yours
My love, theres so many ways I want to say I love you
Let me hold you in my arms forever more
You have gone and made me such a fool
Im so lost in your love
And oh, we belong together
Wont you believe in my song?
Lady, for so many years I thought Id never find you
You have come into my life and made me whole
Forever let me wake to see you each and every morning
Let me hear you whisper softly in my ear
In my eyes I see no one else but you
Theres no other love like our love
And yes, oh yes, Ill always want you near me
Ive waited for you for so long
Lady, your loves the only love I need
And beside me is where I want you to be
cause, my love, theres somethin I want you to know
Youre the love of my life, youre my lady!

Regret? ?" No, it?Ts worthless to regret a false affection!
But pain? ?" Yes, deep pain for my blind confidence, for my foolishness. Our relationship was labeled ?olovê? but, actually, it has never been a real love. He knew that clearly. Not me. I basked in*****ch kind of love without any doubt until one day, terrible secrets were exposed?.
?..Anyway, I told myself that he at last told me the truth, though not much. But I also wondered if he was really honest and responsible ?oenough? for our ?olovê? when such all things were only said out just for he could not hide me any longer, for my patience was so exhausted that I was forced to say goodbye to him and then stupidly begged him to be back?
You can give love everything if it deserves without any regrets. You can cry, moan, scream or do whatever for a love lost if it deserves. But if you do that for a fake love, you are a total fool. And I am a fool.
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If you go away ?" Terry Jack
If you go away on this summer day,
Then you might as well take the sun away;
All the birds that flew in the summer sky,
When our love was new and our hearts were high;
When the day was young and the night was long,
And the moon stood still for the night birds song.
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.
But if you stay, Ill make you a day
Like no day has been, or will be again;
Well sail the sun, well ride on the rain,
Well talk to the trees and worship the wind.
Then if you go, Ill understand,
Leave me just enough love to fill up my hand,
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.
If you go, as I know you will, you must tell the world to stop turning
Till you return again, if you ever do, for what good is love without loving you,
Can I tell you now, as you turn to go, Ill be dying slowly till the next hello,
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.
But if you stay, Ill make you a night
Like no night has been, or will be again.
Ill sail on your smile, Ill ride on your touch,
Ill talk to your eyes that I love so much.
But if you go, go, I wont cry,
Though the good is gone from the word goodbye,
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.
If you go away, as I know you must,
Therell be nothing left in the world to trust,
Just an empty room, full of empty space,
Like the empty look I see on your face.
Id have been the shadow of your shadow
If I thought it might have kept me by your side.
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.

feel tired this week...find myself good for nothing...work is not so busy but still can not finish the assignment as expected...
Anw, first thing first, go out to find st to eat.
Then, go to school. Then, back home and finish the pending assignment. That''s it.

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Stay
Bonnie Bianco & Pierre Cosso
You are my life.
You are my only one desire!
You''re the air that I breathe tonight...
Won''t you stay here beside me? Stay!
When I see you there''s a glow from the stars above.
Guess they know that I''m so in love...
Yes, I''ll stay here beside you, stay...
Day after day feeling low in the evening sun,
till you came and you were the one. Now I''ll stay here beside you,
stay...
Well remembered dreams of a foolish parade.
Didn''t need to persuade you...
Hungry for a smile...
In the morning moonlight that''ll be alright with you -
take my hand.
All I can do is to dream of you all day through.
Close my eyes- all I see is you.
Yes, I''ll stay here beside you stay.
Stay by my side!
You''re the air that I breathe tonight...
All I want is to hold you tight!
Yes, I''ll stay here beside you, stay forever...
Here we''ll stay tonight, here we''ll stay...
days of chaos...

These daysõ?Ưevery thing seems terribleõ?Ưreally want to confess to someone who could read all what is going on in my head, understand, explain and show me what is good, what is bad, what is unrealistic, what is unnecessary, what is enough, what is reachable and what is impossible??? I desire too many things. I am so greedy and I am being buried into self ambitions, which are obviously so different from what I am possessing and what I could have. Am I jealous with that one? I am crazy.
Are there any guys telling me what is real happiness to a woman? A good family with a good husband and good children? Money?Cognition? or self-actualization? Which comes first????
The past, pls rest in peace, pls do not stick in my mind, pls take me back one year ago, be myself with simple life, simple dream but full of joy and happiness. It was when I felt satisfied with what I have possessed, not what I am dreaming of now. It was when I always recognized my values among others regardless of whoever they are, whatever they do.
Each person has his/her own background, so there are different ways for us to choose and follow. Understand that. And forget the past. Never dig it. Forget all related. Look on the other side of my own. Promise! Promise! Promise! Promise from now on. Be serious, self! Let self be away from this grievousness and this obsession.
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Several days ago, an informed source told that I am going to get the sackõ?Ưright one day after, a direct manager had a serious and personal talk to me..õ?Ưhe beated around the bush. I asked him what was behind all this story? What was your intention? õ?" Attitude, he said but did not mention the dismissal. I was not so surprised at this issue, just thought that it came earlier than expected. At the present, I am still working but also preparing for leaving at any time. I do not regret this position. I do not regret high salary. I am not afraid of coming days of unemployment as I used to. It seems that having lost the precious thing I believed that it surely belonged to me has changed my mind. The concept of õ?ogainõ? and õ?olossõ? is so vague to me. õ?oGainõ? today may be the õ?o lossõ? tomorrow. So why do I have to be worried? what will be will be, wonõ?Tt it? All what I want to do now is doing nothing. Just relax. Read my favorite books, meet my lovely students inspiring them to be better and better, improve my knowledge, prepare for the important examõ?Ư
How small I am. And so weak. When will I find myself???

God, girl. What r u thinking now?
Do u want to make some trouble to ur life?
I think u love him more than you told him, and u think the love is equitable between give and get. U didn''t get what u request, and u feel sad, and ur headache has come .
Can u tell me : How long have u been there? How long will u stay there? It''s necessary to say How will u find ur love, n How will u choose ur way to find ur love.
At the moment, I think, both of u have show the truth in urshelf , no hide, importantly ur behaviour,. Do u belive u can solve the dif between the behaviour of the man and the woman in dif cultures ?
If u think ur love isnot enought and he not already to go together. Give more free time to both of u. silent, it''s ok, But don''t be so long. At least, come and and talk directly about what had come, may be U can solve some ur misunderstand faster?
In other point with ur opinion. U think Gain and Loss seemly the Game. Some time turn on and turn off belong to ur feeling. Don''t do like this, Mal. Take care ur job, and again ur love. Solve ur problem step by step will be easier.
Hope u best .

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Tonight''''s So Cold
Composed: Gina T
First time I saw you standing there
I felt a magic in the air
I tried so hard to run away
You simply ordered me to stay
"Tonight I need your love"
And now I need you more and more
Take a look in my eyes
You''''ll see love''''s been hurt
Tonight''''s so cold inside my room
I close my eyes and feel blue
I talk with shadows on the wall
They know that I still wait for you
Tonight''''s so cold inside my room
I close my eyes and feel blue
I talk with shadows on the wall
Tonight''''s so cold inside my room
And now I sit here by the phone
Why don''''t you call? I''''m here alone
I hear some footsteps on the floor
But it''''s the neighbour locked his door
"Tonight I need your love"
And now I''''m crying in the dark
Oh I wish you were here
To heal the pain in my heart
Tonight''''s so cold inside my room
I close my eyes and feel blue
I talk with shadows on the wall
They know that I still wait for you
Tonight''''s so cold inside my room
I close my eyes and feel blue
I talk with shadows on the wall
Tonight''''s so cold inside my room
Maybe someday you''''ll be free
Take all your dreams you can share with me
I know together we''''ll be strong
No more sadness, no more fears
Tonight''''s so cold inside my room
I close my eyes and feel blue
I talk with shadows on the wall
They know that I still wait for you[/teal]
Được malnora sửa chữa / chuyển vào 18:04 ngày 07/08/2009

Someone misses mê?.i miss someone else who misses another?love is like a tig/tag gamê?anyway, this is not my concern at this moment.
Nearly one month passed?still feel blank?mind is still stagnant?and importantly, I haven?Tt done anything good?
Sometimes?wanted to write st to feel relieved but I was in so bad mood that I didn?Tt want to do anything but lay in bed regardless of how worry and anxiety tortured me.
Nearly one month passed?there have been lots of things happened to me of which the most noteworthy was my decision to leave the company. An official letter has been submitted in surprise of the Board. They asked me who forced me to do that and it was the same question by my direct PM. I kept silent. When trust is lost, the best way is to keep your mouth zipped . You are not sure whether such a question was from real care or just curiosity or to spy or whatever?.one relationship is better in good end than bad end.
I will leave for a Group of real easte investment which a salary is 2/3 as much as mycurrent one, and obviously, working environment can not be as comfortable as here. Still, I decide to leave because personally, I wann be challenged, experienced in and trained specialized industries which impossible in the current company. And, maybe, I guess that the Board is not satisfied with a quite high salary agreed with me in the contract. Of course, I can renegotiate to change but with a new lower range, I absolutely can work for another company in order to be trained professionally on job. One more important reason is my PM intentionally ignored me during nearly one month with little work assigned. This actually hurts me much.
However, funny that since I announced my leaving, the PM seems very friendly and close to me. He assigned me to take over an important event til I leave the company, praised me in front of the Board that I am smart and intelligent, talked to me tenderly. Also, he gave me contracts to review, respectfully listened to my ideas?All this makes me confused, really confused.
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5.30pm?left the office; I stopped at a pavement bookstore. I haven?Tt bought any nearly 3 months?I was looking for a Vietnamese dictionary and a novel which may speak a voice inside me. These days, I feel jammed with unspoken thought?I feel weak and worry about everything?everything becomes uncertain and fainted?.and I wish books can help me find myself, encouraging and relieving me. I picked up ?oSuoi nguon?, a novel that my colleague gifted me an English original, named Fountainhead some months ago. ?

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Finally I have already said No to an offer working for one foreign affairs department which I took an interview some days ago. In stead, I kept my decision to work for an investment group of real estate where English fluency is surely not as highly appreciated as other con***ions (knowledge of finance, investment)?may be it?Tll be easier and more convenient for you to choose a job highlighted your strength but I allow myself some years to try, change and explore my capacity. This will be very challenging but appealing?.
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I really don?Tt understand why my relationship with the PM becomes so good since I sent him the Leaving Letter. He is so open, so kind and so close to me with soft voice and friendly smile. He assigned me to do lots of work which previously he absolutely ignored and treated me like dirt without any logical reasons, carefully listened when I speak, seriously respected my ideas. This confuses me much when I think of his wintry behavior to me one month ago, an unusual talk between us?anw, all this is not important anymorê?I will leave here.

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All at once,
I finally took a moment and Im realizing that
Your not coming back
And it finally hit me all at once
All at once,
I started counting teardrops and at least a million fell
My eyes began to swell,
And all my dreams were shattered all at once
Chorus:
Ever since I met you
Youre the only love Ive known
And I cant forget you
Though I must face it all alone
All at once, Im drifting on a lonely see
Wishing youd come back to me
And thats all that matters now
All at once, Im drifting on a lonely sea
Holding on to memories
And it hurts me more than you know
So much more than it shows
All at once
All at once,
I looked around and found that you were with another love
In someone elses arms,
And all my dreams were shattered, all at once
All at once
The smile that used to greet me brightened someone elses day
She took your smile away
And left me with just memories, all at once
Chorus

Tomorrow is an important day. Feel sort of lonely. Wish someone was here in such moments