[Truyện TA] George R. R. Martin - A Song of Ice and Fire 1 - A Games of Thrones

Chapter 58
Eddard​

The straw on the floor stank of urine. There was no window, no bed, not even a slop bucket. He remembered walls of pale red stone festooned with patches of nitre, a grey door of splintered wood, four inches thick and studded with iron. He had seen them, briefly, a quick glimpse as they shoved him inside. Once the door had slammed shut, he had seen no more. The dark was absolute. He had as well been blind.
Or dead. Buried with his king. ?oAh, Robert,? he murmured as his groping hand touched a cold stone wall, his leg throbbing with every motion. He remembered the jest the king had shared in the crypts of Winterfell, as the Kings of Winter looked on with cold stone eyes. The king eats, Robert had said, and the Hand takes the ****. How he had laughed. Yet he had gotten it wrong. The king dies, Ned Stark thought, and the Hand is buried.
The dungeon was under the Red Keep, deeper than he dared imagine. He remembered the old stories about Maegor the Cruel, who murdered all the masons who labored on his castle, so they might never reveal its secrets.
He damned them all: Littlefinger, Janos Slynt and his gold cloaks, the queen, the Kingslayer, Pycelle and Varys and Ser Barristan, even Lord Renly, Robert?Ts own blood, who had run when he was needed most. Yet in the end he blamed himself. ?oFool,? he cried to the darkness, ?othrice-damned blind fool.?
Cersei Lannister?Ts face seemed to float before him in the darkness. Her hair was full of sunlight, but there was mockery in her smile. ?oWhen you play the game of thrones, you win or you die,? she whispered. Ned had played and lost, and his men had paid the price of his folly with their lifê?Ts blood.
When he thought of his daughters, he would have wept gladly, but the tears would not come. Even now, he was a Stark of Winterfell, and his grief and his rage froze hard inside him.
When he kept very still, his leg did not hurt so much, so he did his best to lie unmoving. For how long he could not say. There was no sun and no moon. He could not see to mark the walls. Ned closed his eyes and opened them; it made no difference. He slept and woke and slept again. He did not know which was more painful, the waking or the sleeping. When he slept, he dreamed: dark disturbing dreams of blood and broken promises. When he woke, there was nothing to do but think, and his waking thoughts were worse than nightmares. The thought of Cat was as painful as a bed of nettles. He wondered where she was, what she was doing. He wondered whether he would ever see her again.
Hours turned to days, or so it seemed. He could feel a dull ache in his shattered leg, an itch beneath the plaster. When he touched his thigh, the flesh was hot to his fingers. The only sound was his breathing. After a time, he began to talk aloud, just to hear a voice. He made plans to keep himself sane, built castles of hope in the dark. Robert?Ts brothers were out in the world, raising armies at Dragonstone and Storm?Ts End. Alyn and Harwin would return to King?Ts Landing with the rest of his household guard once they had dealt with Ser Gregor. Catelyn would raise the north when the word reached her, and the lords of river and mountain and Vale would join her.
He found himself thinking of Robert more and more. He saw the king as he had been in the flower of his youth, tall and handsome, his great antlered helm on his head, his warhammer in hand, sitting his horse like a horned god. He heard his laughter in the dark, saw his eyes, blue and clear as mountain lakes. ?oLook at us, Ned,? Robert said. ?oGods, how did we come to this? You here, and me killed by a pig. We won a throne together...?
I failed you, Robert, Ned thought. He could not say the words. I lied to you, hid the truth. I let them kill you.
The king heard him. ?oYou stiff-necked fool,? he muttered, ?otoo proud to listen. Can you eat pride, Stark? Will honor shield your children?? Cracks ran down his face, fissures opening in the flesh, and he reached up and ripped the mask away. It was not Robert at all; it was Littlefinger, grinning, mocking him. When he opened his mouth to speak, his lies turned to pale grey moths and took wing.
Ned was half-asleep when the footsteps came down the hall. At first he thought he dreamt them; it had been so long since he had heard anything but the sound of his own voice. Ned was feverish by then, his leg a dull agony, his lips parched and cracked. When the heavy wooden door creaked open, the sudden light was painful to his eyes.
A gaoler thrust a jug at him. The clay was cool and beaded with moisture. Ned grasped it with both hands and gulped eagerly. Water ran from his mouth and dripped down through his beard. He drank until he thought he would be sick. ?oHow long... I...? he asked weakly when he could drink no more.
The gaoler was a scarecrow of a man with a rat?Ts face and frayed beard, clad in a mail shirt and a leather half cape. ?oNo talking,? he said as he wrenched the jug from Ned?Ts hands.
?oPlease,? Ned said, ?omy daughters...? The door crashed shut. He blinked as the light vanished, lowered his head to his chest, and curled up on the straw. It no longer stank of urine and ****. It no longer smelled at all.
He could no longer tell the difference between waking and sleeping. The memory came creeping upon him in the darkness, as vivid as a dream. It was the year of false spring, and he was eighteen again, down from the Eyrie to the tourney at Harrenhal. He could see the deep green of the grass, and smell the pollen on the wind. Warm days and cool nights and the sweet taste of wine. He remembered Brandon?Ts laughter, and Robert?Ts berserk valor in the melee, the way he laughed as he unhorsed men left and right. He remembered Jaime Lannister, a golden youth in scaled white armor, kneeling on the grass in front of the king?Ts pavilion and making his vows to protect and defend King Aerys. Afterward, Ser Oswell Whent helped Jaime to his feet, and the White Bull himself, Lord Commander Ser Gerold Hightower, fastened the snowy cloak of the Kingsguard about his shoulders. All six White Swords were there to welcome their newest brother.
Yet when the jousting began, the day belonged to Rhaegar Targaryen. The crown prince wore the armor he would die in: gleaming black plate with the three-headed dragon of his House wrought in rubies on the breast. A plume of scarlet silk streamed behind him when he rode, and it seemed no lance could touch him. Brandon fell to him, and Bronze Yohn Royce, and even the splendid Ser Arthur Dayne, the Sword of the Morning.
Robert had been jesting with Jon and old Lord Hunter as the prince circled the field after unhorsing Ser Barristan in the final tilt to claim the champion?Ts crown. Ned remembered the moment when all the smiles died, when Prince Rhaegar Targaryen urged his horse past his own wife, the Dornish princess Elia Martell, to lay the queen of beauty?Ts laurel in Lyannâ?Ts lap. He could see it still: a crown of winter roses, blue as frost.
Ned Stark reached out his hand to grasp the flowery crown, but beneath the pale blue petals the thorns lay hidden. He felt them clawing at his skin, sharp and cruel, saw the slow trickle of blood run down his fingers, and woke, trembling, in the dark.
Promise me, Ned, his sister had whispered from her bed of blood. She had loved the scent of winter roses.
?oGods save me,? Ned wept. ?oI am going mad.?
The gods did not deign to answer.
Each time the turnkey brought him water, he told himself another day had passed. At first he would beg the man for some word of his daughters and the world beyond his cell. Grunts and kicks were his only replies. Later, when the stomach cramps began, he begged for food instead. It made no matter; he was not fed. Perhaps the Lannisters meant for him to starve to death. ?oNo,? he told himself. If Cersei had wanted him dead, he would have been cut down in the throne room with his men. She wanted him alive. Weak, desperate, yet alive. Catelyn held her brother; she dare not kill him or the Imp?Ts life would be forfeit as well.
From outside his cell came the rattle of iron chains. As the door creaked open, Ned put a hand to the damp wall and pushed himself toward the light. The glare of a torch made him squint. ?oFood,? he croaked.
?oWine,? a voice answered. It was not the rat-faced man; this gaoler was stouter, shorter, though he wore the same leather half cape and spiked steel cap. ?oDrink, Lord Eddard.? He thrust a wineskin into Ned?Ts hands.
The voice was strangely familiar, yet it took Ned Stark a moment to place it. ?oVarys?? he said groggily when it came. He touched the man?Ts face. ?oI?Tm not... not dreaming this. You?Tre here.? The eunuch?Ts plump cheeks were covered with a dark stubble of beard. Ned felt the coarse hair with his fingers. Varys had transformed himself into a grizzled turnkey, reeking of sweat and sour wine. ?oHow did you... what sort of magician are you??
?oA thirsty one,? Varys said. ?oDrink, my lord.?
Ned?Ts hands fumbled at the skin. ?oIs this the same poison they gave Robert??
?oYou wrong me,? Varys said sadly. ?oTruly, no one loves a eunuch. Give me the skin.? He drank, a trickle of red leaking from the corner of his plump mouth. ?oNot the equal of the vintage you offered me the night of the tourney, but no more poisonous than most,? he concluded, wiping his lips. ?oHere.?
Ned tried a swallow. ?oDregs.? He felt as though he were about to bring the wine back up.
?oAll men must swallow the sour with the sweet. High lords and eunuchs alike. Your hour has come, my lord.?
?oMy daughters...?
?oThe younger girl escaped Ser Meryn and fled,? Varys told him. ?oI have not been able to find her. Nor have the Lannisters. A kindness, there. Our new king loves her not. Your older girl is still betrothed to Joffrey. Cersei keeps her close. She came to court a few days ago to plead that you be spared. A pity you couldn?Tt have been there, you would have been touched.? He leaned forward intently. ?oI trust you realize that you are a dead man, Lord Eddard??
?oThe queen will not kill me,? Ned said. His head swam; the wine was strong, and it had been too long since hê?Td eaten. ?oCat... Cat holds her brother...?
?oThe wrong brother,? Varys sighed. ?oAnd lost to her, in any case. She let the Imp slip through her fingers. I expect he is dead by now, somewhere in the Mountains of the Moon.?
?oIf that is true, slit my throat and have done with it.? He was dizzy from the wine, tired and heartsick.
?oYour blood is the last thing I desire.?
Ned frowned. ?oWhen they slaughtered my guard, you stood beside the queen and watched, and said not a word.?
?oAnd would again. I seem to recall that I was unarmed, unarmored, and surrounded by Lannister swords.? The eunuch looked at him curiously, tilting his head. ?oWhen I was a young boy, before I was cut, I traveled with a troupe of mummers through the Free Cities. They taught me that each man has a role to play, in life as well as mummery. So it is at court. The King?Ts Justice must be fearsome, the master of coin must be frugal, the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard must be valiant... and the master of whisperers must be sly and obsequious and without scruple. A courageous informer would be as useless as a cowardly knight.? He took the wineskin back and drank.
Ned studied the eunuch?Ts face, searching for truth beneath the mummer?Ts scars and false stubble. He tried some more wine. This time it went down easier. ?oCan you free me from this pit??
?oI could... but will I? No. Questions would be asked, and the answers would lead back to me.?
Ned had expected no more. ?oYou are blunt.?
?oA eunuch has no honor, and a spider does not enjoy the luxury of scruples, my lord.?
?oWould you at least consent to carry a message out for me??
?oThat would depend on the message. I will gladly provide you with paper and ink, if you like. And when you have written what you will, I will take the letter and read it, and deliver it or not, as best serves my own ends.?
?oYour own ends. What ends are those, Lord Varys??
?oPeace,? Varys replied without hesitation. ?oIf there was one soul in King?Ts Landing who was truly desperate to keep Robert Baratheon alive, it was me.? He sighed. ?oFor fifteen years I protected him from his enemies, but I could not protect him from his friends. What strange fit of madness led you to tell the queen that you had learned the truth of Joffrey?Ts birth??
?oThe madness of mercy,? Ned admitted.
?oAh,? said Varys. ?oTo be sure. You are an honest and honorable man, Lord Eddard. Ofttimes I forget that. I have met so few of them in my life.? He glanced around the cell. ?oWhen I see what honesty and honor have won you, I understand why.?
Ned Stark laid his head back against the damp stone wall and closed his eyes. His leg was throbbing. ?oThe king?Ts wine... did you question Lancel??
?oOh, indeed. Cersei gave him the wineskins, and told him it was Robert?Ts favorite vintage.? The eunuch shrugged. ?oA hunter lives a perilous life. If the boar had not done for Robert, it would have been a fall from a horse, the bite of a wood adder, an arrow gone astray... the forest is the abbatoir of the gods. It was not wine that killed the king. It was your mercy.?
Ned had feared as much. ?oGods forgive me.?
?oIf there are gods,? Varys said, ?oI expect they will. The queen would not have waited long in any case. Robert was becoming unruly, and she needed to be rid of him to free her hands to deal with his brothers. They are quite a pair, Stannis and Renly. The iron gauntlet and the silk glove.? He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. ?oYou have been foolish, my lord. You ought to have heeded Littlefinger when he urged you *****pport Joffrey?Ts succession.?
?oHow... how could you know of that??
Varys smiled. ?oI know, that?Ts all that need concern you. I also know that on the morrow the queen will pay you a visit.?
Slowly Ned raised his eyes. ?oWhy??
?oCersei is frightened of you, my lord... but she has other enemies she fears even more. Her beloved Jaime is fighting the river lords even now. Lysa Arryn sits in the Eyrie, ringed in stone and steel, and there is no love lost between her and the queen. In Dorne, the Martells still brood on the murder of Princess Elia and her babes. And now your son marches down the Neck with a northern host at his back.?
?oRobb is only a boy,? Ned said, aghast.
?oA boy with an army,? Varys said. ?oYet only a boy, as you say. The king?Ts brothers are the ones giving Cersei sleepless nights... Lord Stannis in particular. His claim is the true one, he is known for his prowess as a battle commander, and he is utterly without mercy. There is no creature on earth half so terrifying as a truly just man. No one knows what Stannis has been doing on Dragonstone, but I will wager you that hê?Ts gathered more swords than seashells. So here is Cersei?Ts nightmare: while her father and brother spend their power battling Starks and Tullys, Lord Stannis will land, proclaim himself king, and lop off her son?Ts curly blond head... and her own in the bargain, though I truly believe she cares more about the boy.?
?oStannis Baratheon is Robert?Ts true heir,? Ned said. ?oThe throne is his by rights. I would welcome his ascent.?
Varys tsked. ?oCersei will not want to hear that, I promise you. Stannis may win the throne, but only your rotting head will remain to cheer unless you guard that tongue of yours. Sansa begged so sweetly, it would be a shame if you threw it all away. You are being given your life back, if you?Tll take it. Cersei is no fool. She knows a tame wolf is of more use than a dead one.?
?oYou want me to serve the woman who murdered my king, butchered my men, and crippled my son?? Ned?Ts voice was thick with disbelief.
?oI want you to serve the realm,? Varys said. ?oTell the queen that you will confess your vile treason, command your son to lay down his sword, and proclaim Joffrey as the true heir. Offer to denounce Stannis and Renly as faithless usurpers. Our green-eyed lioness knows you are a man of honor. If you will give her the peace she needs and the time to deal with Stannis, and pledge to carry her secret to your grave, I believe she will allow you to take the black and live out the rest of your days on the Wall, with your brother and that baseborn son of yours.?
The thought of Jon filled Ned with a sense of shame, and a sorrow too deep for words. If only he could see the boy again, sit and talk with him... pain shot through his broken leg, beneath the filthy grey plaster of his cast. He winced, his fingers opening and closing helplessly. ?oIs this your own scheme,? he gasped out at Varys, ?oor are you in league with Littlefinger??
That seemed to amuse the eunuch. ?oI would sooner wed the Black Goat of Qohor. Littlefinger is the second most devious man in the Seven Kingdoms. Oh, I feed him choice whispers, sufficient so that he thinks I am his... just as I allow Cersei to believe I am hers.?
?oAnd just as you let me believe that you were mine. Tell me, Lord Varys, who do you truly serve??
Varys smiled thinly. ?oWhy, the realm, my good lord, how ever could you doubt that? I swear it by my lost manhood. I serve the realm, and the realm needs peace.? He finished the last swallow of wine, and tossed the empty skin aside. ?oSo what is your answer, Lord Eddard? Give me your word that you?Tll tell the queen what she wants to hear when she comes calling.?
?oIf I did, my word would be as hollow as an empty suit of armor. My life is not so precious to me as that.?
?oPity.? The eunuch stood. ?oAnd your daughter?Ts life, my lord? How precious is that??
A chill pierced Ned?Ts heart. ?oMy daughter...?
?oSurely you did not think I?Td forgotten about your sweet innocent, my lord? The queen most certainly has not.?
?oNo,? Ned pleaded, his voice cracking. ?oVarys, gods have mercy, do as you like with me, but leave my daughter out of your schemes. Sansâ?Ts no more than a child.?
?oRhaenys was a child too. Prince Rhaegar?Ts daughter. A precious little thing, younger than your girls. She had a small black kitten she called Balerion, did you know? I always wondered what happened to him. Rhaenys liked to pretend he was the true Balerion, the Black Dread of old, but I imagine the Lannisters taught her the difference between a kitten and a dragon quick enough, the day they broke down her door.? Varys gave a long weary sigh, the sigh of a man who carried all the sadness of the world in a sack upon his shoulders. ?oThe High Septon once told me that as we sin, so do we suffer. If that?Ts true, Lord Eddard, tell me... why is it always the innocents who suffer most, when you high lords play your game of thrones? Ponder it, if you would, while you wait upon the queen. And spare a thought for this as well: The next visitor who calls on you could bring you bread and cheese and the milk of the poppy for your pain... or he could bring you Sansâ?Ts head. The choice, my dear lord Hand, is entirely yours.?

Chapter 59
Catelyn​

As the host trooped down the causeway through the black bogs of the Neck and spilled out into the riverlands beyond, Catelyn?Ts apprehensions grew. She masked her fears behind a face kept still and stern, yet they were there all the same, growing with every league they crossed. Her days were anxious, her nights restless, and every raven that flew overhead made her clench her teeth.
She feared for her lord father, and wondered at his ominous silence. She feared for her brother Edmure, and prayed that the gods would watch over him if he must face the Kingslayer in battle. She feared for Ned and her girls, and for the sweet sons she had left behind at Winterfell. And yet there was nothing she could do for any of them, and so she made herself put all thought of them aside. You must save your strength for Robb, she told herself. He is the only one you can help. You must be as fierce and hard as the north, Catelyn Tully. You must be a Stark for true now, like your son.
Robb rode at the front of the column, beneath the flapping white banner of Winterfell. Each day he would ask one of his lords to join him, so they might confer as they marched; he honored every man in turn, showing no favorites, listening as his lord father had listened, weighing the words of one against the other. He has learned so much from Ned, she thought as she watched him, but has he learned enough?
The Blackfish had taken a hundred picked men and a hundred swift horses and raced ahead to screen their movements and scout the way. The reports Ser Brynden?Ts riders brought back did little to reassure her. Lord Tywin?Ts host was still many days to the south... but Walder Frey, Lord of the Crossing, had assembled a force of near four thousand men at his castles on the Green Fork.
?oLate again,? Catelyn murmured when she heard. It was the Trident all over, damn the man. Her brother Edmure had called the banners; by rights, Lord Frey should have gone to join the Tully host at Riverrun, yet here he sat.
?oFour thousand men,? Robb repeated, more perplexed than angry. ?oLord Frey cannot hope to fight the Lannisters by himself. Surely he means to join his power to ours.?
?oDoes he?? Catelyn asked. She had ridden forward to join Robb and Robett Glover, his companion of the day. The vanguard spread out behind them, a slow-moving forest of lances and banners and spears. ?oI wonder. Expect nothing of Walder Frey, and you will never be surprised.?
?oHê?Ts your father?Ts bannerman.?
?oSome men take their oaths more seriously than others, Robb. And Lord Walder was always friendlier with Casterly Rock than my father would have liked. One of his sons is wed to Tywin Lannister?Ts sister. That means little of itself, to be sure. Lord Walder has sired a great many children over the years, and they must needs marry someone. Still...?
?oDo you think he means to betray us to the Lannisters, my lady?? Robett Glover asked gravely.
Catelyn sighed. ?oIf truth be told, I doubt even Lord Frey knows what Lord Frey intends to do. He has an old man?Ts caution and a young man?Ts ambition, and has never lacked for cunning.?
?oWe must have the Twins, Mother,? Robb said heatedly. ?oThere is no other way across the river. You know that.?
?oYes. And so does Walder Frey, you can be sure of that.?
That night they made camp on the southern edge of the bogs, halfway between the kingsroad and the river. It was there Theon Greyjoy brought them further word from her uncle. ?oSer Brynden says to tell you hê?Ts crossed swords with the Lannisters. There are a dozen scouts who won?Tt be reporting back to Lord Tywin anytime soon. Or ever.? He grinned. ?oSer Addam Marbrand commands their outriders, and hê?Ts pulling back south, burning as he goes. He knows where we are, more or less, but the Blackfish vows he will not know when we split.?
?oUnless Lord Frey tells him,? Catelyn said sharply. ?oTheon, when you return to my uncle, tell him he is to place his best bowmen around the Twins, day and night, with orders to bring down any raven they see leaving the battlements. I want no birds bringing word of my son?Ts movements to Lord Tywin.?
?oSer Brynden has seen to it already, my lady,? Theon replied with a ****y smile. ?oA few more blackbirds, and we should have enough to bake a pie. I?Tll save you their feathers for a hat.?
She ought to have known that Brynden Blackfish would be well ahead of her. ?oWhat have the Freys been doing while the Lannisters burn their fields and plunder their holdfasts??
?oTherê?Ts been some fighting between Ser Addam?Ts men and Lord Walder?Ts,? Theon answered. ?oNot a day?Ts ride from here, we found two Lannister scouts feeding the crows where the Freys had strung them up. Most of Lord Walder?Ts strength remains massed at the Twins, though.?
That bore Walder Frey?Ts seal beyond a doubt, Catelyn thought bitterly; hold back, wait, watch, take no risk unless forced to it.
?oIf hê?Ts been fighting the Lannisters, perhaps he does mean to hold to his vows,? Robb said.
Catelyn was less encouraged. ?oDefending his own lands is one thing, open battle against Lord Tywin quite another.?
Robb turned back to Theon Greyjoy. ?oHas the Blackfish found any other way across the Green Fork??
Theon shook his head. ?oThe river?Ts running high and fast. Ser Brynden says it can?Tt be forded, not this far north.?
?oI must have that crossing!? Robb declared, fuming. ?oOh, our horses might be able to swim the river, I suppose, but not with armored men on their backs. Wê?Td need to build rafts to pole our steel across, helms and mail and lances, and we don?Tt have the trees for that. Or the time. Lord Tywin is marching north.? He balled his hand into a fist.
?oLord Frey would be a fool to try and bar our way,? Theon Greyjoy said with his customary easy confidence. ?oWe have five times his numbers. You can take the Twins if you need to, Robb.?
?oNot easily,? Catelyn warned them, ?oand not in time. While you were mounting your siege, Tywin Lannister would bring up his host and assault you from the rear.?
Robb glanced from her to Greyjoy, searching for an answer and finding none. For a moment he looked even younger than his fifteen years, despite his mail and sword and the stubble on his cheeks. ?oWhat would my lord father do?? he asked her.
?oFind a way across,? she told him. ?oWhatever it took.?
The next morning it was Ser Brynden Tully himself who rode back to them. He had put aside the heavy plate and helm hê?Td worn as the Knight of the Gate for the lighter leather-and-mail of an outrider, but his obsidian fish still fastened his cloak.
Her unclê?Ts face was grave as he swung down off his horse. ?oThere has been a battle under the walls of Riverrun,? he said, his mouth grim. ?oWe had it from a Lannister outrider we took captive. The Kingslayer has destroyed Edmurê?Ts host and sent the lords of the Trident reeling in flight.?
A cold hand clutched at Catelyn?Ts heart. ?oAnd my brother??
?oWounded and taken prisoner,? Ser Brynden said. ?oLord Blackwood and the other survivors are under siege inside Riverrun, surrounded by Jaimê?Ts host.?
Robb looked fretful. ?oWe must get across this accursed river if wê?Tre to have any hope of relieving them in time.?
?oThat will not be easily done,? her uncle cautioned. ?oLord Frey has pulled his whole strength back inside his castles, and his gates are closed and barred.?
?oDamn the man,? Robb swore. ?oIf the old fool does not relent and let me cross, hê?Tll leave me no choice but to storm his walls. I?Tll pull the Twins down around his ears if I have to, wê?Tll see how well he likes that!?
?oYou sound like a sulky boy, Robb,? Catelyn said sharply. ?oA child sees an obstacle, and his first thought is to run around it or knock it down. A lord must learn that sometimes words can accomplish what swords cannot.?
Robb?Ts neck reddened at the rebuke. ?oTell me what you mean, Mother,? he said meekly.
?oThe Freys have held the crossing for six hundred years, and for six hundred years they have never failed to exact their toll.?
?oWhat toll? What does he want??
She smiled. ?oThat is what we must discover.?
?oAnd what if I do not choose to pay this toll??
?oThen you had best retreat back to Moat Cailin, deploy to meet Lord Tywin in battle... or grow wings. I see no other choices.? Catelyn put her heels to her horse and rode off, leaving her son to ponder her words. It would not do to make him feel as if his mother were usurping his place. Did you teach him wisdom as well as valor, Ned? She wondered. Did you teach him how to kneel? The graveyards of the Seven Kingdoms were full of brave men who had never learned that lesson.
It was near midday when their vanguard came in sight of the Twins, where the Lords of the Crossing had their seat.
The Green Fork ran swift and deep here, but the Freys had spanned it many centuries past and grown rich off the coin men paid them to cross. Their bridge was a massive arch of smooth grey rock, wide enough for two wagons to pass abreast; the Water Tower rose from the center of the span, commanding both road and river with its arrow slits, murder holes, and portcullises. It had taken the Freys three generations to complete their bridge; when they were done they?Td thrown up stout timber keeps on either bank, so no one might cross without their leave.
The timber had long since given way to stone. The Twins - two squat, ugly, formidable castles, identical in every respect, with the bridge arching between-had guarded the crossing for centuries. High curtain walls, deep moats, and heavy oak-and-iron gates protected the approaches, the bridge footings rose from within stout inner keeps, there was a barbican and portcullis on either bank, and the Water Tower defended the span itself.
One glance was sufficient to tell Catelyn that the castle would not be taken by storm. The battlements bristled with spears and swords and scorpions, there was an archer at every crenel and arrow slit, the drawbridge was up, the portcullis down, the gates closed and barred.
The Greatjon began to curse and swear as soon as he saw what awaited them. Lord Rickard Karstark glowered in silence. ?oThat cannot be assaulted, my lords,? Roose Bolton announced.
?oNor can we take it by siege, without an army on the far bank to invest the other castle,? Helman Tallhart said gloomily. Across the deep-running green waters, the western twin stood like a reflection of its eastern brother. ?oEven if we had the time. Which, to be sure, we do not.?
As the northern lords studied the castle, a sally port opened, a plank bridge slid across the moat, and a dozen knights rode forth to confront them, led by four of Lord Walder?Ts many sons. Their banner bore twin towers, dark blue on a field of pale silver-grey. Ser Stevron Frey, Lord Walder?Ts heir, spoke for them. The Freys all looked like weasels; Ser Stevron, past sixty with grandchildren of his own, looked like an especially old and tired weasel, yet he was polite enough. ?oMy lord father has sent me to greet you, and inquire as to who leads this mighty host.?
?oI do.? Robb spurred his horse forward. He was in his armor, with the direwolf shield of Winterfell strapped to his saddle and Grey Wind padding by his side.
The old knight looked at her son with a faint flicker of amusement in his watery grey eyes, though his gelding whickered uneasily and sidled away from the direwolf.
?oMy lord father would be most honored if you would share meat and mead with him in the castle and explain your purpose here.?
His words crashed among the lords bannermen like a great stone from a catapult. Not one of them approved. They cursed, argued, shouted down each other.
?oYou must not do this, my lord,? Galbart Glover pleaded with Robb. ?oLord Walder is not to be trusted.?
Roose Bolton nodded. ?oGo in there alone and you?Tre his. He can sell you to the Lannisters, throw you in a dungeon, or slit your throat, as he likes.?
?oIf he wants to talk to us, let him open his gates, and we will all share his meat and mead,? declared Ser Wendel Manderly.
?oOr let him come out and treat with Robb here, in plain sight of his men and ours,? suggested his brother, Ser Wylis.
Catelyn Stark shared all their doubts, but she had only to glance at Ser Stevron to see that he was not pleased by what he was hearing. A few more words and the chance would be lost. She had to act, and quickly. ?oI will go,? she said loudly.
?oYou, my lady?? The Greatjon furrowed his brow.
?oMother, are you certain?? Clearly, Robb was not.
?oNever more,? Catelyn lied glibly. ?oLord Walder is my father?Ts bannerman. I have known him since I was a girl. He would never offer me any harm.? Unless he saw some profit in it, she added silently, but some truths did not bear saying, and some lies were necessary.
?oI am certain my lord father would be pleased to speak to the Lady Catelyn,? Ser Stevron said. ?oTo vouchsafe for our good intentions, my brother Ser Perwyn will remain here until she is safely returned to you."
?oHe shall be our honored guest,? said Robb. Ser Perwyn, the youngest of the four Freys in the party, dismounted and handed the reins of his horse to a brother. ?oI require my lady mother?Ts return by evenfall, Ser Stevron,? Robb went on. ?oIt is not my intent to linger here long.?
Ser Stevron Frey gave a polite nod. ?oAs you say, my lord.? Catelyn spurred her horse forward and did not look back. Lord Walder?Ts sons and envoys fell in around her.
Her father had once said of Walder Frey that he was the only lord in the Seven Kingdoms who could field an army out of his breeches. When the Lord of the Crossing welcomed Catelyn in the great hall of the east castle, surrounded by twenty living sons (minus Ser Perwyn, who would have made twenty-one), thirty-six grandsons, nineteen great-grandsons, and numerous daughters, granddaughters, bastards, and grandbastards, she understood just what he had meant.

Lord Walder was ninety, a wizened pink weasel with a bald spotted head, too gouty to stand unassisted. His newest wife, a pale frail girl of sixteen years, walked beside his litter when they carried him in. She was the eighth Lady Frey.
?oIt is a great pleasure to see you again after so many years, my lord,? Catelyn said.
The old man squinted at her suspiciously. ?oIs it? I doubt that. Spare me your sweet words, Lady Catelyn, I am too old. Why are you here? Is your boy too proud to come before me himself? What am I to do with you??
Catelyn had been a girl the last time she had visited the Twins, but even then Lord Walder had been irascible, sharp of tongue, and blunt of manner. Age had made him worse than ever, it would seem. She would need to choose her words with care, and do her best to take no offense from his.
?oFather,? Ser Stevron said reproachfully, ?oyou forget yourself. Lady Stark is here at your invitation.?
?oDid I ask you? You are not Lord Frey yet, not until I die. Do I look dead? I?Tll hear no instructions from you.?
?oThis is no way to speak in front of our noble guest, Father,? one of his younger sons said.
?oNow my bastards presume to teach me courtesy,? Lord Walder complained. ?oI?Tll speak any way I like, damn you. I?Tve had three kings to guest in my life, and queens as well, do you think I require lessons from the likes of you, Ryger? Your mother was milking goats the first time I gave her my seed.? He dismissed the red-faced youth with a flick of his fingers and gestured to two of his other sons. ?oDanwell, Whalen, help me to my chair.?
They shifted Lord Walder from his litter and carried him to the high seat of the Freys, a tall chair of black oak whose back was carved in the shape of two towers linked by a bridge. His young wife crept up timidly and covered his legs with a blanket. When he was settled, the old man beckoned Catelyn forward and planted a papery dry kiss on her hand. ?oThere,? he announced. ?oNow that I have observed the courtesies, my lady, perhaps my sons will do me the honor of shutting their mouths. Why are you here??
?oTo ask you to open your gates, my lord,? Catelyn replied politely. ?oMy son and his lords bannermen are most anxious to cross the river and be on their way.?
?oTo Riverrun?? He sniggered. ?oOh, no need to tell me, no need. I?Tm not blind yet. The old man can still read a map.?
?oTo Riverrun,? Catelyn confirmed. She saw no reason to deny it. ?oWhere I might have expected to find you, my lord. You are still my father?Ts bannerman, are you not??
?oHeh,? said Lord Walder, a noise halfway between a laugh and a grunt. ?oI called my swords, yes I did, here they are, you saw them on the walls. It was my intent to march as soon as all my strength was assembled. Well, to send my sons. I am well past marching myself, Lady Catelyn.? He looked around for likely confirmation and pointed to a tall, stooped man of fifty years. ?oTell her, Jared. Tell her that was my intent.?
?oIt was, my lady,? said Ser Jared Frey, one of his sons by his second wife. ?oOn my honor.?
?oIs it my fault that your fool brother lost his battle before we could march?? He leaned back against his cushions and scowled at her, as if challenging her to dispute his version of events. ?oI am told the Kingslayer went through him like an axe through ripe cheese. Why should my boys hurry south to die? All those who did go south are running north again.?
Catelyn would gladly have spitted the querulous old man and roasted him over a fire, but she had only till evenfall to open the bridge. Calmly, she said, ?oAll the more reason that we must reach Riverrun, and soon. Where can we go to talk, my lord??
?oWê?Tre talking now,? Lord Frey complained. The spotted pink head snapped around. ?oWhat are you all looking at?? he shouted at his kin. ?oGet out of here. Lady Stark wants to speak to me in private. Might be she has designs on my fidelity, heh. Go, all of you, find something useful to do. Yes, you too, woman. Out, out, out.? As his sons and grandsons and daughters and bastards and nieces and nephews streamed from the hall, he leaned close to Catelyn and confessed, ?oThey?Tre all waiting for me to die. Stevron?Ts been waiting for forty years, but I keep disappointing him. Heh. Why should I die just so he can be a lord? I ask you. I won?Tt do it.?
?oI have every hope that you will live to be a hundred.?
?oThat would boil them, to be sure. Oh, to be sure. Now, what do you want to say??
?oWe want to cross,? Catelyn told him.
?oOh, do you? That?Ts blunt. Why should I let you??
For a moment her anger flared. ?oIf you were strong enough to climb your own battlements, Lord Frey, you would see that my son has twenty thousand men outside your walls.?
?oThey?Tll be twenty thousand fresh corpses when Lord Tywin gets here,? the old man shot back. ?oDon?Tt you try and frighten me, my lady. Your husband?Ts in some traitor?Ts cell under the Red Keep, your father?Ts sick, might be dying, and Jaime Lannister?Ts got your brother in chains. What do you have that I should fear? That son of yours? I?Tll match you son for son, and I?Tll still have eighteen when yours are all dead.?
?oYou swore an oath to my father,? Catelyn reminded him.
He bobbed his head side to side, smiling. ?oOh, yes, I said some words, but I swore oaths to the crown too, it seems to me. Joffrey?Ts the king now, and that makes you and your boy and all those fools out there no better than rebels. If I had the sense the gods gave a fish, I?Td help the Lannisters boil you all.?
?oWhy don?Tt you?? she challenged him.
Lord Walder snorted with disdain. ?oLord Tywin the proud and splendid, Warden of the West, Hand of the King, oh, what a great man that one is, him and his gold this and gold that and lions here and lions there. I?Tll wager you, he eats too many beans, he breaks wind just like me, but you?Tll never hear him admit it, oh, no. What?Ts he got to be so puffed up about anyway? Only two sons, and one of them?Ts a twisted little monster. I?Tll match him son for son, and I?Tll still have nineteen and a half left when all of his are dead!? He cackled. ?oIf Lord Tywin wants my help, he can bloody well ask for it.?
That was all Catelyn needed to hear. ?oI am asking for your help, my lord,? she said humbly. ?oAnd my father and my brother and my lord husband and my sons are asking with my voice.?
Lord Walder jabbed a bony finger at her face. ?oSave your sweet words, my lady. Sweet words I get from my wife. Did you see her? Sixteen she is, a little flower, and her honey?Ts only for me. I wager she gives me a son by this time next year. Perhaps I?Tll make him heir, wouldn?Tt that boil the rest of them??
?oI?Tm certain she will give you many sons.?
His head bobbed up and down. ?oYour lord father did not come to the wedding. An insult, as I see it. Even if he is dying. He never came to my last wedding either. He calls me the Late Lord Frey, you know. Does he think I?Tm dead? I?Tm not dead, and I promise you, I?Tll outlive him as I outlived his father. Your family has always pissed on me, don?Tt deny it, don?Tt lie, you know it?Ts true. Years ago, I went to your father and suggested a match between his son and my daughter. Why not? I had a daughter in mind, sweet girl, only a few years older than Edmure, but if your brother didn?Tt warm to her, I had others he might have had, young ones, old ones, virgins, widows, whatever he wanted. No, Lord Hoster would not hear of it. Sweet words he gave me, excuses, but what I wanted was to get rid of a daughter.
?oAnd your sister, that one, shê?Ts full as bad. It was, oh, a year ago, no more, Jon Arryn was still the King?Ts Hand, and I went to the city to see my sons ride in the tourney. Stevron and Jared are too old for the lists now, but Danwell and Hosteen rode, Perwyn as well, and a couple of my bastards tried the melee. If I?Td known how they?Td shame me, I would never have troubled myself to make the journey. Why did I need to ride all that way to see Hosteen knocked off his horse by that Tyrell whelp? I ask you. The boy?Ts half his age, Ser Daisy they call him, something like that. And Danwell was unhorsed by a hedge knight! Some days I wonder if those two are truly mine. My third wife was a Crakehall, all of the Crakehall women are sluts. Well, never mind about that, she died before you were born, what do you care?
?oI was speaking of your sister. I proposed that Lord and Lady Arryn foster two of my grandsons at court, and offered to take their own son to ward here at the Twins. Are my grandsons unworthy to be seen at the king?Ts court? They are sweet boys, quiet and mannerly. Walder is Merrett?Ts son, named after me, and the other one... heh, I don?Tt recall... he might have been another Walder, they?Tre always naming them Walder so I?Tll favor them, but his father... which one was his father now?? His face wrinkled up. ?oWell, whoever he was, Lord Arryn wouldn?Tt have him, or the other one, and I blame your lady sister for that. She frosted up as if I?Td suggested selling her boy to a mummer?Ts show or making a eunuch out of him, and when Lord Arryn said the child was going to Dragonstone to foster with Stannis Baratheon, she stormed off without a word of regrets and all the Hand could give me was apologies. What good are apologies? I ask you.?
Catelyn frowned, disquieted. ?oI had understood that Lysâ?Ts boy was to be fostered with Lord Tywin at Casterly Rock.?
?oNo, it was Lord Stannis,? Walder Frey said irritably. ?oDo you think I can?Tt tell Lord Stannis from Lord Tywin? They?Tre both bungholes who think they?Tre too noble to ****, but never mind about that, I know the difference. Or do you think I?Tm so old I can?Tt remember? I?Tm ninety and I remember very well. I remember what to do with a woman too. That wife of mine will give me a son before this time next year, I?Tll wager. Or a daughter, that can?Tt be helped. Boy or girl, it will be red, wrinkled, and squalling, and like as not shê?Tll want to name it Walder or Walda.?
Catelyn was not concerned with what Lady Frey might choose to name her child. ?oJon Arryn was going to foster his son with Lord Stannis, you are quite certain of that??
?oYes, yes, yes,? the old man said. ?oOnly he died, so what does it matter? You say you want to cross the river??
?oWe do.?
?oWell, you can?Tt!? Lord Walder announced crisply. ?oNot unless I allow it, and why should I? The Tullys and the Starks have never been friends of mine.? He pushed himself back in his chair and crossed his arms, smirking, waiting for her answer.
The rest was only haggling.
A swollen red sun hung low against the western hills when the gates of the castle opened. The drawbridge creaked down, the portcullis winched up, and Lady Catelyn Stark rode forth to rejoin her son and his lords bannermen. Behind her came Ser Jared Frey, Ser Hosteen Frey, Ser Danwell Frey, and Lord Walder?Ts bastard son Ronel Rivers, leading a long column of pikemen, rank on rank of shuffling men in blue steel ringmail and silvery grey cloaks.
Robb galloped out to meet her, with Grey Wind racing beside his stallion. ?oIt?Ts done,? she told him. ?oLord Walder will grant you your crossing. His swords are yours as well, less four hundred he means to keep back to hold the Twins. I suggest that you leave four hundred of your own, a mixed force of archers and swordsmen. He can scarcely object to an offer to augment his garrison... but make certain you give the command to a man you can trust. Lord Walder may need help keeping faith.?
?oAs you say, Mother,? Robb answered, gazing at the ranks of pikemen. ?oPerhaps... Ser Helman Tallhart, do you think??
?oA fine choice.?
?oWhat... what did he want of us??
?oIf you can spare a few of your swords, I need some men to escort two of Lord Frey?Ts grandsons north to Winterfell,? she told him. ?oI have agreed to take them as wards. They are young boys, aged eight years and seven. It would seem they are both named Walder. Your brother Bran will welcome the companionship of lads near his own age, I should think.?
?oIs that all? Two fosterlings? That?Ts a small enough price to-?
?oLord Frey?Ts son Olyvar will be coming with us,? she went on. ?oHe is to serve as your personal squire. His father would like to see him knighted, in good time.?
?oA squire.? He shrugged. ?oFine, that?Ts fine, if hê?Ts-?
?oAlso, if your sister Arya is returned to us safely, it is agreed that she will marry Lord Walder?Ts youngest son, Elmar, when the two of them come of age.?
Robb looked nonplussed. ?oArya won?Tt like that one bit.?
?oAnd you are to wed one of his daughters, once the fighting is done,? she finished. ?oHis lordship has graciously consented to allow you to choose whichever girl you prefer. He has a number he thinks might be suitable.?
To his cre***, Robb did not flinch. ?oI see.?
?oDo you consent??
?oCan I refuse??
?oNot if you wish to cross.?
?oI consent,? Robb said solemnly. He had never seemed more manly to her than he did in that moment. Boys might play with swords, but it took a lord to make a marriage pact, knowing what it meant.
They crossed at evenfall as a horned moon floated upon the river. The double column wound its way through the gate of the eastern twin like a great steel snake, slithering across the courtyard, into the keep and over the bridge, to issue forth once more from the second castle on the west bank.
Catelyn rode at the head of the serpent, with her son and her uncle Ser Brynden and Ser Stevron Frey. Behind followed nine tenths of their horse; knights, lancers, freeriders, and mounted bowmen. It took hours for them all to cross. Afterward, Catelyn would remember the clatter of countless hooves on the drawbridge, the sight of Lord Walder Frey in his litter watching them pass, the glitter of eyes peering down through the slats of the murder holes in the ceiling as they rode through the Water Tower.
The larger part of the northern host, pikes and archers and great masses of men-at-arms on foot, remained upon the east bank under the command of Roose Bolton. Robb had commanded him to continue the march south, to confront the huge Lannister army coming north under Lord Tywin.
For good or ill, her son had thrown the dice.

Chapter 60
Jon​

?oAre you well, Snow?? Lord Mormont asked, scowling. ?oWell,? his raven squawked. ?oWell.?
?oI am, my lord,? Jon lied... loudly, as if that could make it true. ?oAnd you??
Mormont frowned. ?oA dead man tried to kill me. How well could I be?? He scratched under his chin. His shaggy grey beard had been singed in the fire, and hê?Td hacked it off. The pale stubble of his new whiskers made him look old, disreputable, and grumpy. ?oYou do not look well. How is your hand??
?oHealing.? Jon flexed his bandaged fingers to show him. He had burned himself more badly than he knew throwing the flaming drapes, and his right hand was swathed in silk halfway to the elbow. At the time hê?Td felt nothing; the agony had come after. His cracked red skin oozed fluid, and fearsome blood blisters rose between his fingers, big as roaches. ?oThe maester says I?Tll have scars, but otherwise the hand should be as good as it was before.?
?oA scarred hand is nothing. On the Wall, you?Tll be wearing gloves often as not.?
?oAs you say, my lord.? It was not the thought of scars that troubled Jon; it was the rest of it. Maester Aemon had given him milk of the poppy, yet even so, the pain had been hideous. At first it had felt as if his hand were still aflame, burning day and night. Only plunging it into basins of snow and shaved ice gave any relief at all. Jon thanked the gods that no one but Ghost saw him writhing on his bed, whimpering from the pain. And when at last he did sleep, he dreamt, and that was even worse.
In the dream, the corpse he fought had blue eyes, black hands, and his father?Ts face, but he dared not tell Mormont that.
?oDywen and Hake returned last night,? the Old Bear said. ?oThey found no sign of your uncle, no more than the others did.?
?oI know.? Jon had dragged himself to the common hall *****p with his friends, and the failure of the rangers?T search had been all the men had been talking of.
?oYou know,? Mormont grumbled. ?oHow is it that everyone knows everything around here?? He did not seem to expect an answer. ?oIt would seem there were only the two of... of those creatures, whatever they were, I will not call them men. And thank the gods for that. Any more and... well, that doesn?Tt bear thinking of. There will be more, though. I can feel it in these old bones of mine, and Maester Aemon agrees. The cold winds are rising. Summer is at an end, and a winter is coming such as this world has never seen.?
Winter is coming. The Stark words had never sounded so grim or ominous to Jon as they did now. ?oMy lord,? he asked hesitantly, ?oit?Ts said there was a bird last night.?
?oThere was. What of it??
?oI had hoped for some word of my father.?
?oFather,? taunted the old raven, bobbing its head as it walked across Mormont?Ts shoulders. ?oFather.?
The Lord Commander reached up to pinch its beak shut, but the raven hopped up on his head, fluttered its wings, and flew across the chamber to light above a window. ?oGrief and noise,? Mormont grumbled. ?oThat?Ts all they?Tre good for, ravens. Why I put up with that pestilential bird... if there was news of Lord Eddard, don?Tt you think I would have sent for you? Bastard or no, you?Tre still his blood. The message concerned Ser Barristan Selmy. It seems hê?Ts been removed from the Kingsguard. They gave his place to that black dog Clegane, and now Selmy?Ts wanted for treason. The fools sent some watchmen to seize him, but he slew two of them and escaped.? Mormont snorted, leaving no doubt of his view of men whô?Td send gold cloaks against a knight as renowed as Barristan the Bold. ?oWe have white shadows in the woods and unquiet dead stalking our halls, and a boy sits the Iron Throne,? he said in disgust.
The raven laughed shrilly. ?oBoy, boy, boy, boy.?
Ser Barristan had been the Old Bear?Ts best hope, Jon remembered; if he had fallen, what chance was there that Mormont?Ts letter would be heeded? He curled his hand into a fist. Pain shot through his burned fingers. ?oWhat of my sisters??
?oThe message made no mention of Lord Eddard or the girls.? He gave an irritated shrug. ?oPerhaps they never got my letter. Aemon sent two copies, with his best birds, but who can say? More like, Pycelle did not deign to reply. It would not be the first time, nor the last. I fear we count for less than nothing in King?Ts Landing. They tell us what they want us to know, and that?Ts little enough.?
And you tell me what you want me to know, and that?Ts less, Jon thought resentfully. His brother Robb had called the banners and ridden south to war, yet no word of that had been breathed to him... save by Samwell Tarly, whô?Td read the letter to Maester Aemon and whispered its contents to Jon that night in secret, all the time saying how he shouldn?Tt. Doubtless they thought his brother?Ts war was none of his concern. It troubled him more than he could say. Robb was marching and he was not. No matter how often Jon told himself that his place was here now, with his new brothers on the Wall, he still felt craven.
?oCorn,? the raven was crying. ?oCorn, corn.?
?oOh, be quiet,? the Old Bear told it. ?oSnow, how soon does Maester Aemon say you?Tll have use of that hand back??
?oSoon,? Jon replied.
?oGood.? On the table between them, Lord Mormont laid a large sword in a black metal scabbard banded with silver. ?oHere. You?Tll be ready for this, then.?
The raven flapped down and landed on the table, strutting toward the sword, head ****ed curiously. Jon hesitated. He had no inkling what this meant. ?oMy lord??
?oThe fire melted the silver off the pommel and burnt the crossguard and grip. Well, dry leather and old wood, what could you expect? The blade, now... you?Td need a fire a hundred times as hot to harm the blade.? Mormont shoved the scabbard across the rough oak planks. ?oI had the rest made anew. Take it.?
?oTake it,? echoed his raven, preening. ?oTake it, take it.?
Awkwardly, Jon took the sword in hand. His left hand; his bandaged right was still too raw and clumsy. Carefully he pulled it from its scabbard and raised it level with his eyes.
The pommel was a hunk of pale stone weighted with lead to balance the long blade. It had been carved into the likeness of a snarling wolf?Ts head, with chips of garnet set into the eyes. The grip was virgin leather, soft and black, as yet unstained by sweat or blood. The blade itself was a good half foot longer than those Jon was used to, tapered to thrust as well as slash, with three fullers deeply incised in the metal. Where Ice was a true two-handed greatsword, this was a hand-and-a-halfer, sometimes named a ?obastard sword.? Yet the wolf sword actually seemed lighter than the blades he had wielded before. When Jon turned it sideways, he could see the ripples in the dark steel where the metal had been folded back on itself again and again. ?oThis is Valyrian steel, my lord,? he said wonderingly. His father had let him handle Ice often enough; he knew the look, the feel.
?oIt is,? the Old Bear told him. ?oIt was my father?Ts sword, and his father?Ts before him. The Mormonts have carried it for five centuries. I wielded it in my day and passed it on to my son when I took the black.?
He is giving me his son?Ts sword. Jon could scarcely believe it. The blade was exquisitely balanced. The edges glimmered faintly as they kissed the light. ?oYour son-?
?oMy son brought dishonor to House Mormont, but at least he had the grace to leave the sword behind when he fled. My sister returned it to my keeping, but the very sight of it reminded me of Jorah?Ts shame, so I put it aside and thought no more of it until we found it in the ashes of my bedchamber. The original pommel was a bear?Ts head, silver, yet so worn its features were all but indistinguishable. For you, I thought a white wolf more apt. One of our builders is a fair stonecarver.?
When Jon had been Bran?Ts age, he had dreamed of doing great deeds, as boys always did. The details of his feats changed with every dreaming, but quite often he imagined saving his father?Ts life. Afterward Lord Eddard would declare that Jon had proved himself a true Stark, and place Ice in his hand. Even then he had known it was only a child?Ts folly; no bastard could ever hope to wield a father?Ts sword. Even the memory shamed him. What kind of man stole his own brother?Ts birthright? I have no right to this, he thought, no more than to Ice. He twitched his burned fingers, feeling a throb of pain deep under the skin. ?oMy lord, you honor me, but-?
?oSpare me your but?Ts, boy,? Lord Mormont interrupted. ?oI would not be sitting here were it not for you and that beast of yours. You fought bravely... and more to the point, you thought quickly. Fire! Yes, damn it. We ought to have known. We ought to have remembered. The Long Night has come before. Oh, eight thousand years is a good while, to be sure... yet if the Night?Ts Watch does not remember, who will??
?oWho will,? chimed the talkative raven. ?oWho will.?
Truly, the gods had heard Jon?Ts prayer that night; the fire had caught in the dead man?Ts clothing and consumed him as if his flesh were candle wax and his bones old dry wood. Jon had only to close his eyes to see the thing staggering across the solar, crashing against the furniture and flailing at the flames. It was the face that haunted him most; surrounded by a nimbus of fire, hair blazing like straw, the dead flesh melting away and sloughing off its skull to reveal the gleam of bone beneath.
Whatever demonic force moved Othor had been driven out by the flames; the twisted thing they had found in the ashes had been no more than cooked meat and charred bone. Yet in his nightmare he faced it again... and this time the burning corpse wore Lord Eddard?Ts features. It was his father?Ts skin that burst and blackened, his father?Ts eyes that ran liquid down his cheeks like jellied tears. Jon did not understand why that should be or what it might mean, but it frightened him more than he could say.
?oA sword?Ts small payment for a life,? Mormont concluded. ?oTake it, I?Tll hear no more of it, is that understood??
?oYes, my lord.? The soft leather gave beneath Jon?Ts fingers, as if the sword were molding itself to his grip already. He knew he should be honored, and he was, and yet...
He is not my father. The thought leapt unbidden to Jon?Ts mind. Lord Eddard Stark is my father. I will not forget him, no matter how many swords they give me. Yet he could scarcely tell Lord Mormont that it was another man?Ts sword he dreamt of...
?oI want no courtesies either,? Mormont said, ?oso thank me no thanks. Honor the steel with deeds, not words.?
Jon nodded. ?oDoes it have a name, my lord??
?oIt did, once. Longclaw, it was called.?
?oClaw,? the raven cried. ?oClaw.?
?oLongclaw is an apt name.? Jon tried a practice cut. He was clumsy and uncomfortable with his left hand, yet even so the steel seemed to flow through the air, as if it had a will of its own. ?oWolves have claws, as much as bears.?
The Old Bear seemed pleased by that. ?oI suppose they do. You?Tll want to wear that over the shoulder, I imagine. It?Ts too long for the hip, at least until you?Tve put on a few inches. And you?Tll need to work at your two-handed strikes as well. Ser Endrew can show you some moves, when your burns have healed.?
?oSer Endrew?? Jon did not know the name.
?oSer Endrew Tarth, a good man. Hê?Ts on his way from the Shadow Tower to assume the duties of master-at-arms. Ser Alliser Thorne left yestermorn for Eastwatch-by-the-Sea.?
Jon lowered the sword. ?oWhy?? he said, stupidly.
Mormont snorted. ?oBecause I sent him, why do you think? Hê?Ts bringing the hand your Ghost tore off the end of Jafer Flowers?Ts wrist. I have commanded him to take ship to King?Ts Landing and lay it before this boy king. That should get young Joffrey?Ts attention, I?Td think... and Ser Alliser?Ts a knight, highborn, anointed, with old friends at court, altogether harder to ignore than a glorified crow.?
?oCrow.? Jon thought the raven sounded faintly indignant.
?oAs well,? the Lord Commander continued, ignoring the bird?Ts protest, ?oit puts a thousand leagues twixt him and you without it seeming a rebuke.? He jabbed a finger up at Jon?Ts face. ?oAnd don?Tt think this means I approve of that nonsense in the common hall. Valor makes up for a fair amount of folly, but you?Tre not a boy anymore, however many years you?Tve seen. That?Ts a man?Ts sword you have there, and it will take a man to wield her. I?Tll expect you to act the part, henceforth.?
?oYes, my lord.? Jon slid the sword back into the silver-banded scabbard. If not the blade he would have chosen, it was nonetheless a noble gift, and freeing him from Alliser Thornê?Ts malignance was nobler still.
The Old Bear scratched at his chin. ?oI had forgotten how much a new beard itches,? he said. ?oWell, no help for that. Is that hand of yours healed enough to resume your duties??
?oYes, my lord.?
?oGood. The night will be cold, I?Tll want hot spice wine. Find me a flagon of red, not too sour, and don?Tt skimp on the spices. And tell Hobb that if he sends me boiled mutton again I?Tm like to boil him. That last haunch was grey. Even the bird wouldn?Tt touch it.? He stroked the raven?Ts head with his thumb, and the bird made a contented quorking sound. ?oAway with you. I?Tve work to do.?

The guards smiled at him from their niches as he wound his way down the turret stair, carrying the sword in his good hand. ?oSweet steel,? one man said. ?oYou earned that, Snow,? another told him. Jon made himself smile back at them, but his heart was not in it. He knew he should be pleased, yet he did not feel it. His hand ached, and the taste of anger was in his mouth, though he could not have said who he was angry with or why.
A half dozen of his friends were lurking outside when he left the King?Ts Tower, where Lord Commander Mormont now made his residence. They?Td hung a target on the granary doors, so they could seem to be honing their skills as archers, but he knew lurkers when he saw them. No sooner did he emerge than Pyp called out, ?oWell, come about, let?Ts have a look.?
?oAt what?? Jon said.
Toad sidled close. ?oYour rosy butt cheeks, what else??
?oThe sword,? Grenn stated. ?oWe want to see the sword.?
Jon raked them with an accusing look. ?oYou knew.?
Pyp grinned. ?oWê?Tre not all as dumb as Grenn.?
?oYou are so,? insisted Grenn. ?oYou?Tre dumber.?
Halder gave an apologetic shrug. ?oI helped Pate carve the stone for the pommel,? the builder said, ?oand your friend Sam bought the garnets in Molê?Ts Town.?
?oWe knew even before that, though,? Grenn said. ?oRudge has been helping Donal Noye in the forge. He was there when the Old Bear brought him the burnt blade.?
?oThe sword!? Matt insisted. The others took up the chant. ?oThe sword, the sword, the sword.?
Jon unsheathed Longclaw and showed it to them, turning it this way and that so they could admire it. The bastard blade glittered in the pale sunlight, dark and deadly. ?oValyrian steel,? he declared solemnly, trying to sound as pleased and proud as he ought to have felt.
?oI heard of a man who had a razor made of Valyrian steel,? declared Toad. ?oHe cut his head off trying to shave.?
Pyp grinned. ?oThe Night?Ts Watch is thousands of years old,? he said, ?obut I?Tll wager Lord Snow?Ts the first brother ever honored for burning down the Lord Commander?Ts Tower.?
The others laughed, and even Jon had to smile. The fire hê?Td started had not, in truth, burned down that formidable stone tower, but it had done a fair job of gutting the interior of the top two floors, where the Old Bear had his chambers. No one seemed to mind that very much, since it had also destroyed Othor?Ts murderous corpse.
The other wight, the one-handed thing that had once been a ranger named Jafer Flowers, had also been destroyed, cut near to pieces by a dozen swords... but not before it had slain Ser Jaremy Rykker and four other men. Ser Jaremy had finished the job of hacking its head off, yet had died all the same when the headless corpse pulled his own dagger from its sheath and buried it in his bowels. Strength and courage did not avail much against foemen who would not fall because they were already dead; even arms and armor offered small protection.
That grim thought soured Jon?Ts fragile mood. ?oI need to see Hobb about the Old Bear?Ts supper,? he announced brusquely, sliding Longclaw back into its scabbard. His friends meant well, but they did not understand. It was not their fault, truly; they had not had to face Othor, they had not seen the pale glow of those dead blue eyes, had not felt the cold of those dead black fingers. Nor did they know of the fighting in the riverlands. How could they hope to comprehend? He turned away from them abruptly and strode off, sullen. Pyp called after him, but Jon paid him no mind.
They had moved him back to his old cell in tumbledown Hardin?Ts Tower after the fire, and it was there he returned. Ghost was curled up asleep beside the door, but he lifted his head at the sound of Jon?Ts boots. The direwolf?Ts red eyes were darker than garnets and wiser than men. Jon knelt, scratched his ear, and showed him the pommel of the sword. ?oLook. It?Ts you.?
Ghost sniffed at his carved stone likeness and tried a lick. Jon smiled. ?oYou?Tre the one deserves an honor,? he told the wolf... and suddenly he found himself remembering how hê?Td found him, that day in the late summer snow. They had been riding off with the other pups, but Jon had heard a noise and turned back, and there he was, white fur almost invisible against the drifts. He was all alone, he thought, apart from the others in the litter. He was different, so they drove him out.
?oJon?? He looked up. Samwell Tarly stood rocking nervously on his heels. His cheeks were red, and he was wrapped in a heavy fur cloak that made him look ready for hibernation.
?oSam.? Jon stood. ?oWhat is it? Do you want to see the sword?? If the others had known, no doubt Sam did too.
The fat boy shook his head. ?oI was heir to my father?Ts blade once,? he said mournfully. ?oHeartsbane. Lord Randyll let me hold it a few times, but it always scared me. It was Valyrian steel, beautiful but so sharp I was afraid I?Td hurt one of my sisters. Dickon will have it now.? He wiped sweaty hands on his cloak. ?oI ah... Maester Aemon wants to see you.?
It was not time for his bandages to be changed. Jon frowned suspiciously. ?oWhy?? he demanded. Sam looked miserable. That was answer enough. ?oYou told him, didn?Tt you?? Jon said angrily. ?oYou told him that you told me.?
?oI... he... Jon, I didn?Tt want to... he asked... I mean I think he knew, he sees things no one else sees...?
?oHê?Ts blind,? Jon pointed out forcefully, disgusted. ?oI can find the way myself.? He left Sam standing there, openmouthed and quivering.
He found Maester Aemon up in the rookery, feeding the ravens. Clydas was with him, carrying a bucket of chopped meat as they shuffled from cage to cage. ?oSam said you wanted me??
The maester nodded. ?oI did indeed. Clydas, give Jon the bucket. Perhaps he will be kind enough to assist me.? The hunched, pink-eyed brother handed Jon the bucket and scurried down the ladder. ?oToss the meat into the cages,? Aemon instructed him. ?oThe birds will do the rest.?
Jon shifted the bucket to his right hand and thrust his left down into the bloody bits. The ravens began to scream noisily and fly at the bars, beating at the metal with night-black wings. The meat had been chopped into pieces no larger than a finger joint. He filled his fist and tossed the raw red morsels into the cage, and the squawking and squabbling grew hotter. Feathers flew as two of the larger birds fought over a choice piece. Quickly Jon grabbed a second handful and threw it in after the first. ?oLord Mormont?Ts raven likes fruit and corn.?
?oHe is a rare bird,? the maester said. ?oMost ravens will eat grain, but they prefer flesh. It makes them strong, and I fear they relish the taste of blood. In that they are like men... and like men, not all ravens are alike.?
Jon had nothing to say to that. He threw meat, wondering why hê?Td been summoned. No doubt the old man would tell him, in his own good time. Maester Aemon was not a man to be hurried.
?oDoves and pigeons can also be trained to carry messages,? the maester went on, ?othough the raven is a stronger flyer, larger, bolder, far more clever, better able to defend itself against hawks... yet ravens are black, and they eat the dead, so some godly men abhor them. Baelor the Blessed tried to replace all the ravens with doves, did you know?? The maester turned his white eyes on Jon, smiling. ?oThe Night?Ts Watch prefers ravens.?
Jon?Ts fingers were in the bucket, blood up to the wrist. ?oDywen says the wildlings call us crows,? he said uncertainty.
?oThe crow is the raven?Ts poor cousin. They are both beggars in black, hated and misunderstood.?
Jon wished he understood what they were talking about, and why. What did he care about ravens and doves? If the old man had something to say to him, why couldn?Tt he just say it?
?oJon, did you ever wonder why the men of the Night?Ts Watch take no wives and father no children?? Maester Aemon asked.
Jon shrugged. ?oNo.? He scattered more meat. The fingers of his left hand were slimy with blood, and his right throbbed from the weight of the bucket.
?oSo they will not love,? the old man answered, ?ofor love is the bane of honor, the death of duty.?
That did not sound right to Jon, yet he said nothing. The maester was a hundred years old, and a high officer of the Night?Ts Watch; it was not his place to contradict him.
The old man seemed to sense his doubts. ?oTell me, Jon, if the day should ever come when your lord father must needs choose between honor on the one hand and those he loves on the other, what would he do??
Jon hesitated. He wanted to say that Lord Eddard would never dishonor himself, not even for love, yet inside a small sly voice whispered, He fathered a bastard, where was the honor in that? And your mother, what of his duty to her, he will not even say her name. ?oHe would do whatever was right,? he said... ringingly, to make up for his hesitation. ?oNo matter what.?
?oThen Lord Eddard is a man in ten thousand. Most of us are not so strong. What is honor compared to a woman?Ts love? What is duty against the feel of a newborn son in your arms... or the memory of a brother?Ts smile? Wind and words. Wind and words. We are only human, and the gods have fashioned us for love. That is our great glory, and our great tragedy.
?oThe men who formed the Night?Ts Watch knew that only their courage shielded the realm from the darkness to the north. They knew they must have no divided loyalties to weaken their resolve. So they vowed they would have no wives nor children. Yet brothers they had, and sisters. Mothers who gave them birth, fathers who gave them names. They came from a hundred quarrelsome kingdoms, and they knew times may change, but men do not. So they pledged as well that the Night?Ts Watch would take no part in the battles of the realms it guarded.
?oThey kept their pledge. When Aegon slew Black Harren and claimed his kingdom, Harren?Ts brother was Lord Commander on the Wall, with ten thousand swords to hand. He did not march. In the days when the Seven Kingdoms were seven kingdoms, not a generation passed that three or four of them were not at war. The Watch took no part. When the Andals crossed the narrow sea and swept away the kingdoms of the First Men, the sons of the fallen kings held true to their vows and remained at their posts. So it has always been, for years beyond counting. Such is the price of honor.
?oA craven can be as brave as any man, when there is nothing to fear. And we all do our duty, when there is no cost to it. How easy it seems then, to walk the path of honor. Yet soon or late in every man?Ts life comes a day when it is not easy, a day when he must choose.?
Some of the ravens were still eating, long stringy bits of meat dangling from their beaks. The rest seemed to be watching him. Jon could feel the weight of all those tiny black eyes. ?oAnd this is my day... is that what you?Tre saying??
Maester Aemon turned his head and looked at him with those dead white eyes. It was as if he were seeing right into his heart. Jon felt naked and exposed. He took the bucket in both hands and flung the rest of the slops through the bars. Strings of meat and blood flew everywhere, scattering the ravens. They took to the air, shrieking wildly. The quicker birds snatched morsels on the wing and gulped them down greedily. Jon let the empty bucket clang to the floor.
The old man laid a withered, spotted hand on his shoulder. ?oIt hurts, boy,? he said softly. ?oOh, yes. Choosing... it has always hurt. And always will. I know.?
?oYou don?Tt know,? Jon said bitterly. ?oNo one knows. Even if I am his bastard, hê?Ts still my father...?
Maester Aemon sighed. ?oHave you heard nothing I?Tve told you, Jon? Do you think you are the first?? He shook his ancient head, a gesture weary beyond words. ?oThree times the gods saw fit to test my vows. Once when I was a boy, once in the fullness of my manhood, and once when I had grown old. By then my strength was fled, my eyes grown dim, yet that last choice was as cruel as the first. My ravens would bring the news from the south, words darker than their wings, the ruin of my House, the death of my kin, disgrace and desolation. What could I have done, old, blind, frail? I was helpless as a suckling babe, yet still it grieved me to sit forgotten as they cut down my brother?Ts poor grandson, and his son, and even the little children...?
Jon was shocked to see the shine of tears in the old man?Ts eyes. ?oWho are you?? he asked quietly, almost in dread.
A toothless smile quivered on the ancient lips. ?oOnly a maester of the Citadel, bound in service to Castle Black and the Night?Ts Watch. In my order, we put aside our house names when we take our vows and don the collar.? The old man touched the maester?Ts chain that hung loosely around his thin, fleshless neck. ?oMy father was Maekar, the First of his Name, and my brother Aegon reigned after him in my stead. My grandfather named me for Prince Aemon the Dragonknight, who was his uncle, or his father, depending on which tale you believe. Aemon, he called me...?
?oAemon... Targaryen?? Jon could scarcely believe it.
?oOnce,? the old man said. ?oOnce. So you see, Jon, I do know... and knowing, I will not tell you stay or go. You must make that choice yourself, and live with it all the rest of your days. As I have.? His voice fell to a whisper. ?oAs I have...?

Chapter 61
Daenerys​

When the battle was done, Dany rode her silver through the fields of the dead. Her handmaids and the men of her khas came after, smiling and jesting among themselves.
Dothraki hooves had torn the earth and trampled the rye and lentils into the ground, while arakhs and arrows had sown a terrible new crop and watered it with blood. Dying horses lifted their heads and screamed at her as she rode past. Wounded men moaned and prayed. Jaqqa rhan moved among them, the mercy men with their heavy axes, taking a harvest of heads from the dead and dying alike. After them would scurry a flock of small girls, pulling arrows from the corpses to fill their baskets. Last of all the dogs would come sniffing, lean and hungry, the feral pack that was never far behind the khalasar.
The sheep had been dead longest. There seemed to be thousands of them, black with flies, arrow shafts bristling from each carcass. Khal Ogô?Ts riders had done that, Dany knew; no man of Drogô?Ts khalasar would be such a fool as to waste his arrows on sheep when there were shepherds yet to kill.
The town was afire, black plumes of smoke roiling and tumbling as they rose into a hard blue sky. Beneath broken walls of dried mud, riders galloped back and forth, swinging their long whips as they herded the survivors from the smoking rubble. The women and children of Ogô?Ts khalasar walked with a sullen pride, even in defeat and bondage; they were slaves now, but they seemed not to fear it. It was different with the townsfolk. Dany pitied them; she remembered what terror felt like. Mothers stumbled along with blank, dead faces, pulling sobbing children by the hand. There were only a few men among them, cripples and cowards and grandfathers.
Ser Jorah said the people of this country named themselves the Lhazareen, but the Dothraki called them haesh rakhi, the Lamb Men. Once Dany might have taken them for Dothraki, for they had the same copper skin and almond-shaped eyes. Now they looked alien to her, squat and flat-faced, their black hair cropped unnaturally short. They were herders of sheep and eaters of vegetables, and Khal Drogo said they belonged south of the river bend. The grass of the Dothraki sea was not meant for sheep.
Dany saw one boy bolt and run for the river. A rider cut him off and turned him, and the others boxed him in, cracking their whips in his face, running him this way and that. One galloped behind him, lashing him across the buttocks until his thighs ran red with blood. Another snared his ankle with a lash and sent him sprawling. Finally, when the boy could only crawl, they grew bored of the sport and put an arrow through his back.
Ser Jorah met her outside the shattered gate. He wore a dark green surcoat over his mail. His gauntlets, greaves, and greathelm were dark grey steel. The Dothraki had mocked him for a coward when he donned his armor, but the knight had spit insults right back in their teeth, tempers had flared, longsword had clashed with arakh, and the rider whose taunts had been loudest had been left behind to bleed to death.
Ser Jorah lifted the visor of his flat-topped greathelm as he rode up. ?oYour lord husband awaits you within the town.?
?oDrogo took no harm??
?oA few cuts,? Ser Jorah answered, ?onothing of consequence. He slew two khals this day. Khal Ogo first, and then the son, Fogo, who became khal when Ogo fell. His bloodriders cut the bells from their hair, and now Khal Drogô?Ts every step rings louder than before.?
Ogo and his son had shared the high bench with her lord husband at the naming feast where Viserys had been crowned, but that was in Vaes Dothrak, beneath the Mother of Mountains, where every rider was a brother and all quarrels were put aside. It was different out in the grass. Ogô?Ts khalasar had been attacking the town when Khal Drogo caught him. She wondered what the Lamb Men had thought, when they first saw the dust of their horses from atop those cracked-mud walls. Perhaps a few, the younger and more foolish who still believed that the gods heard the prayers of desperate men, took it for deliverance.
Across the road, a girl no older than Dany was sobbing in a high thin voice as a rider shoved her over a pile of corpses, facedown, and thrust himself inside her. Other riders dismounted to take their turns. That was the sort of deliverance the Dothraki brought the Lamb Men.
I am the blood of the dragon, Daenerys Targaryen reminded herself as she turned her face away. She pressed her lips together and hardened her heart and rode on toward the gate.
?oMost of Ogô?Ts riders fled,? Ser Jorah was saying. ?oStill, there may be as many as ten thousand captives.?
Slaves, Dany thought. Khal Drogo would drive them downriver to one of the towns on Slaver?Ts Bay. She wanted to cry, but she told herself that she must be strong. This is war, this is what it looks like, this is the price of the Iron Throne.
?oI?Tve told the khal he ought to make for Meereen,? Ser Jorah said. ?oThey?Tll pay a better price than hê?Td get from a slaving caravan. Illyrio writes that they had a plague last year, so the brothels are paying double for healthy young girls, and triple for boys under ten. If enough children survive the journey, the gold will buy us all the ships we need, and hire men to sail them.?
Behind them, the girl being raped made a heartrending sound, a long sobbing wail that went on and on and on. Dany?Ts hand clenched hard around the reins, and she turned the silver?Ts head. ?oMake them stop,? she commanded Ser Jorah.
?oKhaleesi?? The knight sounded perplexed.
?oYou heard my words,? she said. ?oStop them.? She spoke to her khas in the harsh accents of Dothraki. ?oJhogo, Quaro, you will aid Ser Jorah. I want no rape.?
The warriors exchanged a baffled look.
Jorah Mormont spurred his horse closer. ?oPrincess,? he said, ?oyou have a gentle heart, but you do not understand. This is how it has always been. Those men have shed blood for the khal. Now they claim their reward.?
Across the road, the girl was still crying, her high singsong tongue strange to Dany?Ts ears. The first man was done with her now, and a second had taken his place.
?oShe is a lamb girl,? Quaro said in Dothraki. ?oShe is nothing, Khaleesi. The riders do her honor. The Lamb Men lay with sheep, it is known.?
?oIt is known,? her handmaid Irri echoed. ?oIt is known,? agreed Jhogo, astride the tall grey stallion that Drogo had given him. ?oIf her wailing offends your ears, Khaleesi, Jhogo will bring you her tongue.? He drew his arakh.
?oI will not have her harmed,? Dany said. ?oI claim her. Do as I command you, or Khal Drogo will know the reason why.?
?oAi, Khaleesi,? Jhogo replied, kicking his horse. Quaro and the others followed his lead, the bells in their hair chiming.
?oGo with them,? she commanded Ser Jorah.
?oAs you command.? The knight gave her a curious look. ?oYou are your brother?Ts sister, in truth.?
?oViserys?? She did not understand.
?oNo,? he answered. ?oRhaegar.? He galloped off.
Dany heard Jhogo shout. The rapers laughed at him. One man shouted back. Jhogô?Ts arakh flashed, and the man?Ts head went tumbling from his shoulders. Laughter turned to curses as the horsemen reached for weapons, but by then Quaro and Aggo and Rakharo were there. She saw Aggo point across the road to where she sat upon her silver. The riders looked at her with cold black eyes. One spat. The others scattered to their mounts, muttering.
All the while the man atop the lamb girl continued to plunge in and out of her, so intent on his pleasure that he seemed unaware of what was going on around him. Ser Jorah dismounted and wrenched him off with a mailed hand. The Dothraki went sprawling in the mud, bounced up with a knife in hand, and died with Aggô?Ts arrow through his throat. Mormont pulled the girl off the pile of corpses and wrapped her in his blood-spattered cloak. He led her across the road to Dany. ?oWhat do you want done with her??
The girl was trembling, her eyes wide and vague. Her hair was matted with blood. ?oDoreah, see to her hurts. You do not have a rider?Ts look, perhaps she will not fear you. The rest, with me.? She urged the silver through the broken wooden gate.
It was worse inside the town. Many of the houses were afire, and the jaqqa rhan had been about their grisly work. Headless corpses filled the narrow, twisty lanes. They passed other women being raped. Each time Dany reined up, sent her khas to make an end to it, and claimed the victim as slave. One of them, a thick-bodied, flat-nosed woman of forty years, blessed Dany haltingly in the Common Tongue, but from the others she got only flat black stares. They were suspicious of her, she realized with sadness; afraid that she had saved them for some worse fate.
?oYou cannot claim them all, child,? Ser Jorah said, the fourth time they stopped, while the warriors of her khas herded her new slaves behind her.
?oI am khaleesi, heir to the Seven Kingdoms, the blood of the dragon,? Dany reminded him. ?oIt is not for you to tell me what I cannot do.? Across the city, a building collapsed in a great gout of fire and smoke, and she heard distant screams and the wailing of frightened children.

They found Khal Drogo seated before a square windowless temple with thick mud walls and a bulbous dome like some immense brown onion. Beside him was a pile of heads taller than he was. One of the short arrows of the Lamb Men stuck through the meat of his upper arm, and blood covered the left side of his bare chest like a splash of paint. His three bloodriders were with him.
Jhiqui helped Dany dismount; she had grown clumsy as her belly grew larger and heavier. She knelt before the khal: ?oMy sun-and-stars is wounded.? The arakh cut was wide but shallow; his left nipple was gone, and a flap of bloody flesh and skin dangled from his chest like a wet rag.
?oIs scratch, moon of life, from arakh of one bloodrider to Khal Ogo,? Khal Drogo said in the Common Tongue. ?oI kill him for it, and Ogo too.? He turned his head, the bells in his braid ringing softly. ?oIs Ogo you hear, and Fogo his khalakka, who was khal when I slew him.?
?oNo man can stand before the sun of my life,? Dany said, ?othe father of the stallion who mounts the world.?
A mounted warrior rode up and vaulted from his saddle. He spoke to Haggo, a stream of angry Dothraki too fast for Dany to understand. The huge bloodrider gave her a heavy look before he turned to his khal ?oThis one is Mago, who rides in the khas of Ko Jhaqo. He says the khaleesi has taken his spoils, a daughter of the lambs who was his to mount.?
Khal Drogô?Ts face was still and hard, but his black eyes were curious as they went to Dany. ?oTell me the truth of this, moon of my life,? he commanded in Dothraki.
Dany told him what she had done, in his own tongue so the khal would understand her better, her words simple and direct.
When she was done, Drogo was frowning. ?oThis is the way of war. These women are our slaves now, to do with as we please.?
?oIt pleases me to hold them safe,? Dany said, wondering if she had dared too much. ?oIf your warriors would mount these women, let them take them gently and keep them for wives. Give them places in the khalasar and let them bear you sons.?
Qotho was ever the cruelest of the bloodriders. It was he who laughed. ?oDoes the horse breed with the sheep??
Something in his tone reminded her of Viserys. Dany turned on him angrily. ?oThe dragon feeds on horse and sheep alike.?
Khal Drogo smiled. ?oSee how fierce she grows!? he said. ?oIt is my son inside her, the stallion who mounts the world, filling her with his fire. Ride slowly, Qotho... if the mother does not burn you where you sit, the son will trample you into the mud. And you, Mago, hold your tongue and find another lamb to mount. These belong to my khaleesi.? He started to reach out a hand to Daenerys, but as he lifted his arm Drogo grimaced in sudden pain and turned his head.
Dany could almost feel his agony. The wounds were worse than Ser Jorah had led her to believe. ?oWhere are the healers?? she demanded. The khalasar had two sorts: barren women and eunuch slaves. The herbwomen dealt in potions and spells, the eunuchs in knife, needle, and fire. ?oWhy do they not attend the khal??
?oThe khal sent the hairless men away, Khaleesi,? old Cohollo assured her. Dany saw the bloodrider had taken a wound himself; a deep gash in his left shoulder.
?oMany riders are hurt,? Khal Drogo said stubbornly. ?oLet them be healed first. This arrow is no more than the bite of a fly, this little cut only a new scar to boast of to my son.?
Dany could see the muscles in his chest where the skin had been cut away. A trickle of blood ran from the arrow that pierced his arm. ?oIt is not for Khal Drogo to wait,? she proclaimed. ?oJhogo, seek out these eunuchs and bring them here at once.?
?oSilver Lady,? a woman?Ts voice said behind her, ?oI can help the Great Rider with his hurts.?
Dany turned her head. The speaker was one of the slaves she had claimed, the heavy, flat-nosed woman who had blessed her.
?oThe khal needs no help from women who lie with sheep,? barked Qotho. ?oAggo, cut out her tongue.?
Aggo grabbed her hair and pressed a knife to her throat.
Dany lifted a hand. ?oNo. She is mine. Let her speak.?
Aggo looked from her to Qotho. He lowered his knife.
?oI meant no wrong, fierce riders.? The woman spoke Dothraki well. The robes she wore had once been the lightest and finest of woolens, rich with embroidery, but now they were mud-caked and bloody and ripped. She clutched the torn cloth of her bodice to her heavy breasts. ?oI have some small skill in the healing arts.?
?oWho are you?? Dany asked her.
?oI am named Mirri Maz Duur. I am godswife of this temple.?
?oMaegi,? grunted Haggo, fingering his arakh. His look was dark. Dany remembered the word from a terrifying story that Jhiqui had told her one night by the cookfire. A maegi was a woman who lay with demons and practiced the blackest of sorceries, a vile thing, evil and soulless, who came to men in the dark of night and sucked life and strength from their bodies.
?oI am a healer,? Mirri Maz Duur said.
?oA healer of sheeps,? sneered Qotho. ?oBlood of my blood, I say kill this maegi and wait for the hairless men.?
Dany ignored the bloodrider?Ts outburst. This old, homely, thickbodied woman did not look like a maegi to her. ?oWhere did you learn your healing, Mirri Maz Duur??
?oMy mother was godswife before me, and taught me all the songs and spells most pleasing to the Great Shepherd, and how to make the sacred smokes and ointments from leaf and root and berry. When I was younger and more fair, I went in caravan to Asshai by the Shadow, to learn from their mages. Ships from many lands come to Asshai, so I lingered long to study the healing ways of distant peoples. A moonsinger of the Jogos Nhai gifted me with her birthing songs, a woman of your own riding people taught me the magics of grass and corn and horse, and a maester from the Sunset Lands opened a body for me and showed me all the secrets that hide beneath the skin.?
Ser Jorah Mormont spoke up. ?oA maester??
?oMarwyn, he named himself,? the woman replied in the Common Tongue. ?oFrom the sea. Beyond the sea. The Seven Lands, he said. Sunset Lands. Where men are iron and dragons rule. He taught me this speech.?
?oA maester in Asshai,? Ser Jorah mused. ?oTell me, Godswife, what did this Marwyn wear about his neck??
?oA chain so tight it was like to choke him, Iron Lord, with links of many metals.?
The knight looked at Dany. ?oOnly a man trained in the Citadel of Oldtown wears such a chain,? he said, ?oand such men do know much of healing.?
?oWhy should you want to help my khal??
?oAll men are one flock, or so we are taught,? replied Mirri Maz Duur. ?oThe Great Shepherd sent me to earth to heal his lambs, wherever I might find them.?
Qotho gave her a stinging slap. ?oWe are no sheep, maegi.?
?oStop it,? Dany said angrily. ?oShe is mine. I will not have her harmed.?
Khal Drogo grunted. ?oThe arrow must come out, Qotho.?
?oYes, Great Rider,? Mirri Maz Duur answered, touching her bruised face. ?oAnd your breast must be washed and sewn, lest the wound fester.?
?oDo it, then,? Kbal Drogo commanded.
?oGreat Rider,? the woman said, ?omy tools and potions are inside the god?Ts house, where the healing powers are strongest.?
?oI will carry you, blood of my blood,? Haggo offered.
Khal Drogo waved him away. ?oI need no man?Ts help,? he said, in a voice proud and hard. He stood, unaided, towering over them all. A fresh wave of blood ran down his breast, from where Ogô?Ts arakh had cut off his nipple. Dany moved quickly to his side. ?oI am no man,? she whispered, ?oso you may lean on me.? Drogo put a huge hand on her shoulder. She took some of his weight as they walked toward the great mud temple. The three bloodriders followed. Dany commanded Ser Jorah and the warriors of her khas to guard the entrance and make certain no one set the building afire while they were still inside.
They passed through a series of anterooms, into the high central chamber under the onion. Faint light shone down through hidden windows above. A few torches burnt smokily from sconces on the walls. Sheepskins were scattered across the mud floor. ?oThere,? Mirri Maz Duur said, pointing to the altar, a massive blue-veined stone carved with images of shepherds and their flocks. Khal Drogo lay upon it. The old woman threw a handful of dried leaves onto a brazier, filling the chamber with fragrant smoke. ?oBest if you wait outside,? she told the rest of them.
?oWe are blood of his blood,? Cohollo said. ?oHere we wait.?
Qotho stepped close to Mirri Maz Duur. ?oKnow this, wife of the Lamb God. Harm the khal and you suffer the same.? He drew his skinning knife and showed her the blade.
?oShe will do no harm.? Dany felt she could trust this old, plainfaced woman with her flat nose; she had saved her from the hard hands of her rapers, after all.
?oIf you must stay, then help,? Mirri told the bloodriders. ?oThe Great Rider is too strong for me. Hold him still while I draw the arrow from his flesh.? She let the rags of her gown fall to her waist as she opened a carved chest, and busied herself with bottles and boxes, knives and needles. When she was ready, she broke off the barbed arrowhead and pulled out the shaft, chanting in the singsong tongue of the Lhazareen. She heated a flagon of wine to boiling on the brazier, and poured it over his wounds. Khal Drogo cursed her, but he did not move. She bound the arrow wound with a plaster of wet leaves and turned to the gash on his breast, smearing it with a pale green paste before she pulled the flap of skin back in place. The khal ground his teeth together and swallowed a scream. The godswife took out a silver needle and a bobbin of silk thread and began to close the flesh. When she was done she painted the skin with red ointment, covered it with more leaves, and bound the breast in a ragged piece of lambskin.
?oYou must say the prayers I give you and keep the lambskin in place for ten days and ten nights,? she said. ?oThere will be fever, and itching, and a great scar when the healing is done.?
Khal Drogo sat, bells ringing. ?oI sing of my scars, sheep woman.? He flexed his arm and scowled.
?oDrink neither wine nor the milk of the poppy,? she cautioned him. ?oPain you will have, but you must keep your body strong to fight the poison spirits.?
?oI am khal,? Drogo said. ?oI spit on pain and drink what I like. Cohollo, bring my vest.? The older man hastened off.
?oBefore,? Dany said to the ugly Lhazareen woman, ?oI heard you speak of birthing songs...?
?oI know every secret of the bloody bed, Silver Lady, nor have I ever lost a babe,? Mirri Maz Duur replied.
?oMy time is near,? Dany said. ?oI would have you attend me when he comes, if you would.?
Khal Drogo laughed. ?oMoon of my life, you do not ask a slave, you tell her. She will do as you command.? He jumped down from the altar. ?oCome, my blood. The stallions call, this place is ashes. It is time to ride.?
Haggo followed the khal from the temple, but Qotho lingered long enough to favor Mirri Maz Duur with a stare. ?oRemember, maegi, as the khal fares, so shall you.?
?oAs you say, rider,? the woman answered him, gathering up her jars and bottles. ?oThe Great Shepherd guards the flock.?

Chapter 62
Tyrion​

On a hill overlooking the kingsroad, a long trestle table of rough-hewn pine had been erected beneath an elm tree and covered with a golden cloth. There, beside his pavilion, Lord Tywin took his evening meal with his chief knights and lords bannermen, his great crimson-and-gold standard waving overhead from a lofty pike.
Tyrion arrived late, saddlesore, and sour, all too vividly aware of how amusing he must look as he waddled up the slope to his father. The day?Ts march had been long and tiring. He thought he might get quite drunk tonight. It was twilight, and the air was alive with drifting fireflies.
The cooks were serving the meat course: five suckling pigs, skin seared and crackling, a different fruit in every mouth. The smell made his mouth water. ?oMy pardons,? he began, taking his place on the bench beside his uncle.
?oPerhaps I?Td best charge you with burying our dead, Tyrion,? Lord Tywin said. ?oIf you are as late to battle as you are to table, the fighting will all be done by the time you arrive.?
?oOh, surely you can save me a peasant or two, Father,? Tyrion replied. ?oNot too many, I wouldn?Tt want to be greedy.? He filled his wine cup and watched a serving man carve into the pig. The crisp skin crackled under his knife, and hot juice ran from the meat. It was the loveliest sight Tyrion had seen in ages.
?oSer Addam?Ts outriders say the Stark host has moved south from the Twins,? his father reported as his trencher was filled with slices of pork. ?oLord Frey?Ts levies have joined them. They are likely no more than a day?Ts march north of us.?
?oPlease, Father,? Tyrion said. ?oI?Tm about to eat.?
?oDoes the thought of facing the Stark boy unman you, Tyrion? Your brother Jaime would be eager to come to grips with him.?
?oI?Td sooner come to grips with that pig. Robb Stark is not half so tender, and he never smelled as good.?
Lord Lefford, the sour bird who had charge of their stores and supplies, leaned forward. ?oI hope your savages do not share your reluctance, else wê?Tve wasted our good steel on them.?
?oMy savages will put your steel to excellent use, my lord,? Tyrion replied. When he had told Lefford he needed arms and armor to equip the three hundred men Ulf had fetched down out of the foothills, you would have thought hê?Td asked the man to turn his virgin daughters over to their pleasure.
Lord Lefford frowned. ?oI saw that great hairy one today, the one who insisted that he must have two battle-axes, the heavy black steel ones with twin crescent blades.?
?oShagga likes to kill with either hand,? Tyrion said as a trencher of steaming pork was laid in front of him.
?oHe still had that wood-axe of his strapped to his back.?
?oShagga is of the opinion that three axes are even better than two.? Tyrion reached a thumb and forefinger into the salt dish, and sprinkled a healthy pinch over his meat.
Ser Kevan leaned forward. ?oWe had a thought to put you and your wildlings in the vanguard when we come to battle.?
Ser Kevan seldom ?ohad a thought? that Lord Tywin had not had first. Tyrion had skewered a chunk of meat on the point of his dagger and brought it to his mouth. Now he lowered it. ?oThe vanguard?? he repeated dubiously. Either his lord father had a new respect for Tyrion?Ts abilities, or hê?Td decided to rid himself of his embarrassing get for good. Tyrion had the gloomy feeling he knew which.
?oThey seem ferocious enough,? Ser Kevan said.
?oFerocious?? Tyrion realized he was echoing his uncle like a trained bird. His father watched, judging him, weighing every word. ?oLet me tell you how ferocious they are. Last night, a Moon Brother stabbed a Stone Crow over a sausage. So today as we made camp three Stone Crows seized the man and opened his throat for him. Perhaps they were hoping to get the sausage back, I couldn?Tt say. Bronn managed to keep Shagga from chopping off the dead man?Ts ****, which was fortunate, but even so Ulf is demanding blood money, which Conn and Shagga refuse to pay.?
?oWhen soldiers lack discipline, the fault lies with their lord commander,? his father said.
His brother Jaime had always been able to make men follow him eagerly, and die for him if need be. Tyrion lacked that gift. He bought loyalty with gold, and compelled obedience with his name. ?oA bigger man would be able to put the fear in them, is that what you?Tre saying, my lord??
Lord Tywin Lannister turned to his brother. ?oIf my son?Ts men will not obey his commands, perhaps the vanguard is not the place for him. No doubt he would be more comfortable in the rear, guarding our baggage train.?
?oDo me no kindnesses, Father,? he said angrily. ?oIf you have no other command to offer me, I?Tll lead your van.?
Lord Tywin studied his dwarf son. ?oI said nothing about command. You will serve under Ser Gregor.?
Tyrion took one bite of pork, chewed a moment, and spit it out angrily. ?oI find I am not hungry after all,? he said, climbing awkwardly off the bench. ?oPray excuse me, my lords.?
Lord Tywin inclined his head, dismissing him. Tyrion turned and walked away. He was conscious of their eyes on his back as he waddled down the hill. A great gust of laughter went up from behind him, but he did not look back. He hoped they all choked on their suckling pigs.
Dusk had settled, turning all the banners black. The Lannister camp sprawled for miles between the river and the kingsroad. In amongst the men and the horses and the trees, it was easy to get lost, and Tyrion did. He passed a dozen great pavilions and a hundred cookfires. Fireflies drifted amongst the tents like wandering stars. He caught the scent of garlic sausage, spiced and savory, so tempting it made his empty stomach growl. Away in the distance, he heard voices raised in some bawdy song. A giggling woman raced past him, naked beneath a dark cloak, her drunken pursuer stumbling over tree roots. Farther on, two spearmen faced each other across a little trickle of a stream, practicing their thrust- and-parry in the fading light, their chests bare and slick with sweat.
No one looked at him. No one spoke to him. No one paid him any mind. He was surrounded by men sworn to House Lannister, a vast host twenty thousand strong, and yet he was alone.
When he heard the deep rumble of Shaggâ?Ts laughter booming through the dark, he followed it to the Stone Crows in their small corner of the night. Conn son of Coratt waved a tankard of ale. ?oTyrion Halftman! Come, sit by our fire, share meat with the Stone Crows. We have an ox.?
?oI can see that, Conn son of Coratt.? The huge red carcass was suspended over a roaring fire, skewered on a spit the size of a small tree. No doubt it was a small tree. Blood and grease dripped down into the flames as two Stone Crows turned the meat. ?oI thank you. Send for me when the ox is cooked.? From the look of it, that might even be before the battle. He walked on.
Each clan had its own cookfire; Black Ears did not eat with Stone Crows, Stone Crows did not eat with Moon Brothers, and no one ate with Burned Men. The modest tent he had coaxed out of Lord Lefford?Ts stores had been erected in the center of the four fires. Tyrion found Bronn sharing a skin of wine with the new servants. Lord Tywin had sent him a groom and a body servant to see to his needs, and even insisted he take a squire. They were seated around the embers of a small cookfire. A girl was with them; slim, dark-haired, no more than eighteen by the look of her. Tyrion studied her face for a moment, before he spied fishbones in the ashes. ?oWhat did you eat??
?oTrout, m?Tlord,? said his groom. ?oBronn caught them.?
Trout, he thought. Suckling pig. Damn my father. He stared mournfully at the bones, his belly rumbling.
His squire, a boy with the unfortunate name of Podrick Payne, swallowed whatever he had been about to say. The lad was a distant cousin to Ser Ilyn Payne, the king?Ts headsman... and almost as quiet, although not for want of a tongue. Tyrion had made him stick it out once, just to be certain. ?oDefinitely a tongue,? he had said. ?oSomeday you must learn to use it.?
At the moment, he did not have the patience to try and coax a thought out of the lad, whom he suspected had been inflicted on him as a cruel jape. Tyrion turned his attention back to the girl. ?oIs this her?? he asked Bronn.
She rose gracefully and looked down at him from the lofty height of five feet or more. ?oIt is, m?Tlord, and she can speak for herself, if it please you.?
He ****ed his head to one side. ?oI am Tyrion, of House Lannister. Men call me the Imp.?
?oMy mother named me Shae. Men call me... often.?
Bronn laughed, and Tyrion had to smile. ?oInto the tent, Shae, if you would be so kind.? He lifted the flap and held it for her. Inside, he knelt to light a candle. The life of a soldier was not without certain compensations. Wherever you have a camp, you are certain to have camp followers. At the end of the day?Ts march, Tyrion had sent Bronn back to find him a likely whore. ?oI would prefer one who is reasonably young, with as pretty a face as you can find,? he had said. ?oIf she has washed sometime this year, I shall be glad. If she hasn?Tt, wash her. Be certain that you tell her who I am, and warn her of what I am.? Jyck had not always troubled to do that. There was a look the girls got in their eyes sometimes when they first beheld the lordling they?Td been hired to pleasure... a took that Tyrion Lannister did not ever care to see again.
He lifted the candle and looked her over. Bronn had done well enough; she was doe-eyed and slim, with small firm breasts and a smile that was by turns shy, insolent, and wicked. He liked that. ?oShall I take my gown off, m?Tlord?? she asked.
?oIn good time. Are you a maiden, Shae??
?oIf it please you, m?Tlord,? she said demurely.
?oWhat would please me would be the truth of you, girl.?
?oAye, but that will cost you double.?
Tyrion decided they would get along splendidly. ?oI am a Lannister. Gold I have in plenty, and you?Tll find me generous... but I?Tll want more from you than what you?Tve got between your legs, though I?Tll want that too. You?Tll share my tent, pour my wine, laugh at my jests, rub the ache from my legs after each day?Ts ride... and whether I keep you a day or a year, for so long as we are together you will take no other men into your bed.?
?oFair enough.? She reached down to the hem of her thin roughspun gown and pulled it up over her head in one smooth motion, tossing it aside. There was nothing underneath but Shae. ?oIf he don?Tt put down that candle, m?Tlord will burn his fingers.?
Tyrion put down the candle, took her hand in his, and pulled her gently to him. She bent to kiss him. Her mouth tasted of honey and cloves, and her fingers were deft and practiced as they found the fastenings of his clothes.
When he entered her, she welcomed him with whispered endearments and small, shuddering gasps of pleasure. Tyrion suspected her delight was feigned, but she did it so well that it did not matter. That much truth he did not crave.
He had needed her, Tyrion realized afterward, as she lay quietly in his arms. Her or someone like her. It had been nigh on a year since hê?Td lain with a woman, since before he had set out for Winterfell in company with his brother and King Robert. He could well die on the morrow or the day after, and if he did, he would sooner go to his grave thinking of Shae than of his lord father, Lysa Arryn, or the Lady Catelyn Stark.
He could feel the softness of her breasts pressed against his arm as she lay beside him. That was a good feeling. A song filled his head. Softly, quietly, he began to whistle.
?oWhat?Ts that, m?Tlord?? Shae murmured against him.
?oNothing,? he told her. ?oA song I learned as a boy, that?Ts all. Go to sleep, sweetling.?
When her eyes were closed and her breathing deep and steady, Tyrion slid out from beneath her, gently, so as not to disturb her sleep. Naked, he crawled outside, stepped over his squire, and walked around behind his tent to make water.
Bronn was seated cross-legged under a chestnut tree, near where they?Td tied the horses. He was honing the edge of his sword, wide awake; the sellsword did not seem to sleep like other men. ?oWhere did you find her?? Tyrion asked him as he pissed.
?oI took her from a knight. The man was loath to give her up, but your name changed his thinking somewhat... that, and my dirk at his throat.?
?oSplendid,? Tyrion said dryly, shaking off the last drops. ?oI seem to recall saying find me a whore, not make me an enemy.?
?oThe pretty ones were all claimed,? Bronn said. ?oI?Tll be pleased to take her back if you?Td prefer a toothless drab.?
Tyrion limped closer to where he sat. ?oMy lord father would call that insolence, and send you to the mines for impertinence.?
?oGood for me you?Tre not your father,? Bronn replied. ?oI saw one with boils all over her nose. Would you like her??
?oWhat, and break your heart?? Tyrion shot back. ?oI shall keep Shae. Did you perchance note the name of this knight you took her from? I?Td rather not have him beside me in the battle.?
Bronn rose, cat-quick and cat-graceful, turning his sword in his hand. ?oYou?Tll have me beside you in the battle, dwarf.?
Tyrion nodded. The night air was warm on his bare skin. ?oSee that I survive this battle, and you can name your reward.?
Bronn tossed the longsword from his right hand to his left, and tried a cut. ?oWhô?Td want to kill the likes of you??
?oMy lord father, for one. Hê?Ts put me in the van.?
?oI?Td do the same. A small man with a big shield. You?Tll give the archers fits.?
?oI find you oddly cheering,? Tyrion said. ?oI must be mad.?
Bronn sheathed his sword. ?oBeyond a doubt.?
When Tyrion returned to his tent, Shae rolled onto her elbow and murmured sleepily, ?oI woke and m?Tlord was gone.?
?oM?Tlord is back now.? He slid in beside her.
Her hand went between his stunted legs, and found him hard. ?oYes he is,? she whispered, stroking him.
He asked her about the man Bronn had taken her from, and she named the minor retainer of an insignificant lordling. ?oYou need not fear his like, m?Tlord,? the girl said, her fingers busy at his ****. ?oHe is a small man.?
?oAnd what am I, pray?? Tyrion asked her. ?oA giant??
?oOh, yes,? she purred, ?omy giant of Lannister.? She mounted him then, and for a time, she almost made him believe it. Tyrion went to sleep smiling...
... And woke in darkness to the blare of trumpets. Shae was shaking him by the shoulder. ?oM?Tlord,? she whispered. ?oWake up, m?Tlord. I?Tm frightened.?
Groggy, he sat up and threw back the blanket. The horns called through the night, wild and urgent, a cry that said huny huny huny. He heard shouts, the clatter of spears, the whicker of horses, though nothing yet that spoke to him of fighting. ?oMy lord father?Ts trumpets,? he said. ?oBattle assembly. I thought Stark was yet a day?Ts march away.?
Shae shook her head, lost. Her eyes were wide and white.
Groaning, Tyrion lurched to his feet and pushed his way outside, shouting for his squire. Wisps of pale fog drifted through the night, long white fingers off the river. Men and horses blundered through the predawn chill; saddles were being cinched, wagons loaded, fires extinguished. The trumpets blew again: huny huny huny. Knights vaulted onto snorting coursers while men-at-arms buckled their sword belts as they ran. When he found Pod, the boy was snoring softly. Tyrion gave him a sharp poke in the ribs with his toe. ?oMy armor,? he said, ?oand be quick about it.? Bronn came trotting out of the mists, already armored and ahorse, wearing his battered halfhelm. ?oDo you know what?Ts happened?? Tyrion asked him.
?oThe Stark boy stole a march on us,? Bronn said. ?oHe crept down the kingsroad in the night, and now his host is less than a mile north of here, forming up in battle array.?
Huny, the trumpets called, huny huny huny.
?oSee that the clansmen are ready to ride.? Tyrion ducked back inside his tent. ?oWhere are my clothes?? he barked at Shae. ?oThere. No, the leather, damn it. Yes. Bring me my boots.?
By the time he was dressed, his squire had laid out his armor, such that it was. Tyrion owned a fine suit of heavy plate, expertly crafted to fit his misshapen body. Alas, it was safe at Casterly Rock, and he was not. He had to make do with oddments assembled from Lord Lefford?Ts wagons: mail hauberk and coif, a dead knight?Ts gorget, lobstered greaves and gauntlets and pointed steel boots.
Some of it was ornate, some plain; not a bit of it matched, or fit as it should. His breastplate was meant for a bigger man; for his oversize head, they found a huge bucket-shaped greathelm topped with a foot-long triangular spike.
Shae helped Pod with the buckles and clasps. ?oIf I die, weep for me,? Tyrion told the whore.
?oHow will you know? You?Tll be dead.?
?oI?Tll know.?
?oI believe you would.? Shae lowered the greathelm down over his head, and Pod fastened it to his gorget. Tyrion buckled on his belt, heavy with the weight of shortsword and dirk. By then his groom had brought up his mount, a formidable brown courser armored as heavily as he was. He needed help to mount; he felt as though he weighed a thousand stone. Pod handed him up his shield, a massive slab of heavy ironwood banded with steel. Lastly they gave him his battle-axe. Shae stepped back and looked him over. ?oM?Tlord looks fearsome.?
?oM?Tlord looks a dwarf in mismatched armor,? Tyrion answered sourly, ?obut I thank you for the kindness. Podrick, should the battle go against us, see the lady safely home.? He saluted her with his axe, wheeled his horse about, and trotted off. His stomach was a hard knot, so tight it pained him. Behind, his servants hurriedly began to strike his tent. Pale crimson fingers fanned out to the east as the first rays of the sun broke over the horizon. The western sky was a deep purple, speckled with stars. Tyrion wondered whether this was the last sunrise he would ever see... and whether wondering was a mark of cowardice. Did his brother Jaime ever contemplate death before a battle?
A warhorn sounded in the far distance, a deep mournful note that chilled the soul. The clansmen climbed onto their scrawny mountain horses, shouting curses and rude jokes. Several appeared to be drunk. The rising sun was burning off the drifting tendrils of fog as Tyrion led them off. What grass the horses had left was heavy with dew, as if some passing god had scattered a bag of diamonds over the earth. The mountain men fell in behind him, each clan arrayed behind its own leaders.

In the dawn light, the army of Lord Tywin Lannister unfolded like an iron rose, thorns gleaming.
His uncle would lead the center. Ser Kevan had raised his standards above the kingsroad. Quivers hanging from their belts, the foot archers arrayed themselves into three long lines, to east and west of the road, and stood calmly stringing their bows. Between them, pikemen formed squares; behind were rank on rank of men-at-arms with spear and sword and axe. Three hundred heavy horse surrounded Ser Kevan and the lords bannermen Lefford, Lydden, and Serrett with all their sworn retainers.
The right wing was all cavalry, some four thousand men, heavy with the weight of their armor. More than three quarters of the knights were there, massed together like a great steel fist. Ser Addam Marbrand had the command. Tyrion saw his banner unfurl as his standard bearer shook it out; a burning tree, orange and smoke. Behind him flew Ser Flement?Ts purple unicorn, the brindled boar of Crakehall, the bantam rooster of Swyft, and more.
His lord father took his place on the hill where he had slept. Around him, the reserve assembled; a huge force, half mounted and half foot, five thousand strong. Lord Tywin almost always chose to command the reserve; he would take the high ground and watch the battle unfold below him, committing his forces when and where they were needed most.
Even from afar, his lord father was resplendent. Tywin Lannister?Ts battle armor put his son Jaimê?Ts gilded suit to shame. His greatcloak was sewn from countless layers of cloth-of-gold, so heavy that it barely stirred even when he charged, so large that its drape covered most of his stallion?Ts hindquarters when he took the saddle. No ordinary clasp would suffice for such a weight, so the greatcloak was held in place by a matched pair of miniature lionesses crouching on his shoulders, as if poised to spring. Their mate, a male with a magnificent mane, reclined atop Lord Tywin?Ts greathelm, one paw raking the air as he roared. All three lions were wrought in gold, with ruby eyes. His armor was heavy steel plate, enameled in a dark crimson, greaves and gauntlets inlaid with ornate gold scrollwork. His rondels were golden sunbursts, all his fastenings were gilded, and the red steel was burnished *****ch a high sheen that it shone like fire in the light of the rising sun.
Tyrion could hear the rumble of the foemen?Ts drums now. He remembered Robb Stark as he had last seen him, in his father?Ts high seat in the Great Hall of Winterfell, a sword naked and shining in his hands. He remembered how the direwolves had come at him out of the shadows, and suddenly he could see them again, snarling and snapping, teeth bared in his face. Would the boy bring his wolves to war with him? The thought made him uneasy.
The northerners would be exhausted after their long sleepless march. Tyrion wondered what the boy had been thinking. Did he think to take them unawares while they slept? Small chance of that; whatever else might be said of him, Tywin Lannister was no man?Ts fool.
The van was massing on the left. He saw the standard first, three black dogs on a yellow field. Ser Gregor sat beneath it, mounted on the biggest horse Tyrion had ever seen. Bronn took one look at him and grinned. ?oAlways follow a big man into battle.?
Tyrion threw him a hard look. ?oAnd why is that??
?oThey make such splendid targets. That one, hê?Tll draw the eyes of every bowman on the field.?
Laughing, Tyrion regarded the Mountain with fresh eyes. ?oI confess, I had not considered it in that light.?
Clegane had no splendor about him; his armor was steel plate, dull grey, scarred by hard use and showing neither sigil nor ornament. He was pointing men into position with his blade, a two-handed greatsword that Ser Gregor waved about with one hand as a lesser man might wave a dagger. ?oAny man runs, I?Tll cut him down myself,? he was roaring when he caught sight of Tyrion. ?oImp! Take the left. Hold the river. If you can.?
The left of the left. To turn their flank, the Starks would need horses that could run on water. Tyrion led his men toward the riverbank. ?oLook,? he shouted, pointing with his axe. ?oThe river.? A blanket of pale mist still clung to the surface of the water, the murky green current swirling past underneath. The shallows were muddy and choked with reeds. ?oThat river is ours. Whatever happens, keep close to the water. Never lose sight of it. Let no enemy come between us and our river. If they dirty our waters, hack off their ****s and feed them to the fishes.?
Shagga had an axe in either hand. He smashed them together and made them ring. ?oHalfman!? he shouted. Other Stone Crows picked up the cry, and the Black Ears and Moon Brothers as well. The Burned Men did not shout, but they rattled their swords and spears. ?oHalfman! HaIfman! Halfman!?
Tyrion turned his courser in a circle to look over the field. The ground was rolling and uneven here; soft and muddy near the river, rising in a gentle slope toward the kingsroad, stony and broken beyond it, to the cast. A few trees spotted the hillsides, but most of the land had been cleared and planted. His heart pounded in his chest in time to the drums, and under his layers of leather and steel his brow was cold with sweat. He watched Ser Gregor as the Mountain rode up and down the line, shouting and gesticulating. This wing too was all cavalry, but where the right was a mailed fist of knights and heavy lancers, the vanguard was made up of the sweepings of the west: mounted archers in leather jerkins, a swarming mass of undisciplined freeriders and sellswords, fieldhands on plow horses armed with scythes and their fathers?T rusted swords, half-trained boys from the stews of Lannisport and Tyrion and his mountain clansmen.
?oCrow food,? Bronn muttered beside him, giving voice to what Tyrion had left unsaid. He could only nod. Had his lord father taken leave of his senses? No pikes, too few bowmen, a bare handful of knights, the ill-armed and unarmored, commanded by an unthinking brute who led with his rage... how could his father expect this travesty of a battle to hold his left?
He had no time to think about it. The drums were so near that the beat crept under his skin and set his hands to twitching. Bronn drew his longsword, and suddenly the enemy was there before them, boiling over the tops of the hills, advancing with measured tread behind a wall of shields and pikes.
Gods be damned, look at them all, Tyrion thought, though he knew his father had more men on the field. Their captains led them on armored warhorses, standard-bearers riding alongside with their banners. He glimpsed the bull moose of the Hornwoods, the Karstark sunburst, Lord Cerwyn?Ts battle-axe, and the mailed fist of the Glovers... and the twin towers of Frey, blue on grey. So much for his father?Ts certainty that Lord Walder would not bestir himself. The white of House Stark was seen everywhere, the grey direwolves seeming to run and leap as the banners swirled and streamed from the high staffs. ?oWhere is the boy?? Tyrion wondered.
A warhorn blew. Haroooooooooooooooooooooooo, it cried, its voice as long and low and chilling as a cold wind from the north. The Lannister trumpets answered, da-DA da-DA da-DAAAAAAAAA, brazen and defiant, yet it seemed to Tyrion that they sounded somehow smaller, more anxious. He could feel a fluttering in his bowels, a queasy liquid feeling; he hoped he was not going to die sick.
As the horns died away, a hissing filled the air; a vast flight of arrows arched up from his right, where the archers stood flanking the road. The northerners broke into a run, shouting as they came, but the Lannister arrows fell on them like hail, hundreds of arrows, thousands, and shouts turned to screams as men stumbled and went down. By then a second flight was in the air, and the archers were fitting a third arrow to their bowstrings.
The trumpets blared again, da-DAAA da-DAAA da-DA da-DA daDAAAAAAA. Ser Gregor waved his huge sword and bellowed a command, and a thousand other voices screamed back at him. Tyrion put his spurs to his horse and added one more voice to the cacophony, and the van surged forward. ?oThe river!? he shouted at his clansmen as they rode. ?oRemember, hew to the river.? He was still leading when they broke a canter, until Chella gave a bloodcurdling shriek and galloped past him, and Shagga howled and followed. The clansmen charged after them, leaving Tyrion in their dust.
A crescent of enemy spearmen had formed ahead, a double hedgehog bristling with steel, waiting behind tall oaken shields marked with the sunburst of Karstark. Gregor Clegane was the first to reach them, leading a wedge of armored veterans. Half the horses shied at the last second, breaking their charge before the row of spears. The others died, sharp steel points ripping through their chests. Tyrion saw a dozen men go down. The Mountain?Ts stallion reared, lashing out with iron-shod hooves as a barbed spearhead raked across his neck. Maddened, the beast lunged into the ranks. Spears thrust at him from every side, but the shield wall broke beneath his weight. The northerners stumbled away from the animal?Ts death throes. As his horse fell, snorting blood and biting with his last red breath, the Mountain rose untouched, laying about him with his two-handed greatsword.
Shagga went bursting through the gap before the shields could close, other Stone Crows hard behind him. Tyrion shouted, ?oBurned Men! Moon Brothers! After me!? but most of them were ahead of him. He glimpsed Timett son of Timett vault free as his mount died under him in full stride, saw a Moon Brother impaled on a Karstark spear, watched Conn?Ts horse shatter a man?Ts ribs with a kick. A flight of arrows descended on them; where they came from he could not say, but they fell on Stark and Lannister alike, rattling off armor or finding flesh. Tyrion lifted his shield and hid beneath it.

The hedgehog was crumbling, the northerners reeling back under the impact of the mounted assault. Tyrion saw Shagga catch a spearman full in the chest as the fool came on at a run, saw his axe shear through mail and leather and muscle and lungs. The man was dead on his feet, the axehead lodged in his breast, yet Shagga rode on, cleaving a shield in two with his left-hand battle-axe while the corpse was bouncing and stumbling bonelessly along on his right. Finally the dead man slid off. Shagga smashed the two axes together and roared.
By then the enemy was on him, and Tyrion?Ts battle shrunk to the few feet of ground around his horse. A man-at-arms thrust at his chest and his axe lashed out, knocking the spear aside. The man danced back for another try, but Tyrion spurred his horse and rode right over him. Bronn was surrounded by three foes, but he lopped the head off the first spear that came at him, and raked his blade across a second man?Ts face on his backslash. A thrown spear came hurtling at Tyrion from the left and lodged in his shield with a woody chunk. He wheeled and raced after the thrower, but the man raised his own shield over his head. Tyrion circled around him, raining axe blows down on the wood. Chips of oak went flying, until the northerner lost his feet and slipped, failing flat on his back with his shield on top of him. He was below the reach of Tyrion?Ts axe and it was too much bother to dismount, so he left him there and rode after another man, taking him from behind with a sweeping downcut that sent a jolt of impact up his arm. That won him a moment?Ts respite. Reining up, he looked for the river. There it was, off to the right. Somehow he had gotten turned around.
A Burned Man rode past, slumped against his horse. A spear had entered his belly and come out through his back. He was past any help, but when Tyrion saw one of the northerners run up and make a grab for his reins, he charged.
His quarry met him sword in hand. He was tall and spare, wearing a long chainmail hauberk and gauntlets of lobstered steel, but hê?Td lost his helm and blood ran down into his eyes from a gash across his forehead. Tyrion aimed a swipe at his face, but the tall man slammed it aside. ?oDwarf,? he screamed. ?oDie.? He turned in a circle as Tyrion rode around him, hacking at his head and shoulders. Steel rang on steel, and Tyrion soon realized that the tall man was quicker and stronger than he was. Where in the seven hells was Bronn? ?oDie,? the man grunted, chopping at him savagely. Tyrion barely got his shield up in time, and the wood seemed to explode inward under the force of the blow. The shattered pieces fell away from his arm. ?oDie!? the swordsman bellowed, shoving in close and whanging Tyrion across the temple so hard his head rang. The blade made a hideous scraping sound as he drew it back over the steel. The tall man grinned... until Tyrion?Ts destrier bit, quick as a snake, laying his cheek bare to the bone, then he screamed. Tyrion buried his axe in his head. ?oYou die,? he told him, and he did.
As he wrenched the blade free, he heard a shout. ?oEddard!? a voice rang out. ?oFor Eddard and Winterfell!? The knight came thundering down on him, swinging the spiked ball of a morningstar around his head. Their warhorses slammed together before Tyrion could so much as open his mouth to shout for Bronn. His right elbow exploded with pain as the spikes punched through the thin metal around the joint. His axe was gone, as fast as that. He clawed for his sword, but the morningstar was circling again, coming at his face. A sickening crunch, and he was falling. He did not recall hitting the ground, but when he looked up there was only sky above him. He rolled onto his side and tried to find his feet, but pain shuddered through him and the world throbbed. The knight who had felled him drew up above him. ?oTyrion the Imp,? he boomed down. ?oYou are mine. Do you yield, Lannister??
Yes, Tyrion thought, but the word caught in his throat. He made a croaking sound and fought his way to his knees, fumbling for a weapon. His sword, his dirk, anything...
?oDo you yield?? The knight loomed overhead on his armored warhorse. Man and horse both seemed immense. The spiked ball swung in a lazy circle. Tyrion?Ts hands were numb, his vision blurred, his scabbard empty. ?oYield or die,? the knight declared, his flail whirling faster and faster.
Tyrion lurched to his feet, driving his head into the horsê?Ts belly. The animal gave a hideous scream and reared. It tried to twist away from the agony, a shower of blood and viscera poured down over Tyrion?Ts face, and the horse fell like an avalanche. The next he knew, his visor was packed with mud and something was crushing his foot. He wriggled free, his throat so tight he could scarce talk.
?oYield...? he managed to croak faintly.
?oYes,? a voice moaned, thick with pain.
Tyrion scraped the mud off his helm so he could see again. The horse had fallen away from him, onto its rider. The knight?Ts leg was trapped, the arm hê?Td used to break his fall twisted at a grotesque angle. ?oYield,? he repeated. Fumbling at his belt with his good hand, he drew a sword and flung it at Tyrion?Ts feet. ?oI yield, my lord.?
Dazed, the dwarf knelt and lifted the blade. Pain hammered through his elbow when he moved his arm. The battle seemed to have moved beyond him. No one remained on his part of the field save a large number of corpses. Ravens were already circling and landing to feed. He saw that Ser Kevan had brought up his center in support of the van; his huge mass of pikemen had pushed the northerners back against the hills. They were struggling on the slopes, pikes thrusting against another wall of shields, these oval and reinforced with iron studs. As he watched, the air filled with arrows again, and the men behind the oak wall crumbled beneath the murderous fire. ?oI believe you are losing, ser,? he told the knight under the horse. The man made no reply.
The sound of hooves coming up behind him made him whirl, though he could scarcely lift the sword he held for the agony in his elbow. Bronn reined up and looked down on him.
?oSmall use you turned out to be,? Tyrion told him.
?oIt would seem you did well enough on your own,? Bronn answered. ?oYou?Tve lost the spike off your helm, though.? Tyrion groped at the top of the greathelm. The spike had snapped off clean. ?oI haven?Tt lost it. I know just where it is. Do you see my horse??
By the time they found it, the trumpets had sounded again and Lord Tywin?Ts reserve came sweeping up along the river. Tyrion watched his father fly past, the crimson-and-gold banner of Lannister rippling over his head as he thundered across the field. Five hundred knights surrounded him, sunlight flashing off the points of their lances. The remnants of the Stark lines shattered like glass beneath the hammer of their charge.
With his elbow swollen and throbbing inside his armor, Tyrion made no attempt to join the slaughter. He and Bronn went looking for his men. Many he found among the dead. Ulf son of Umar lay in a pool of congealing blood, his arm gone at the elbow, a dozen of his Moon Brothers sprawled around him. Shagga was slumped beneath a tree, riddled with arrows, Conn?Ts head in his lap. Tyrion thought they were both dead, but as he dismounted, Shagga opened his eyes and said, ?oThey have killed Conn son of Coratt.? Handsome Conn had no mark but for the red stain over his breast, where the spear thrust had killed him. When Bronn pulled Shagga to his feet, the big man seemed to notice the arrows for the first time. He plucked them out one by one, cursing the holes they had made in his layers of mail and leather, and yowling like a babe at the few that had buried themselves in his flesh. Chella daughter of Cheyk rode up as they were yanking arrows out of Shagga, and showed them four ears she had taken. Timett they discovered looting the bodies of the slain with his Burned Men. Of the three hundred clansmen who had ridden to battle behind Tyrion Lannister, perhaps half had survived.
He left the living to look after the dead, sent Bronn to take charge of his captive knight, and went alone in search of his father. Lord Tywin was seated by the river, sipping wine from a jeweled cup as his squire undid the fastenings on his breastplate. ?oA fine victory,? Ser Kevan said when he saw Tyrion. ?oYour wild men fought well.?
His father?Ts eyes were on him, pale green flecked with gold, so cool they gave Tyrion a chill. ?oDid that surprise you, Father?? he asked. ?oDid it upset your plans? We were supposed to be butchered, were we not??
Lord Tywin drained his cup, his face expressionless. ?oI put the least disciplined men on the left, yes. I anticipated that they would break. Robb Stark is a green boy, more like to be brave than wise. I?Td hoped that if he saw our left collapse, he might plunge into the gap, eager for a rout. Once he was fully committed, Ser Kevan?Ts pikes would wheel and take him in the flank, driving him into the river while I brought up the reserve.?
?oAnd you thought it best to place me in the midst of this carnage, yet keep me ignorant of your plans.?
?oA feigned rout is less convincing,? his father said, ?oand I am not inclined to trust my plans to a man who consorts with sellswords and savages.?
?oA pity my savages ruined your dance.? Tyrion pulled off his steel gauntlet and let it fall to the ground, wincing at the pain that stabbed up his arm.
?oThe Stark boy proved more cautious than I expected for one of his years,? Lord Tywin admitted, ?obut a victory is a victory. You appear to be wounded.?
Tyrion?Ts right arm was soaked with blood. ?oGood of you to notice, Father,? he said through clenched teeth. ?oMight I trouble you to send for your maesters? Unless you relish the notion of having a one-armed dwarf for a son...?
An urgent shout of ?oLord Tywin!? turned his father?Ts head before he could reply. Tywin Lannister rose to his feet as Ser Addam Marbrand leapt down off his courser. The horse was lathered and bleeding from the mouth. Ser Addam dropped to one knee, a rangy man with dark copper hair that fell to his shoulders, armored in burnished bronzed steel with the fiery tree of his House etched black on his breastplate. ?oMy liege, we have taken some of their commanders. Lord Cerwyn, Ser Wylis Manderly, Harrion Karstark, four Freys. Lord Hornwood is dead, and I fear Roose Bolton has escaped us.?
?oAnd the boy?? Lord Tywin asked.
Ser Addam hesitated. ?oThe Stark boy was not with them, my lord. They say he crossed at the Twins with the great part of his horse, riding hard for Riverrun.?
A green boy, Tyrion remembered, more like to be brave than wise. He would have laughed, if he hadn?Tt hurt so much.