Where can you go when the world dont treat you right?

I am gonna come back my childhood house..........where Mommy always cooked the best food in the world.............where grandma always told us the best story ever and sang the best lullaby.......... where Daddy taught us the first sport in our life..........where I could keep fighting with my lil sis for nonsense reasons ..............That would be my safest place all over the world..........
And now, I am on the way to take my husband home, my "country" road....................

I have no home in my heart
I can''t walk when I feel cold inside
but my life''s full of steps....
I''m on may way or ruining my dream?
I''m paranoid
wanna go home but where''s my home?