Whirlwind of Fate.

Sil, come on with your work. It''s getting more and more interesting, actually. I''m keeping reading your posts. It''s really nice!!!!!!!!!
 
It's nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice...

Your fanfic is absolutely fascinating, Sil! Why don''t you send this to some kind of publishers? Never knows if one day I read this on a Teen magazine Just a little question about you, were you born in 1980???? hic.... if you were, you can''t be a 05 graduate I''m still wondering who you are and if I know you in real life Oh too bad Iõ?Tm so curiousõ?Ư
Hey what about sending you some PMs instead of emails? And comments in this topic will be regarded as feedbacks also? Iõ?Tm too lazy to open my emails
So close no matter how far... I have you in my heart and nothing else matters...

Congratulation!
Your topic has reached the second page! Anybody interested in your story is all excited to know the following parts. I wonder how the story between Chiba and Serena will end: is it a happy or just a sad one? I''m dying to know that. Although I can get the ending of the story on your personal website, I prefer reading in this forum. To tell the truth, I find it more friendly. Thanks so much for your replies, Sil. You''re such a nice girl.
It's nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice...

Thank you eveveryone for your positive comments. =) I am very grateful and appreciative.
To Britney: ^^ I am MUCH younger than 1980..
To Thuy Ngoc: ^^ I''ll PM you as soon as I can. You sweetie =). Just kinda busy at the moment..^^ But it''s a promise.
Anyway...here is chapter 4.
=)
Title: Whirlwind of fate
By: Silver sun
Genre: Alternate Reality
Rate: PG
Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com
Disclaimer: -_-...I do NOT own Sailor Moon! *wails*
WHOAAAAAAAAAAA!
A.N: Thank you to all of you who had e-mailed and reviewed this
fic, this chapter comes out 3 days earlier because of you guys,
so *hints hints* GUYS, more e-mails, please! On with the
story...
In Chapter 3... That wasn''t too long ago. 4 years
seemed like nothing. Our first kiss. Everything was coming
back, so strangely and clearly. I''d never felt so protected in
my life. But not loved. I loved Seiya, I reminded myself. I
loved Seiya. Almost like he was sensing my thoughts, he let go
of my hand, and ever so softly he said. "Good night, Meat Ball
Head" I saw his black car disappearing around the corner. I
sniffed in the sweet scent of the air, and smiled at myself.
"Goodnight, Darien".
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Darien became a friend after that night. Talking to him always
helped calming my nerves. Sometimes, in between lunch breaks,
we''d go and have lunch together at the cafeteria across the
road. It wasn''t the cafeteria that was cosy, it was him and the
coffee. It was strange, drinking coffee with him, like I''d
always dreamt of four years ago. I felt confident, I wasn''t
just the little girl, who liked dreaming anymore. Darien wasn''t
just the Prince Charming, who could come by and sweep me off my
feet. We were friends now. Everything had changed, time it
seemed had done a very good job, healing wounds. Being Darien''s
friend I had found out another side of him that I guessed I
never knew about. He wasn''t the unromantic inhuman robot that I
thought he was. He was humorous, he was sweet, he was caring,
he was gentle, and he was extremely idealistic, mind you. We
could laugh about nothing and everything, we would pull pranks
together, we would let ourselves forget that we were
respectable adults, we would set ourselves free. That was why I
felt so comfortable in his presence. He wasn''t so uptight
around me, it was as if, whenever we were together, we couldn''t
careless what the world would think of us, we would just let
the whirlwind of happiness and laughter carry us wherever it
wanted to. He was a friend, but he was so different to Raye,
Lita or Amy, even Seiya couldn''t do what Darien could do to me.
I found myself growing fond of him, my friends adored him, and
they didn''t seem to mind having a gorgeous man tagging along.
Seiya in the other hand, acted very uncomfortable around him,
I''d assured him that we were nothing more but friends, he
wasn''t totally convinced but he sighed and gave in. Darien
didn''t like Seiya either, whenever both of them were in the
same room, it was as if they were ready to die in a battle. I
sensed jealousy coming from both, but I was calm, because I
knew I was ready to take Seiya over Darien at any time, and I
knew that all that Darien felt for me was just protectiveness,
like a brother looking after his sister, that was all.
Sometimes, I would feel something at the back of my mind,
nagging me, telling me that if fate wasn''t so cruel, then all
those years, Darien and I could have been a couple. But never,
never ever I felt regret that I fell in love with Seiya, he was
always there for me, a shoulder for me to lean on, he was a
brother, a father, a friend. Life seemed complicated, but I
chose to simplify it, and so simple it became.
Ring! Ring! Mumbles. 6: 30 a.m Who ever could ring at this
inhuman time?
Ring! Ring! Silence. Ring! Ring! Ring! Ring!
Ring! Ring! Oh, damn it, I''ll take the phone. Telling myself
that it must have been something important, I sat up, hands
groggily reached out for the phone. It''d better be important.
"Hello?" "Serena, wake up, you lazy Meat Ball Head - Raye''s
voice rang loudly and clearly - Go get the door now"
"What?
What is going on, and what door?" Knock, Knock.
"That door" I put the phone down, and slowly walked to the
door. Why did I have this feeling in my stomach telling me it
was just another prank that my pranksters friends were trying
to pull? Knock, Knock. "Ok, I''m getting it!" I shouted out. The
floor was cold, I ran barefooted to the door, feeling nervous
and worried. I had a bad feeling about this. Slowly, I opened
the door. "Yes, can I help you?" "SURPRISE!!!!!"
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I screamed, standing in front of me was a
blue blob, a green blob and a red blob.
"Get out of my apartment, you..you..what are you?" They moved,
the red blob seemed to be talking. "Damn, I knew there was
something I forgot, her contacts" The blue blob move forward,
put your glasses on, Sere!" Hey, I knew those voices, putting
my glasses on, the blobs slowly transformed into...Raye, Lita
and Amy. "I know this kinda blew it, but what the heck HAPPY
BIRTHDAY MEAT BALL HEAD!!!!!" Raye screamed. Gee, how loud can
she scream? Then realisation hit me, it was my birthday, the
dreadful day...The day that I had always tried to forget, not
that I could around my charming friends anyway. I smiled, happy
that they remembered and at least tried *****rprise me. Hugging
all of them tightly, I whispered.
"Thanks, guys, Thanks for remembering" I was so happy, my heart
leaped a little, tears were threatening at the back of my eyes.
"No tears today, Sere, no tears allowed!" - Lita beamed at me.
They streamed into my tiny apartment, putting the presents, we
all seemed to erupt into a talking bunch of kids. "Happy
Birthday, Sere!" Amy smiled at me, handing me a blue package.
"Happy? Are you kidding me? I''m getting old" I mumbled, but I
hugged her, Good Old Ames, so loyal and sweet. "You call twenty
four old? Then what am I? Granny Lita?" Lita said, chuckling
being the oldest of us all, twenty-five. She handed me a green
package. "My present!" Raye stepped forward, beaming with a red
package. I hugged them again, feeling happy and lucky to have
such friends. "Thank you so much!" I said, kissing their
cheeks. I sat down on the couch, eagerly opened my presents.
"Amy! My God, this must have costs you a fortune" It was a
beautiful crystal vase, with blue tinted decorations. Amy
smiled with pride. "Lita, have I mentioned lately how much I
love you?" "No" "Well, I do" Lita laughed, I was looking at the
most beautiful chocolate cake, not to mention the yummiest,
too. "Open mine" Raye said eagerly. I did what she said. And
there it was, a picture frame, with pictures of us, of me and
my friends, in the park, at the shopping mall, in my play, at
Havard. I felt myself wanting to cry, all those memories.
"Thanks, Raye" We hugged each other. "No crying today,
princess!" I winced. Princess? Where was Darien? And where was
Seiya? "Seiya had something else planned out for you, and he''s
busy planning it." "Where''s Darien?" "Darien, he couldn''t come,
he had some kind of business to attend to" I tried to smile,
but failed miserably, he wasn''t here.
"Sere, you''re not late?" "Shut up!" I punched Seiya''s arms
jokingly. "The girls said you have something special planned
out" "No, I don''t" He joked. I could tell that he was very
nervous, but about what? "Don''t you dare said no, Darien
already couldn''t make it" Seiya winced, his arms moved about
uncomfortably. "Speaking of which, he had something to give
you. I was just passing by the office today, he saw me and
asked me to give it to you" Seiya handed me a package, I opened
it. It was a doll, made of straws and wool, a Princess with
Meat Balls. I felt light headed and happy, he always knew what
I wanted the most. There was a card attached to it, just a
plain purple card, smells faintly of roses.
"Happy Birthday, Princess. Sorry, Meat Ball Head, couldn''t make
it, today is Seiya''s day, not mine" I blinked, not
understanding what he was saying. I put the card and the doll
in my purse. Feeling confused, I took Seiya''s by the hands, and
then we were off to whatever he had planned out. He had
something planned out that night, alright, a romantic
candlelight dinner for two at the Starlight Suite. Then a walk
in the park.
"Serena, we''d known each other for what? 2 years?"
"Well, more or less, yes." He licked his lips nervously.
"Well, in those times, you''ve made me feel like the luckiest
man on Earth, you were not only my girlfriend, but my best
friend, I love you more than anything in the world.."
"What are you saying Seiya?"
"Marry me and make me the happiest man alive" He kneeled down
on one knee, and extended a beautiful velvet box with a
beautiful diamond ring. I stood there and stared at it blankly.
I was shocked, beyond shocked. This was the day that I''d dreamt
about for years since the day I met Seiya. It was a perfect
night, it was a perfect ring, it was a perfect proposal, and
Seiya was perfect. Say Yes, Damn it, my mind screamed at me,
this was what you''d always wanted, he''ll make you happy, your
dream will come true. You''ll have a loving husband, with a cosy
house, he''d come home every night, he''d love your cooking, and
you''d have children... The perfect Faerie Tale, the beautiful
unreal picture..... Then I knew exactly what I had to say.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Good Cliff Hanger, ne? STOP! Don''t flame me yet, there''s a lot
more to come, this is a purely UsaMamo, Sere/Dare fic, so be
patient... Well, the more emails I get this time, the sooner
chapter 5 will come out, so E-MAIL ME, Damn it!

Doi la bien kho..

Title: Whirlwind of fate
By: Silver sun
Genre: Alternate Reality
Rate: PG
Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com
Disclaimer: Would you believe me if I told you that I own Sailor Moon? No,
you would NOT, exactly my point, so get OVER YOURSELF, and stop making me
writing this stupid Disclaimers. *sniff sniff* It makes me realize the AWFUL
truth...
^^;; that wasn''t directed to you dear readers!
A.N: After so many years of my life, I had realized that I DO NOT HAVE A
LIFE! (^^ This is why this chapter is delivered to you 2 weeks ahead of
schedule!! Cre***s, Thanks, hugs, Chocolate and roses to all of you who had
reviewed my fic, who had e-mailed me, the poor desperate author, and whoever
out there who''d read it...
I really need to shorten my A.N so I''ll get straight to the point: EMAIL ME,
PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
^^;; enough from me, now sit back and enjoy chapter 5!
In Chapter 4.....
He had something planned out that night, alright, a romantic candlelight
dinner for two at the Starlight Suite. Then a walk in the park.
"Serena, we''d known each other for what? 2 years?"
"Well, more or less, yes."
He licked his lips nervously. "Well, in those times, you''ve made me feel like
the luckiest man on Earth, you were not only my girlfriend, but my best
friend, I love you more than anything in the world.."
"What are you saying Seiya?"
"Marry me and make me the happiest man alive" He kneeled down on one knee,
and extended a beautifulvelvet box with a beautiful diamond ring. I stood
there and stared at it blankly.
I was shocked, beyond shocked. This was the day that I''d dreamt about for
years since the day I met Seiya. It was a perfect night, it was a perfect
ring, it was a perfect proposal, and Seiya was perfect. Say Yes, Damn it, my
mind screamed at me, this was what you''d always wanted, he''ll make you happy,
your dream will come true. You''ll have a loving husband, with a cosy house,
he''d come home every night, he''d love your cooking, and you''d have
children...
The perfect Faerie Tale, the beautiful unreal picture.....
The beautiful smell of the card tickled my nostrils. The wind childishly played with my hair.
Then I knew exactly what I had to say.
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I felt relaxed and free. Standing at the balcony, I slowly sipped my
champagne. I didn''t feel right celebrating this, but happy, and content I
was. It was as if like nothing else mattered anymore, just me, and the wind,
and the moonlight, looking down at the busy street. Men moved in and out of
buildings, women putting on their big thick jackets and walked hurriedly
across the streets.
Did they know what I just did?
Could they possibly know how free and happy I was?
Bad I did feel, but regret and doubts I did not. At that moment, I knew that
I''d done the right thing. Seiya, he could be happy or upset about my
decision, but I did the right thing, he deserved a good wife, who''d love him
the way he loved me. Yes, we would have been happy together, but passionate,
love? No, the perfect Faerie Tale wasn''t what I wanted, or what Seiya wanted
either. Sooner or later, he''d realized what I did was for the best.
I was lost in my thoughts, until'' I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was funny,
how I always new it was him before I even looked.
"Hello Darien"
"Meat Balls Head" He said, still the smooth and familiar voice. So very
ignorant but so friendly and warm.
Still looking down at the mesmerizing lights of the street, I asked him.
"Didn''t you have a business to take care of?"
"Well, I did, but I figured that I wouldn''t miss anything in the world for my
favorite Meat Ball Head''s birthday" He said teasingly.
I laughed. Noone could ever make me laugh the way he did. So carefree...
"A rose for you, my princess" He bowed and produced a rose from his tux''s
pockets.
The rose smelled sweet, and charming, I was lost in its scent, dreaming of a
faraway land, with roses everywhere.
"Why thank you, My Prince! It''s lovely!" I curtsied, and for the first time,
I felt like a true princess. I looked directly at him, and like always I saw
what I''d always been looking for. Protection.
He looked into my eyes, reaching out for my soul, sincerely and honestly, he
softly asked me.
"Care to dance, my lady?"
Lost in his eyes, I said yes.
He took me into his arms, ever so softly, like the first time we kissed. I
leaned my head on his chest, feeling protected and cared. I felt rich, and
selfish, like I''ve had everything in this world, but not wanting to share it
with anyone else. I breathed in his brilliant cologne, and like the first
time, I felt shy, and foolish like a little high school girl. His hands were
warm, like hot tears on a winter night, touching my soul and my heart.
There was no music, but everything was perfect. This was the perfection that I wanted, this was what I longed for so long, this was what made me feel whole and complete.
He rocked me back and forth softly, and he hummed a familiar tune.
They say eyes are the doors,
Straight to one''s heart
But the question will be
How long will it last.
Your eyes, what do I see in them
The ocean or the sky?
Or do I see?
Your eyes reflect mine?
I see my world in your eyes
All surrounded by clouds
And standing in the centre
Is you on star ground
Don''t question me
Question my eyes
For they speak the truth from my heart
And then you''d know and remember
Your eyes...
(A.N: this poem is copy righted to me, so please ask for permission to use it
elsewhere. It was originally written fro a friend...but sadly..we are no
longer friends....)
I felt tears brimming at the back of my eyes, tears of joys and contentness.
Isn''t this Déjà vu? Hadn''t I heard this song from somewhere? Then I remember,
Christmas nights, warm and toasty fire. We would sit there for hours,
giggling and talking. Everything became so simple and clear.
My mother''s voice echoed in my ears.
~~~~~~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Mama, did you love daddy?"
"Reeny, I loved him, and I probably will always, he was someone that my heart
aches for always, it belongs to that person. Daddy didn''t share my feelings,
and he couldn''t read my heart, but he made my heart go light, and my heart
belongs to him now. He''d taken it away."
"But then, why did you love daddy?"
"Reeny, Love is a very selfish thing, it doesn''t allow you to choose who to
love, you''ll just love. You''ll fall hopelessly in love, and then just to
realise that you shouldn''t have"
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And then I knew. I realised. That though how much, my heart was trying to
deny it, those feelings, they just kept coming back, and repeated over and
over and over again. Everything that I''d taught myself to believe in,
everything that I made myself to believe, my world, the walls that I''d built
around myself, everything came shattering down into pieces.
Then I realised the one simple fact.
I was still in love with the blasted man.
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Emails!! Otherwise, there will be no chapter 6!!!!
More mails people!!
I''m craving for them!

Doi la bien kho..

I''m looking for a happy ending for Darien and Serena. Be quick, pls, Sil. Have you finished your writing?
It's nice to be important, but it's more important to be nice...

Title: Whirlwind of fate
By: Silver sun
Genre: Alternate Reality
Rate: PG
Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com
Disclaimer: Ok, everyone, come closer, I have an announcement to
make: I DO NOT OWN SAILORMOON!!!!! So stop asking me to write stupid
disclaimers...^^;;, I''m Ok, everyone!
A.N: Thank you to all of you who had emailed me, either it was love
letters, or death threats, I really appreciated it, and I''d like to
say to all of you: I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
But I love Ki-chan above all, because she is the best sister in the
whole world!!! *hugs Ki-chan* here, chapter 6 is for you! Onee-chan!
To Mel, thanks for sparing a few minutes to read my story, even
though I know you hate mushy romance!
And last but not least, I''d like to thank...MYSELF, for being such a
wonderful writer!! ^^;;, he he, I was only joking, people, don''t
freak out...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Mama, did you love daddy?"
"Reeny, I loved him, and I probably will always, he was someone that
my heart
aches for always, it belongs to that person. Daddy didn''t share my
feelings,
and he couldn''t read my heart, but he made my heart go light, and my
heart
belongs to him now. He''d taken it away."
"But then, why did you love daddy?"
"Reeny, Love is a very selfish thing, it doesn''t allow you to choose
who to
love, you''ll just love. You''ll fall hopelessly in love, and then just
to
realise that you shouldn''t have"
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And then I knew. I realised. That though how much, my heart was
trying to
deny it, those feelings, they just kept coming back, and repeated
over and
over and over again. Everything that I''d taught myself to believe in,
everything that I made myself to believe, my world, the walls that
I''d built
around myself, everything came shattering down into pieces.
Then I realised the one simple fact.
I was still in love with the blasted man.
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Whirlwind of Fate
Chapter 6
By Silver Sun
Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com ! *hints hints*
The moon shone brightly over my head, I could smell the faintly smell
of roses around me. I was standing on top of the hill, looking down
towards the village. The smell of burnt salamis, and through the
windows I could see the lights dimly glowed. I''d never felt so warm
and free.
Taking off my shoes, so I could feel the cool, damp surface of the
Earth. I ran down the hill, towards him.
He was standing there, with a smudged smile on his face. His eyes
twinkled with amusement at my childishness. He called out teasingly.
"Meat Ball Head..."
I laughed along him. Our laughter blended together, like a string of
musical notes. I ran to him, not caring if I tripped over, or hurt my
self. The wind blew and tickled my face. Finally, I was there, in his
arms. He gently stroked my hair, and I laid my head on his chest. I
felt protected and loved. Everything was so clear and perfect. I was
content and happy. He softly whispered into my ears.
"Meat Ball Head..."
I stayed there, like I had always longed to stay there. But his voice
grew urgent, and he gently shook my shoulders.
"Meat Ball Head, wake up"
"Wake up!"
His voice echoed in my head, slowly opening my eyes, I could dimly
made out his face. The moon was still there, and I could still smell
the smell of the roses. But he was more solid this time. I saw his
face, and again he smiled.
I sighed. So I was dreaming.
It was all but a dream, nothing more.
I must have fallen asleep when we were dancing. He smiled at me.
His smile was so warm and sheepishly that I couldn''t help but smiled
back at him.
"Welcome back, Princess"
I felt my stomach gave a little squeeze, he always knew just what to
say to give me that light-headed, fuzzy feeling.
Then I suddenly realised how awkward it must have been for him to
hold me like that. I was hugging him tightly, my head was on his
chest, and my hands were clutching his so tightly. A slight shade or
red slowly made its way to my face. I tried to sat up, groggily, only
to make him chuckle.
I blushed, feeling embarrassed, and silly under his gaze. I felt my
heartbeat quicken.
"Hey"
"Hey yourself, Meat Ball Head"
I laughed. "What happened to the gentleman act, calling a lady,
princess?"
"Oh, it got flushed down the toilet, when the lady fell asleep and
drooled all over the gentlemen" He answered back evenly.
"I did not drool all over your shirt, Darien"
"Oh yes you did"
"Did not"
"Did too"
"Did n..never mind, I''ll let you win this time, Oh My Great gallant
Lord" I poked out my tongue at him childishly.
He laughed at my gesture. It always amazed me how he laughed at the
littlest things that I did.
Casually, he asked.
"So how was your birthday, today, Meat Ball Head?"
"It was OK, I guess"
"OK? Didn''t Seiya have a little something planned out?" It was
something in his voice that I couldn''t pick up. But there was
something, strange, that I had never heard in his voice before.
"Yes" I said.
And suddenly I felt happy, it was thanks to Seiya that I realised who
I was really in love with. I smiled at him, feeling happy.
"Darien, there''s something that I''d like you to know. Seiya, he..."
He hushed me, a sign of disappointment and hurt in his eyes.
"No, don''t tell me, Meat Ball Head, it''s none of my business"
Oh, Yes, Yes, it was your business, Darien, my mind screamed at him.
"But you don''t understand, it''s very important, I, I..."
He stood up hurriedly, a strange look crossed his handsome feature.
"No, Serena, don''t"
Serena, the word lingered in my head. He never called me Serena. Damn
it, Darien, I love you. I silently screamed. Hurt and anguished
washed over me. Then reality hit me like a ton of bricks, he didn''t
want to know.
He saw the hurt in my eyes. Carefully, he sat down, his thumbs gently
stroked my fingers.
"Serena, whatever your decision was. I''m happy for you. But please,
think about it, It might not be the right choice. Is it really what
you want, Serena? Ask your heart that. Serena, you deserve a safe and
happy family".
''Yes, Damn it, I''ve never been so sure in my life''. I felt tears
brimming at the back of my eyes. It might not be the right choice?
Ask my Heart? I silently played his words over and over in my head.
He didn''t love me. He didn''t want me to choose him over Seiya. He
wanted me safe and happy with Seiya.
Suddenly, like a tide of emotions, which had been hidden and denied
for so long, awakening in me. I said firmly.
"Darien Chiba, I know what I want. Don''t you dare tell me what to
think"
He turned around so I couldn''t see his face. Taking the black coat in
his hands. I heard his voice clearly and firmly.
"Good bye, Serena"
I couldn''t believe my ears. He was leaving?
I didn''t care to pretend to keep up the cold act anymore. I cried,
tears streaming down my face. Bitter and salty tears, just like my
cruel fate.
I saw his form disappeared. Tears kept streaming down my face, like
rivers and water falls. I laughed.
I''ve loved him. For almost an eternity, with all my heart, my blood,
with tears and laughs. But the bold fact stared at me in the face.
He didn''t love me.
I didn''t care anymore, wherever it is that fate might take me. I
won''t stop, like a seed of a flower, I shall keep flying and moving,
forever free, and drowned in the twisted Whirlwind of Fate.
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What do ya think?
Wanna see a happy ending? Well, then get off your lazy butts and
email me, Damn it!
I want emails!
I want emails!
Otherwise, I shall have a strike and give myself a "long" break!
Remember, I still have another chapter to go, and an Epilogue!

Doi la bien kho..

Chapter 7 - An Interlude
By Silver Sun
Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com (Please, please, email me?)
==================================================

She said yes.
She said yes, she was going to marry.
He walked out, silently like the darkness itself, blending himself into the busy stream of life. Life it seemed to him had always been a game, a twisted game in the hands of fate, always challenging him. He was just a boat, floating, trying to drive itself through the fierce stream. But every time, when he arrived to different places, the waves had managed to steer him away,
and every time, he''d surrender, just to run away, to find a better place, where the water is calm, and serene. Like her.
She was where he wanted to stop. Forever, drowning himself in her eyes, her hands, her love, in her. She was everything, she was the picture of serenity
(AN: ^_~). From her long, streaming blonde hair, to her beautiful oval shaped face, her blue eyes, like the calm lake on an autumn day. But more important than that, it was her soul. The soul that had reached out to his own, caressing and healing his wounds. He didn''t recall anytime he had cried, but that day, he felt like crying. Tears of bitterness, and anger. Anger, for letting her go, forever.
He walked silently. The raindrops fell on him, sadness drawn over him. No one could make out if he was crying, but water, it seemed were flowing endlessly from his handsome face. His steps weakened, he felt fire burning in him. Like tidal waves, the bitter fire burnt him, slowly killing him. He closed his eyes shut and stopped walking.
He opened the palm of his hand and caught a rain drop. The raindrop, clear and pure disappeared in his hand, like her. If she leave, she''ll take everything with her, his soul, his purpose to live. There was nothing left for him. He looked up the sky, darkened and black.
She was leaving his life, and at that moment, he felt something within him
died.She was leaving him.Forever.

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The black car stopped in front of the building. The man walked out, his smart sun glasses flickered in the sun light. He paused to look at the piece of paper with the address on it, and started walking hurriedly into the building.
Darien Chiba opened the door, expecting some religion men. But standing in
front of him was Seiya Starlight his dark brown eyes mirrored his own blue ones.
"What do you want?" He asked blankly.
"Serena to be happy" The older man answered evenly.
He made out a flash of emotion went through the younger man''s eyes. But couldn''t quite make out what it was.
"Darien, you look like a mess. What happened? Tornado overnight?"
"Look, Seiya, I don''t know what it is that you want, but whatever it is, I''m sure..."
"Darien, can I at least come in?"
He hesitated for a moment, but stopped in mid air and slowly moved away for the older man to step in.
"Coffee?"
"No thanks. I hate that dark liquid. It''s so addictive" He smiled, trying to be friendly. Though anyone in that room could feel the tension between them. Like a silent war, through eyes.
"Look, Seiya if you''re hoping to come to my apartment and be welcomed, then you''ve mistaken. Coming in, I don''t mind, no to coffee, no problems, but smiling and trying to make jokes, that is just..."
"Just what? Don''t lie, Darien. I know you don''t mind that either. What you mind is Serena" Seiya said sharply.
"Don''t you dare get her into this" His voice was alarmingly dangerous.
"No, I don''t dare getting her into this. But whether you like it or not, Darien, she''s in this. Do you think I don''t know? Do you think I''m some kind of a blind boyfriend? Well, Mr. Chiba, you''re damn wrong. I love her"
"Love? How dare you claim to love her more than anything? Have you ever looked in her eyes, and asked her what she really needed? Have you ever loved her so much that it hurts, that your heart bleeds to be near her? That whenever you see her with a different man, you just want to kill him? Have
you ever ached so much, when some man kisses and touches her? No. You don''t understand her. You never had, and you''ll never deserve her. But she gives her love to you, her heart to you and you just don''t treasure it."
Seiya turned to Darien. His voice was calm, but unusually quite.
"Do you think I don''t know that? Darien? Do you think I don''t know how lucky I am? Do you think that I don''t treasure her love? You fool. I don''t have her love, I don''t have her heart. Stupid fool. You''re the one that she loves"
The deadly silent filled the room. He felt the world around him spinning right in front of his eyes, like a whirlwind, sucking him in, slowly killing him. Seiya was joking, but he didn''t know how hurtful it would be to play with a broken heart.
"She said no" No. The word played in his head over and over again. Seiya was calmer now, carefully and slowly, he said.
"She loves you, come to her, Darien"
He heard it, but didn''t dare to believe it. But his mind wasn''t thinking clearly, and frankly he didn''t care if Seiya was lying. Like an bolt of lightning, he was out of the room in seconds.
He ran and ran, blindly, and desperately. His heart was beating hard, shaking his rib cage, looking at the busy stream of people, he kept running. He couldn''t think for he knew if he did, he''d turn back.
But Seiya''s words kep repeating and repeating in his head.
She said no.
She said no.
"You stupid fool. You''re the one that she loves"
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emi&em

Thanks "out there" for posting it up for me. =) I''''''''ll wrap it up now.
Title: Whirlwind of fate
By: Silver sun
Genre: Alternate Reality
Rate: PG
Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com
Disclaimer: I OWN SAILORMOON!!! *Silver-chan gets dragged away by several armed
policemen* I don''''''''t care...I OWN...*gets wacked by the policemen..OW...Damn it, I
Do Not own Sailormoon, there, ya happy?
A.N: *sigh* The very last chapter, *sniffles* I''''''''m about to finish my very first
fic, isn''''''''t it so emotional? ^^;; After I finish this fic, no one will email me
anymore...*pouts* So please, minna-chan, email me! I NEED ''''''''EM! And don''''''''t forget,
an Epilogue will also be written if requested! Minna-chan, Please, request it
for my sake, I want to write the Happy, Mushy Epilogue Damn it!
In Chapter 7...
Seiya turned to Darien. His voice was calm, but unusually quite.
"Do you think I don''''''''t know that? Darien? Do you think I don''''''''t know how lucky
I am? Do you think that I don''''''''t treasure her love? You fool. I don''''''''t have her
love, I don''''''''t have her heart. Stupid fool. You''''''''re the one that she loves"
The deadly silent filled the room. He felt his the world around him spinning
right in front of his eyes, like a whirlwind, sucking him, slowly killing
him. Seiya was joking, but he didn''''''''t know how hurtful it would be to play
with a broken heart.
"She said no"
No. The word played in his head over and over again. Seiya was calmer now,
carefully and slowly, he said.
"She loves you, come to her, Darien"
He heard it, but didn''''''''t dare to believe it. But his mind wasn''''''''t thinking
clearly, and frankly he didn''''''''t care if Seiya was lying. Like an bolt of
lightning, he was out of the room in seconds.
He ran and ran, blindly, and desperately. His heart was beating hard, shaking
his rib cage, looking at the busy stream of people, he kept running.
He couldn''''''''t think for he knew if he did, he''''''''d turn back. But Seiya''''''''s words
kept repeating and repeating in his head.
She said no.
She said no.
"You stupid fool. You''''''''re the one that she loves"
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Whirlwind of Fate
Chapter 8
By Silver Sun
Email: Silversun80@hotmail.com (hints minna!)
Have you ever wondered what souls do to you?
They make you believe in love. They keep you believing. Without love, soul is
nothing. You''''''''re nothing but an empty shell, emotions are shut away, your
heart no longer does what it''''''''s supposed to do, flutter, fall, leap even
break. You need souls, you need to love and to be loved.
It was hard not to feel anything, but at that moment, I felt like crying. I
felt like dying, I felt like killing myself. It was as if my soul was
leaving me, forever, never to return. It hurt. Oh how much it hurt. Gripping
me apart, tore my into pieces, like blades going through me, thousands and
millions blades. My soul was bleeding, my heart was aching.
I prayed and pleaded, for signs, for anything that could have kept my soul
alive. But it died. He was my soul, he was everything, he was me. It was
strange how I always knew I loved him, but never never I would think of what
would happen to me if he was no longer in my life. It was as if the sun has
gone, everything that was left was thunder, and lightning. I''''''''m just a little
girl, afraid of darkness and thunders, lost in the rain, empty and lonely.
I cried. Salty, bitter rains of tears fell from my face, washing away his
memories. They slowly buried his face, his smile, his words. Everything.
I knew that it was the end. I had to leave this place. Far away from
everyone, from him. I knew it was a coward thing to do, but running away, it
seemed was always the only thing that I could do.
Run.
I told Raye, Lita and Amy, and they of course thought I was a stupid, crazy
fool. They didn''''''''t know the real reason why I was leaving, but they didn''''''''t
need to. It was something that I liked keeping for myself, a piece of myself
that was gone, gone in the wind of Fate. I told them that I would come back,
for them, and may be I one day I will, to find the missing piece of myself.
But now, I needed a break, from everything and everyone, I needed to be set
free.
"Are you sure this is the right decision, Sere?"
"Raye, I''''''''ve never been so sure of anything in my life. I need a vacation.
Haven''''''''t you guys always told me to take a vacation?"
"Serena, we all know it is not the vacation that you want. You''''''''re running
away" Raye softly said, looking straight into my eyes, reading me like she
always could.
I sighed heavily. They weren''''''''t making this easy for me. Just one little push,
a sign, any sign, would have kept me there. With the place, where I grew up,
with my friends, my family, with him.
"Raye, don''''''''t, don''''''''t do this to me. Please, let me go. I need to go" I looked
back into her eyes, pleading, trying to make her understand.
Ami and Lita put their hands on my shoulder. I felt comforted, but lonely I
was. I needed to go, I needed to run away.
"Serena, if this is the way you want it, then have it your way. But running
away is not the right thing today. You have to face it. You need to face it.
That is what you need. Not running away. You''''''''ll regret this, It''''''''ll come back
and haunt you, may be forever" Raye said again, her voice was strangely
determined. Could she have known? Could she have guessed?
"Raye, leave me be. I need to go"
That was the final thing I said to her. She nodded and walked away. She left
me be, that was what she did.
And alone I was, once again, lonely and empty I felt.
Sitting in the empty apartment, everything packed, I knew and felt it
stronger than ever.
I was alone.
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I opened the door, a small suitcase in my hand. I wonder how I managed to fit
everything into that tiny suitcase. But what was there for me to bring along,
I was leaving, I was leaving everything behind. Everything that would remind
me of him.
"Hello, Serena!"
The deep voice startled me, but what startled me more was the voice, the same,
familiar voice that had rarely called me Serena. But every time he speaks of my
name, I felt this strange sensation, something that I couldn''''''''t name. I
told myself to be calm, but I felt anything but calm.
I didn''''''''t turn around, just kept moving forward. Until'''''''' I felt a strange
sensation running through me, the feeling so strangely familiar. Our first
meeting, when we bump into each other, when I knew I was in love with him,
when we danced in the moonlight, when he left. I felt his grip on my wrist
tighten.
I sighed and felt like throwing up. No, please God, don''''''''t let him do this to
me, don''''''''t let him keep me here. I need to go.
He felt my hot tears tingling on his hand, and turned me around so quickly,
he crushed me against his embrace.
So warm, so homey.
But so hurtful.
"Darien, let go of me" I shouted but could not move, tears just kept
streaming down my face, wetting his neck. But I didn''''''''t care anymore, I cried,
I broke, like a fragile glass doll.
"No, I can''''''''t let you go, and I won''''''''t" He said, his voice breaking. I looked
up and then realised that all those times, I had never recognised that look
in his eyes, and now here it was again.
"Please, Darien. I need to go". I felt like a fool crying in front of him,
holding him, not being able to let go of him.
"No, Serena- he gently stroke my hair, as if sensing my thoughts- I was the
fool, not realising what I had, ignoring, surrendering. But I can''''''''t and won''''''''t
let this happen, even if this is that last thing I do.."
I felt my knees weakened, my voice somehow could not escape my throat. What
was he saying? Please, dear god, don''''''''t let me believe again.
"Please, Darien, don''''''''t say anything. I need to go, the plane is leaving in 2
minutes. I need to go"
I freed myself from his hold.
"Damn the plane. It could crash for all I care. Don''''''''t you understand Serena,
I need you!" He shouted desperately, his soul reaching for my own, but it
wasn''''''''t there anymore. It had died.
"No, I..I...I..guess I don''''''''t" I said, and fresh tears made it to my face,
every time, breaking me more, shattering me more.
I saw determination in his eyes, like fire, like wind, like storms and
thunder. Then the next thing I knew, I was in his arms again, his lips were
on mine, desperate and hard. His lips were hungry and hot. It was as if all
those yeas of love, hunger, and miseries had finally came out, and blended
into something stranger, so foreign, so exotic. Like rains of pains, sun
shines of memories, butterfly wings of longings. I felt it again, the strange
feeling, pain, anger, and...and....love.
I broke down into tears again, not wanting to believe it. I felt a hold of
soul, trying to tell me that it was true, that I wasn''''''''t dreaming, that the
nightmare is over, and all that mattered was that he was here now.
We broke apart and I heard his voice, shivering.
"Do you understand it now?"
"Darien, I..."
"No, let me finish this, Serena. Have you ever had something, so precious to
you, have you ever had a taste of something so sweet, so beautiful to you
just for it then to be taken away? You were hurt, you were crushed, and then
never again, you want to have anything like that. Because you were afraid,
you were scared that you''''''''d be hurt again?"
I was silence. Painful memories came back to me, I closed my eyes tightly,
not letting the emotions flow through me.
"Serena, I was always confused, but I wonder why I couldn''''''''t see it before.
Everything is so clear now, so clear and cleansing like crystal, like your
tears. It was the first time that we met, it was the first time that I bumped
into you, and picked up your test paper. It was that moment that I''''''''ve fallen
in love"
I didn''''''''t no what to feel, but tears kept streaming down my face, like an
endless river. Emotions took over me, like wings, I felt my knees shaking,
like I''''''''m standing in between a mist of smoke.
"I didn''''''''t know what was happening to me, but I knew that you were doing it to
me again. You tasted like impossible strawberry, sunshine, like flowers, I
can never forget that time. I was afraid, and I did what I had always did
before, I ran away"
I couldn''''''''t believe what I was hearing. He couldn''''''''t mean...
"I tried to forget about you, and I fooled myself into believing that, so I
could see you again, thinking that I could not fall in love with you again.
But falling, it seemed, you''''''''ve bewitched me, enchanted me with your words,
your smile, your soul. I had never felt so complete. I fell in love with you
again"
"Stop Darien. Stop lying to yourself. Stop doing this to me. You''''''''ve hurt
me...I broke into tears again. I fell into his arms, and that familiar
feeling crept in me again, the warm, comforting feeling of protection. He
stroked my hair, and that was the first time I saw tears in his eyes.
"Hush, it was all my fault, me and my stupid heart. Afraid of being crushed,
and hurt, afraid of seeing you and Seiya getting married. That night, I died
when I thought you had said Yes to him. I didn''''''''t want to live anymore. I just
didn''''''''t know what I would do without you"
He was crying. I was crying, too. Our tears blended together, and fell into
my heart, breaking the seal, releasing my soul, my beliefs. Then I knew that
nothing else mattered anymore. Just on plain, simple fact.
Why couldn''''''''t I see it before? Why did I make it so complicated? It was so
simple...so clear...like crystal, like tears...
"Darien, I''''''''d hate to say this, but you shouldn''''''''t have said all these things.
You''''''''ve wasted so much time, you know that? Because ...you already had me at
Hello"
God, How could I be so blind. I Loved that man. How could I even think of
living without him?
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The End - Just kidding, an Epilogue is due to be out soon, so look out for
it.
In the meantime, enjoy your read and tell me what you think.
Please, please, email me. I really need some emails.


Doi la bien kho..

Được britneybritney sửa chữa / chuyển vào 19:32 ngày 27/08/2003

Okie Sil, u did a great job. So lemme help ya the rest ok? So this is the Epilogue.

"What''s with the chicken robe, Sere?"
"Chicken robe? CHICKEN ROBE???????????????"
A voice somewhere, in the middle of the night boomed out loud, it had the
power of waking up a whole village. But the fact remained, Serena Tsukino was
not happy with the chicken robe. She had spent 3 hours of trying out clothes,
tearing them and herself apart.
And now, no matter how much she''d hate to agree with Raye''s comment, she did
look like a chicken in the big fat yellow dress.
"Raye..What shall I do?" I moaned out loud, letting out a huge sigh. I might
as well go naked.
"Well, you could start by taking that ugly feathery robe off..."
I quickly took off the robe.
"Now, go into your bed room, and put on something else, preferably
human-like"
I walked quietly into the bed room, and opened the ward robe. What would a
girl do in my situation? I desperately asked.
"Raye, what would you do in my situation?"
"Go naked"
I gave her the look, that said clearly, Raye, be Serious, I have a very big
problem at hand here.
"Raye...not this summer dress...not that skirt...not..."
"Sere, how ''bout Jeans and T-shirt?"
"Raye, Have you gone mad? Imagine, your boyfriend was going to have dinner
with you, in the Starlight Room, candlelit dinner with roses and the most
expensive champagne, and you turn up with jeans and T-shirt?"
"Yes"
"No way in hell! I''d rather stay at home, than turning up with Jeans and
T-shirt"
With that thought in mind, I walked slowly in the bathroom, one quick glance
at the jeans, I let out a sigh of defeat...
I was going to the Starlight Room, with my boy friend, Darien Chiba.
In Jeans and T-shirt.
God help me, because I needed it bad.
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"Meat Ball Head, casual look suits ya. Come on, or we''ll be late"
His voice was so honest, that I almost believed him. In the black Tuxedo, he
looked good enough to eat, I felt utterly stupid, going to a formal dinner in
Jeans and T-shirt. But it was really his fault that all my clothes were
packed, and I had sent them off to Chicago. Where I was supposed to be now.
The Starlight Room looked magnificent, with the dimly lit light, candles,
roses, and live music. Everything was romantic, and special. I stood at the
double French door, speechless, I would never have dreamt of going to the
Starlight Room, and even if you were here at this moment and ask me. I would
still say that I couldn''t believe it.
Our table was arranged near the window, where I could see the beautiful view
of the city. The sky was decorated with tiny, twinkly stars, and the moon
hung dimly above our heads.
"Darien, I''m so sorry, turning up like this, but all my clothes are packed
and I couldn''t..."
He took my hands in his and slightly kissed my fingers. He chuckled as I
stuttered.
"Meat Ball Head, don''t be sorry. I forgive you, who in their right mind
wouldn''t if a gorgeous girl is having dinner with them, who manages to look
good in anything, especially with nothing"
I blushed, a crimson red shade crept up my face. How was it so easy for the
blasted man to joke, when I was feeling like a complete idiot?
We ordered champagne, and had the three meal course. The foods were good,
hell, It was beyond good, but none of us could talk much. I didn''t now what
it was, but my palms were unusually sweaty, and Darien just kept looking at
me, from across the table. Every once in a while, he would take my hands and
stroke my fingers softly.
When desert was being served, I really couldn''t take it anymore.
"Darien, you didn''t pay a fortune, just to look at me eat. What is on your
mind exactly?"
"You, and how beautiful you look tonight"
I blushed.
"Darien, I''m serious"
"So am I. I''m deadly serious" He answered evenly. Damn the man, I could never
win an argument over him.
"You know, the way you''re looking at me now...It''s just like the look that
you had on your face when we first met"
"Oh, really? You mean the I-have-something-in-my-teeth look?"
I punched him slightly on the arm. God, how I loved that man.
"Yeah, that, seems like history is repeating itself"
"Serena...I have something to tell you"
He sounded unusually nervous, carefully, I took his hands in mine, and
whispered.
"Anything, Darien"
"Serena, I know that things weren''t always wonderful between us - then he
chuckled when I looked at him, my eyes rolling - Ok, I admit, things weren''t
always great between Meat Balls and the Ignorant jerk. But things couldn''t be
more right, and everything is what it should be. Meeting you, loving you was
the best thing that had happened in my life. Like water, like oxygen - I
laughed at his scientific examples - but more than that, you are everything
to me. I..."
He didn''t have to say any more. I was crying, tears of joys and hapiness.
Taking his face in my hands, I said.
"Yes, Darien, I will marry you"
[side=4]Sometimes they disscuss me, this must be i''m disgussting.[/side=4]