Will I be able to leave my past behind?

Sorry mọi người cho em viết bài này bằng tiếng Anh nhé:

M. it''''''''s been more than 2 months since you left, simple really isn''''''''t it? I don''''''''t know why I post such a topic here for you never know about this forum, nor about this is my nick...
Listening to Nina Simone really reminds me of you :" Love me or leave me? ...I''''''''d rather be lonely than be happy with somebody else..." Why? You and I were never serious about that? I also agreed that we could never be ideal partners, and what we had been through was just a dream, maybe the most beautiful, gorgeous and also erotic one i''''''''ve ever got myself involved for more than 20 years up to now?
The movies we watched, the song we sang together, the places we''''ve been, the cafe we sat, the mountains we''''ve seen, the peach blossom we bought for you on Lunar New Year in Hang Luoc Market flower, do you think I can let it go easily out of my mind?
I still keep all of your postcards, your CDs, and most important, your helmet - the one you gave me before you left so that "I would be with you and hug you" like you said
I call Sphone ''Ass - Phone'', not really for its poor network, but the main reason is that it reminds me of you badly. I wasscared to receive a message from you, scared that you said you wouldn''t be able to meet up that weekend or so? afraid that you would not reply me immediately, and I, in such cases, hated you, hated myself, felt bad and felt you.
I see you online quite often this time, but I don''t dare to chat you up, I hide myself and try to be the guy I used to be... but how can I do that after crushing into your eyes? Now you''''''''re with somebody else and me too.
I think you should listen to "Cool" by Gwen, she''''''''s cool and she must have been reading my mind while writing her lyric of that song:
We used to think it was impossible, now you call me by my new last name. Memories seem like so long ago, time will always kill the pain...I''''''''ll be happy for you if you can be happy for me, circles and triangles now you''''''''re hanging out with your new boyfriend so far from where we''''''''ve been, I know we''''''''re cool.........

Though those days were highlights of my life, it''''''''s cool, we''''''''re through and we can''''''''t turn back the hands of time again. I''''''''m glad I finally found my strength to get rid of you.... But I can never leave it behind, I just can keep it unharmed close to my heart...
I love you

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I was wondering why you and your ex can let it pass so easily and have another lover like this...Oh love...

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Love has its special rule: obey no rules afterwards. We cannot take back what''s gone, we''re now too far away, geographically and mentally.
The most peaceful moment of my life was when I lay in her arms and let our tears marinate. I''ve met somebody else and so has she.... it''s over, but I know I will travel the world to fetch back my magical moments and to see her once again.

Don''t ask me why I''m amongst few local guys wearing a helmet in such hot weather!